I found one of my weakness...

Last night I met up with Joreen for a chat and update each other and only to realised what stopped me for doing things I want is 'fear'. I don't know where the fear comes from but I have to get rid of the 'fear' before it's too late...

After our chatting session Joreen treated me for a reflexology session at Kenko. Felt much lighter that I woke up at 1pm just now!!!

Sometimes it's good to do self-reflections with friends rather than doing it alone cos you'll never really know what are your real weakness...

7 days to go...for what? Ain't going to tell you yet...Surprise!!! :P

UPDATES...

It's been a while... The last time I post my blog was n the 5th April. Well here are some of the updates;

We started the course training on the 13 April and will end on the 17th May. Official OSS will be tomorrow. I wonder how major changes will be and will only experience it after the training. I go with the flow for now...see what happens in time to come. Who knows I might not in TD anymore? hehe

More collections...

I bought this cute mini cards at Kinokuniya and it's sort of a deck of tarot cards. Just need to use 9 cards with create a story to your own questions. It's kind of funny to come out with some weird story. Eg: I asked about my life in 'future' and when I opened the 9 cards it consisted of;

Talent

Disappointed

New beginning

Hiden enemy

Empty promises

Hope

End

The master

Victory

First card mean that I was talented but encountered something that made me disappointed. Card 3 and 4 are my current situation, which means after disappointment I embarked on a new beginning but without knowing there is a hidden enemy. Card 5-8 represent future; This hidden enemy provides me hope in life but empty promises instead and I decided to move on(end) and meet 'The master' who can bring me victory(9th card: the outcome) in whatever I do in future. Haha.... sounds kinda true though...

My tongue piercing

My favourite tongue piercing I had my tongue pierced when I was about 18 years and removed it 3 years back. But amazingly I can still put the barbell and bought the flat one so that I could talk properly. I'm glad that I don't need to go back to the shop to pierce again. hehe ;)

It has been always part of my yearly wishlist; TO GAIN WEIGHT! I've been eating alot and to make sure I will gain at least 4kg by 13 May 2009!!! Can I??? We'll see...wish me luck!!!

PICURES OF KAYDEN & KAYSAN

It's been quite sometime I didn't take pics of myself with the short pixie hairdo except today. Hanged out with Aida, Fizah and Fad for lunch at Lucky Plaza and dinner with Fad at Mac Cafe at Isetan Scotts.

Nothing much happened except that I bought another pair of heels (again!), a clutch bag and a portable headset for my MP3. I also found a PDA at Best Denki for SGD249.00. Tempted to buy but did get it in the end. I shouldn't have give my old PDA to Fahmy in the first place. See what happens when I needed one!

I need to have a new hair colour! Well this time since my hair is short, I'm going to DIY at home tomorrow. It's dark purple since I'm unable to find blue haircolour at any Japanese or Korean store.

This week at work is pretty alright. I'm back in GEMS. It feels like coming back home after 3 months but will only be there till 11 Apr before I go for Sin Sales training. But this time any escalation I task to BC, he gave me the empowerment to settle at my end since I have the access to email or he does not want to help??? haha!!! Will I be back to GEMS after training? I hope so. I'm in my comfort zone already. If I go to another team it's like starting all over again. Well will update you again as we go along with the time.