Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Counting down to weekends already..haha ;)
It's only Wednesday and my mind had already set on what to do on weekends already..hehe
I have to say that I'm officially ok with work already. No more problems or anything already. It's stress free but I'm trying to love writing the reports though. Somehow I'm systematic already as I just write the report at 10pm on the dot and finish half an hour later every night. haha it's normal..i'm very systematic on weekdays.Very....
Today is the end of the month..another month before 2005 ends...December... I'm hoping to reunite with my YSS friends. Hopefully all of us can meet up...it's kinda cool after years of not meeting up. I'm sure we'll have many things to say and things that happened to us...but like what Waileng told me once that it's not surprising if I told them what am I doing now because I mentioned b4 what I wana be when I was in sec sch..haha;P So no surprise I guess...hehe
And Fad still remember what I told her; to forget our unhappiness or put that aside.I don't believe in bringing sadness or unhappiness to my life.The purpose of life is to live life to the fullest and to have fun of course. Hmm what can I say about my life for now...weekends are the only days I can 'live life to the fullest and have fun'...LOL and I'm still adjusting my life though esp on weekdays...whatever it is I just wana pass my management training asap!!!I'm giving myself another 5 mths...I know 3 mths is abit difficult..so 5 mths..yup...
Ok got to go...cheers people!!!
Kaysan is 15 weeks old already!!!
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Finally I found this song..been searching for this song for a decade already..yup 10 years!!!I didn't know the title until I heard the song again and again on the Net Radio(Planet Hits Radio) and just try my luck to find the title on the net!!! Voila got it...
"Dream about you" by Stevie B
There was a time in my life
When I opened my eyes and there you were,
You were more than a dream,
I could reach out and touch you,
Girl that was long ago.
There are somethings that I guess Ill never know,
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
Thats when everythings all right,
Your in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you,
Girl you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams
Cause I still love, loving you.
How can I get you to see
That Im falling apart
Since you've been gone,
I can never be sure I could ever let go
Your love is much to strong,
There are somethings that I guess Ill never know,
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
Thats when everythings all right,
Your in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you,
Girl you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams,
Cause I still love, loving you.
There are somethings that I guess Ill never know,
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
Thats when everythings all right,
Your in my armsHere next to me, forever.
When I dream about you
Girl you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams,
Cause I still love, loving you
Since when Erwina started digging love songs? Don't ask me..I duno I just happened to like songs especially with deep meanings these days. Get what I mean?? haha it's ok if you don't get it...ok short for now..work is definitely getting better..hehe cheers!!!

Monday, November 28, 2005

What does a management trainee jobscope like???
Found this info from the net. I guess it applies too all management trainee in the world..not just Singapore...
THE JOB
In every industry there is a need for managerial staff. From first-line supervisors to top executives, managers plan and direct the work of the organization, set policy, establish channels of communication, and evaluatethe work that is done. These functions require knowledge, skills, andjudgment that are most effectively developed on the job.To prepare individuals for management responsibilities, many companies use MANAGEMENT TRAINEE positions.
These positions are most often found in finance, trade, manufacturing, and in government agencies. Depending on the business, the position may also be referred to as marketing trainee,purchasing trainee, accounting trainee, or management intern. Whatever the title, the purpose of the position is the same: to qualify individuals for management functions within the organization.Specific duties of a Management Trainee vary widely according to the natureof the industry and the individual firm employing the trainee. Very often,a trainee's assignments are rotated among the various departments in orderto develop familiarity with the whole organization and its functions.Trainees may also get classroom instruction in subjects related to their rotational experience. Instruction may include lectures, guest speakers,projects, oral presentations, and tests.A Management Trainee hired by a department store may spend several months working as a clerk in one or more of the sales departments, followed by additional time working in customer services, purchasing, merchandising, andpersonnel departments, for example. In a bank, the trainee may work briefly as a teller, handle new accounts, and then work at one of the loan desks before moving on to other assignments.Many firms have formal written training programs which lay out the instruction and types of assignments the trainee will receive. They alsospecify times for periodic evaluation of the trainee's performance. Management traineeships may range in length from six months to five years.
WORKING CONDITIONS
A Management Trainee should be prepared to work in a variety of situations. Depending on the industry, the setting may be a large office with many people, a workshop, or a department in a retail store. Trainees may at times work as members of a team and at other times may work alone on an assignment. They are under close supervision and constant monitoring of their performance. Management Trainees employed in a restaurant or department store are on their feet for most of their shift. Many of them have to perform some of the same duties of their subordinates, such as lifting objects that weigh up to 50 pounds, cleaning, shelving, and servingfood. They must deal with all types of customers. Their work schedules may vary each week.They are under pressure to perform well to qualify for advancement. Traveland time away from home be part of the job. Management Trainees may also be required to relocate once they complete their training.
EMPLOYMENT OUTLOOK
The following information is from the California Projections of Employment published by the Labor Market Information Division. These figures representthe broad occupational group Managers and Administrators, Not ElsewhereClassified (NEC) which includes Management Trainees.Estimated number of workers in 1993,80,210. Estimated number of workers in 2005,102,190Projected Growth 1993-2005, 27%Estimated openings due to separations by 2005 24,040(These figures do not include self-employment or openings due to turnover.)Not all of these positions were filled by Management Trainees, and many of these positions will continue to be filled by managers and supervisors ofall levels. Continued need for Management Trainees will be affected by technological advances, plant expansions, increase in sales volume, changesin job requirements, and the trend toward flatter organizational structuresthat eliminate some management levels.
WAGES, HOURS, AND FRINGE BENEFITS
Salaries earned by Management Trainees vary widely and depend on factor s such as individual qualifications, size and location of firm, and type ofindustry, but the median wage for all Other Managers and Administrators is$25.52 per hour. Hourly earnings for Food Service Management Trainees canstart at minimum wage.Management Trainees get the same fringe benefits as other employees in thesame industry. These generally include paid vacation and sick leave, medical,dental, vision, and life insurance, and pension plans. In some companies,profit sharing or employee stock matching features may also be part of thebenefits package. Management Trainees usually work 40 to 50 hours a week,Monday through Friday. Management Trainees in restaurants and department stores generally work on weekends and holidays, and evening hours.
ENTRANCE REQUIREMENTS AND TRAINING
A bachelor's degree is the usual minimum requirement to qualify for a Management Trainee position. Occasionally, individuals, with experience inan industry such as food services, may advance to a Management Trainee position. Some firms also look for people with master's degrees to fill their trainee openings. Firms may also require that applicants have acertain minimum grade point average.Depending on the industry they hope to work in, students should work toward degrees in business, public administration, engineering, or the sciences.Many companies also consider liberal arts degrees or a liberal arts minorwith a business or engineering degree to be valuable.In addition to a good scholastic record, employers look for indications ofleadership such as participation in student government or otherextracurricular activities. Applicants for Management Trainee jobs mustshow themselves to be mature, adaptable, analytical, and capable of workingwell with others. They should have good organizational and communicationskills.Some employers use psychological and aptitude tests to aid in selecting applicants. Public agencies require civil service exams, usually both written and oral.
ADVANCEMENT
Promotion is the goal of management training. The jobs open to those whocomplete a Management Trainee program depend on the sort of industryemploying them, as well as individual interests and aptitudes. Examples of these opportunities include operations supervisor in a bank and salesmanager, credit manager, or customer service manager in a retail store.Promotion often depends on ability and willingness to travel or relocate.
FINDING THE JOB
Many employers depend heavily on campus recruiting and referrals fromcollege career placement bureaus to fill Management Trainee openings.Classified ads in newspapers and private and public employment agencies arealso means for finding job openings. Those seeking jobs in management should also apply directly to employers.Job seekers should also register with the nearest California Employment,Development Department Job Service offices. Best opportunities for Management Trainees are found with large banks, insurance companies,department stores, and restaurant chains.
Today work was not bad...so treat myself to good lunch at Delifrance!!! How cud a 'broke' gal can eat lunch at Delifrance some more? Oh well got money from the Far East Organization lah. They paid me for doing the fashion show..hehe
Wanna test your eye sight if they are good or not...go to this webbie
and observe EACH OF THE PICTURES CAREFULLY...and tell me what you see...
Btw 1st pic...Coach Kostia(on the left). Isn't he good looking? hehe

Sunday, November 27, 2005

My 'great' weekend...I love my home!!!(",)
Well maybe to you people out there think that staying at home is kinda boring but I don't think so.haha In fact I started to enjoy staying at home so much. Oh well thanks to Mum...out of a sudden she has the urge to shift some of the furniture to some places since Dad is not home or else...he'll 'nagged' as those heavy furnitures might scratch the floor!!! haha
These days ever since we have Kaysan our house is kind of a mess. We even put his playpan in the living room as well as his 2 rocking chairs!!! And pity my maid. Her room is like a store already. We put all our unused furniture in there.LOL...after doing experiments. We agreed to put the sofas at the lounge area instead. The area looks more cosy and brighter. Maybe because of the colour coordination. What do you think? ;)
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So the middle area we replaced the sofa to the wooden sofa instead. The dining area remain unchanged. haha maybe we will if we can come out with better ideas on where to place it...
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And lastly I did something to my table....haha...it looks nice or messy? But I like it though. I'm not prepared to show how my room looks like or you'll faint of suffocation..LOL...I give you a hint already. So you'll roughly know how it looks like...;)
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Weekend is coming to an end in few hours. Back to work tomorrow. Everything to go smoothly like last week. The secrets are to have good sleep and follow plans as scheduled. That's my tips for working people out there. I admit I also encounter work problems almost everyday. The only consolation is to give yrself some treats like maybe a good meal or just about anything after a long day at work. For me I treat myself to extra hours of beauty sleep as usual..hehe
Uploaded some other pics..My 2 little heroes...Kaysan and Bobo
Didn't take the front view of his face cos he moved around too much lah..dats the only way to take pic of him; candid ones...
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Another hero of mine...
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Another cutie..he just sleeps anywhere in the house as well as shitting just to get attention!!!! Man...this is just too much!! Took this pic when he was sound asleep. He blocked the wireless router...now you know why at times the internet reception isn't so good..thanks to him!!!
Ok pause for now...will update again if there's any happenings or feel like ranting again. Cheers!!!('',)
Btw bro and I exchanged our MP3 players..haha think he'll go siao hearing all my songs in there. I'm ok with his songs...but too much hip-hop though...mayb he'll doze off or keep on skipping to next song as some of the Quidam theme songs are in there..wahaha but hey their songs are not bad if u appreciate New Age songs!!!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

It's the weekends!!!!
Finally the day has come. Yup it's the weekend and oh well too bad I'm alone at home but I have plans for MYSELF. Yeah for myself. It's been a while since I pampered myself with luxurious stuffs. So I'm going to do manicure and pedicure, mask face, treatment my hair and get extra beauty sleep. hehe
Just now as usual I was alone at Zadi and I saw a Caucasion man looking at the ties on the display tree. He ringed a bell but don't really remember who was he. Maybe he was one of the usual customer. U noe I may be 20 but has a memory of an 80 year old!! hehe kidding...He came in and I greeted him and of course I know him!!!! He's Uncle Nino. He wanted to order 2000 pieces of ties from us. I know it may sound crazy but he actually wanted to sell the ties at his restaurant. He looked old though or maybe it's been a long while since I saw him..dat was like 15 years ago!!!! hehe oh well I tot of just make him take all the ties from the boutique so that I can don't need to worry about hitting $15k per month because if I clinch a deal with him that would be $60K but UNFORTUNATELY this situation has to to be under corporate side. So I can forget about it and continue to worry on how to hit the target by next week..It's cool to actually acknowledge your relatives whom you've not met for years!!!
Ok short for now. Vok still have not reply so I guess he can't really help me..oh well it's alright. Whatever will be, will be...
Cheers!!!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Everyone misses me!!! ~crying~
I'm so happy after waiting 'patiently' for replies from people in Hong Kong. Yup I've got another email, from Asa. She continues getting compliments from the people about the earrings I got from her..hehe and what made me feel so touched is that everyone in Quidam misses me..waaah~crying~ I know many are hoping to see me there but unfortunately I'm here on training to be a ................(can't tell you YET) I have to admit I miss them too especially ...........(fill in this yourself if you know the answer).I suddenly think of the great times I had with them.The nightly post show especially...hehe I was the only 'rose among the thorns'..hehe I really miss those days lah... Oh well ku masih tengah menunggu jawapan dari seseorang lagi. Bila lah tu? Dia sibuk kot ataupun dah lupakan dinda!!! LOL Just keep on waiting to see how's the reply...Yes or no...~hmm~
Finally got my staff card. And they put my position in Bold letters!!!haha MANAGEMENT TRAINEE. And my name in small letters..wahaha.
Ok got to do my another half of my report. I was so busy changing the visual displays that occupied 3/4 of the day!!!
Yeah tomorrow is Friday...(",)

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

There are times I need to be smart...hehe
Well I did my report at work so that when I'm home I can relax and sleep early. Plan to sleep at 10.15pm the latest. Am I crazy or just plain lazy? hehe u decide...'wake' me up when it's the weekends. Oh well my dear cuz finished her O Level exams already. At least I know who to hang out with on weekends already..hehe now waiting for my dinner to be served. OK..I have to admit: I'm JUST PLAIN LAZY!!!!!!
My dear Kaysan is 14 weeks old!!!! Oh well he's so adorable now. He can speak alot!!!hehe
No pic of him at the moment..yup because I'm plain lazy as mention above!!!haha

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Officially on my own...
With effect from today, I'm officially on my own at work!!! It was 'tough' initially but I managed to break the ice eventually. Not bad for a starter. Looking back I realised that I've work for a month already!!! That's pretty fast huh? Oh well...thankfully the 'new' colleague not around anymore. It's better to be alone BUT I'll be a 'loner'...hehe
I'm going to sleep earlier today. Sleeping is the only way to keep me going on weekdays apart from eating...haha
Waiting for weekends to come. No plans yet and unfortunately I'm BROKE!!! Stay at home ke? Haiz..Been never this broke before..until I had to borrow money from my Dad. So paiseh!!!
Aucunes réponses encore. Ouen n'espérant pas n n'espérant pas trop ou soyez juste patient.
Gotta go to the bathroom...Cheers!!! ;)

Monday, November 21, 2005

~Sleeping Queen~
I can't stand it..can't really open my eyes already...I need to have my beauty sleep in 5 minutes time. Report can do later. Sleeping comes 1st!!!!
Glad today no monday blues...but just don't like my new colleague..still no chemistry yet!!!guess she thinks the same way as I do...whatever!!! haha
I'm waiting for replies from Vok and Asa. Emailed them b4 I slept last night. I just hope I can get the 'yes' answer from Vok...
Après que j'emailed les I dirigé pour dormir et a rêvé que moi et mon ami essayaient de cacher l'enveloppe que je l'ai donné. Il la recherchait la haute et bas. Est-ce que cela se produira vraiment dans la vraie vie ? Collera-t-il nos images sur la table de dressage ? Peut-être... parce que Shayne a collé notre image sur la table de dressage quand j'ai donné him.All jusqu'à l'individu que je devine...haha weird dream...this is what happens quand je pense trop à lui..LOL!!!
Nitez!!!
It took me quite some time for me to think how to start writing the email. But I managed to pop the question I long to ask..Phew!!! Hope I'll get the answer I longed to know. Nothing actually. Just ask if the 'rest' have received the things or not. I also wonder if he can really help me with some stuffs. For those who knows the 'real situation', do you think he can help????? hmm... but my 6th sense told me that he can't due to some 'political' reasons...haiz...but will give a shot soon.
Hope I hear only good things...('',)
Back to work tommorrow. Hope everything will go smoothly with me and my 'new' colleague of mine. God bless me!!!

Sunday, November 20, 2005

When I have nothing else to do for a moment...fill in a survey about myself!!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Nur Erwina
Birthday:13 May 1985
Birthplace:Singapore
Current Location:Woodlands
Eye Color:Dark Brown
Hair Color:Auburn origionally black
Height:165cm
Right Handed or Left Handed:Left hand when I was younger but now right handed.
Your Heritage:Alot!! Haha
The Shoes You Wore Today:I wore sandles
Your Weakness:Too soft-hearted
Your Fears:being a failure
Your Perfect Pizza:I don't really like pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:To pass my management training
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:I thank God for giving me another day to live
Your Best Physical Feature:I don't know
Your Bedtime:11.30pm the latest
Pepsi or Coke:None actually
MacDonalds or Burger King:Both
Fast food or Home cook food:As long as I like it
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:I don't know
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:Both
Do you exercise?:These days nah..no time lah
Do you Swear?:nope. I don't believe in swearing
Do you Sing?:nope because I sing like a toad!!!
Do you Shower Daily?:Of course duh!!!!
Have you Been in Love:Of course who doesn't?
Do you want to go to College:Not for now..
Do you want to get Married:Yeah of course who doesn't? What a question!!!!
Do you believe in yourself:Yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness:I'm a strong girl..never get motion sickness before hehe..maybe i do but don't remember.
Do you think you are Attractive:I don't think so~thinking~
Are you a Health Freak:In a way
Do you get along with your Parents:Yes!!!!
Do you like Thunderstorms:Have not encountered yet..so not sure if I like it or not
Favourite actor/actress?:Tobey Maguire of course!!!!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:nope
In the past month have you club:nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:Yes..my medication lah!!!
In the past month ever feel sad or regret :In a way...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:Nope
In the past month have you been crying: Hmm...
In the past month have you been truly happy:Yup
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:Nope I'm a good gal...
Ever been Drunk:No
Ever been called a Tease:No
Ever been Beaten up:Yes
Ever Shoplifted:No..it's sinful
How do you want to Die:Only God knows
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Fashion Designer
What country would you most like to Visit:Russia, the biggest country in the world. But can only dream of going there...
More about me
Do you wear glasses:Yeah
Do you wear contacts:Yup
Do you hav short or long Hair:hmm in between...
Wear nail polish:Yes
Last time you bought an outfit:About a month ago...
Best Clothing Style:Presentable
Number of Drugs I have taken:Illegal ones? ~smirk~
Number of CDs I own:alot...
Number of Piercings:17(dats in the past) now only 3
Number of Tattoos:None
Number of things in my Past I Regret:Couple but not many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Finally the weekends!!! :D
Felt better after having enough rest yesterday. Today I was at work for only 2 1/2 hours. Rachel told me that she'll not be with me anymore so Sylvia took over. Whatever it is, I don't think we have the chemistry YET!!! We'll see how it goes on Monday..
Well the show was not really a happening one as I expected. One of the New Paper Face finalist, Cassandra, wore my outfits. She look better than the black gal who wore my finale outfits for my graduation show.
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Me and Cassandra outside the backstage before the show. She's not really tall. It's the heels that made her tall actually..hehe
Nurul accompanied me to watch the show. Wendy Jacobs hosted the show. Casandra did the opening by showcasing my designs 1st. when she walked, she so resembles me...smiling all the way then she nearly tripped as the walked at the runway..it was indded hilarious but enjoyable moment to see the talents doing the show. Rachel, the former YSS gal was also there...Then straight after the show we straight headed to Lucky Plaza to grab a bite as I was starving...and had a lil chat before she head to work at 4pm so we went to our fav chiling place: Starbucks Coffee.
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The 2 of us before the show begins...
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Posing to make ourselves comfortable in front of the camera...
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I like this pic..I don't know why...hehe
Well the night is still young..cancelled watching movies with the chicks so I rented some VCDs to watch...Spiderman 1 & 2...those who are smart enough to know why I borrowed these 2 VCDs...hehe
Yup I immobile s'ennuient de lui des sorts...
Tommorow is Sunday...New season of 3rd watch at 3.30pm and do some homework to prepare myself for Monday

Friday, November 18, 2005

I wish...
1) People would stop asking me why I didn't go Hong Kong
2) I love writing reports every night
3)I have more time to pamper myself with delicious scrumptious meals and face sheet masks every day
4) I will not be clumsy and careless in my work..haiz...
5) I will not be damn broke like now...just have to wait for my 1st pay cheque...hehe
6) Not to have PMS every month
7) People will understand me
8) I submit the writeup and the pics on the 21 Oct for New Paper
9) To change this monotonous 'life' of mine
10) The doctor would give me more days of MC...I'm on MC today...yeah ;) Nah not really because I'm really not feeling well. I ain't faking it!!!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

.....
So far my day is getting better each day...every nite I've got enough doze of sleeping beauty..Thanks too the book I read "In my quiet corner". But no need to elaborate about my work...it's the usual...but no more stress already...I'm used to it..so no more complains for you to read. Yesterday I chatted with Mel for a while and she asked me why my designs and my name were not in the New Paper. Talking about that, I just remembered. It just slipped my mind. Can you imagine how forgetful I am? I didn't really check my PDA. Remember that one day I attended a meeting with Far East Organizations? I remembered that they told me to submit my photoshoot pic and a short write up about my design by 21 Oct!!!! And I didn't do it..besides I was having 'post production blue' remember? hehe well I don't feel regret about not publicising my design though I was hoping one day my designs will appear in the newpaper. At least my work have been publicised on TV and magazine. I guess that's enough for me already. Oh well 3 days to go...I read from the email that mediacorp Tv crews are also coming, SPH, Power 98 DJs are coming too. Is it really going to be a 'big' event? Hmm I duno... when I see then I'll know. Still have not decide what to wear yet..
P/s: By the way I received an email from Hong Kong...it's Donna Stevens actually...haha

Monday, November 14, 2005

No more blues..hehe ;)
Today I really felt better at work than any other days. I duno why or maybe because I read this book last nite: In my quiet corner. The book explains how to oversome sudden changes of environment and how to cope with depressions and loneliness.I mean I'm not a loner..it's just that my work requires me to be alone and that's why I find myself a loner..hehe ok hopefully everything will go smoothly tomorrow
Received an invitation from Far East Organization. I can make it by 1pm but quite rushing cos I finish work at 12.30pm still not sure what to wear lah...it's been a very long time since I really 'dressed up'...haha
Oh man I can't seem to open my eyes already...looks like I need to go and have my beauty sleep. Aiyah report can do tomorrow morning..I made alarm clock already. 4.45am...or mayb Bobo will wake me up earlier? haha

Sunday, November 13, 2005

In my quiet corner...
Today I felt so much better after having my beauty sleep. That's the only day that I can have it. But surprisingly when I woke up there wasn't any1 at home. Oh well maybe it's better. So I sat at the launge room to watch TV. It's been a while since I sat there!!! Bobo was sound asleep on the side table of the living room(of all places!!)
In the late evening I went to the library to borrow some books on management and a book on how to write better reports. Hope I can benefit something after reading the books. Then packed food from LJS for dinner and shared my fish and chips with Bobo instead...yup I was alone the whole day again for goodness sake but this time I don't feel bad or upset about it because I don't feel the stress unlike at work...
At nite my cuz and family came for visiting as well as needed Mom's help on her new born son. Jus to check on him cos he kept on crying...then after a while, my late grandpa's relatives came and they 'interviewed' me alot of questions and browsed my pics I took at Quidam. one of them asked me what was my name, my age and then started asking me these questions;
Him: I've seen you before on Tv
Me: Oh that was last year..it's passe already
Him: Well I'm proud of you cos you've made alot of achievements at such a young age of 20
Me: Thanks(smiled)
Him: What did you do at Quidam:
Me: I'm a wardrobe assistant
Him: What are your jobscope like
Me: I'm their personal assiatant
Him: Wah so heavy responsibilities huh? So how many performers were there?
Me: over 55 of them..
Him: Wah..and u handle all of them by yrself?
Me: Yes
Him: That's really impressive!!
Me: Thanks
Him: So are they all French?
Me: Nope.
Him: Then who are those people?(pointing to those people in the photo)
Me: They are Slavic Russians
Him: Do you enjoy working with them?
Me: Yeah
Him: How do u find them?
Me: They were great.
Him: So where are they now?
Me: In Hong Kong.
Him: So wat are you working as now?
Me: As management trainee at Cravattificio Zadi
Him: Wah..(looking even more impressive)
Him: So anymore projects or shows?
Me: Yes
Him: Wat is it about?
Me: This coming Sat at Far East and gg to showcase my designs
Him: I don't know what to say. You are simply very talented and have achieved alot of things at such a young age. U made our families proud of you....btw what's yr name again?
Me: Nur Erwina
Him: Wah and your name suits with yr excotic looks
Me: ~smiles~
And the conversation went on and on...they asked alot about Quidam though and I cud only answer a word or so..hehe I'm sure for those who knows the story know the reason. Oh well when I looked back I'm grateful that I've fulfilled my ambitions and dreams. It's just that I need to upgrade myself to be even better. Well I've done my Saturday report. Left my weekly report and some readings to do. Hoping for a new day tml and hopefully no Monday blues..hehe wish me luck ya ;)
Pic of the day: Daniel giving a wide kodak smile...
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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Finally a better day...;)
My day was pretty better compared to my previous days...hehe today the boutique had a blackout for 45 mins cos the building was having renovations. Buy the time everything was back to normal, it was time for me to knock off but luckily I made some sales and I was the top 3 performers for the day...;)
Then after that met Pau at town. She had her purpose: to shop for clothes. We seemed to be indecisive, in the end she bought a pair of chunky earring while I bought a pair of shoes for work and a top for myself. haha. Ate our late lunch at Marche and I gobbled up the Rosti in just 10 mins. I met May over there. Had a lil chat wif her to find the latest gossip in sch. Wah they really changed the systems for FYP for FMM. They do the project in groups of 4 to design 10 outfits for the fashion show while my batch had to do 6 outfits each!!!! Aren't they lucky??? No need to stress over what to do...Then I also made a trip to Far East to take a look at the revamp of the place. Hmm the stage is quite small and how are they gg to do the show?? Kinda worried though I shudn't cos it's none of my business rite? We'll see how next week then...
After making a trip to town I went to my aunt's house. Didn't know she hired an Indian maid for the day. I thought she was 'lost' until she came in to her house and ask for direction. We were all joking about it..lol but looks hardworking though...then I spent most of the time der with Handee talking about business stuffs. He's business graduate from NYP and work in this kind of places for attachment before. So he gave me tips on how to manage the boutique better. And well all this while he thought I was on attachment. Yeah personal 'attachment' for myself and as usual if I told him my dilemma between 2 good prospects while he said I should have gone to HK instead!!! Oh man...whenever ppl said I shud go HK, I always feel that I've made the wrong choice. Ok shall not think too much about it...now I'm thinking if I should really email Vokki and how to start and ask about if I want to send?
Parler si Sergei ont reçu les choses que je lui ai envoyées, j'ai rêvé la nuit passée qu'il m'a remercié et nous étions de nouveau au sentir de normal.Could le warmness quand il a enroulé son bras autour de moi comme il employait à. Alors je me suis réveillé et ai pleuré ! ! Pouvez-vous le croire???? It's just so sad to think about it. So bottomline I really need to accept the decisions I made earlier and nv turn back ever again...I think I've said that couple of times..hehe
So I've made a timetable for myself on every weekends already. On Sat after work, hangout with my buds till wee at nite. Sunday stay at home, catch up with my beauty sleep, watch dvd and be a good gal for the day..;)
Going to take my shower and pamper myself with a sheet mask. I wanna look good on next Sat..hehe oh well still a long way to go man!!! 7 days from now...lol

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Look we've all grown up!!! We are from Satar descendant (",)

The beginning is always the hardest to go through...
I hate to admit it but at times I really can't stand her. Or maybe it's me who has the prob. I don't know who to confined with and thank goodness Fad called me as soon as I went for my break followed by Amanda. Talked about the situation I'm having now and advised me to be patient and needed sometime to get use to be boredom~yawns~
The only solution is to ask the right person: Boon Ti. I made an appointment wif her after work but unfortunately I came when she was changing the visual display so I had to wait for an hour plus for her to complete them. We had a talk. She faced the same thing as me during the 1st few weeks except that she wasn't compared to any1 unlike me!!!! Dis week is a bit unlucky for me. Had to go through the sh*t alone!!! Well that's wat they called management training rite?
But whatever it is both Boon Ti and I have the same goal and dreams: To open our own boutique in future which was why we are here now..training in a high end boutique as a management trainee. hehe..rite choice?Hmm... And oh ya talking about goal and dreams, Looks like I can't join Young Designer contest next year cos we have to take a test: To draw 12 designs and 24 flat drawings and colour them in 2hrs!!! Dielah like dis...now no time to practice..tell me how???? haiz...
Looking forward for weekends..Hmm.. I'm going to my aunt's house after meeting Pau and on Sun I wana watch dvd and go library to borrow a management book so prepare myself for Monday. Sounds boring huh? Well getting my beauty sleep is the best thing to do..haha so basically stay home and chill. I found the email add already. Perhaps email him asked him if they have received the envelope I passed to him?Juste se demandant parce que comme j'ai mentionné avant que je m'ennuie vraiment de lui. Mais que des sentiments seront allés bientôt. Or maybe just Asa? haha we'll see later lah...
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Lastest pic of my sister and me. I know we are worlds apart but stay under 1 roof!!!! haha

Thursday, November 10, 2005

I'm ok actually...(",)
Ignore my previous post. I was just agitated and tired. After enough sleep I'm ok liao..hehe actually I'm dying of boredom at work cos I'm alone in the boutique...that's why I'm toking crap: mute by day, crappy by night!!! haha. And yeah sumetimes I also wonder if I really made the right choice to dis fashion management training thingy. Sometimes I also wish they wud fire me...~touchwood~If they fire me, I'll not have my source of income and go broke...haiz but after some thinking to do I just need to adapt to the boring environment. Yup I'm not use to my surroundings. I kept on comparing with my Quidam job..and really wish if I cud turn back time I wud really want to continue my contract with Quidam till Dec and be as happy I used to that preriod of time. But it doesn't mean I'm not happy now...I'm ok... but jus looking for more excitement in life..the only consolation is to tell myself to look forward for weekends. I'm meeting Pau on Sat after work to buy a surprise gift for Wan Seen. And next week I'm going to showcase my design at Far East Plaza on the 19th Nov. So peeps mark the date down ya? ;) I'm not sure if i'm coming down to see my own work or not as I'll be working..:( btw the models are this year's The New Paper face finalists.
But whatever it is I still can't believe I'm leading a boring life on weekdays!!! haiz can't do much also. The moment I got back home, have my dinner, take shower, write reports and sleep the latest by 11pm...Now I finally understand what is working life...which is to lead a boring life ~yawns~ at least at home I have 2 'men' in my life who brighten my night..Bobo and Kaysan (",)
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My 'amgmoh-asian' nephew is 3 mths old ~clap hands~

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Confessions Part 2...
I have to admit something: I've not been myself for the past 3 weeks as I realised that for the 1st time in my life that I've made a MAJOR wrong decision in my life. I'm not happy at all. I have to make a final decision sooner or later. I'm kinda afraid to make the decision or am I being indecisive? Man..now you know why I hate having problems and being in dilemma!!! The only way to feel better by sleeping after I got home from work(of course I take shower b4 I sleep!!! duh!!)
Btw smack yr ass if you think I'm still having that 'issue' thingy about personal affairs of the heart!!!(Put that aside. My future is more important!!!) This is more like personal affairs of my future life..get it????

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Confessions part 1 & 2?
Yup I made a confession but only in the Chicks diary. Pau and Wan Seen had read it but not so sure about the comments though. But I'm so sorry if I nv tell u gals earlier about it though. 2ndly when Lisa looked at the album and ask about it. So I told her about it. She gave me long advices and all these while I always thought I make the right choice in whatever I do. After listening to her I really felt like a sore loser and started feeling regret about it!!!!What what to do? Too late to turn back rite? One of the most valuable lesson I've ever learnt..and not to repeat it again...~feeling really bitter~ No worries I'll be ok soon. Just give me time to get over it...
On Thursday it was Hari Raya when we asked for forgiveness from our parents and relatives. It was fun but I was very tired though. Not so many people like it was a year ago until my house was super packed and needed to be like a waitress serving more than 70 people..hehe
And of course my pals came too!!! We chatted and updated ourselves and Waileng thanks for the chocolates. I finished that in just 2 hrs. LOL here are some of the pics taken on Thu. More pics will be uploaded soon. It's in the other digicam...not mine...and surprise surprise Mummy came for surprise visit jus now ;) ok ok will upload pics by tml k? Nitez
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Hari Raya look: Just woke up from my nap actually...very tired lah!!!
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4 of us trying to squeeze ourselves in the camera..haha
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Still feeling squuezy but better..hehe
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Feels like a playroom? It's my bedroom actually...
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Me and Siti
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Ain and me...
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Me and Nelly
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Finally Waileng & me...

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Finally cud feel the spirit of the big day!!!(",)
I realised that I cudn't let my emotional control me so here I am, the talkative Erwina is back!!!
I left work early to break fast at home and wanting to listen to the 'Takbir Raya'. It's live from Darul Makmur Mosque. Ever wondered why we actually celebrate this day..it's to celebrate our victory of fasting for a mth!!! Wonder why ppl prepare so many things..Dats our culture I guess...hehe as I've mentioned we didn't buy or do much stuffs. 1stly our furnishings are still in good conditions..only 3 yrs since we shifted to Woodlands. For the 1st time that I'm going to give green packets ;) And after listening to the 'Takbur Raya' I felt very contented and very grateful mainly because of the things that my family had gone through especially my dad. I thank God for giving my dad another chance to live life to the fullest.Remember the 'crisis' my whole family went through on the 13th of June 2005 for nearly 3 mths? Ok I guess I nv really elaborate it..it's ok..everything is over already..so shall not bring it up again. All ends well...I also started to talk alot today...so I think I'm ok now :)
After breaking fast I went to meet Emma at Junction 8 to have our last chat. We chatted about my work and she's the onli person who said that I've made the right choice..Hmm dats why I felt contented. hehe she's leaving tomorrow afternoon ard 3pm. Talking about Hong Kong, today, 3 Nov 2005 at 8pm is Quidam Cirque Du Soleil premiere in Hong Kong and after the show, they'll be having a party ard 11pm.How cum I know so much? Cos the pattern is consistant duh!!! It happens the same to all cities lah!!!And I know who are going and who are not!!! ;) I seemed too know about them so much huh? Of course as they are like my family members!!! I hope Deb, Tina & Jo will wear the gifts I bought for them as they promised....Il est évident que je manque ce someone..who autrement ???? LOL
What am I going to do tommorrow? Hmm we are still deciding whether to go to my foster grandparents house or not. I opted out!!~so bad of me!!!~ Others' decisions are still pending though...cos tomorrow there are many people coming over to my house so it's better to stay home right? And the best part about my family members is that we are multi racial. So get to see different faces though it's once a year..hehe now you know where I've got the 'exotic' looks from..hehe ;) ok ok enough of my crap!!! I'm a bit tired now..jus finish 'bitching' with my sister!!!haha...my mouth feels tired already...talked alot today, dat includes talking crap with the taxi driver while driving me home!!!! LOL
Selamat Hari Raya!
Maaf Zahir & Batin kepada semua umat Islam!!!
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Emma & myself
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And Kaysan Adam is 11 weeks old already!!!!!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

I need inner peace...
It's the eve of Hari Raya. I still feel as though it's another normal day..Haiz what's wrong with me? I was supposed to be very excited. Maybe for now I'm alone. If I meet my members I'm sure I'm going to enjoy myself. hehe hopefully..but jus now I was really not in the good mood. For those whom I've offended I'm sorry....like what Nurul said I need some inner peace. Do yoga? LOL
I finally managed to finish up the outfits I design. Too much of the studs I guess. That's what my maid said...and haiz it looked loose on me..the other day it was ok..see this is wat happen when I'm 'emotionally deteriorated' until I lost weight!!!!haiz....
Tomorrow I'm going straight home after work to break fast at home. Wana listen to the 'Takbir Raya' actually...and then ard 8 plus I'm meeting up with Emma 4 a while and then maybe 'bergotong royong' at home to feel the spirit? What do you think? hehe
P/s: Mummy cudn't reach us via home phone and I was told that she's not coming...~crying~:'(
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Pic taken on Monday..I look tired rite and I admit I also look weird in formal shirt!!! Really dun like it...no choice...

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

How different from others?
I was browsing and reading some of my friends blogs and surprised to know how enthusiastic and excited they were looking forward for this coming Thurday. Went to Geylang and bought decoration stuffs, do weaving of the 'ketupat', cooking traditional foods, bake cookies etc. How about mine? Nothing much. My family didn't do anything above mentioned. It's been couple of years I don't feel the spirit of the event. Don't ask me why. To me it's jus another a normal day for me. Maybe because I'm bz and don't really get to feel the spirit. And of course having to make dis decision to still stay here and not making my other decision instead. Haiz...feel a bit down actually. People who are celebrating Hari Raya will help one another with chores and stuffs and u know what will I be doing? haha I'll be meeting Emma instead. She's leaving for Hong Kong for good on Thursday morning. I'll be meeting her after work.~crying~ No worries I'll be ok after a while :)
After work I met up with the chicks at Orchard to have our dinner at Delifrance, Then we walked around. Then Wanseen wanted to have a walk ard Clark Quay. I didn't want to. Will jus bring me misery. If u get what I mean here. Cos I was jus wondering if they have gotten their stuffs of not. I'm sure some1 will be the talk of the day after receiving it? Lol okok I shall not talk much about it. Since I've made my decisions here and I shall not feel regret about it!!! It's public holiday!!! A chance to relax and of course do my work(it's like going back to sch...to do essay daily!!!) I need more sleep!!!Haiz
I was also hoping dis year Mummy will come down to Singapore to celebrate the event tgr. Been 3 yrs alrdy...hoping for miracles to happen cos today is public holiday ~cross fingers!!!~
P/s: I think I'm toking rubbish now cos I'm slpy actually. Then why am I blogging then...Maybe I'm so use to the computer screen and click to www.blogger.com and jus blog!!! haha okok enough of my crap..I'm heading to my LaLa world!!! Hopefully when I wake up I'll be truly ok and be the normal Erwina!!!! like real...here I am crapping again..haiz