In 3 days time...

It's just a few days to 'Hari Lebaran'. At the same time I do have mix feelings. I duno why. Maybe perhaps too many things happened that I don't wish to share here, which was why I've been MIA for more than 2 weeks...

I'll be on leave for 4 days from Tuesday onwards. I felt that I've not prepared for the celebration. Even for my baju I mix and match on my own separately(I created my own). My mum did not know about this. I also feel that my room is not complete though my Dad thinks it's perfect as long as it don't look like a 'kandang babi'!!!For your info I pasted Star cutouts(bought from Spotlight) and extra mirrors on my wall to make it look bigger since my room is so small and squeezy...can you imagine???

At the same time, I think I need to colour and cut my hair(again). It's getting out of shape and my hair colour runs. I love Victoria Beckham's new pixie hairdo as well as Rihanna short crop. Hmm which style to choose from???

I also have not buy any digicam yet. I duno which is the best that can last me for years...that Sony digicam lasted me for nearly 7 years!!!

And damn...I started to have breakouts again just b4 the big day. I'm not going to slap on those thick foundations to cover them. Just hope miracle can happen overnight...

I also hope to gather with families and relatives. I've not seen Alif ever since he became a popstar. Maybe he's bz with his schedules perhaps.

I also feel upset for...nothing. Just feeling blue. Hmm I think I might know the reason why. Pls pray hard my pay in be in by 0000hr on 30 Sep.If not I'll definitely cry...I had a pay delay last month due to my bank. I feel like closing the a/c cos I realised it keeps on deducting my money w/o valid transaction(the statement did not show!!!)This month the CPF can't deduct the money for my Dad. Now also delay in the statement. It's so fustrating!!!But glad I have another 2 bank a/c to depend on, if not I have to declare 'broke' in less than a week after my pay!!!

Ok that's all for now...I'll update if I want to. I need to get my beauty sleep now. I'm dead beat!!!

UPDATES

I finally get the chance to sit down, switch on my lappy and update my blog. These 2 weeks I'm kinda bz doing makeover for my room and almost done with it.I also need to get a new portable wireless cable as it seems not working well anymore.As for my room, it's something different this time. I divided my room into 3 parts. The bed, displays and an area for my lappy. No pic yet, will post once it's 100% completed :P

Till end of the month my shift will start at 8am which I think it's very tiring for me especially on the fasting month. I wish I'm in the 11am shift again!!I have to sleep early and wake up early as well:(

Hmm let me see what else I missed out...nothing much for now except that I'm in 'love' with my new bedroom :)

12 days to Hari Raya. I don't think I'm really prepared for it :S

Tired Dream...

I got home early from work(took half day again!) and was so sleepy and took a short nap for about 2 hours. When I got up I was so tired as though I had a marathon. Oh well I dreamt of VCC and he got 'posessed' and was running all over the place and I chased after him as if I can help him but he got away. Now my legs feels aching and emotionally tired. It feels very weird on why I dreamt of him again and again and again...any reasons? Maybe...

Enough of those...Siti last day at work today and I'm going to miss her and the times we spent for 1 and a half years. I'll still keep in touch with her and the other gangs though :)

And for your information, September is going to be a challenging month because I'm monitoring myself not to spent unecessarily and open another bank a/c means to save more $$$ for the future!!!

UPDATES

Updates? Oh yeah...well as a typical SG gal and have been thinking of my future; I've opened a 3rd a/c with OCBC bank and another life(accident)insurance!!! I guess it's time since inflations everywhere it's wise to have a plans for myself right? Enough about this...

Here are some of the pics taken last Friday with the gang...I just love the cute 'castle cake'. Don't you think so???

Actually not many much to update anyway for now, since it's the fasting month.Just need the will to fast till the end!!!Insya-Allah.