New month, new things and new happenings...

A few minutes more and we are in the 8th month of the year. As usual I'm going to say time flies very fast...finally it's payday and as usual settled my bills and went shopping with Olyn the whole day at Orchard.After thinking things through as what I'm been when I was a little younger, it's better to feel this way; free and easy without any men in my life at the moment. I guess I prefer to be this way for now though I know what's going to happen later. So meanwhile no 'present man' but only God knows my 'future man'. Hahahaha.Meanwhile I have better things to do. This Saturday Ain and I got shotlisted for Seventeen competition. Ain't gg to elaborate yet...after that if not tired, will meet up with the RS3 peeps to chill since it's their off day. And yeah about work at TD-Krisflyer, I'll just go with the flow...ain't going to rant so much about Star Alliance BUT will be extra hardworking as I want to do OT from tml onwards to earn extra income. Short for now as usual. will update when I'm free...cheers!!!!

P/s: I borrowed horror DVD movie frm Zack but suddenly afraid to watch...and no1 wants to watch with me..how? Aiyah..just return back to him!!!

Updates...

Firstly I would like to congratulate Alif for winning Anugerah 07 competition. No surprise dat he won..he can really sing...

These days are kinda fun. My weekends with Fazee & Izzah and shoped till I really go 'broke and broken'. Bought my dad a Bvlgari parfum for his 58th birthday. Bought a face cream for $99!!! Saw the advertisement on TV and mum got interested in it. So we decided to give it a try.Bought a new Nokia Hp at a low price of only $48 with new contract. Bought tops and sale price at Bum Equipment. What else..hmm..I really can't remember already...

Being in Star Alliance team is also fun because I sit with 2 'evil' on each side and like to make fun of Steve who can't be bothered with their nonsense. BUT it was TOUGH!!! Tell me how to get from SIN to PRG???

Took me nearly 2 hours to get all HK!!!!Gosh!!!!

About my issue, I was told it's better to tell him the truth b4 he thinks the other way around. I'm not prepared. Till now I'm still wondering what will happen if he knows it's me??? What will he do?And what shall I do?Haiz...we'll see how....

I'm off for 2 days and wish me luck on Fri for the interview at Paris room..nah not a new job..it's an attachment only...cheers!!!

Lots of thinking to do?

Yesterday I spent more than 12 hours in the office to settle 2 cases which one of those has been 'settled'. Then as usual went back home with RS3 kakis to save money using cab charge. As usual we'll talked about our usual topics but seriously we have those as an alternative only. Yup it's true unfortunately. But as far as I've done some soul searching, I've learnt dat we can't rush things the way we want it to be. Patience is the word. Thats what I advice Shikin and Yani since 3 of us have similar situations.I've learnt to mellow down and not to think too much about certain issues that has been in my thoughts for a while. Meanwhile after what Angel told about my Ba Zi, I wana prove to her that it's not true as what she believed in it. But one thing for sure is that "Tuhan sahaja yang menentukan".

Quote of the moment:"Everything lost is found again;everything hurt is healed again.This truth has the power to retrieve a part of your spirit from the past.It's a mantra that's strong enough to overcome past injuries.This will be your constant thought today"

What am I doing now?

It seems as if I don't have much things to do huh? Oh well at least I've keep the house clean for the moment. I tot today's leave was approved by Girlie. I was not actually when Fazean msg me dat I was supposed to be in the office. NVm enough of my 'honeymood' week. No leave and no MC again. Going to do OT till end of the month.Hopefully. Today nothing happened. Didn't go to the places I should supposed to go. Not my luck and not meant to happen??? Nvm. I thought I would feel disappointed but I didn't.Haha

Now I'm doing some financial planning. Serious planning till end of the year. People always thought young people like myself(of age 22) have no commitments. Unless you are in the shoes of the others. It's not a pressure to me to have these financial responsibilities. It helps me to be more organized in future. Start from now...

Since I'm home I'll just need to clear up my clothes in my cupboard. Way too disorganized..

Card for the moment:"Don't ask to understand the secrets of the universe, but simply to know what this moment means. It's easy to get lost in endless speculation. So, today, release the need to know why things happened as they do. Instead, ask for the insights to recognize what you're meant to learn."

My collections...

I realised that I have many things that could make up as many collections.Firstly my clothes that occupies 2 rooms, which are not organized at all!!!! My years of keeping old magazines(also occupies the front room). I guess I need to put that away. My bags(tote bags, big bags, backpacks and designer bags.(the most expensive I owned so far are Braun Buffel and Guess). My designer spectacles(those thick n geeky ones(Versace & Oakley). And the most memorial and favourite ones are my pics from secondary school(when I 1st purchased a camera!!!) till now. I still keep those and made them into collage!!!!:) Call me a collector if u want to ok?

My new spiritual hobby...

Now I collect and 'embrace' new age books and now into numerology..it's amazing how our DOB really tallies with our personalities...

On impulse...

I bought this 2 pair of shoes in less den 5 min. On impulse or perhaps I'm not the fussy shoppers who needs to try again and again..haha...

PISSED BY U!!!!

My off day and off in Lieu tomorrow. Still planning things ahead.Many things to be fullfilled or at least try. What pissed me off when I don't like dat sum1's mouth blabbering at saying abt what some people thinks of me and when she doesn't even know what I'm doing. I can't be bothered with what she said and what shuts her mouth when I said at least I know I wouldn't want to be like her!!!I guess just a few words can shut a 'big mouth' huh? Whatever..I don't care abt this small little things. But things I've learnt so far is to "look at oneself 1st b4 talking about others". That's her mistake for not doing so...

Ok next, I'm going to accompany my mum to Gleneagles for her check up and den at nite to town to celebrate Qingying's bday. I'm not sure abt tomorrow morn.Hmm...I still haven finish up the forms yet..

Congrats to Alif for making it to the final. No surprise if the whole family of Mak Tu(perhaps 2 lorries..haha)coming to support him on Wed. He's same age as Azlan and Shahreezal.

Pics taken during supper at Newton Centre last week

Miss those Goldlink days...but I moved on...

My thoughts...

This pic was taken last Friday when I had my supper with the Goldlink Gals. We(me & Nora) went shopping for a while at Far East and den meet the rest at Newton Centre for our 8 course supper. It seemed dat they are fine with work but looking back if I joined back with GL I'll feel even worse den before...that's wat I think.

Now with my current job, they gave me happiness for only half a year and wat I was told was true...with this new management and regulations abt our pay I guess it's time for me to 'move on' and find a better job. The people are nice but management sucks thou the company's client is well known around the world. Watever and who cares anyway. After lot's of thinking to do, I've decided to tender on the 1st of Aug or subject to changes?? I'm not sure...I still need some sources out there. Instead of the usual 1 month notice I need 2 months of notice...I know it's dragging and I'm sure by end of the 2 mths I'm able to move on and find new job!!!!

During the weekends Steve and I was surprised to see only abt 19 came for work???? It was quite unusual...but had fun reading tarots for colleagues such as Amelia and Yani..hehe. Till now I'm still curious on how the cards can syncronized with our mind and the questions that we wanna ask. Till now I tried doing research but no answer to dat.But I was told by Kuya abt this special energy that syncronized to our mind!!! Now I'm into Numerology. I bought 3 books on that on Sunday at Kinokuniya(Orchard). It's so amazing to know all the facts in those books. But with regards to Ba Zi(4 pillars of destiny) I dun think I can master that. That needs our place of birth as well as time of birth as well as the name of the Chinese Characters. It's cool to learn about astrology anyways...:)

I'm on MC today.I don't care about my incentives already anyways and More new cases with NZ. All thanks to Adil who didn't put TTL on the other reference and I had to follow up the case. Passengers frm Australia travelling this FRI!!!!!! Gosh!!!!*Faint*

This Friday my off day again and will be celebrating Qingying's birthday. On Saturday, I'll give a shot on this interview Fad has been telling me about. Wish me luck..

And I also would like to wish Alif Aziz frm Anugerah 07 all the best for the results later. He's my estranged cuz and we never tok b4..hehe nvm...

Meanwhile another pic of the moment...Kaysan and Kayden together

Quote of the moment:"Let go of time. How much do you need to do today? Must you fill every moment to feel useful or productive? And how much of your life is directed by time. Answer these questions honestly."

Dilemma

For the past 4 days I've been thinking alot abt this issue. Can't believe it's happening to me. And I couldn't believe a well-known company in the world is doing this this to their staffs. Currently most of the DM(TL) on strike. Many MIA and have already tendered. What abt me then? It's just to sudden for me to make my decision. I have to see it for myself...look at my payslip if they really hold nearly half of my usual pay due to high service recovery. I will only make up my mind in August...I have to start finding jobs again..Haiz...

Another day off tomorrow and will be meeting up with ex-colleagues since Suying will be flying off to Australia on the 11th Jul to further her studies. Hope to see the brighter side of my life towards another half of the year. Aint't wanna think so much abt anything...take things slowly...

Quote of the moment: "God didn't create any illness without also creating the remedy. Today, view every experience as a blessing and a remedy that serves your well-being.Your healing path already exists within you."

My New Hairdo..hehe

Yesterday I fixed my hair again for the 2nd time and I like this colour and the hairdo. I request to have it shorter convave bob. The other time they didn't to it sharply.It's worth the money somehow...

It's already July..another half year of 2007. Enough of 'hibernating'. I'm all set for the competions I long to join. I'm all prepared!!!;P

Last Friday after work Steve and I went to Orchard to buy gifts for his cousins. We also had a talk. What he said was quite true on why I've changed tremendously at the age of 22. I guess I have my reasons. But at the same time I also don't feel like myself as well or shud I just be myself instead of trying to change myself??? Nvm time will tell we'll see how things go as time flies by.

Hamidah told me Vlad wants to know the truth. I advice not to tell him yet. I've not known the truth yet. As I was adviced that I need time and patience before I take any actions on anything. I know he might have some situations which none of us know abt it.Maybe I know abt it...

Tomorrow I'm officially posted to Star Alliance. Wish me all the best for this challenge. I gave myeslf 1 month to try it out. If I can't make it, I wanna go back to RS3. But I try not to.hehe It's like downgrading myself..hehehe

Short for now...will update u again...it'll definitely abt VCC again???I don't know..hehe ;P