Lets not talk about my 'bad luck'...

It's going to be end of the month and I've not accomplish my missions unfortunately. But I planned to finish it by end of the month if I have my self-discipline. It's pretty hard as I'm also working but it there's a will ders a way rite?;)

My off day today and glad every1's at home. Dad's on MC for 2 days so basically the house is a lil noisy...I prefer quiet as it makes me feel peaceful...haha

On Tuesday I went back home from work pretty late, around 3plus to do new display for upcoming Valentino's $100 promotion. It's colouful but think it's going to be a bit messy due to the multicolours. We'll see how on weekends then. Wish me luck. This is the only way to prove my team's ability to hit the target.

It's already night...oh man..didn't really get to feel my off day..haiz...think I'm going to tidy up my super messy room b4 doing my designs...

Cheers :)

NUR ERWINA BINTE MOHAMED ISMAIL HAS COMMITED A PUBLIC OFFENCE ON 24 MAY 2006 CONTRARY TO SECTION 17(1)(F)

TAKE NOTICE THAT YOU ARE TO APPEAR IN PERSON BEFORE SUBORDINATE COURT NO. 26N ON TUESDAY, 11/7/06 AT 6PM TO ANSWER THE ABOVE CHARGE.

I find this ridiculous..really....I'm just being unlucky ever since I turned 21. 1st it was my hp now this..Nvm..will settle this thing pretty soon next month...

When will my lucky star arrive again??? haiz...

'An empty vessel makes the most noise'

After what had happend to Angel, the idea struck on my mind...I made up my mind and just now I went to Yishun Neighbourhood Police to clarify abt it...and at least I do have a heart not to lodge a police report so me and Fad went to his flat where he lived and try to find wer he stays as I've got a bad memory on wer he stays. Bro followed as well. Fad help me to locate his house by asking this Indian man who happened to be his neighbour. She pointed me his house I didn't believed her! I kept on telling her the other house instead.Until when we reached his flat and make a phone call on his house phone and it was really his house!!! I couldn't believe my eyes!!! Now u know why I put dat title on this post. So unfortunately he's not in town. He went back to his country so me & bro confronted his parents instead and his parents weren't aware of it. His father face turned white when bro said that he won't hesitate to make police report(just to threatened them). His parents were alrite but it's just his son...duno wat to say liao. And I saw a guy hiding behind the door and I'm sure that's his bro and dis bloke who claims that he'll see how he can help but didn't help at all. U imagine if I dun care about it..and he'll just forget abt it... of course at the 1st place i'm in the wrong...And I know I've disapponted Bro and make him angry as well. But wat can i do? Wat has done cannot be undone rite?

Now he found out that I know wer he stays, I could sense that he's ashamed to face me and decided to settle this matter wif the help of his gf? Cos imagine he brag abt this and that and many other things and luckily those words came in and out from my ears..hehe Wonder what can the gf do..watever...

This is what happened when I pity people easily and look what had happened at the end. I'm too kind-hearted and I'm aware of that.

Bottomline: Never ever brag about yrself when you are just nothing and never ever look down on others even b4 you know who they really are..

This week things were pretty bad at work and had disapponted Adelene as well. Hope the last week of May we can do it as a team :)

Ok had enough of reseach and inspirations, It's time for me to start sketching tml!!!Wish me good luck frens!!!!

The New paper Big Walk was cool!!!I managed to finish 10km w/o feeling tired..hehe ;)

IT'S OUR BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!!!

Took this picture on our outing that Thu, my off day. It was a nice celebration with my former classmates!!! We'll definitely go out again and hav fun like we used to..who wouldn't forget the chalet and DXO thingy...('',)

Thanks to her, Liyan. She planned out everything for me and Simon.~touched~ Me & Ellen

On Sat...

I'm finally turned 21 on Sat. Unfortunately I had to work. Requested to leave at 4pm and watched movie with Fahmy at GV Yishun. Been ages since I met him. Then we had dinner at my house and Paula and Wan Seen came as well. Not much happening cos I prefered a simple day like a normal day...simplicity is the best!!!

A birthday cake bought by Paula

Birthday gal going to make a wish...

Bobo joining in the celebration

3 gals finally meet up!!!

Bday gal looking tired...Zzz

Of course birthday gal make some wishes and hoping dey will come tru...

Unfortunately she still a forgetful person..yup I lost my handphone at Takashimaya!!! Damn...Now trying my best to retrive back some of the numbers. Have to put a thick face and ask around!!! Since tomorrow my off day I'll get a new phone instead.

When the letter finally arrived...

Yup received the letter from Diana already. Unfortunately it has a theme already. The theme is 'Changing Pattern' which I realised that it's been the same since the last time. But I'm still sticking to my theme though. Wish me all the best!!! I want to finish by end of the month!!! that's one of my wishlist for 2006...

Not going to talk about work. Nothing much happened except that Adelene blamed Angel for my lost handphone. Does Da-Jie really dotes on me? Hmm...hard to say but can feel that she does dote on me though she's always not around...haha or maybe i'm just 'prasan aje'...hehe

Still thinking now...wat type of handphone to buy...~thinking~

Cheers :)

Fully booked!!!

I woke up early in the morning as I've made appointment wif Julia, my dermatologist but ended up she didn't do anything as she explained to me that my face was still 'tender' and red as doing MDA might cause abrasion and permanant scarring..but she gave me a 'secret' remedy to pimple free face: wash face with toothpaste!!! Wat a dermatologist...lol

Then i went to Yishun Chong Pang to perm my eyelashes though it wasn't in my planning list and den to my usual hair salon to do treatment for my poor hair...

And then met Fad 4 a while to accompany her to her upcoming work place..a journey of 1.5hrs!!!

Then finally the day has come and met up wif my NAFA buds. They were so sweet!! I was touched. Duno if Simon feels the say way like I do...haha not all 'twins' are the same. Luckily Liyan brought her digicam so we took many shots of ourselves...lol We did enjoyed our food and I was a vegetarian just now. Just to make myself healthier...:P

They have last minute plan to go MOS but unfortunately I have to head hm and be a good gal. I have to work the next day..yeah I know it's Vesak Day. I just knew that Jolyn was my competitor in our respective company...lol but at least we have something in common to talk about..yeaah shouldn't have talk about work on my off day...silly me...

On Sat...my plan is to leave Orchard early. I wanna meet up wif Fahmy...I think it's better if I just ask him to come over to my hse...save money too!!LOL Then at nite the chicks are coming over too. I want to do readings for them as well...

Oh ya..I've got my 1st 21st bday from my sis and bro-in-law. They were really something...they wrapped the gift wif 21 layers of newspaper b4 wrapping another 3 layers of wrapping paper!!! Then they put a small note;

Happy 21st bday and please stop abusing and killing those innocent fishes!!!

They gave me a Dynamic Aquariam with fake fishes!!! LOL

I dun ask for any gifts from anybody on my bday. I only have a few wishes which only myself can fulfil that...

The most important thing is to complete my stuffs b4 16 June..let's countdown together...I left 34 days to go!!!! Wish me luck...will update you as days goes by..

so far still under inspiration mode...next week I'll start collect all the infomation and pictures of my inspirations..Ok think I've type too much..I need to go to bed now...cheers!!!

REMINISCING OF THE THINGS HAPPENED A YEAR AGO...

Yup time flies really fast and can't believe I'm turning 21 soon...but as usual I like to recall of the events that happened for the past year being 20. While being 19 was incredibly cool as my dreams and wishes came true..mainly of my dreams I longed to be. It was a cool experience to be a junior fashion designer, working with Mediacorp, my work was published in the magazine and of course appeared on TV as one of the top student in sch..'yeah rite' top student!!! While Thomas always thought I was the 'worst' student!!! Lack of creativity!!!!LOL

Being 20 changed my life tremendously. 1stly I learnt to be more careful in future. Who wouldn't have forgotten abt the fashion show!!!! I spent so much effort to put up that show and I screwed it up!!! Imagine I was so paiseh to the core and many talked about it...haiz..and the best past it was caught on Janet's videocam!!!Aiyoh!!! Whenever I watched the video, I wish it wasn't me...I really can't believe I did that!! ok enough about that...

Family issue. After what had happened to my dad, it made me feel closer to him. Without him in the family will make things even worst. Tried and tested for 3 weeks!! In fact now I'm closer to my dad den my mom...lol

Being a Glam Aunt is not easy..hehe gosh!!! My nephew is so cute...I'm complimenting not just because he's my nephew. You see it then you'll noe it...haha

Call me lucky if you want: when I'm shortlisted among thousands of people who applied for the position to work with Cirque Du Soleil while my other colleagues Zul and Anthony(both are in their 30s) had more than 10 years of experience in this line. People were paid for working while I was paid to have 'fun' with the people der..Naughty me rite? :P Somehow I learnt alot from der. Hard to describe into sentences but can only think of words to describe it...

1) fear(initially)

2) breaking the ice

3) emotion

4) love

5) friendship and relationship

6) Life in the cirque

7) late nights

8) trust

9) differences

10) talent

These things I mentioned have changed alot in my point of view in life and everything. Unfortunately good things have to come to an end. Like I was told, "Keep your shining smile in and out and you'll always very presence in my thoughts"...

Moving on...

I've lost a lifetime opportunity over some issues. I tried not to say the word 'regret' but it's just a lesson learnt so that in future I'll be more decisive in the choices I make...

My 1st full time job as a management trainee with a fashion company which happened to be affiliated NAFA. I realised something; of all the jobs that I've work, it has always been irregular working hours and late nights too!!! Been working in the company for more than 6 months. Overwork and underpaid? Haha not exactly...I think I prefer sticking to my drawing papers, pencils and my markers to do the talking..hahaha

I'm preparing myself to the upcoming Young Designer Contest. Due date on the 16th June. Can I finish up all the designs? Can I make it? Wish me luck.. :) About my theme...dun need to think too further...I used my experiences as my theme. As Fad said that was the most creative thing that I could think of..and yeah Fad!!! I still love them!!! They 'are still very presence in my thoughts'..haha ;) In a way they make me more creative..lol

My birthday resolution; more happening things to happen. Join the competition...it helps me to get more better job prospects I guess?

And the most importantly; to be really happy like I used to...As I was told happiness is in my hands and all up to me to fulfill that...

Actually I shouldn't be blogging now...I'm supposed to be doing my report!!! Alamak!!!

When I'm sick...

I'm not too sure wat caused me to be sick? Overwork? Pressure? Or just meant to be sick w/o any reason...I slept the whole day after eating my sis medication. I dun hav the energy to go all the way down to the family doc. I can't talk. No voice. I can't get up cos i hav no energy..Poor me :(

Y am i still awake now? I've not eaten my dinner and medication. hopefull I'll fully recoveredafter dis sleep...haiz..wat a month to fall sick..It's been always lidat..Month of May: Month of getting sick..Haiz

I'm feeling drowsy now..i better head to sleep so dat i'll feel better tml..cheers!!! :)

DUMB!!!

Who is dumb? It's none other than Erwina herself. Haha...been desperate looking for a cheap mp3 to replace my 'spoilt' 1GB mp3 and found 1 in Yishun Cyberactive. I went there with Fad to have a look and ended up buying it...it's affordable, at $99 inclusive of 256MB of SD. Worth buying it..because I'm desperate!!! That's the word to describe about me for the past days...been going to and fro from work w/o music. Then after I got home I tried uploading the songs to the SD card by using the USB port but unfortunately my lappy couldn't detect the USB port!!!So another alternative by transfering those songs to the SD via my PDA. It was successful and realised that I can play those songs thru my palm top!!! So bottomline; is the mp3 I bought a while a go still worth buying it? To be frank I have 4 mp3s already. What am I going to do with them. Change them as I like it? But for now I'm going to make use of my PDA b4 getting a new PDA phone(Yipee!!!) Perhaps lend those to my sis??? Aiyah!!!! So dumb of me!!!

Yeah it's already May..Hope to look forward to more good things soon when I'm turning 21. Being 20 is not easy. While being 19 brought me lots of opportunities and dreams to come tru...being 20 made me realised how much some things/people mean alot to me..will elaborate when I hav the time. If not I dun have the time to finish up my report. I have many things to note down on my report and yes..I have to be professional when I'm going to put that in words...

Meantime Happy Labour Day!!! Me no Labour Day..still have to go to work later... Cheers!!!