Justification

I wish I have another day to rest.I'm physically and mentally sick. I got infected by the Kaysan and Kayden and spent the whole day on the bed. At the same time think about the things that's happening around me.

Firstly the KPI list was out on the board. They always said to look into the statistics which I think it's all bulls*it!There's always such thing as system glitch and also don't believe that someone can close 131 callbacks a day!Whatever it is, that someone who had told me abt such things that's going to happen to me this year is really true. I'm fed up with these nonsense. Siti and myself were confiding each other last night about this and I have to really think on what to do next.Steve last day is on 19 May which makes me a 'lone ranger' of former RS3 already :( I also can't stand people 'bootlicking'one another in front of my own eyes. Feel like vomitting...

Foreigner Part 2???

I made a new foreigner friend at work. I was having my lunch at the pantry alone when this guy came in and asked for my name. His table is in front of me. I only managed to hear his voice only until last Sunday I saw his face and we talked. His name is Jose Cortes(His name is bloody long) but lookwise Kuya is so much better!!!haha. The funny part was he thought I was a filipina. OMG!!!!*Faint*

The bottomline: Not everyone has the luck in everything. Maybe my lucky star is somewhere out there waiting for me. It's just a matter of time...I'm trying to be optimistic here!

It's blogging time..

As usual, I've got nothing better else to do but to update my blog. Firstly let me start off with my condition of my face. I went to the clinic. Dr Charity looked at my face and said that my face was a 'deep peel'. It peels beyond the surface of the skin which means I'm not suitable for TCA peel. She gave me a bottle of liquid to apply on my patchy face and it's FREE. It's worth $157!!!. hehe ;) But just hope and pray hard that my face will be cleared by 1st week of May 08. I'm having a gathering soon and I need to look good and 'gorgeous'...hahaha

I'm getting younger next month...

Talking abt next month, I'm turning 23. Wah! Still young...why am I saying like this is because the people around me are all older than me so instead of saying I'm getting older, I'm getting 'younger each year'. I have birthday present(s) for myself. Ain't going to elaborate now. Surprise!;)

Another Collection...

Just now I bought a book titled 'Predict the future' at Causeway Popular store. It's quite an interesting book. It'll will be part of my new age collectables.

Meanwhile I also have few wishlists I want to get 'it' soon. Here are the top 5 things

1) Samsung SGH-F210 handphone

2) Star Alliance miniature aircraft plane(Just because I'm a Star Alliance Specialist???)

3)New hairdo(again???)

4)Attend Reiki Session(what's that???)

5)To be gorgeous(Can you please define that???)

Last but not least,pic of the moment, got this from Akak and it's her children!Ain't they cute???

Glad things went alright...it was a good week indeed! :)

Kayden started to walk already. He looks funny especially when he smiles as tries to walk. He still look like a baby with his 'botak' bold head although he's already 14 months old! No wonder his nick still 'baby' afterall!

Work wise this week 'tremendous' changes happened on the floor. Glad 'they' did a good move. They changed the system and applied IVRS. They should have implemented this ages ago! Imagine having available mode all the time BUT they are still watching your every move especially the wrapping time. We are not entitled to unsceduled anymore and a good 92-98% of service level for the past 5 days. Keep up the good work! hehe. But of course I have to move on...I do intend to leave sometime soon but not sure when. Amin last day is tomorrow. Fadillah and Yanti have already tendered. Yani's 'Mat Romeo' as well. haha

My face looks a bit better now but still patches both the cheeks. There are still pimples growing on the right side.I'm not sure why. On Tuesday I need to go back for consultation again as it's already 2 weeks and it don't seem to heal well. Please pray for me that there won't be side effects if not I won't look 'gorgeous'...that's my 'birthday wish' this year.hehe

Since my off days are on weekends, I'll just stay in my home to 'recuperate'. Been 'cooping' myself in the room since last night.But glad my room has all the facilities so I don't even feel bored alone!

To Asraf's Wedding

Initially I didn't want to go due to my face. It's not fully recovered but took the courage to just head out of the house with patches on my face!Haha but others knew that I went for treatment unlike someone who thinks I have rashes on my face.

Most of the common gangs like Adil, Mutalib,Boon Chen, Francis, Asraf's team, RS1 includes Ayu, Faridah and myself and many others to mention. We waited for the bride and groom to change to their 2nd outfit before taking pic altogether and made a short video of TD. Cool BUT I didn't shot those. Never mind, will ask Asraf if the pics and video are ready.

After the function I had a date with Yani at Coffee Bean Westmall, since Alex will be heading to central to get a hair cut. We had a talk and and told her about the 'issue'.She said she knew about it even if I don't tell her about it. some people can be smart. I was with Alex the whole day at the function and at the same time advice me accordingly. Oh well we shall see as time goes by and make the choice or decide to proceed with it or not.

More signs...

It's all coming back?On Fri I was reading Straits Times and saw article of my 'dearest lecturer'.Yesterday I bought 8 days magazine and read an article again about him. Looking back I kinda miss the times in school where I got scolding and critics from Thomas especially when he was not in his good mood.And today I received a calender of events from NAFA on students graduation shows in June. What do these signs means??? Is it the time for me to move on and be myself again?After looking back, I realised I'm not been myself for the past more than 2 yrs, 30 mths to be precise.There are times when I think if only I didn't make some harsh decisions, I won't be in this way. On the other hand, if I didn't make this choices I won't have gone though all these and made me a stronger person after all. Oh well I'll promise I'll make my decisions quick...

Unpretty moment

On Monday I went to do AHA peel with Dr Charity. This time she increased the time for the peeling process on my face. The effect was bad, it's normal but I have to go thorough this for the next few days to a week. My face blistered and hurts and it looks like a 3rd degree burn on my face. The outermost layers on the face turned to dark brown crusts and red patches on the face. I feel kinda scared if it didn't heal well. I'm unpretty at this moment but I have to sacrifice pain for beauty. Rite???

Last nite was Sanjeet's last day with TD, we sat at the nearby coffeeshop and had a talk about his relationship with Mary. I also learnt something new as well that short-term relationship can be a serious relationship for some. But if it's a serious relationship, why short term then? Don't couples need to work things out to make it last??After looking at some examples it can be true...

At the same time, my left eye keep o twitching for the past weeks. To some old beliefs it means that I'll meet someone whom I've not seen for a long time.I wonder who can that be. My wish is to meet someone who can show me the direction to lead my life a better way.Insya-allah