CRISIS???

Last night I've planned with the whole family that I'll treat them for breakfast but none woke up early!!! Looks like I'll postpone on a weekend.Basically there are some things that had happened...

Firstly I'm 'proud' to say I've received 'the letter' from the company. I'm not sure if I want to laugh or to cry. I'm not the only person who got that. Looks like I need to find a new job soon.My mum laughed. Is it really funny? I think so. I think they really wanna get rid of us. Whatever!!!!I'm not going to really share what was written in the letter unless u ask me?:P

Someone is also nice to me. I know he has a motive for doing so. It feels as if I was in this situation 2 yrs ago. Of course I've learnt my lesson. This time it's some issues and money is not everything that I wanted or some other revamping for his plan. Before I start work he hinted me again and he even said this 'My door is always open for you'. I don't think I won't even want to knock at his door...

Now it's the 5th crisis the family is going through. Though my mum tells me this and that about someone but I believe to always hear 2 sides of the story.Now it's only 1 sided issue. If you asked me to side who, I side none for now as I don't know the real story. I guess knowing to much of family issue(especially the truth which no1 knows) is not good for me. Only truth will prevail in time to come...

'SELF-CONSCIOUS!'

This picture on the right was taken on the 3rd day of my 'new' hairdo. Unfortunately the purple shade seems to fade away each day after every wash. So my hair looks like pastches.Lighter shades at the back but darker at the front(fringe)...haiz BUT nvm, I'm going to find 'henna' shampoo to enhance my hair. This is the only choice to avoid further damage to my hair.

But however enough of the comments, many were surprise to see the 'changes' especially at work, since most of them are used to my blonde hair. Some even need to look at me twice before confirming it's Erwina.*giggles* Most of them prefer me with darker shades while Steve still not use to my dark hair. As if he cares right!!!!(psst! he has someone else already!*'heartache'*)Whatever it is Erwina is blondie NO More for now...:P

THE TRUTH...

On Wednesday, someone message me to meet up in town. I agreed to meet up in the evening. At the same time I know it's not just a mutual meeting.I was right.

We had our dinner at Heeren and she told me something.I'm not sure if this is a confession or a confront or whatever but one thing for sure knowing the truth means he's a 'liar'.It's always good to know both side of the stories. Whatever it is, these needs to be under wrap..as the rest of the family do not know abt it.

Truth only reveals itself when one gives up all preconceived ideas. ~Shoseki

MY NEW HAIRSTYLE!

What do you think? I curled my hair instead!!! Hmm I feel weird but I'm going to be alright. Like I've mentioned b4, perhaps I'm not use to dark colours after being a blondie for 9 months.Haha

Maybe with dark hair makes me look fairer. Cos I'm a whitening freako!!!Have I make a good choice???

Ok I'll be back to work tomorrow. Maybe I'll get the letter from the company about my appraisal. The faster the better right? So that I can decide on my next step...

Ok let me tell u this.... I coloured my hair dark purple last nite. It was DIY. I feel weird abt the colour. It's so not me.I don't look like myself or maybe I'm used to seeing myself with blonde hair for the past 9 months... It's not a fullstop. I'm going to do something to my hair actually. I found a hairstyle. Not sure if it's going to suit me. Wish me luck! Everyone at home is sick. Both Kaysan and Kayden are in the hospital due to lung infections. My parents have flu and my mom can't get up from her bed the whole day. Called the doctor to check on her. I nearly fall sick...thank goodness I have my medications on hand... Last night I had this weird dream. I dreamt that I received the letter from the company. I dreamt I was given a huge sum of money from TD. So which means I'll get less?hahaha. I'll just wait and see that the letter says...

DECISIONS!!!

Ok my hair still remain unchanged though I planned to do it today. Still 'resistant to change'.

I went to attend Siti engagement ceremony at Choa Chu Kang with the TD peeps. Many have made up my mind on their next step. That includes me.Changes will take affect in April for me...

The rest went to KTV while I headed back home to make a decision on a hairsyle.I even bought a hairstyle magazine to get ideas but still unsure on the best choice...haiz

Anyway pictures as below...

With the TD peeps

The gals... And the guys Picture of the week Will update you on my new hairdo soon...not sure if i'm going to like it?? Cos I really don't know what's wrong with me?????

HAIZ...

I duno where to begin but I'm just feeling 'not myself'. Disappointed? Yeah...abit. It's abt the appraisal actually but later I realised I was not the only person who was 'graded that way'. Next week then I'll know the outcome of my new increment. Ok put that aside...

I met up with Joreen for dinner and we talked about stuffs. I guess for now I'm 'resistant' to changes which I think I fear of. I duno why. It seemed that it's just not me.What happened to the Erwina who was so confident and dare to face the challenges and new things? I guess it's time to make a major move to do out my plans.

Take for example: I'm going to change my haircolour but I'm so afraid to try other colours. Steve even told me that he don't remember me with dark hair!!! All he knows is the bimbo blondie!Haiz

But nvm I'll just see how it goes with this new hairdo...I'm going to do it tomorrow...

CONSEQUENSES OF BEING SICK...

Gosh! I'm on MC almost every month! Do I have a choice? I know it WILL somehow affecting my upcoming appraisal...whatever. This time doctor said I might have ENDOMETROSIS and do follow up with my gynae again. I'm not done with my scoliosis yet and now this????haiz I'm so fragile...I know!!!

I just need to have more rest since I'm on MC for the 2nd day. I've plans this weekend..haha that includes makeover of my hair!!!! hmm ain't going to announce yet!!!:P

On Sunday I met up with Eleanor at her house in Tampines and talked about things/situations and what are our plans. Hmm good question. I go with the flow for now.No concrete plans as yet.But I know I will have plans soon.

Short for now. I have sudden cravings of Paper Thosai Masala since Sunday. I wanna get those. Yummy!

P/s: I signed the AFI though frankly speaking it's kind of rubbish to do so...watever!

WHATEVER!

I snapped the pic of this cute cat on my way back home from work last nite!Nothing to do mah...

Oh well...I can't believe I'm blogging on my bed when I was supposed to be schedule for OT and the 'best' part is that they freezed the OT for FEB. I think they are not 'right somewhere'.Example;the service level at a single digit and over 500 abandon calls and 50 over calls waitings...hahaha sooner or later we'll see the LCD screen 'bursting into flames'. So I guess they really need to do something...

That Friday I attended the ceremony(it's not a party). We were awarded a cert for our 1 year service with SIA Krisflyer and a soveniour(glass chess which then I gave to my beloved dad instead!). At least I can put that in my resume for future CV.

On the same day itself I've got a major case and was given AFI. It was already resolved though.Wanna know who resolved that for me? FRANCIS!hmm...

Last night after work I went to Orchard with Kak Sarina to look for her bag while I got myself the 4th book of Tarot interpretation.My mum seems to be obsessed with doing the readings so I bought the simplified meanings for her(the other 3 are super 'chim'!). We had dinner at Takashimaya Basement 3 and recalled the times when I worked there.I'm very glad I'm out of there(Goldlink duh!)and moved on...

Enough about work,now I'm still thinking what to do with my hair.What type of hairstyle I should have next? Will it suit me? HELP!!!!!

FEBRUARY 2008

I'll be attending Teledirect 1st anniversary party in a while.

Dress code: RED

Will update soon on what's going to happen there...