When things went wrong.... Many things went wrong at work today...haiz Ben, the Diabalos gals and myself made mistakes. When these ppl make mistakes = trouble!!! Ben put wrong names on the whiteboard and hence me and Anthony took the wrong outfits on the rack for the show!!!! Den I heard Mark shouting out loud. I tot he was 'playing'...but I was wrong. Major thing happened on stage!!! Diabalos fall and slide on the stage and nearly fall OUT FROM THE STAGE DURING THE SHOW!!!!! The bottom gal cudn't balanced the other 2 gals on her shoulders..ouch!!! As for myself..as usual I made Jo pissed off...haha no need to elaborate k? Kostia as usual nagged all the way..so irritating that I nearly puke cos i dun really feel comfortable... and Valeriy and Sergei chasing each other ard us(me & Anthony). I really felt like shouting "STOP YR CRAP AND GO BACK HOME!!!!" but i noe I can't...yup as if they will understand... I have this feeling they wanted to know something but I left earlier. Last nite Valeriy saw it... We'll see tml den. Tot of going to the Kitchen to join Shanye but the headache jus drives me crazy so I straight head home instead. P/s: hmm...jus a thought....who is better looking? Chad Michael Murray??? or Tobey Maguire??? ~Drums rolling~ My cute Kaysan is the best!!!! kekekeke ;)

среда... My day was great but I was a lil tired. I have no idea why... I had enough sleep though. At work didn't really chat with them except for Voki. He looked tired. Went to Genting and reached here at 5.30pm!!! I also developed the pics for them. I was quite hesistant to give to Sveta after she gave that cold shoulders to me all these while but I gave it a shot. When I gave her in an envelope, she was like...???? she opened it then she smiled and thanked me Ok I made it!!!! ;) haha During the show, Valeriy came to my table and showed me his Banquine outfits, needed to repair his straps. I noe it was stupid but I jus create a conversation by asking him something. "U want it now or ltr?" he jus nod...haha but I noe that he wanted by after intermission. A way to create a conversation huh? hahahaha Then Anthony and Zul were talking abt Mark during intermission As most of us know abt Mark being VERY fussy...Zul told me dat one day Sharon went to put the wrong socks to his room. Then he really got pissed off!!! He nearly ticked me off until Tina and Jo said it wasn't me!!! No wonder der was one time Mark gave me dat black face!!! I mean even if it's the wrong pair of socks, can always give to the owner back. IT'S JUST A PAIR OF SOCKS FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!(I think it's Dima K's socks since only the both of them wear white) Ok I have a mission to do tonight...will tell u tml wen i'm done... Cheers!!!!

Can't wait for Wednesday to come... Hey had 2 days of break from work Didn't really do much because time flies so fast Yesterday didn't do much..had guests at home and then in the evening to visit my aunt in Yishun den headed to Bishan to have dinner Today I went for an interview recommended by Janet and I screwed up!!!! All thanks to my bloody cell phone which gives me prob all the time even though it's only 3 mths old!!! Haiz... Imagine they were interviewing me and the phone rang even though I vibrated!!!! And the caller called me 3 times consecutively even though I rejected the call..dats Zul wanting to tell me about the situation at Quidam. Can always discuss tml rite but it's ok..my fault too. Dun think I can get the job...and the interview was quite fast. I came out from the room in less den 10 min!!! If I get it's gd, if I dun get it's ok...ders always job available out der!!! Den I made fren with a gal name Marge who also applied for the same position. We dun compete on who's gg to get the job. Instead the 1st thing she asked me was "How do u do yr hair?" Then I wen i came out from the room she passed me a note saying dat she wud love to meet up and chat so I waited at the 1st floor for her and chatted 4 a while b4 meeting her boyfriend. She jus wanted to noe my course in Nafa was like..cos she tot of taking the course... Ok I think i'm going to relax ltr..maybe watch DVD and do my scrap book... Can't wait for tml...cos I'll be back to work!!! ;) P/s: It's been a while since I posted Kaysan's pics cos most of the pics were taken in the other digicam and still haven download the software yet!!! hehe So dis is the latest pic took last nite!!! Both of them still haven get along YET!!!! haha a cute pic though... he doesn't look Chinese anymore. He looks more on the Eurasion side with his brown hair and his greyish green eyes!!!!

Quidam Cirque Du Soleil live in Amsterdam. I bought Quidam DVD for myself to watch last night. It has the same story line but they dun hav Clown Car and Clown Cinema They have 1 short clown segment wif 3 funny clowns. Dats all. The ppl I noticed were different. Joe was not Mark Ward. So were Zoe, Mama and Papa. Shanye did not play the German wheel. He became the Boom Boom instead. The Chinese Diabolos gals were also different. The only ppl I could recognise are the Banquines people. Most of them are veterans like the 2 Kostia, Igor, 2 Alexander, Dima S, Elena and Roman. So most of the people in Quidam now are the new batch actually. For the Banquines, they performed the medium version(13 mins, the longest segment of all!!!) It was really cool.. Now I began to understand why the Banquines need to practice over and over again. It's all about the timing, consistancy and the balance. And Kostia is the Coach to Banquines all this while. Been underestimate him all the while...hehe sorry.(due to communication breakdown) Banquines is the best of all segment for me. The song suited with their segment.and I know it's not an easy task to do. Could actually see them panting after thier stunts!!! After being wif them and watching the shows backstage, only last night I began know what was the story all abt. A girl, bored with the world. She is angered by this banality, and it is this anger which shatters her fragile world. The journey begins, led a joyful creature along with another mysterious figure, who will reveal to her what she desperately longs for: excitement and passion, humor and bliss, dreams and nightmares. hehe this is what happens when you are 'suaku' all the time. Work with them everyday but don't know wat's all about!!!hahaha But nothing beats when watching live. I longed for watching them frontstage to see how's it like. Unfortunately I know I can't. It's ok. Maybe backstage is so much better? I get to hangout with them and have all the fun!!! It could be my unforgetable experience I've ever have in years..;) Shanye playing the German wheel w/o his makeup and the costume..he doesn't look like he's 29 years of age w/o his makeup...he looked more like 18 years of age instead when we had dinner last night!!Can't help staring at him..hehehehe Ok Ok both he and Sergei are equally cute!!! haha ;) Enough of my CRAP!!!

Have a great day off!!! :) My Sunday as usual working full shift and loving it!!!! haha I was a lil tired becos maybe I dun get enough slp last nite... For the 1st show Cloud Swing was replaced by Straps Quite relax so I sat on the sofa for almost 3/4 of the show... Banquines however, didn't do a good job They cudn't catch Sergei and he fall...wen I watched on the TV screen I kept on thinking on how Kostia gg to handle dem..nagged at dem again or give up... To my surprise after the show he was laughing all the way..chatting wif the others!!!! ...is he trying to keep cool? B4 the 2nd show starts, Ben wrote something on the whiteboard under Banquines...he wrote 'medium'...duno wat it meant..perhaps do the techniques since they didn't do their best 4 the previous show? But I was wrong..medium means the long version of the Banquines...and more 'stylo' style. It was great. My 1st time watching the medium version. Maybe Kostia requested it? Imagine 4 people were stacked high up wif style...and dats wat I called IMPRESSIVE!!!;) After the 2nd show most wen back hm as some of dem r gg overseas since we are given 2 days off!!! Yipee!!! Sergei and Valariy were still at the Artistic tent. Do u noe wat they did? They did not practice. They were playing wrestling. Of course Valariy won. He's so big size and Sergei is as petite as me..onli more muscular!!!hehe but he's still cute though..hahahaha Den headed to Chinatown to hav dinner wif Deb and the others. surprisingly some of them were der like Roman and Letitia, Svetlana and Asa. After we came, Shanye reached followed by Erin. We ate alot and the dinner itself cost us a whopping $800!!!! Den we decided to take pictures and asked the owner to snap 4 us. She didn't noe how to use my camera. Roman took the digicam from her and snapped 4 us. 1st shot no flash!!! It was dark!!! den I showed him how to take wif flash and he replied "I've done it. I noe how to use dis camera!!!" and den snapped the 2nd pic... Brighter now..hehe can u spot me???? P/s: I'm impressed wif Roman. I think he's the onli 'Russian' though he's from Ukraine who speaks good English not Dima S. Dima can speak but the Russian accent is still der and I salute him(Roman) for knowing how to use my digicam ;) I bumped onto Valariy jus now and surprisingly he apologised and said 'sorry'. Dat is wat i wanna hear from the Banquines. We dun need to be frens or something. Jus a smile or a bye or something will do. One of the reasons is dat we work together and we see one another everyday. I helped them alot actually. They shud appreciate it...even if they dun it's ok cos it's my job to assist dem...

My unforgetable Saturday... Had this weird dream... I dreamt dat an old fren of fine whom I didn't contact for quite sometime called me on my cell phone to say dat he wanted to meet me at Bugis cos he was bored so I agreed to meet up. So I went to Seiyu to waited for him..den ltr I found out it was a scam...got pranked by dat stupid STUD!!!! hehe den I received an annonymous call..I picked up the phone but cudn't hear any voices. so I hung up the phone and den realised dat it was a real call...it's not a dream call...hehe stupid dream!!! I cudn't remember wat I did b4 I went to slp last nite cos I was wif my shower cap and a sheet mask on my face...thank goodness it was sheet mask not clay mask or my face will crack into pieces... At work... For the 1st show Corde Lise was replaced by Straps.. Toto and Voki switched segments. Voki was so disgusting...~pukes~ I pity the gal... it was quite relaxing for me..no quick changes and stuffs but I was getting quite excited cos I was hoping my prank will work... kept on thinking wat's gg to happen so I told Toto and Voki abt my sis seat no, the section no and wat she wears..a pink top!!! They made no promises but they will try. 7.30pm My sis and bro-in-law aka Queen and King of Sabo came to the Big Top. We hang out tgr for a while. Then they said dat tonite those ppl(the performers) might get unlucky..perhaps they fell wen they are performing.. Choy!!! I mean they r professionals and no1 is perfect and of course we won't wan dat to happen..can't be bothered wif dem..so wen they headed in to the big Top I went back to the backstage to con'd my work... 7.55pm Animation started. The clowns and Mark Ward went out to guide the audiences to their respective seats. After dat the show started, Toto approached me and told me dat he didn't notice my sis but he'll try his best. 8.15pm The Clown Car segment starts. I was still bz doing my work but didn't really concentrate till I made Jo pissed off!!!haha.. As soon the the Clown Car music started I headed to the sofa wishing and hoping dat Toto picked the right person. But unfortunately I saw him picking up a gal wif a green pashmina instead. I began to sigh....haiz but hey on the Tv screen it looked like my sis...oh yeah it was her indeed!!!!wahahahahaha!!!;) I laughed till I cried..it was damn hilarious...the backstage ppl laughed too...the atmosphere was diff. My sis was really 'good' on stage. I told her b4 abt wat happened to the gals whom Toto picked. I guess she remembered wat I've said. he made her do silly things in front of the crowd for 10 mins!!!! wahaha u have no idea how was it like to see yr own sis on stage doing silly stuffs. It's just meant to be a joke...she'll remember dis for a long time..dats what Ben said to me!!!! After the Clown Car ended Toto headed backstage and asked if he got the right person. I thanked him...and he said gd things abt my sis...she's spontaneous and fun...mayb she had fun being sabotage I guess..hehe 2nd half of the show Had Corde Lise and as usual wen Ben said 'Turners pls' I straight went to the front backstage for a quick change for Denise Wal. I was surprised they didn't do the full Spanish Webs and I saw a flashlight and they quickly stopped and went backstage immediately.I tot I was day dreaming dat I 4got abt her quick change. The white suit ppl dashed to the front backstage. This don't normally happen. Things went haywire at the back. After changing Denise I asked her wat had happened. It was technical failure. The ropes didn't spin. Thanks to my sis foul mouth for saying dat earlier!!! One of the best segment was cancelled!!! Then Mark and Letitia's act had to cut halfway also and the stage went dark and they made announcement: "Due to technical failure pls wait for a moment. Sorry for inconvenience caused!" The light was dim and so all of us at the backstage were trying to figure out wat to do...Phillipa went out and do somersault and Letitia running ard the stage and the Mama and the Papa tried to catch her!!! every1 laughed. dats the onli way to keep audiences from not getting bored!!! Den Main-a Main started w/o the ppl with white suits ard Asa and Jerome. They went out in solo instead.The segment went smoothly..thanks to Ben! after their segment ended, Jerome complained dat his shoes were not properly worn wen walking out to the stage. So was Asa..these normally happens wen things don't go smoothly. Clown Cinema was still on BUT Cloud Swing was cancelled cos Donna uses the rope. So the show ended 15 mins earlier den the usual time. Then Jo wen to door 1 to fetch my sis and bro-in-law to to bring dem in the backstage they took photo of the IC scolding the 'Banquine'!!!wahaha and took pics of me carrying their baskets of 'Banquine' dirty laundry!!!~looking unglamourous~ I ended quite early. Instead to gg hm I took a cab to Devil's Bar instead. I was famished!!!I waited for quite sometime 4 my uncle to actually escort me in. Had fish and chip and Devil's fried wings... p/s: I gave Deb books of local spicy recipes as bday gift. She was touched and gave me a big hug and kissed me. Dats the 2st time my boss has ever done to be b4..but at least i made her happy and it makes my day too ;) gg to celebrate her bday tml after work...

Hey Ya!!!! My day was pretty good... Managed to wake up early for appointment at Reds Dis time they took 3hrs to do my hair..from medium auburn to copper tone looks cool though...I like it ;) But jus need more treatment to tame my hair. I managed to discuss my 'brilliant' idea with Toto and Voki They jus asked me to show my sis pic and her seat no to them and they can handle the rest..hahaha hope my plan works...~evil laugh~ Cos it's payback time!!!!!! Can't wait 4 tml...hope it's gg to be FUN!!!!wahahaha Ok short update 4 today Tml i wana wake up early and go for a morning jog....Nitez!!!

Wassup 'Banquine'????? I duno if it's me or the 'Banquine' acting weird... 1stly because I was surprise dat Dima tok to me... Cos he nv even smile or even tok to me at all!!! den ltr I found out dat he's the onli Russian who is frenly and speaks good English. Ok fine... Den during the show, I was at the table doing repairing an outfit. Valeriy came towards me and gave me the wrist grip. So I jus took it and continue doing my work den he took bak the wrist grip and showed it to me... I was like yes???? den I remembered dat he doesn't speak English so Deb assisted him...wah so difficult wen I saw dem communicate. Sventlana had to translate to English haha do u noe wat he wanted? he jus wanted a bigger wrist grip...hahahaha The next person who approached me..make a guess... Sergei... he didn't even tok to me... he jus pointed at his shoelaces He thought I cud read his mind issit? I asked if he wanted a new laces and he never reply...den he approached Deb instead...wat was he trying to do..ok watever..cant be bothered den Velariy came to the table again and pointed at his laces ok so I got him a new 1...didnt even said thanks..oh ya...he dun speak English...kept on forgeting..hehe Then I managed to watch Main-a-Main which means Hand to Hand in English by Asa and Jerome...very cool sia...really envy dem for doing it I also managed to watch the Clown Cinema by Voki. I think Clown Cinema was better then Clown car...more actions..wahaha ;) while I was watching the Clown Cinema, I heard a guy talking in very fluent English. Wen I turned ard I saw Roman Polishchuck toking to Lucy!!!! I was shocked cos I tot he's like Velariy cos he always nv reply watever I said to him!!!! den I wen to Svetlana's dressing room to check the shoes...u noe wat she said??? "what do u wan from my room?" WTF...i jus gave a fake smile and said dat i'm checking out the shoes and den walked out from the room!!! Den after the show the Banquines practiced their 'flying movements' then wen it's a wrap 4 them...Alexander WINKED at and said good nite to me.... ok ok it's not me who's acting weird..it's dem actually...cos today many things happened dat linked to dem!!! wateverlah..whether they speak English or not I can't be bothered alrdy cos I'm not gg to cooperate with dem anymore..i'll leave the Banquines to Deb instead!!! Went bak hm late cos it's Deb's bday and we hangout tgr....she turns big 4-0!!! P/s: My sis is gg to watch Quidam dis Sat nite show and got the front seat...I've got a brilliant idea but duno if it's gg to work out onot... I'll discuss dis with Toto and Voki abt it..to sabotage her and make her do silly things in front of the crowd..hehe it wud be nice to see The Queen of sabo get sabotaged!!! wahahahahaha ;)

My sucky Wednesday in a long time... It was a SCAM!!! I sacrified my sleep jus to attend that stupid waste of time so called 'workshop' at 9am so had onli ard 4 hrs of slp... den wen I got der had to wait 4 another 45 mins for dem Then one of the guy who works der put us in a group of 4(himself, a malay guy, chinese gal and myself) den he said we'll be gg to hav and outdoor workshop at Bishan brought us to a coffeeshop and hav a drink after a while he explained to us wat was it abt... the chinese gal claimed dat she wana go to the toilet but never came back..i was pissed cos she was very rude to do lidat...so wat if she's jus 17..no manners at all!!! and dat took us a very long time to wait for her... den he tagged us along and showed us how it work and asked if I can do it... do u noe wat I had to do? asked ppl ard 4 donation....of $5 per postcard and we get commission 4 $1 HELLO!!! Am i doing Charity work????? ... I will if i'm doing it for charity if he said dat we are volunteering for donation but it was a SCAM!!!! what has my qualification of Fashion Designing and my 3 yrs of my experiences of work in the fashion industry got to do with asking for donation for a non-profit organization...it's not even related at all...and dat really PISSED ME OFF!!! i had wasted half of my day!!!! he replied dat was the 1st step to communicate wif ppl(treat dem like a customer!!!) even the Apeks and the Nyonyas?come on...they r old and u asked dem 4 donation? he shud give dem the $$$ instead!!! i jus watch how he did... he wen ard to the coffeeshops and asked 4 donation and got rejected while dey were eating...if i were in their position, it's annoying cos u disturbed me while I was eating..how to eat peacefully..tell me??? he went ard dat HDB area for nearly 2 hrs while I had a drink and chatted wif the Malay guy. After dat he came back and I asked him how much he had sold the postcard and think abt 23 which means he earn $23...well actually it's not abt the money thing...they shud hav told me wat was it abt... in the newspaper it was a different thing dat Malay guy said it wrote a different thing in the newspaper so both of us had a diff 'job positions' but ended up in the coffeeshop and ask for donations the bottomline is dat everything was a scam..u think i wana believe wen he said dat in a yr u can be a managing director and earn $6K? BULLSHIT!!!! he told me everything onli wen we were in the coffeeshop. I jus said straight to his face dat I really cant do it and left!!! wen to yishun and tot of gg for treatment to tame my hair since i hav plenty of time b4 gg to work but they asked me to wait 4 another hr...so i went to the other place instead though it was $10 more...wat pissed me off was dat she said my hair was 'chia lat' and she jus snipped it off w/o telling me!!! wen i said y she cut my hair den she said it's very damage so muz cut it away..WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now my hair is so ........(fill in dis yrself) alrdy had 3 mths of bad hair days now bad haircut...how tell me???? Glad was time to go to work after dat stupid haircut den they said i looked cute!!!~pukes~ oh man..wat's up wif the ppl ard...but i jus give a smile but not an evil fake smile like KK(new nick haha) aka the IC of the Banquines wen he gave dat smile I felt so scared..really scared...no kidding man!!! he asked Deb for a new powder and den instead of passing it and showed her the colour of the powder he jus threw it in the bin...the distance of the bin was ard a meter away and Deb was jus next to him!!!AP sia...den jus walked away and Deb had to get a new 1 and put it in his dressing room instead...while I had to pick up the poor bottle of powder from the bin to record it down... After wat had happened I realised dat I am actually stupid enough to believe dat ders such thing as workshop wen i applied for creative jobs. Wat mom said was tru..wat's the hurry to find or handle 2 jobs wen i'm actually working now... p/s: Ders no way I cud get along with the Banquines cos Asa told me dat even though they have toured together for more den 2 ys and not even a single decent conversation or smile among dem...ok wat's up wif the Russians?????

I'm gg to update on wat happened today b4 I head to slp.. I was late 4 work..thanks to my hair, cos i coloured my hair and waited for the hair colour to develop for nearly 4 hrs Thankfully the colour came out the way I wanted ;) some complimented abt my hair..hehe thanks :) At work.. Today the formation was the usual so as usual wen i hear the clown music I prepare the stuffs and outfits for Asa and Donna den I watched the clown act on the TV screen I laughed so loud cos the gal whom Toto chose was hilarious and stupid Well i'm not the onli person who laugh...practically the 1 who watched on the screen laughed like hell!!! 1stly this stupid gal is damn stupid...she showed to the crowd of 3000 dat there are 2 steering wheels in a car after the clown act..Toto went to Anthony's place to wipe his sweat and told us in a sarcastic way like "do u noe wat the gal says to me?" No need to say much..something disgusting seh... I nearly puke!!! so was Anthony... the gal was so ................................................ (fill in dis yrself) Now I noe why the Banquines practise their skills every nite after the show Zul commented dat their acts are the best among all well I've not watch them perform b4 so i went back to the sofa area to watch the dem performed on TV It was so damn cool..the ones flying here and der...den out of the sudden Anthony shouted "OMG"...u noe wat happened? Dima almost fell from their hand balancing and sprained his back so he can't stand straight in the end(I think the audiences didn't really notice it) u noe wat it means? they r gg to 'die'...cos the IC gg to give dem a hard time... After their performers ended they headed back to the backstage to wear their white suit..and saw the IC's black face..so scary..den I think he even scolded Deborah for not preparing his white suit!!!!DAMN IT!!! I tot der will be a 'show' for me to watch but nah..he after the finale..he headed to the bathroom and took shower and left w/o notice!!!hahaha but the black face was still der..he didnt even tok to anybody... den the 'Banquine' for once were all very 'guai' cos they take out their outfits and practice with their own shirts..easier for me to do my job.. to my surprise they practiced joyfully and peacefully Dima actually recorded their movements while drinking tiger beer with a smile..haha Wonder wats gg to happen tml..we shall see..gtgn..tml I have a workshop at 9am... will tell u more things wen i have the time..nitez!!!

Finally an untitled dish has been named to Salmon Fillion with Candied Carrots!!! Wahaha...Thanks Estar!!!:)

Life behind the Big Top (Artistic Tent) with the 'Quidams' It's a wrap for week 2 and of course I enjoyed myself every single day I have to admit dis project I'm doing now is even BIGGER den WildRice I'm honoured to be part of the Quidam family Oh ya I've forgotten to tell u my job scope 4 those whom I've told abt...it's not wat it is... I'm a backstage wardrobe assistant What did I do? ok actually it's simple. I have to assist the performers if they needed help wif their outfits May it be a torn outfit, loss of shoes, wigs, new outfits and quick change for them Sounds difficult? Initially yeah cos it's onli me and Anthony doing it...but I'm ok now..I catch up things pretty fast ;) The people der are cool but some are not(will elaborate later..) for 3 days Zul(another collegue of mine) was on leave. Had to cover his work and killing 2 birds in 1 stone! Superwoman? hehe think so..haha ok let me introduce to some of the people dat I can remember.... The people.. Deborah Linden, Head of wardrobe She's the 1 who chose me to be part of the family after rounds of interview since July She's cool but she smokes alot!!! ~coughing~ Jo Green, Assistant head of wardrobe Her British accent is thick and it took me a while to get use to her speaking..haha both she and Deborah are from U.K Bettina Duno her surname..hehe she's from Austria and speaks German and English(her 2nd language) I dun really like it wen she orders me ard too much at times..otherwise she's fine.. Shanye Courtright He was the 1st performer I chatted with. He's from Canada. Oh well he's cute. Resembles like Chad Michael Murray..hehe duno y Zul said he's weird. To me he's jus being friendly dats all.He playes the German Wheel. We chat alot. He's independent too. Y I said dat? Normally they always ask us to mend their outfits. But nah, he did it himself! I'm impressed!!!! Voki Khalfayan His name sounds unique. He's Armenian-American. He's super tall and wears size 12 shoe. Or maybe bigger.(jus my assumption). He plays a clown and in real life he was a clown b4 he joined Quidam. He's funny. He pulled my baggy pants jus now. Thank GOD I wore my belt..so nothing embarrassing happened... Asa Kubiak Born in U.S but raised in Japan. She's so gorgeous...tot she's a mixed race. She's onli 21. She's frenly and we chatted quite alot!! Share some opinions and gal stuffs..hehe I helped her wif the Transformer outfits during the show Jerome Le Baut Frenchman..get to chat wif him recently. He loves to frighten me wif the headless man in blue jacket and an umbrella.. he likes to pop out from no wer..hehe He's french and his wife is a filipino but fluent in French...his son is so cute...maybe Kaysan will look lidat wen he grows up..hehe p/s: he's gd-looking!!!! The rest are cool but the 'Banquine' are not..let me tell u y... NO 1 - we dun communicate as most of them are either Russians or Ukrainians and they dun speak English. NO 2 - They are jus irritating. Why is dat so? Cos normally every show the rest will jus go back hm but they practised till wee at nite. I hav to make sure dat their outfits are in gd condition 4 the next show but they simply dun wanna take out b4 they practise. Jus make my work more difficult. NO 3 - Every nite I tried to control myself not to laugh dem they are practising.I got distracted very easily. The IC nagged so loud and so late at nite...he nagged in their native language. Normally wen I got hm..I will confide and immitate their languages to my sis...to let out my crap...hehe BUT there's a very cute guy in the 'Banquine'. Who else if it's not Serguei...ok in the group der are 2 Alexanders, 3 Dimas and 2 Sergeis. I'm toking abt..of course Sergei K. Got to noe from Asa dat he's 21. Join Quidam 2 yrs ago...hehe he was the last to leave the place jus now. I noe he cant really speak English but jus now he tried to say gd bye to me..but I ignored cos it's too soft for me to hear(though i have super sharp ears).hehe will i get a chance to hav a simple conversation wif him?we'll find out soon. Stay tune for more update..hehe p/s: Serguei resembles a bit like Tobey Macguire. but of course he's 10x better looking den Tobey!!! Have a great day off tommorrow!!!;)

Weeknends are here and I'll be working full days as usual..need I say more?

My day... Today i saved $20 and gained $15 as well as the day b4... I managed to finish my work early and catch the last train home I muz really thank Ben for making the show ended 15 mins earlier. It made a HUGE difference to me...but i hav run like a mad gal all the way from Rochor Rd to Bugis MRT station to catch the last train..haiz wat to do... I went out from my house earlier to go to the National Lib at Bugis... Being Suaku I didn't even noe dat I had to slot 2 20 cents to lock the locker and all the levels from 7 onwards are references books!!!! so in the end i ended up at the basement to borrow some books Quite sian since I was alone and not many interesting books to read, I msg the regular ppl. Such a coincidence Amanda was also at the Bugis getting her facia ldone in the salon. So we met up at Bugis Junction to hav a chat at MacDonalds. She'll be starting work next Mon as a Fashion Advisor at Robinson..cool rite?;) Den after dat I headed to the Big Top. It was still early so I went to the front entrance instead to look at the merchandises. I LOVE IT MAN!!!! especially the clothes. So Avant Garde!!!!! Quite expensive though..okok but it's limited edition stuffs and moreover I've got 40% discount!!!(staff price) wahahaha;) When I get my pay I'm gg to buy: 1) CD compilation of the songs( I hear them every nite during the show) 2) DVD of the show(since I didn't get the chance to watch it) 3) Their Avant Garde clothes (mayb jus 3 best ones?) 4) Figurine( add to my collection of figurines..hehehe) Dats abt it...i'll go broke if the list goes on After the show... Ben cut off quite alot of acts tonite...which was y the show ended 15 mins earlier... After the show we prepared some stuffs 4 the next day..what makes me a bit mad wen the Banquines ppl simply dun wana take off their outfits(which I had to check if ders any medding to do) and instead they practised till wee at nite..mayb it's normal to dem...these days i find it annoying wen the IC of the Banquines nagged and nagged. I admit I noe nuts abt Russian language but I'm sure it's something like dis !@#$%*?*&%^$#*&:"#@ Get what I mean here? Jus now there were some(like Valeriy) who actually argued back and the backstage was abit chaotic wif the Russians...who cares? But at least Serguei got away today..if not u cud see from his pathetic look wen he got nag by the IC...hehe poor him... P/s: The cute guy who looks like Ian Thorpe, his name is Valeriy..so girlish name...okok I shudn't hav make fun of ppl's name..i'm jus being crappy here. I need some rest...gg to slp now...Nitez!!!

Back to work... After resting at home, I'm all set to go back to work.. I try to relax and enjoy myself and ignore what some 'irritating' people said I understood cos ppl who are not 'straight are always lidat...muz bear dat in mind...hehe last nite ders nothing to do so I snapped some cool pics... How to communicate and play with Bobo: Demonstrated by my sis... Tok to him as much as possible... Make him kiss yr forehead... Carry him high up with 1 hand and strike a pose... Strike a pose again... Bobo looked tired? who cares? jus strike a pose again... Yup Bobo was so tired dat he actually Zzz with a cool pose. Singapore next top cat model? U decide...hehehehe Another cool pose by Kaysan...saluting YOU!!!! (",)

Monday, my off day... Finally after days of working non-stop I have my off day today. Jus go with the flow...didn't really make plans for the day Some of them are going to Sentosa, Shanye muz be at Genting by now Voki is gg to have dinner with his Armenian frens here Hmm not sure abt Sergei..hehe most prob join in the crowds.. Went out with my dad since it's his last week of vacations Tot of treating him at Bistro Delifance but unfortunately they don't accept nets...he ended up paying for me...lol Had a very long chat wif him while tot of waiting for my Mom from work but I really can't take it..needed to go to the toilet to do my biz...hehe P/S:Going to jus stay hm and watch DVD and perhaps join bro 4 shesha session...we hav 1 at hm alrdy...we placed it in the front bathroom...:D Dis This pic was taken a month ago with bro's sony ericssion k750i hp...cool isn't it? ;)

Overwhelming Crowd..;) This newspaper article from The Straits Times. Can't remember which act was it...but I noe there's gorgeous Asa Kubiak and a Frenchmen..cant remember the name yet..hehe Judging from tonight's crowd, it was better den last nite...they cheered for the performers...could hear from the far end backstage...as usual didn't get to see the whole act except the Clown's Car...yeah it was indeed funny...hahaha I was kinda bz mending Nori's white suit and got to chat wif one of the cute performers. He's kinda weird actually. After his act, he straight away opened his street directory and started tearing and pasting dem together(he wanted to go ard S'pore. Traveled 1/10 of the place in a wk alrdy)..haha by the end of his stay in Singapore who noes he might have covered the whole Singapore!!!Wahahaha. By the way his name is Shayne from Canada. 28 years of age and started joining Quidam 9 yrs ago. He's kinda scary as Zul told me..but I founded out myself...not gg to elaborate abt it... Another very cute guy but I've not make any conversations with him yet..soon. His name is Sergei Kholodkov from Russia...Yup very cute...got a crush on him alrdy...hehe managed to jus wave him goodbye when I was on my way home...ok ok enough of my crap ..gg to sleep now...tomorrow ders a double show...will be working longer hours...Ciao!!! :) Admit it!!! My nephew is damn cute....(",)

Premiere Show: Quidam Cirque Du Soleil Today things went abit different although the sequences were similar like yesterday Donna Stevens had to skip 2 acts due to technical failure... Most probably tml's show will have different sequences. Could see from the TV screen backstage dat the crowd was overwelming As usual been wanting to sit and watch the show but jus as I wanted to watch something cropped up...have to run here and der ard the backstage...it's oklah..used to it hehe... After the show, Zul, Anthony and myself went to the party together. Wah so sian...barely an hr den we left the place...cos we dun get to see the backstage crews..our collegues! so the best solution was to go back hm. Besides I was quite sleepy and tired... P/S: Romeo Jr jumped out from his bowl and died!!!! So sad!!!~crying~

Full dress rehearsal Hey I'm back home at 12.30am Kinda early 4 me :) So dun need to fork out extra $$$ 4 taxi fare so which means I'll be back home ard 12 plus every nite...it's oklah..onli 4 dis period of time My tasks for today are not dat tiring.. A few quick changes 4 some of the performers like Asa Kubiak, Denise Wal and Donna Stevens den handle the rest of the costumes after their performers... Erwina will always be Erwina....cos today I was careless haiz...dey told me not to walk at the area wen they were practising but I walked(it's a short cut) cos I wana collect some of the other performers stuffs. Nearly got an 'accident'..hehe I'm jus selenge..haiz... Today is actually a full run rehearsal. My cuz Eliza and her students came to watch the show. Didn't get to see her. Jus contact her tru mobile phone... Was bz wif my work...Think she got the tix for free gg to ask her how was the show.. looks kinda interesting but i didnt really get to watch the show so many things to do backstage...haiz Wen can I watch the full show? Perhaps never!!! :( P/s: Tomorrow night after the show I'm gg to attend their party. It's merely for VIP people. It's actually a hush hush thing to the cirquadors.Dats what Debra told me..so am I really one of the VIPs? hehe ;) Hmm wonder what am I gg to wear? We'll see tml...hahaha Kaysan Adam...he's 3 weeks old alrdy!!!

3rd day of work... - Great food!!! (it's free again for another 2 days) - Friendly collegues( most are ang mohs) - Cute guys!!!!( they are the performers) - Tiring...still have so many endless tasks to do...haiz - Enjoyed seeing people 'flying' up in the air( they practice deir skills backstage) - Was invited for the Premiere Party on Thu!!! Hurray!!!!!!!!!! - memorising their names and their dressing room...their names so chim...eg:Guillermo Castineiros, Svetlana Souvorova, Igor Strijanov and a list of other 55 casts!!!!!! This is how the backstage looks like...my work place..so messy!!!! This is where they practice their skills... Their mini gym... Resting area... Therapy room Their dressing room

1st day of project... Here I am blogging in my room..I'm not alone...I'm wif Zaki's younger bro!!! Always sticking to me...I have no idea why... den he kissed my cheeks and my smelly feet(jus got bak from work actually...hee) den we tried to create a conversation but I really cant understand his baby language..nvm... Today my 1st day wif the Quidam people(all of dem are ang mohs btw) I was surprised dat ders onli 2 backstage in charge, that's me and another guy Anthony(he's a fashion design lecturer in La Salle SIA .) Never in my experience wif onli 2 ppl in charge of everything!! That's means my work is 5 times harder and of course very tiring today is onli the setup... tomorrow i'll continue doin the setup again They also have a canteen...cool one and the food is nice mainly western food(not fish n chips) Mainly cold dishes and steaks 4 today...yummy!!!It's free only for today! Tml I'll have to pay 4 my own food!!

Kaysan Adam..he looked kinda surprise because today he's 17 days old!!!hehe

Rainy Friday...:( Here I am blogging at the dining room instead of my own room My room is like a sty cept it's not smelly..hehe Went to Shaw Centre to sign my 2mth contract wif Quidam in the morning and will start my work on Sunday...of all days..hahaha Like I've mentioned b4, I have to work till after midnight..that's the only cons I could think of for now... 2 days b4 my project begins... I'm going to stay home to spring clean my room... Bought more stuffs from Ikea yesterday... Wen der alone but brought home so many stuffs...glad i'm a supergal..hehe able to carry all the stuffs by myself ;) But I'm still down wif flu though..almost a week already...my cuz condition is even worse...had high fever of nearly 40 degress celcius...haiz Hope i'll get better b4 Sunday... Quidam Cirque Du Soleil..here I come!!!! :) My baby Bobo... The baby in the family BEFORE Kaysan was born... now he's bro Bobo..hehehe