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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

OMG!!!! FINALLY FOUND A VID OF ISHIDA RAAAAAAAAAPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DJ OZURA!!!!! XD
AND OTSUU CHAN SINGING LIVE!!! AND AND!!! TOSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!

Explodreamer blogged at 10:08 PM

I realised Yuki Kajiura's songs gives me the nerves. Not good when u listen/think of it, repeating it when u're working. Esp when u first heard the bgm/song in an emo/gore anime.

Still I like her songs. Somehow it gives me a lot of inspirations, almost as addicting as listening to BL dramas. It's not the content, its the rhythm and things tat i cant explain cos i dun really noe music.

Just tat this song made me really emo and irritated at the end of today's work day making me screw up a lot of little stuff tat snowballs into some troublesome work. Ugh.

Explodreamer blogged at 9:11 PM
Monday, May 24, 2010

This rox too~~~ too wasted to use this for TRC sia XD

Explodreamer blogged at 9:00 PM

This is so so much cooler than Sakura's ver!!!

Explodreamer blogged at 8:45 PM
Monday, May 17, 2010

Having frens who's infatuated in the other sex is really kinda disturbing esp when I need someone to rant to.

Got an email from MOM saying tat 'YES, THE BANK SHLD PAY U BACK WITHIN THIS WK' I'm gonna forward tat and see what shit they can come out with. Today, boss isn't here, hope he is tmw, if not i'm set for massacre. Even seeing the $5 fee doing a claim at MOM seems cheap for me in exchange for the damage i can do to HR.

Really hope I can get my pay by nxt wk. But dang, they said June 02. Stop waiting for the damn cycle. It's not my fault, u assholes.

Explodreamer blogged at 8:51 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010

THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THE BANK, I DIDN'T RECEIVE MY SALARY ON TIME.

Terrible deep shit taken on a timing when i fucking need the money.

First thing in the morning i went to print my payslip and GASP! $80+ credited into my acc. WTF. I checked with a senior colleague if we're paid seperately if the payday falls on a wkend. Nope, we'd be paid as usual. I checked with my CSM and she went 'oh no, did boss forget to approve?' Nope, I checked my records and they were all approved. I checked with another part time retired colleague. Nope, he didn't receive his salary either.

So I spent the whole day trying very hard not to vent my anger on other ppl. REALLY HARD. As a result, smsed a few buddies and received some decent 'let us get angry together with u' smses. Hey, I'm not complaining. I'm glad abt it.

Now, at the end of the day, my CSM asked me to check the records (which I did already earlier). I told her they're all approved on 7th May.

"Seventh...?"

Oh pls, dun tell me it's past the accounts' deadline.

"The last day to submit is around 3rd or 2nd."

FUCK.

Yes, tat asshole approved it past the damn deadline. He didn't work today, so I can't really kill him on the spot. HR in the bank is so anal that they insist that if they dun receive the claims by the deadline, u gotta wait for the 15th nxt mth. (thru my past exp talking shit with them)

And if they insists the same shit again when I contact them on Monday, they're all dead shit. It's fucking anal cos come on, u're a big bank and u can't fork out one part timer's salary? Screw regulations, that's ur fucking business with the government. I did what I duly did, it's the boss's fault and you can't push it to me. I'm gonna cry to MOM if I don't get my salary by next wk.

The problem is WHY? WHY DID THIS SHIT HAPPEN? ALP could forsee some simple minded excuse the man could come up with. 1st may's labor day, 2nd may's sunday and 3rd may's probably the work-day he was too busy fucking some bitch in a cheap hotel nearby. WHAT WERE YOU BUSY WITH?!

The help my colleagues n CSM gave are reaaaaaaally pathetic. Shows how terrible UOB's HR sucks. First thing they asked kindly was 'if u wan a loan, look for me' or 'Maybe get cash advance from the boss'. That'd sound nice if it didn't involve any CASH. Cos what i want is my FULL CASH. No cash advances or anything. I dun owe u any shit and I deserve to get it on time. What abt my CPF contribution? Are u gonna indicate tat it's actually for the previous month? Another more 'alert' colleague said something cleverer. WHAT IF SOMEONE NEEDED THE MONEY URGENTLY? WHAT IF THEY PAID THEIR BILLS THRU GIRO? The most basic thing about WORK/JOB is compensation. It's a give n take situation. I work for u, giving u my time n effort, u give me money in return. No shit like 'wait for 15th nxt mth.' How bout wait for my fist in ur face?

On a lighter note, some idiot came to the branch to complain tat he had some transactions stuck in the internet. Turns out to be subscription fees for porn sites. Sucker. Every mth paying ard 200+. And this man's pathetically broke. Probably computer illiterate too. The kind tat listens to one fren nia.
It seemed tat cos I looked so bo chap abt it, when I asked wat kind of shopping was it, he frankly said 'porn site' Ouch. I know the temptation. U see the previews and trailers and they all make u wanna click 'buy it'. In any case, I helped him call the call center, this clever guy said tat it'd be pointless to cancel the card cos the website could still find ways to claim for the subscription. So I told him in the worst case scenario where he can't negotiate with the website, gotta close account. Poor thing seh. He wallked off as if his balls were snatched by two crazy onmyouji. That was probably the most interesting event I've ever had. First, cos I noe how porn sites can screw u up. Second, someone actually proved that this can actually happen. In some way, Cool~

Ok, gotta check out MOM site to get ready my fall back plan.

Explodreamer blogged at 1:43 AM
Thursday, May 13, 2010

Oh yeah oh yeah~ sung by the three voice bishis, Fukuyama Jun, Hiroshi Kamiya and Ono Daisuke. Omg, it's like getting a bargain!

Explodreamer blogged at 10:17 PM
Monday, May 10, 2010

Sometimes when i read through my originals, i get the feeling that i'm writing abt my regrets in life. Things that I should have done, shouldn't have done and things that I didn't have the chance to do. Circumstances made me the person that I am and I'm *almost* proud of it (cos if not, i'd be a narcissit :p)

When I write, I hope i can write abt having power and using it, not having it and the struggles with it. I hope i can tell whoever is reading it that everything will be ok. Probably life sucks, we have a lot of sadness and little happiness. But somehow, it's like how u add just one piece of rock sugar and the bitter soup turns delicious; that little bit of happiness brings about just as much to life no matter how bitter it is. My ideals include the fact that people would move on ultimately thru crisis in life, no matter what they choose. It may be an unethical decision, something unglam, where bystanders could easily point out 'hey, that's stupid, stop doing it, it doesn't make ur life better'. But it shows the way of life and it's not something you should smite urself for. Sure, it's not something u can scream out loud proudly, but I believe the most important thing is to preserve yourself. A part of you that you yourself exclusively own. Not even to the mighty spirits or wateva you believe in everyday life. Because it's exclusive, u'd fight hard for it, to preserve yourself and make yourself proud.

When I write, being honest to yourself and others will be an embarrasing thing, but people will appreciate it. It might do you some bad, u face some troubles and you have the confidence that someone u believe in will walk by and clean ur shit for you for this one time. And if you don't have someone like that, you'd believe in urself that you can do it. And when you can't do it, you'd believe that you can cope with it till the rain stops and sun shines on you.

Being persistent as with being stubborn, things that people do even though it hurts themselves and other people. It gives them the same power as if they do the 'right thing'. It'd be unstopppable, but it'd be reversable. Not thru erasing the past, but thru walking into the future from the past.

It wouldn't matter if you're a vampire, a ghost, a ghoul or wateva u ang moh ppl call. Whether you're human, a spirit, a fallen goddess, an oni, an empty shell, somewhere somehow, ur spirit and ur life is there. Its exitence stays even when you're considered dead or wateva they define 'gone'. You're still you, a dog, a cat, bird, fox, or any other cute/uncute animals that you like or want to be.

Gosh, my time of the month must be coming cos I'm writing something so emo. But on the bright side, I hope I can write something JUMP style XD
Gotta look for someone to blame for emoing me.......... JUNE! IT'S UR FAULT FOR WRITING THAT EMO FIC!

All right people, if can, I'll ask her permission to post the links to her fic. Do support her yeaz~

Explodreamer blogged at 10:20 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2010

Cool, just got back my com an hour ago and its working well! This is the first time I've met such a nice technician. I can only say my colleague is a really reliable woman. Hey, I got a firefox as bonus and this guy nicely helped me install office again.

And, ALL OF MY XXX STUFF ARE SAFE! MUAHAHA...

Downloaded all the necessary stuff for my writing and, I can say, I'm feeling very happy. Learnt my lesson, gotta get an external harddrive... Haiz.

Soon gonna get a new com, cos from what the technician says, the next time I get another bad virus, might as well get a new com =.= Gosh...

Maplestory DS rox, its simple enough for me and I cleared the warrior storyline. Hehe, time to move on to mage or thief~

Explodreamer blogged at 10:38 PM
Friday, May 07, 2010

Just to piss some people off... I was right abt b2evo being too customizable.
Read the below article:D

http://www.geekscribes.net/blog/2008/03/27/wordpress-vs-b2evolution/

Explodreamer blogged at 10:51 PM

OMG.... WORKING WITH B2EVO PISSES ME OFF.

Cos, it's too customized!!! It's so arranged tat I simply hate it. And I dun understand why they dun allow ppl to delete the default blogs. Just seeing it in the backoffice simply pisses me off. It's like, if those are things I dun nid, why does it have to be there?

And.... its customized in only certain parts. Until now, I have no freaking idea how to do a mulit page post. WTF. YES, I LIKE HTML. SO WHAT?! Navigating is plain stupid cos they have so many things to load in their backoffice tat it loads so damn slow and I have full confidence that my internet is working well at its speed!!! Tooooo many shit in there I tell u. I'm beginning to appreciate blogger so much more.... and thinking of jumping to angelfire for the sake of jumping... Grrr.... the number of things I can't delete irks me so! Trust me, I'm a maniac when it comes to this. Just the thought of those links showing in the backoffice irritates me. And the b2evo wiki says so nicely tat u can delete and yet, it doesnt say how. WTH?!

I have no freaking patience for this man... It's really making my blood boil!

Sooooooooooo.

Finally got a 'seemingly reliable' technician to pick up my cpu. Told him wat folders to save and finally realised, there's really a lot of embarrasing stuff in there that I really wouldn't want to show even to the people I'm close with. Its things that I really nid to refer to so as to write XXX stuff. Yeah, a pervert's excuse.

Spotted an old book that I used to buy written by Catherine Webbs. Then I realised, this was THE WAY that inspired me to write originals. It's really freaking cool, the way she wrote it. That really fired me up.... until I made the damn mistake of trying my hand on b2evo. I can't stand the untidiness. Yes, laugh at my untidy bedroom, but it's actually arranged in a particular way that if u move it, u trigger my time bomb. Ahhhhhhh.... Headache.

And irritated. Fuck. Yes, I said it. Sue me :p

Seriously, my crazy nerves are yelling at me to get Shell to delete my name from tat messy shit. Heck abt blogs. I can live with something else. Haha... There's always FP.net. And amazon.com. Grrrrrrrrr.

Explodreamer blogged at 10:26 PM
Sunday, May 02, 2010

Really considering if I shld get a new desktop... but I can't bear the Acer one I'm having now. Seems that when humans are restless, they LOOK for things to do. So here's the things that I've thought of, but not yet have the motivation to do:

1. Finish my first chap of my official fic so that I can start working on a new blog to post them up.

2. Worrying abt how to work on the blog

3. Saw this course that's sponsored by WSQ held by SMA, teaching abt audio scripting. Seems tempting, but requires me to take a whole wk leave.

4. Need to check on Unisim's degree... I keep procrastinating

5. Imagining that I can do a good original, eventually sell it on amazon.com, make an audio ver of it, accompanied by illustrations. If I do manage to make a good audio book of my originals, I'd be so happy, I'll.... I'll... make more of it :D

Haiz~~ Thinking, thinking...

Obviously, ppl's been ignoring my blog, so think I can almost talk cock here :p

Well, if you are reading this, here's a slight update on my life:

Went to Marina Bay Sands with my mum today. Gosh, it's a really big place, but there's just NOTHING there. I have no idea how the media ppl manage to make a big fuss over sth tat's not functioning at even 20% of its capacity. The casino is really big. I managed to take some sneak pics of it from 3rd level. It's 2 levels itself with a lot of jackpots and no one at the tables. The toilets are good, really good. At this point of time, I realised I compared malls based on toilets.

Apparently, Sentosa's IR isn't better than Sands cos the toilet isnt as well maintained. Then Ion is so much better than 313 for the same reason. I just don't like who had the stupid idea of making the toilets dark. I mean, if u wanna save elecctricity, save it on the damn shops u're renting out. Some shops selling shoes and stuff are actually so much warmer than the mall corridors because of the strong lighting. It's damn stupid. We come into the mall to avoid the natural heat and ur shop is actually emitting so much heat tat's more irritable than the Sun. At least, the Sun's heat felt gentle! Another thing about the toilet is the water taps. My mum and I are so pampered that we expect auto taps in new malls. But noooooo.... 313 didn't had that. I think Sentosa too, if I'm not wrong. Jurong Point has it and it works very fine.

Anyways, back to Sands. Cos there was only one pititful restaurant (which is the Imperial wateva tat is), they made pitiful food kiosks in the basement and a temporary food court in its convention hall. Oh yea, pitiful foodcourt food sold at expensive rates. It's damn retarded. Why bother? So my mum and I had a simple chicken rice meal and got out to head down to Ion. The whole trip to Sands was only an hour =.=;
Ion was slightly better, I bought a simple dress from Uniqlo, bought this weird taiyaki that had egg and bacon in it. Seriously, it tastes just like the bread and bacon u'd have for breakfast. We had dessert at the foodcourt. It tasted really good, cos it wasnt overly sweet and the crushed ice was really smooth... for me. Somehow my mum's chin teng had chunks of ice. Then I finally saw the lady pushing a trolley selling dim sum. 4 dollars for a set of dim sum eg 3 siew mai, ex but delicious :D

Then we went to this shop selling Jap snacks and cakes. I can't believe they sold Detective Conan taiyaki thingy. All of the cakes are shaped into Conan's head. LOL... imagine chewing his head. U'd think you become as smart as he is and get the rotten luck of murders everywhere u go. We bought a rockmelon soft cake which had a 10% disc. Then I found Muji, went it, bought some snacks home. OMG, the pretty shoes there are on 50% disc. Too bad my mum stopped me cos she couldn't understand why I had to get something with shoelaces XD

Finally, we went to Sho Teppan!!! I went there with Donna for the first time and it was delicious!!! But apparently, it wasn't so wonderful if u ate it too often. My mom ordered teppan salmon, i got marbled pork sukiyaki. Delicious as usual, got a 10% disc from my mum's ocbc card :D We took a look at the apple's shop before gg back home....

Oh wells, listening to Odin Sphere's OST through youtube. I realised, most of it gives me the creeps for I dunno wat reason. I dun like the gradual loud-soft sounds of violins. Irritates me. In contrast with Raina, I found echochrome's music is nice and non-creepy XD

Gotta... work on Candy Line... hope I can release it on Mon or Tues.

Explodreamer blogged at 10:30 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2010

Ah... just when I thought I could do crazy stuff finally, my desktop died on me. It hanged, i shut it down forcefully, tried to restart it and it stuck before windows xp loaded. According to Kai, could be a virus. Which could be possible cos when I was looking for a site where I can watch the big bang theory, this small dl appeared. Although I clicked cancel, but it could have dled without my knowledge. Haven confirmed it yet, but it sucks that it crashed on thur nite. So yeah, I haven't called acer yet for help. Thank goodness I have my asus and my wireless, if not, i'd be going crazy from the withdrawal.

I had a weird discussion with Shell which began confusingly, finally understood wat she meant and probably it'll take an aeon for me to get a new blog working.

I should be working on my fanfic, but whenever I feel no stress, I can't write crap ie fanfic. There was this nite where I was looking ard for *certain* resources, gave up and decided to slp cos it was so late. The moment I lied down on my bed *wham*, it hit me. So I spent another sleepy hour writing it down in pen and paper. So yeah, any indecent ppl who has been reading my fanfics, do look up for an update in Candy Line soon... I think.

Went to video games and anime concert in NUS last nite. It sucked. For me, that is. Seems like the music ppl who went with me were TRAUMATISED. I can only say if amateurs can sense there's something not right, it probably is really bad for the music ppl. Someone cried over A Song of Storm and Fire. I pitied her cos I really wanted to cry too....
So comments among our grp had stuff like:
"Cruel Angel Faeces" (OK, that was an accident)
"French Horn fartin"
"Pianist chopping"
"Messed up"
"F***ed up"
"I can do a better arrangement than this"
"There's no harmony"
"No dissonance"
"Casualty #1 left the auditorium"
"Slow by half a beat"
"That woman's good, really good. She listened to everyone"
"... =.=;" (on the MC saying hitori sakimoto instead of hitoshi sakimoto)
"Echochrome seems like a cool game"

Ok, side tracking....

Gotta look for some echochrome vids in youtube, seems fun.

BTW, THEY SCREWED TIME'S SCAR SO BADLY I WANNA CRY TOO. Cos I heard that so many times it's so easy to know that it's wrong from the first note. Dang. I'm gonna boycott Singaporean performers. Waiting for Video Games Live :D

Explodreamer blogged at 1:50 PM

Explodreamer blogged at 1:59 AM

LIST OF ANIME/MANGA

You see, cos ALP is having so much fun doing up this blog, she decides to include something random in there. Hence, the list of anime and manga that she has read/watched.
What's listed here doesn't mean I've watched the whole series, but the least would be 15 min/a chapter - an episode/volume.

A = watched the anime
M = read the Manga/Novel
D = listened to the Drama CD/live action
G = played the Game

DJ = Doujin

GINTAMA (A/M/D/G)
.hack//Roots (A)
Ah! My Goddess (A/M)
Arakawa Under the Bridge (A)
Akazuki Chacha (A)
Allison & Lillia (A)
Amatsuki (A/M/D)
Antique Bakery (A/M/D)
Ayakashi (A)
Ayatsuri Sakon (A/M)
Ayashi no Ceres (M)
Azumanga Daioh (A/M)
Bartender (A)
Brave Story (A)
Bakemonogatari (A)
Battle Programmer SHIRASE (A)
Bleach (A)
Blood + (A/M)
Bokusatsu Tenshin Dokuro-chan (A)
Bus Gamer (A/M)
Busou Renkin (A/M)
Cardcaptor Sakura (A/M/G)
Crimson Spell (M)
Chaos;Head (A)
Chi's Sweet Home (A)
Chobits (M)
Chrono Trigger (A/G)
Code Geass (A)
Cowboy Bebop (A)
D.Gray Man (A)
Darker Than Black (A)
Death Note (A/M/D)
Desert Punk (A)
Detroit Metal City (A/M)
Digimon (A)
D.N. Angel (M)
Detective Academy Q (M/D)
Devil May Cry (A)
Dragon Drive (M)
Dragonaut: The Resonance (A)
Earl and Fairy (A)
El Hazard: The Alternative World (A)
Evagelion (A)
Fujyoshi kanojo (D/M)
Fuyu no Semi (A/M/D)
FLCL
(A) Fruits Basket (A/D)
Fate/Stay Night(A)
Full Metal Panic fumoffu (A)
Full Metal Alchemist (A)
FF: Advent Children (A)
FF: Crisis Core (A)
Gantz (M)
Gankutsuou (A)
Gundam Seed (A)
Getbackers (A/M)
Ghost Hound (A)
Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei/Goku/Zan (A)
Gravitation (A/DJ)
Gamerz Heaven (DJ)
Gokudo-kun manyuki (A)
GTO (A)
Gyagu Manga Biyori (A)
Haru wo Daiteita (A/M)
Hetalia (A)
Hellsing (A)
Hikaru no Go (M)
Inukami! (A/M)
ICE (A)
Inuyasha (A)
Jyu Oh Sei (A)
Jigoku Shoujo (A)
Junjou Romantica (A)
Kamen no Maid Guy (A)
Kamisama Kazoku (A)
Kare Kano (A)
Kekkaishi (A)
King of Bandit Jing (A/M)
Kogepan (A)
Kyou kara Maou! (A)
Kino no Tabi (A/M)
Kita e: Diamond Dust Drops (A)
Kokoro Library (A)
K-ON! (A)
Koutetsu Sangokushi (A)
Kurenai (A)
Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo (A/M)
Kuroshitsuji (A)
Kurozuka (A)
Kyou no Go no Ni (A)
Kyouran Kazoku Nikki (A)
Kara no Kyoukai (A)
Loveless (A/M)
Love Hina (A)
Lovely Complex (A)
Lucky Star (A/M)
Maburaho (A)
Minami-ke (A)
Macademi Wasshoi (A)
Mahou Sensei Negima (A)
Maple Story (A/G)
Megaman (G)
Miracle Train (A)
Mirage of Blaze (A)
Monster Princess (A)
Macross Frontier (A)
Magic Kaito (A/M)
Mahoraba ~Heartful Days~ (A)
Mai-Hime (A)
Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro (A)
Mamoru-kun ni Megami no Shukufuku wo! (A)
Mamotte Shugogetten (A/M)
Matantei Loki Ragnarok (A/M)
Minami-ke (A)
Mnemosyne (A)
Mokke (A)
Monochrome Factor (A)
Moyashimon (A)
Murder Princess (A)
Nabari no Ou (A)
Nagasarete Airantou (A)
Naruto/Shippuuden (A/M)
Natsume Yuujinchou & Zoku (A/M)
Nurarihyon no mago (D/M)
Night Wizard (A)
Nogizaka Haruka no Himitsu (A)
Ouran Host Club (A/M)
Onegai Teacher (A)
Papa to Kiss in the Dark (A)
Princess Princess (A)
Patarillo (A)
One Piece (A)
Rental Magica (A)
Ranma 1/2 (A)
Romeo x Juliet (A)
Rosario + Vampire (A/M)
Rozen Maiden (A)
Rurouni Kenshin (A/M)
Gensoumaden Saiyuki/Saiyuki Reload/Saiyuki Reload Gunlock/Saiyuki gaiden (A/M)
Samurai 7 (A)
Samurai Champloo (A)
Shigofumi (A)
School Rumble (A)
Scrapped Princess (A)
Sekirei (A)
Shakugan no Shana (A)
Shaman King (A/M)
Shingetsutan Tsukihime (A)
Summer wars (A)
Sketchbook ~Full colors~ (A)
Sister Princess (A)
Slam Dunk (A)
Slayers (A)
Shounen Onmyouji (A)
Special A (A)
Steamboy (A)
Sword of Stranger (A)
Spice and Wolf (A)
Sumomo mo momo mo (A)
Suteki Tantei Labyrinth (A)
Pandora Hearts (A)
Paprika (A)
Peacemake Kurogane (A)
Tales of Phantasia (A/G)
Trinity Blood (A)
Tokyo Babylon (A/M)
Tsukuyomi -Moon Phase- (A)
To Aru Majutsu no Index (A)
To Aru Kagaku no Railgun (A)
Toki wo kakeru shoujo (A)
Tenshi no Shippo (A)
Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu (A/M)
Tokyo Underground (A)
Tsubasa Chronicle (A/M)
Vampire Knight (A)
Wagaya no Oinari sama (A)
Working!!! (A)
Witch Hunter Robin (A)
Weiss Kruez (A)
World Destruction (A/M)
xxxHolic (A/M)
Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (A)
Yami no Matsuei (A/M/D)
Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito (A)
Yotsuba & (M)
Yu-Gi-Oh! (A/M)
Yozakura Quartet (A)
Yume Tsukai (A)
Zero no Tsukaima (A)
Zombie Loan (A)