Maybe watching it today... maybe tomorrow... maybe even never.....
Ok... ten minutes pass liao...
confirm i'm watching initial d today...
hope it's worth it...
Leading an extremely boring life recently with the word 'sian' echoing in my mind non stop...
One good thing is there's gackt's song to block out the echoes... as well as I've got some inspirations to draw two pics, thanks to gackt again...
The first drawing's theme is based on Gackt's Lu:na while the other drawing is based on Gackt's Soleil... Though I've never heard the songs, but i 've seen the lyrics so i think i should be able to draw something relevant to the songs... hehe...
sian ar...
Went swimming at jurong swimming complex with shell shell last sat... had great fun there... we reached there by 10.30 am and by the time we came out of the changing rooms, it rained... heavily... Think it rained for about 30 min... While waiting for the rain to stop, we stood under the shelter outside the canteen and i got bombed by the same bird TWICE!!! Luckily there's the shower nearby, so i washed off the bomb straight away...
We had fun... went for the river 3 times... went to sit at the 'jacuzzi' for like 45 min, tried the yellow slide without the float and went for the wave thingy after that... I CANNOT stand the wave thingy... I wanted to puke after about 10 min.... torture for me... den shell shell realised that the back of my swimsuit tore, so i 'wore' the float, covering my back and rushed back to the changing room... we were about to go home anyways.. so like i care....
Then we went to KFC for lunch, sat there for like 3 hours day-dreaming, listening to her mp3 player and then chat and chat and chat non-stop.... fun...
Haiz~ so i guess that's all i can think of right now... haiz~
maybe i should swim again someday....haha
Explodreamer blogged at 2:48 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I REALLY REALLY HATE THAT CLOWN... that PATHETIC CLOWN!!!
He IRRITATES ME WITH THAT STUPID SCHEDULE OF FMA CA!!! I REALLY WANNA BEAT HIM UP!!!
THANKS TO HIM, I CAN'T DO THE TUTORIAL.
THANKS TO HIM, I DUN EVEN FEEL LIKE LISTENING TO HIS LECTURE...
THANKS TO HIM, I FEEL LIKE IGNORING HIM...
EVEN MURDERING HIM!!!
SHEESH... ANGRY!!!
Explodreamer blogged at 1:48 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
Today i heard Sara talking about the gaming club that SP is having... So I asked her about it... Heard from her that the members there want her to be the exco member for the female gamers... So I went with her and Nurul to t2137. She then suggested that we try to play couterstrike for an hour... it was quite fun and exciting... I dun really mind the fact that I keep on getting killed first or being on the run almost forever... It's just that counterstrike really
ISN'T MY CUP OF TEA!!!
The game is really nice...but it's really a no plot game to me... you go in, you shoot. You die, you wait for the game to start again, and you start all over again... The excitement is there, but no big amount of brain power to use... I can just sense a whole load of people trying to tell me, "No lor!!!! Counterstrike got use brain one!!! Who say dun hav???"
I know... i know... jus not the type that I'm looking for... I go for really traditional RPGs... Like those outdated Chrono Trigger, Zelda and stuff... I'm not the team-type of person, but the solo-type of person....
I investigate on my own, I killed the bad guys on my own or with the party that I can KEEP CONTROL of....
Haiz~ but anyways, I jus signed up for that CCA anyways... as a normal member of course...
I've been having this little bad mood in me for like... 2 weeks... and I'm reaching my limit liao... Can't stand it... Really wanna kill someone...
And really... an EXTREMELY nice guy came into my life, ruining my night (unknowingly), forcing me to tell a big fat idiotic lie that no one (including him) believes, igniting the bomb inside me, which I think it'd hurt him accidentally....
The thing is.... I told him a lie... Which he DID NOT BELIEVE from the start.... and that I KNEW THAT HE KNEW THAT I LIED....
The perfectionist side of me really wanna turn back the clock and think of another convincing lie to get rid of him without hurting.
The nice goody side of me is EXTREMELY GUILTY at the fact that I lied to him to chase him away... I just know that I hurt him... I can hear that from the tone of his voice...
When he started to 'bug' (in my dictionary) me, I was thinking, "OMG.... He's so like yh..."
Though I realised that he's trying to treat me really nice by offering me many opportunities....
"You're a bad lover"
Geez.... Maybe I should start saving for my future old lonely life...
I CANNOT STAND being treated too nicely... makes me wanna beat up the person... makes me wanna scream "STOP BUGGING ME!!!"
Maybe it's what happened in the past that made me turn into this... but LIKE I CARE!!!???
Haiz~
I feel so guilty...
"I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! I AM NOT GUILTY! "
That doesn't really make me feel better, don....
Haiz~
p.s. probably didn't feel better cause I copied and pasted it... hehe... :p
Explodreamer blogged at 10:11 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
So nice to have a holiday... but, hey, you started school earlier than me...and you'll graduate eralier than me... haiz~ Haha.... okok... i also wanna go out!!!
So here's my timetable for the whole week:
Wednesday: 8am-3pm (p.s. I can leave at 11am if you wanna go out... cause the 1pm lesson is... redundant...)
Thursday: 10am-2pm (p.s. again i can leave at 11am or 12am)
Friday: 8am-5pm (p.s can leave at 3pm)
Saturday: Free all day!!! >_<
Haha... I think that's all... Hope you're satisfied with this... haha... sms me when u wanna go out, ok?
Explodreamer blogged at 11:46 AM
Ok... I'm doing this for my sweet best friend.... This is the chinese lyrics for Gackt's 12 gatsu no love song. The lyrics are written by Wang Lee Hom, i think...
慢慢地翻開了 月曆最後一頁
櫥窗裡下著雪 玻璃倒映你側臉
望著你 一個人吐著煙
回想起你我之間許下的諾言 溫暖了這個瞬間
握你的手 緊一點 外套口袋裡面
兩人的街 走過許多曲折
來到你面前 傾訴愛你的感覺
好想好想你 珍藏你的笑在心裡
送給你我一切 愛不會改變
好想好想你 在這個感謝的季節
送給你我一切 愛你到永遠
回家的地鐵 轉眼又到終點
不能常常的見面 更捨不得 要和你說再見
愛情的車廂 我們在第一節
穿過時間與空間 請相信我們會永遠
握你的手 緊一點 外套口袋裡面
兩人的街 走過許多曲折
來到你面前 傾訴愛你的感覺
我喜歡你的天真 你的純潔 和你那份可愛
忘不了我們相識的那一天
永不改變的那一天
好想好想你 珍藏你的笑在心裡
送給你我一切 愛不會改變
好想好想你 在這個感謝的季節
送給你我一切 愛你到永遠
好想好想你 珍藏你的笑在心裡
送給你我一切 愛不會改變
好想好想你 在這個感謝的季節
送給你我一切 愛你到永遠
"kimi dake wo dakishimete"
I'm scared... cause I jus copied this without permission... Better be safe than sorry...
I got this lyrics from http://www.jref.com/forum/showthread.php?t=14954
And I think it's from a member called thearchopoet....
So... to all other people reading this... 12 gatsu no love song is really a nice song, doesn't matter if it's in japanese or chinese... It's a definite must have... Not that I'm asking you to do illegal downloads... :p
Explodreamer blogged at 11:35 AM
Monday, June 20, 2005
okok... today started with dennis sim's blaw tutoria... it ended 30 min earlier...literally a torture caused i'm really rrrrreeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaalllllllyyyyyyyyyy tired....haiz~
Next i went to the library with this extremely lazy girl... she WANTED to print her blaw oline tut but she didn't cause she can't... --> does any one get this? cause i'm really too tired to explain...
I got dragged by don and her accomplice to some other planet--> fc 2...
Which is really really far... which is a miracle that I went with them... which is because they got me a bus concession card for me...
Suddenly in my mind, victor joe's voice echoed: "Ah, grammer mistake. But doesn't matter..."
Whatever... today's a new school day for my bestest friend... Wonder if she's having fun... heard that she saw Pat from BBPS.... cool... and that Pat has pei lin's contact... good... wish i could see them soon...
The better exciting moment today probably is that i found Chobits at the main library...and I found another nice english comic, Zits.... real funny.... Donna's reading it and laughing her head off every few minutes...
"ka-chunk!!!! donka-don-don-donka~" "I thought that was just an expression!"
Haha... okok.... i think only don will get this...
Waiting for 2 pm to come... going to sim's old boring tut... i really DISLIKE him...cause he makes me even more tired with his monotonous voice...
Ok, not monotonous... but it sounds the same to me....
Sianz~
Jus realised that three MAGIC words can really switch me on:
1.Gackt
2.yin yang shi / qing min
3. Japan / kyoto
Haha... okok...let the magic work on me... pls....
Explodreamer blogged at 12:49 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Thursday is the shortest day every week for this semester. MR lecture at 10 am in the morning, lunch with army boy and group and lastly, RWPS tutorial till two.... Really a short day...
Shell asked me to go swimming yesterday... sorry ar... was really tired yesterday... haha...
Haben called Janice for a long long time...think i'll be dead soon...
Been trying to download all kinds of comic from almost every available site...
Count Cain rules!!! Kaori Yui is really good at story telling!!! It's so sweet, sad, nice and touching at the same time...
Ok... i'm crapping.... tired of typing... bye~
Explodreamer blogged at 12:20 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
I'm having monday blues....
I dun even noe wat's monday blues...
This is so sian....
Jus finished FMA....
So typing my life away until the next lecture... qualitative analysis...
Then after that it's blaw....
"What's wrong with blaw? I like blaw ;)" Donna says....
We both know the reason why....
Sheesh.... what am i crapping about????
Shell's having a one week holiday this week... Asked me if i can go swimming.... Sure! Anytime, but must be after my school time... oic, she says.... so until now, we haben planned anything yet...
Using a new number for my hp liao.... Those who dunno yet, leave me a message here or send me an email, ok?
So yesterday, I had an URGE to type something.... anything... Janice called.... and i told her i wanted to type something about a theme park...
Why not, she says.... and we'll add some mystery (murder) to the plot, romance (between she and XXX) and some fun....
I went to west mall with my mum last saturday.... applied a line for my hp as well as applying broadband service... Cool... it starts on july 1st.... Went around the whole mall, found a shop selling a really nice bag and bought it... Then i realised that I spent too much....
Left only $50 for the rest of the month....
Really wanna watch catch me if you can cause cheryl keeps on saying that it's REALLY good.... So tempted.... borrowed moulin rouge... didnt' regret it cause it's really sweet and nice and all...
Oh yar!!!! Jus saw someone who looked really like kotaro from sono te wo dokero!!!! So happy.... I was literally staring at the guy the whole time while waiting for EX to finish his lunch.... He lloked so much like kotaro!!! The size of his body, the build and the features on his face.... He really looked like kotaro!!! Except that he was wearing specs and has a really long chin.... oOps... Wish i had a camera at that time... I can show to the whole world that there are people who looked like comic characters...hehe....
Okok... enough blogging... going off.... byez~ and take care....hehe....
Explodreamer blogged at 1:27 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Ok... ever since the school term starts, I've been in an extremely bad mood... Not that I hate my new class and all, but it just... feels so weird...
I'm not missing the previous class much cause we get to see each other quite a lot... It's just that maybe I'm thinking that things are going REALLY slow in class 12. The people in it are nice and kind and sweet and gentle and all but definitely doesn't seem rowdy, fun and active YET (i hope...)
I'm bored... literally bored... I don't really have the energy to 'connect' with the class and talk to them... I'm just bored. Everything is a blur....
So maybe I should focus on someone else....
Hmmm....
How about my dear sweet little janice??? How's ur bro??? Hehe... Really sorry about the fact that kyou-kun died, but really next time just mention the word 'fish' first before telling me who died... Haha.... Dun be stressed,okie???
Geez.... what am i doing... this is NOT tagboard at all... As if she bothers to read anyways....
BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED...
BORED... BORED...
BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED... BORED...
Ok, this should do it, rite???
There's a lot of junk here...
I maybe dead in a few days... Haiz~
Explodreamer blogged at 1:40 AM
Friday, June 03, 2005
It's a friday today... just finished two lectures, a tutorial and my lunch... now bloggin with don in r6...
I have one thing to announce: AT LAST!!! I FEEL SLIGHTLY NORMAL!!!
Haha... at least i can say that I'm almost like any other normal teens having an idol... To say the truth, it's just that I can confirm that I really acknowledge Gackt as a pro... He's definitely a perfect singer in J-pop... though I hated his rock songs, but his ballads are just so sweet and romantic that it touches me deeply... a lot... He's a really good song writer and singer...He has a powerful voice and a really good foundation of music. I even risked my best friend by telling her that Gackt is better than Kinki Kids (in some aspects, of course).
Gackt looks very pretty, almost like a girl. But in contrast with his looks, he has a powerful voice.
Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~ he is so attractive... hehe... dun get me wrong... to me, he's a perfect girly guy without making people puke... He's a perfectionists, so probably we would never get along well and might even beat each other up everytime we meet... hey!!! What am i talking about... oOps... getting the virus from Janice.... Haha... but no matter how much I might hate his attitude (if we get to even interact), I think I really respect and admire him...
Haha.... Ok, this is what I've crapped about for almost an hour... It seems little, huh~~~~ but still...
Whatever it is... gackt is the kind of person that makes you feel glad that you even know such a person... Somehow, I know that he must have suffered a lot but lived it through and all... This is probably what makes me respect him so much... Wish he could hear this and then bribe me into promoting more of him...haha...
I'm such a dreamer, rite???
Explodreamer blogged at 1:02 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Wow…. It’s been a long time since I blogged… Hehe…
The school terms starts on 30 June. Almost a week has passed. Almost…
I see my new classmates and of course, Don is wrecking my life up as soon as the term starts… haha… This term seems better than last school year, partly cause the Class Idiot is gone and the must-mark attendance freak is gone too…
Ok, maybe I should start from the people from class 26. Don and yl got into the same class as me. CB, Cheryl and someone else (I can’t remember who -_-;) got into retail. Raj, Sara and Nurul got into scm while the rest got into marketing, I think…. And the main character (guess who?) got into marketing as well but in a different class as the rest of the class… Personally, I think he got into the class coincidentally, but someone in particular thinks he asked for transfer immediately… It feels really rather sad that the class has to break up but at least we can still meet during lectures, right??? And anyways, without the class idiot, I doubt the class could be as close as now…
So now I should really talk about my new ‘life’ in second year. The new class’ size is 21, larger than before. Two guys in the class (one rather good-looking, the other… normal looking) and the rest are gals… (but I dun really think there are any extremely pretty ones…) And let me try to list down their names and see how many of them I can remember…
Dawn, Bee Bee (spells like this rite?), Wen Hao, Hua Li, Eileen, Sulwyn, Suet Yee (I think), Nad and that’s all… Pathetic memory rite? But I’m quite sure that I will know their names by next year, I guess…
I remember Wen Hao cause he’s the class rep, Suet Yee cause she was SO AGAINST being the class rep, Eileen cause she used to be in class 25, Hua Li cause he’s the only other guy, Dawn cause she reminds me of Donna, Sulwyn cause I just realized that it’s a name of welsh origin, Bee Bee cause it’s… well, BB and Nad cause it’s the weirdest nick I’ve ever heard… Haha….
The class seems nice and quiet since it’s only the first week. No signs of class weirdos, freaks or idiots… yet… and I hope we won’t see one in the next coming two years…
Then it’s the tutors and lecturers teaching the class for this semester… First is Sim Kian Ho… Why???? Why him again??? But I had to admit… although he sucks at teaching tutorial, he is good at lectures… He’s better at lecturing than tutoring. Next is Victor Joe, a guy with an extremely strong western (?) accent. But somehow, I think he will be a good tutor. Next is Alice Tang. A few words to describe her à naggy, grumpy old woman. Meaning I have a very bad impression on her… And something’s wrong. Why lessons start on 10.10 in Thur morning but 11 at Friday? Shouldn’t it be 11.10???
Donna says, “Asking for it…”
Dennis Sim teaches law. A rather good-looking uncle. But somehow, I think he dislikes me… Wonder why…Hope I’m wrong. And there’s this PTH tutor and lecturer (I forgot her name) who looks cute (meaning not-really-ugly but adorable) and nice. Last but not least, Gochioco. Nice and gentle old lady. Feels likes a loving little granny.
I’ve got a feeling that out of all these teachers, I think almost all of them are strict… you know, about not being late, not doing your work and all…
But really, I’m quite satisfied now… I have normal classmates, Don’s with me entertaining me, normal teachers and ultimately, a normal school life.
Phew…
