Currently changing my blog... will be done in about 3 days time... i hope.... wahahahaha
Uploaded a nice CCS christmas song....
Explodreamer blogged at 5:46 PM
Couldn't connect to the internet for the past few days.... Got a really really bad feeling that my modem broke down....
I wanted to train for Maple since i started playing the game.... den maybe i could turn into a point-at-everything-and-say-'mushroom!' person like Don....
I really really wanted to change the skin of this blog... but den i realised i din transfer the pics into my thumbdrive.... haiz~
Really hope that there's nothing wrong with my modem... cause i dun wanna go aaaaaallllllllll the way to boon keng road just to change a new one.... torture....
Wanted to start on my UCCD proj, but really no initiative ar.....
And so far, i heard that KL and Nad is for the idea of using Victoria's Secret for our PSCM proj. And yes!!! I'm doing a module on supply chain management, shell.....
Haiz~ feel so dead.... only had one lec so far today.... cause fma cls cancelled.... if i dun have jap cls today, I could have already gone home to either experiment my modem or gone to slp... jap.... haiz~ so tiring....
Explodreamer blogged at 12:27 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Ahahahaha.... took so long before i have the initiative to actually blog again... blogging during TTP again... suppose to have a meeting today but then cancelled again, as usual.... haiz~
So many good news and stuff to say!!!
Hmmmmm..... let's talk about Saturday first. PQ and I went for the animation talk last Sat. We were supposed to go to S'pore History Museum(Clark Quey), but we ended up in S'pore Arts Museum (Bugis).... So.... we decided to walk all the way to there. Yep, by foot. Everytime I walk long distances, it always feels so "S'pore is not big but not small at all." We asked an Uncle selling ice-cream how to get there when we reached somewhere near City Hall. Then we reached the museum at around 2pm, 30 min later.... No much people over there. And the worst thing of the whole talk is that people ask vague questions and the jap producer anwered totally irrelevant answers....
I guess the better part of the day is when PQ and I went to Orchard!! We went to Heerens by Taxi, went to get her V6 anniversary CD, took a look around Mise, went to Kinnokuniya ( i bought 2 comics), went to Top Shop and den we went home.... Quite a tiring day.... not very fulfilling, but not a waste of time either....
On Sunday.... nothing much lar.... hmmm.... not many customers but I still earned a decent sum of money....
On Monday.... the whole day consisted of different coloured mushrooms.... I sold my MR textbk for $16... and watched Harry Potter Movie with my mum.... Just like what Don has told me before, the moive sucks.... a lot.... Albus Dumbledore is just like any other stupid, stubborn old man, Snape became a comedian, the Weasley family had the worst hair style ever, Hermione acted like a b***, Voldermort's a CG, doesn't speak as emotional as in the book and all of the characters' fashion sense sucks big time....
The few good things about the movie is that you can see Daniel Radcliffe half-naked (lousy body, Gackt's better a lot more), you see Moaning Myrtle tyring to molest Harry Potter in the bath, Cho Chang and Fleur are really really pretty and the CG are quite cool....
There are also some quite good scenes whereby Daniel Radcliffe acted well and he cried like hell.... but i think that's all that's worth mentioning.
At last!!! About today!!! After I checked out the noticeboard at FLLC, Don asked XY where he was going later... and he said, "Lan gaming"
"WHERE???"
He could have died of heart attack or from lack of oxygen from laughing too much if he saw our faces.... i bet we looked so... hungry... haha.... two hours break... really got nothing to do ar... sianz~
So now in TTP.... trying out Amadeus... cool and fun but confusing....
Oh yar.... shld be changing by blogskin again... hmmm.... and i'm level 10 in maple, Aquiles.
Explodreamer blogged at 12:22 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
the only reason y i played maple story was because it tortures me!!!
one day during lunch break, i sat with ex and raj.... so raj was discussing something with someone else so left me and ex. Den he started toking about maple story and i got a little tempted. on the way to the next lec, he told me, "winnie got play maple leh!!! somemore higher level den me!!!"
Most prob, from tat moment onwards, i decided tat no matter i need to play maple!!! so den the next day, during TTP, i downloaded maple into my thumbdrive (yes!!! i knew it'd be gd to buy 512 mb) and installed it at home.... This is so not fun!!! wonder y guys like to play it....
Dreams!!! Yep!!! i love to write down wat dreams i had.... so hope best if someone can interpret it for me... Oh yar... so here goes:
I remember myself (in the dream) going home from SP. Then suddenly a man charged towards someone walking behind me and stabbed that person. I was so stunned and freaked up. As usual, I wondered whether I should just watch, scream for help or just continue my way home. Somehow, I decided to just leave. But somehow, the image of that dead guy just keeps on sticking on to my mind until i woke up.... Nightmare.... I hate murders, dead people and blood.
Explodreamer blogged at 9:22 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Wanted to blog about 2 dreams i had for the past few days.... but den i downloaded maple story at school... so gonna test play it now....
Explodreamer blogged at 5:52 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
Yep... the drawing i promised Don...
Haha... and over the week, we made up a little family backgroud for these kids... such as most of them know music and can play a music instrument. One of them is so jie pi that he has to drink milk of exactly 250ml. Another loves to eat so much that she wants to kill one of her siblings' chicken to cook. The (2 tall kids from the right) twins have split personalities. The rest I can't remember much. Too much info @_@ And yep, there's a tenth kid, but not drawn in here. Cause came up with him in a lecture after Don said, "I want a gangster-like kid!" So one day, when i get to officially draw him, i'll put up his pic...
So me and Don are so excited coming up a story for these ten kids that she started blabbering, "Let's draw a comic!!!" while I kept on blabbering, "Let's make a story!!!" I thought our reaction would have been the other way round... guess, we just said out what the other really wanted to do... So somehow, i think we spent quite a few days toking and crapping and coming up with loads of weird ideas....haha.... so let's just say that this week is quite fufilling....
Today Ivan said something like this out of the blue, "Eh? I like dun have u in my msn hor..."
I never even thought of that as a problem... haha... it's just one of times when someone says something, and it just hit you....
Talk about nonsense.... People like Ivan can really make me laugh.... so nonsensical.... There are others like Apple, Syed and Khair.... the trio in my sec cls... they can really make me laugh till i oink!!! Haha.... Then there's Raj who makes me laugh cause he's really so innocent sometimes...and EX cause of his not-so-noble-but-try-to-make-it-sound-like-one excuses... ZM cause when he bickers with Raj, it's just so cute and funny... there's just so many guys in my life who are so funny, wacky and qian da at the same time....
But where's my BF????
oOPs..... sidetrack liao.... :P Chatted with Ivan for the first time...and he offered $1 as my price tag (if u see my msn nick, u'll get it) so den we start talking loads of nonsense.... i feel so stupid when i tok with him.... he really makes me feel as stupid as he is.... haha.... no lar.... but den, jus when i start thinking how a guy can be mature, he'll jus pop up in my head. Trust me, he'll be blacklisted in my list of 'Mature Guys'.... haha....
Damn.... been talking about immature guys.... haha...
ME GONNA BE SICK!!! Got sore throat!!! And I haben even watch one movie yet!!! I wanna watch Narnia, HP, Emily Rose, Sky High and Just Like Heaven... haha.... man.... i'm gonna be real broke if i watch all of these in one go!!!
haha.... let's hope i'm not sick when my bloody wk comes... i dun wanna die from being too weak....
Explodreamer blogged at 9:21 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
Went to Clementi with my mum after school today. Then we sort of went shopping. No, typo… SHE WENT SHOPPING. I tagged along (forcefully). So then we went to look at some cloth for her to make new pyjamas for the New Year. Yep, it’s a family thing. Mum makes pyjamas for me and herself every year. And she’s really good. Then we came across a jewellery shop where she traded the necklace she was wearing for a longer necklace. So after some calculating, the salesman said that she JUST had to pay an extra $10. She spent around 30 min asking for a cheaper price for the new necklace. She spent 30 min to ask to get the necklace at the same price for the old one. The salesman spent 30 min trying to reject her, but keep her at the same time. I spent 30 min staring at nothing and listening to the same phrases again and again. Try listening to this for 30 min:
“Dun $10 lar… same price as the old one lar…”
“Auntie… Like tat how to do business??? Cannot lar… Auntie, $10 only lar… Treat it as coffee money lor….”
30 min later, she paid $10.
Then we went to NTUC to buy some stuff. She bought some vege and meat. I bought a box of ice-cream!!! Tiramisu flavour!!! MMmmmmmm….. We went around the store cause we wanted to stock up until it’s about $20+ (cause got link points). I bought a small packet of kimchi!!! Haha… really curious mar…. and since it’s so small…. Should be able to finish it even if it taste lousy. Then Mum just had to tell me: “Got worms leh… you never see the news ar… got worms inside kimchi leh…”
THAT’S IN CHINA, MRS. OBASAN!!! THIS IS A JAPAN PRODUCT!!!
Hey, wait…. It’s a Japan product!!! Wahahaha…. And I tot I was reading instructions that were in English…. Nope, it’s in Japanese… I got so used to seeing Japanese that I tot that I was just reading English… haha… pathetic man… I was reading the three words, ki-mu-chi. Hahaha….. dun really know if I should be happy or not…so baka…
So maybe tmw I’ll try out the kimchi… It should taste nice…
And I brought the pic today!!! Yeah!!! I showed it to Don during lecture and Sara saw it!!! Sara was like, “You can draw comic like this liao!!!” Woo hoo!!! So happy!!! But no lar, to me, I still suck at drawing. People like me who read comics a lot should know that a person who can’t even draw a hand is a lousy artist. But, still very happy!!! I’ll scan it as soon as I get free time in school.
Oh yar!!! People!!! I signed up for NaNoWriMo, but until now, I still haben written anything yet. Basically, you just write stories and post it up at the website. I’m still having the most terrible writer’s block ever, so PLEASE!!! Anyone who has any inspiration, or wants to post their stories, tell me!!! Then you can use my account to post it on to the net!!! This should be the website: http://www.nanowrimo.org/ If it’s wrong, don’t blame me… just copy and paste the word onto any search engines…
During lunch break today, Don and I sat with Raj and co. Then we started teaching Raj Chinese… Haha… it was so fun cause Don just keep on emphasizing on how to read lu(as in donkey) accurately while Raj was struggling to make the ‘u’ sound… That was just about enough to discourage him to continuing to learn Chinese… But really, when a person has an interest in something, he would really go for it no matter what the obstacles are. Same for me and Raj… Fight!!!
Hahahaha…. En payar Lay Peng: I’m Lay Peng in Tamil.
Found this pic on some game website. Love it!!!
Explodreamer blogged at 7:18 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Wow.... jus read don's blog.... and her fren... seems so.... legendary...
Wahaha.... I dun really know what I mean by legendary, but yep, I'm very impressed... Talk about best friends.... I wonder if I still have one.... I mean, I used to have one for the past 8 yrs, but den dunno if now (considering the relationship) we are still best frens....
If someone asks me who my best friend is, I would say out her name right away without any hesitation.... but for someone like me, it's difficult to have bestest best friend(s)... I'm the kind who doesn't speak up and yet expect people to know me well. I know it's not right to be like that, but i really can't do it. I'm the kind who gives people false expectations from me, but I expect them to know that if I dun do something that i promised, it's always something to be expected from me.... I'm just too lazy to keep up with a relationship aka talk on phone, do gal stuff etc. You can see my monthly home phone bill amounting up to $3+ only. I just don't talk. And there's this particular sadistic thing about me: The more I like a particular thing, the more(the way i treat it) I hate it....
So you can see me loving my Ngage for a year, and the next thing you see is me selling it away as if it's cursed.... haha.... weird example....
Finally!!! I saw DNAngel!!! Woo hoo!!! I just missed the first 15 min.... Dark is just so cool!!! And I'm so impressed that the author can actually think up of such a cool way to portray Dark's coolness... but somehow, he seems very uncle to me in the anime... haha.... the way he uses the dark feather like a fuda.... so uncle....
ANYWAYS!!! The main point today is about a dream I had a few days ago.... A really really scary dream... Scary as in disgusting and freaky...
The dream started in my old home, in my old sweet bedroom.... I dunno what happened but suddenly i realised there's a whole bunch of coakroaches in my room!!! There were a whole lot of people squeezed in my room and everyone was literally freaking out and standing on my bed.... dun wonder why the bed din break into half, cause it's just a dream...
And i think the most part of the dream was about people in my room trying to get rid of the bugs that were slowing crawling/flying to them... I actually used my favourite bolster to sweep away the bugs that were accumulating under my bed... Everyone was so exhausted from 'battling' with the bugs when one gal from the group suddenly said,
"All the bugs are under the bed in one nice organised line right?"
Everyone stares at her. She continues,
"I remember there some kind of foil under the bed right?"
Everyone nods their head and watches as she pulls out the foil... It was littered with many coakroaches... Then slowly, she rolls the foils as if she's folding popiah.
She says, "Problem solved."
And then I woke up. I still have this itching feeling until now. This is really scary and funny at the same time... I really got stunned by what crap i had dreamt that morning when i woke up.... very very stunned... Somehow, my bolster was on the floor.... To think of it now, I remember that i dreamt of those house kind of coakroaches and the NTUC kind of coakroaches.... trust me, the house kind ones are much more disgusting....
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY!!!
Before i continued this, i jus wanna say something first in order to link to my second main point. I bet people have watched this on TV before: A goes to bed early. The next morning, B tries to wake A up by pulling away the blanky. The first thing B sees is A's stinky feet!!! x_X
Ok, that... I dun really think that people can do that. As in turn literally 180 degress in their bed WHILE sleeping soundly... I did it!!! I did it!!! This morning!!!
I was half-awake at around 7+ am and was twisting around in bed. You see, my bed was situated next to the wall, so if i'm sleeping in the proper postition, i can turn to my right until i hit the wall (a little painful) or turn to my left a little and fall off my bed (a lot more painful). Somehow, subconciously, i know that i can't turn to my right (opp. direction liao) that morning and lucky i did not......Den after 15 min torture of not being able to turn to the right, the realisation hit me.....
I TURNED 180 DEGREES IN BED WITHOUT ME NOTICING!!!
That's not a good thing.... i think.... somehow, i dun like it.... It feels good and bad at the same time....
I wonder if anyone's had this experience before?
Explodreamer blogged at 7:20 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
I did the same Tibetian personality test again today. The one that was 5 yrs old. Somehow, after I spoke to Nadirah on the way home, i received this email. Coincidence or not, I do not know....
I remember vaguely the results for the first qn of the test, and the new result now is also quite similar. The qn asks to rank the following animals in term of priority. It shows what are the priorities in your life. The animals are the Cow, Tiger, Horse, Sheepp and Pig.
I chose Pig, Horse, Tiger, Cow and lastly, the Sheep.
So my priorities in life are MONEY (pig), FAMILY (horse), PRIDE (tiger), CAREER (cow) and LOVE (sheep).
Guess I din change much from 5 yrs ago. Especially my first and last priorities. I am STILL money-minded.... I jus keep on feeling so poor... hey, I AM poor....
The middle three priorities are interchangeable. And love.... love... I wanna have a BF but i'm just not romantic enough.... I bet guys who have a crush(there might be, even if the possibility is low) on me might think me too.... hostile??? Something like that.... I just dun give a big damn about most things unless someone asks me to do so.... except MONEY, of course.... that might never change until perhaps, when I have a stable family.
Nad took the animation module!!! I wanted to take it!!! She took the last seat!!!! Argh!!! Haiz~ I asked her and she said IT WAS FUN!!! You really get to do animation, draw, scan it into a com and make it move.... Animation!!! I wanna do!!! Next sem, I'm doing animation!!! Who cares about Psychology??? :P But still, I'm gonna check with Nad to see if animation is a slack module or not....
Me wanna take~~~~~~ Hahaha.... take wat???
Oh yar!!! Wonder if Don remember the 10 kids that i drew for her before. The one where she wrote down the ages of the kids in my notebook!!! I drew an official sketch of them in one go together. Their ages are slighter older than the notebook, about 5 yrs older. So some would look much more adult looking, while the others are also becoming teenagers!!!! Haha... I quite like this piece of drawing cause basically I had the MOOD to draw , so i din screw up any of their faces.... haha.... Be bringing it to school on Mon... and if possible, I'd scan it and post it here... hehe....
Explodreamer blogged at 10:29 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Shell keeps on telling me that if I thought of a tune must tell her!!! Haha... too bad, I really dun have any inspiration. Den she keeps on telling me that if I got any inspiration, must tell her... But i still dun get any chance yet, cause this pathetic writer's block lasted for 2 year liao...
So one day, I was packing my room when i found the notebook that I bought specially for the sec sch KL trip!!! So happy!!! I actually recorded down what happened on the first day and the last day of the trip.... And also, I found a few poems(?) that I had written somehow during my free time. Haha.... it seems a bit childish to me right now.... and a bit embarassing to post it.... but yep....
The first poem is actually an inspiration from Saiyuki. I dun really know if it's relevant or not, but if possbile, please try to enjoy these 4 poems:
一直为自己
和为活着的你
看着那颗星
在某个天际里
想要保护你
却找不到勇气
是你离开我
还是我放弃了你
The second one :
天上的纸飞机
衬托着蓝天色
还没有能力的我
最后在红色背景的你
穿着你所穿过的衣
走上你走过的路
只有灰发长辮的你得到我的认同
The third one:
这世界和我的心
根本不一样
金色像太阳
他的双手抓住了我
像小鸟一般的脆弱
你终于听到我的呼唤
你的回应
让我解脱
The last one:
花儿的香味
残酷的母爱
无奈没了期望
就如你放弃了她
烙印在我身上的
是过去的伤痕
头发和眼睛的血色
提醒了他存在的罪过
Explodreamer blogged at 10:55 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Dying of thirst, he went to the kitchen. He gound a cup of iced coffee that looked as if it had just been prepared. Thinking it a blessing from heaven, he drank it all in one long sip. He gazed.... He gazed into the glass from which he had just drunk. Unable to even advert his eyes, his entire body was as rigid as stone. For there, sitting in the glass...
Was A Single Black Cockroach!!!
Mwahahaha... are you scared??? Are you????
Hahaha... oOps.... must be reading too much Fruits Basket.... I keep on quoting whatever nice stuff I read....
I just started realising for the past few entries, I just keep on quoting, quoting and talking about manga. Seems like i have no life at all... =_=; So people out there!!! Remind me if I start Blabbering about this stuff for too long!!!! Cause having a blog's supposed to serve as a diary for a person who has the worst memory(me)...... So if i just keep on talking about such stuff, when I get Alzhemier or something like that, I might think that I'm a manga character when I read this blog.... OMG.... I dun want that.... =_='''
Planning to look for a lot of pics just so that i can change the background of this blog much more regularly. Of course, if it's possible, I want to change the background as much as possible to suit the various occasions and holidays as much as possible....
As for the scanlations thing.... I sort of figured which manga have not been licensed yet and can be scanlated... so soon, I'll be scanlating them... Once i found a space where i can put my scanner....
So that should be all that i can sort of settle for the moment... Hmmm.... me gonna be a teacher soon.... though not so willingly.... but can anyone imagine me being a tuition teacher... ME cannot believe at all... to me, the plan seems to be all talk only for the moment, even though i know a lot must be going on behind-the-scenes... so all i can say to Don is to jia you lor....
I'm a biz baka and yet i study biz admin... -_-;
