Introducing...
KAYDEN ILYASA
Sorry for not updating for quite sumtime due to my cocky laptop. Kaysan spilled his milk and I can't use my keyboard to type any words!!! Oh well so many things happened during these 2weeks. Let me tell you why...
But 1st let me intro u my new nephew..Kayden Ilyasa born on the 7 Feb. She look so much like my sis and I dun see any ang moh features from him unlike Kaysan.We shall also welcome another newborn..Eleanor Roselyn, my cuz...she look so beautiful(thou I cant upload her pic at the moment). Prettier den her sis
Ard the time wen Kayden was born, I fall sick again. The usual illness or should I say sickness. I wen to the doctor. She gave me another alternative medicine or they have to do something abt it. For meantime I'll just need to religiously eat the medications to stop the pain if it still occur. So far it has controlled the pain.:)
During that time I did alot of thinking abt everything and plans for the year...and since I've waste my time when I was in Goldlink, I'm gonna make up for it this year. Insya-Allah, by end of the year I can achieve what I've planned..hehe aint going to tell you what are the plans yet...
And the next news I'm gonna tell you is....I brought Kuya Dennis back home!! We have a tok abt my situation actually and I made him my signature Caramel Frappucinno. During that time my foster grandparents came to visit my sis. They tought he was Malay..hehe..my mum kinda like him..hehehe and till now she kept on asking me abt him and she even wants to pack food for him tomorrow!!!! hmm....but at least he's so much better den dat Bighead!!!! Soon Handee came and we had a very enriching conversation in ages. It's been a long while I sat down and really had a good tok with him as a bro. Then after he went back home, he message me. I broke down wen I read the msg.
"You seemed troubled. If u have any problems and you need any advice or need sum1 to tok to, u can tok to me."
My job..offically starts on the 11 Feb and my shift starts at 5am...but of course I've got shift allowance. It's indeed a good pay job lah..People said it's a pressure working with SIA but I dun seem to experience any stress yet. Mayb soon I duno..hehe but I'm just waiting for my designing job.
11 Feb 2007 the day that the unexpected happened. My mum collaspsed in the toilet. Luckily my dad and my 3rd aunt were der. We were all confused. I called everyone but not the ambulance. Handee was the 1 who called the ambulance in the end. She's hospitalised for 4 days. Doctor checked on her and everything was fine except she suffered from depression. I know the reasons why but it's kinda hard to actually solve our family situation especially at these 'crucial' stage. What I can hope for is to pray to God that everything's going to be alright soon.
Making choices...
After looking at my family members' situation and divorces, I guess we just need to take things slowly and so not rush things. I need to move forward and do not think I'm compatible with Hamzah though I actually still love him. It's because I'm not happy at all. After what the tarot reader said that I will meet a foreigner and will meet more in time to come. So I chose 'the foreigner' instead. Lets see what more to come as time goes by...no regrets babe!! :P
