Inspirations... After staying at Janet's place for onli one nite, her place gave me so much inspirations on how to redecorate my room Yup I got the chance to meet Zoe Tay for the fitting on the red dress for NKF show dis coming Sun... She dun look frenly...so was Francis Cheong So reminds me of Thomas Wee..haha He's looking for ppl at his boutique..u noe designer n stuffs...me and Janet spent the whole nite thinking abt whether to accept the job offer Too much cons..so i guess u noe the ans...haha After i got hm...i straight away wen to my room and start cracking... hanged sum photo frames on the walls and add more stuffs tml i wana put a chest drawer in my room which was origionally in the other room but jus give it a try...to see hoe it looks like wif more stuffs..gonna b cramp? i like cramp den spacious...lol and i really have to make restrictions on who's gg in my room cos ders always a bz who jus go in and see and find 'new' stuffs in my room..so damn irritating a few days ago i bought a gift for her bday and i put in my Fendi bag and ZIPPED it... her itchy hands unzipped the bag and see wat was in my bag and commented on the gift...w/o realising dat i'm gg to give it to her next time i think i shud zip and lock my bag? dats insane rite? haiz wat to do if u hav dis kind of Da-jie...~sigh~ Mayb tml i'll bring her out for lunch or sumthing lah...since no plans for tml..mayb meeting the chicks or sumthing... P/S: Janet for the great hospitality except Fifi..oops! feel jus like hm...till i woke up at 2pm...haha. and thanks for helping me on finding some stuffs for me...really appreciate yr wonderful help...yup u told me...we muz help each other!..haha ;)

MoMo Boo? Overall the show was ok..not fantastic but the choreographer sucks..he's jus a 'choreographer' if u get wat i mean...haha I dun like the makeup they did it for me...as well as the hair...cos i nv like the hairstyle anyway so jus now I went bak to Toni & Guy to cut another haircut for the 2nd time. So much better den the classic bob.But Ida cut my hair not so short though. She said dat I cud cum again next mth for another hair cut...haha isn't dat cool! Momo Club is indeed a gd place if u wana chillout but not really a nice place to club. Many bapoks and transversite though..hehe but i enjoyed watching dem...:) I watched dem perform...quite cute though..hehe they looked 'funny' as in they looked hilarious...think Kumar... Tml I'm meeting Janet cos I'm helping out to do beading on Zoe Tay's red dress...did I mention Zoe Tay? yup...We r meeting her at Francis Cheong's boutique at 7pm for the fittings. Most prob staying over at Janet's hse to finish up the beading... P/S: Sumtimes I wish sum1 is more sporting and open-minded den I tot dat person wud be. I noe i'm stubborn so I'll stick to wat i wan to do with a good cause. haha!

It's already been a mth... Yup it's been more than a mth since the fashion show and time flies very fast...so fast dat I dun even have the time to think abt myself, the future, my hopes and dreams...and yup so many things happened during dat 1 mth too. I think i really have to start thinking abt my future and stuffs... Tomorrow... Gotta wake up in the morn...the hairshow is at 8pm at MoMo Club I have to be der between 10am-12pm to set my hair at Raffles City...yup i'm one of the models who was picked by Toni & Guy to do the hairshow.. Excited? nah not really...i hardly hav any feeling of excitment or anything these days..call me heart-less if u wan too... but i jus go wif the flow now..haha will get 1 yr worth of haircut and colour... the stylist hav actually cut my hair( Classic Bob) but i dun like it though...it's jus not my style... after the show i wan her to chop my hair to funky perhaps? ~thinking~ and my hair colour is jet black alrdy...guess i hav to give up colouring my hair alrdy i'm done wif all the coloring and stuffs!!! Wish me all the best! make sure I dun screw up anything!!!! P/S: My room produces abt 2 litres of water every nite. Can u tell me wat I shud do? Urgh!!! The aircon's been leaking and the sound it make it so irritating dat i have to switch it off again and again...haiz

13 June 2005- 21 June 2005 These period of time wen most of us were shocked to hear a piece of news abt my dad... Confused, sad, worried and many negatives feelings I felt during dat time... nah not gg to talk abt it... My 2nd aunt came tgr wif Mardelin and son he looked so big and cute, chubby...lol jus like Ain... I cook a special dish 4 her and she liked it..wow ~thumbs up~ Ukasyah looking cute & chubby Ain's abt to begin her food cooked by me!!! Will update more wen i really have the time... Chao!!!

My different weekends... Felt really tired and slpy jus now.. as soon as i got hm i went to my bed and Zzz I accompanied my dad to SATA for his medical X-Ray and treadmill and will be gg for another checkup session for his heart prob soon.. Never seen my dad looking so worried b4... he can't really walk much this days..even 4 a very short distance...he'll get chest pain easily and had to stop 4 a while to take a deep breath... he also has to take 8 different kinds of pills daily...dats already alot...esp wen he's so bz...he might miss some of the medications rite? haiz.. whatever it is i jus hope he'll get well soon... Yesterday I went shopping for baby clothes again wif my sis at Northpt... Saw Caixia in the Ladies (of all places..hehe) den went to bro's yishun hse...Ayu took 6 days leave... Nas was also der..dat was my 1st time I saw him after his accident He looked cool...still jokes ard as usual despite being on the wheelchair but of course as usual we encouraged him dat he can get well but he kept on saying dat he wont due to his wrong decision of gg to an operation to remove one of his spine nerve... but whatever it was..i admired his positive attitude towards life...dat we still hav to move on after all those 'shits' we've been though... U noe i find it weird abt this... abt a mth ago...i sumhow had a huge prob gg on in sch between me & thomas and my work rite? I cant really rem the feelings and hardships I went tru till the end...in fact i nearly 4got all abt it..am i really ok?~thinking~ or m i the fast forward person who never look behind? haha... Janet called me dat she got the job at WildRice wer I used to work den she met Ivan Heng, director of the company for a meeting... surprisingly wen she told him dat 2 of her classmates used to work der... the 1st person he mentioned was my name...Erwina!!! haha but he 4got Qingying's name instead!!!haha heard dat i had an image dat made ppl who work der to rem me...hmm perhaps my blonde hair? hahaha

Good Morning... Didn't noe dat I've got 10 missed call from Wan Seen in the morning... she came to my hse ard 8.30am..she didnt go to work as she had diarrohea and she spent the whole day at my hse..haha tot mayb we can con'd our slp...4 got dat i've promised my mom dat we'll go marketing... so brought Wan Seen along to the wet market.. We had breakfast at Mac.. Den head bak hm and watch VCD...but I dozed off instead..haha While slping, Janet called me abt work...man..I gave up a gd opportunity..it's ok cos i have to stick to my promise...not to think abt it for the next 3 mths since i'm having my break...haha tot we were gg to have a short nap but slp for 5 whole hrs...sharing the day bed tgr plus the 'pleasant' sound of the aircon 'urinating'...dat woke me up now and den...if my room floods onot..hehe it was indeed a cool Wed to hangout at Wina's house mainly bcos of endless supply of gd food..(do u agree wit me Wan Seen?)haha So anyone who loves to eat..dun hesitate to make appt wif me...lol Reunion Went out wif Reena and Waileng...Pau was also der We went to hav our lunch at Cafe Cartel at Junction 8 Took photocards and photostickers...jus like the old times Den accompany Pau to Yishun near my former blk to buy some fishes and den to Toa Payoh to pay bak Diana the money I owe her b4 she left Indonesia and wen I got hm..my mom and I were glued on the TV screen watching the continuation of Fan Lei Fa VCD I rented from 8pm to 3am...haha...

What I hav been up to these days... Well indeed a very 'good' gal..stay at hm for the past 3 days rented some movies and Cantonese drama series Watched Greed Mask and Lady Fan..damn good... and movies like "Are we there yet?", "Son of The Mask", "Kingdom of Heaven" & "Anger Management". Yeah long time nv watch movies... Tonite i'm gg to do something different...I borrowed couple of Archie Andrew Comic mags Read a bit jus now..will con'd later... This coming week gg to meet couple to old frens...yeah something I long to do..will update who are those ppl soon...;)

Finally decision made. The answer is still no though to many cons and pros... ok not gg to tok abt it anymore..settle alrady. went bak to sch in the morn jus to waste my precious time Now jus hav fun wif my holidays yeah! :) Met Fad in the aftern... had lunch at hm..i cooked my own 'specialty' dish Garlic mushroom with wholemeal bread..haha den chatted as usual well she's not the 1st person to watch my video..haiz of course whoever watches the video will LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!haha watever it is... den after dat wen shopping wif mom and sis well not for us.. it's for the baby lots of offers but i still think it's ex for baby's clothes yet alone other stuffs... but it's cool though...i'm so excited..mayb more excited den my sis..lol i bought myself an epilator..need i say wat's dat for? on offer $59... it's cool but my skin was red after using it..normal 4 1st time..hehe :p Will be gg bak to sch tml and jus rem dat Pau's coming bak in the evening 3 chicks finally reunite..haha ;) Now u can see how much I love my 'boyfriend' hehe Me and Fad close up... Relaxing on my comfy sofa wif fad..and I noe i'm darker den b4...thanks to the sun