Note: This is for real...
My condolences to the victims of the tsunami incident.
Note (again): Back to my old crapping style... But no offence to any one in particular except the CLASS IDIOT.
This tsunami thingy sounded quite far-fetched for me at first when I heard it... Like most Singapore, I was thinking "Just another little earthquake going on in some faraway countries." But I was wrong. More news showed the destruction that the tsunami did. Cars smashed, buildings destroyed and the stronger structures were flooded. The most sad thing is about the people at the scene. There were tourists, visitors and the villagers who lived there. Ang Moh tourists (meaning Europeans) were being pulled into the sea as they were suntanning at the beach. Some Singapore that I heard from the news were heading for breakfast when the waves came. But all these were just the beginning. After, that the first thing that most people saw (I saw it from TV) was dead people. The survivors all rushed to higher grounds for cover. Soon, people started to look for the ones missing in the sea. Most are kids and woman and some are ang mohs with big bellies lying side-up on a strechter. I remembered myself staring at a picture of a dead girl in the Streats. Her face was almost white and green at some parts and she was so very wet... The first thing that came into my mind was to say 'Poor thing.'
Other than feeling sympathetic for the victims and their family who were injured or died in the tsunami incident, I felt nothing else. Maybe cause the people I saw on the news had literally nothing to do with me or maybe I'm cold blooded (?).
I remembered an incident I saw when I was walking home from work. There's this woman who probably had fainted and another guy and woman trying to help her. A crowd was watching them ready to give the woman a CPR. Suddenly this thought came into my mind. Why people can stand watching a person on a verge of death? Maybe cause it's not their fault any way even if she died. Secondly, if she died, maybe they can win their latest lottery ticket. Thirdly, it's just a show to them.
I know I'll grow up thinking in this way soon. But for the moment now, all I can think of is what is going to happen to that woman, what will happen to her if she really dies and the other troublesome ideas... Then I have this thought of hoping that I'll quickly grow up so that I'll know why adults can ignore death so easily.
Suddenly, I'm in a hurry to grow up...
Explodreamer blogged at 11:46 AM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
hi ... donna here once again ...
i'm here to enjoy the peace and silence of seating in a corner of the T2242 ?!? and doing my stupid accpacc so much cuz i think i did it too fast ...
poor uncle raj still cannot login and do something about his accpacc system .. haiz .. i was real lucky to do it all ok and right the first time round ... why ?????
haha .. our ms ang wore the too thin clothing thus she is very the cold .. and luckily she has jacket otherwise, i won't b able to strip cuz i'm cold too .. hehe ..
so what if i can't spell .. i haf spell check and i haf ALP.
:D
Anyway, so luckily err .. e class idiot did not approach me to fa lao shao .. cuz i will bish him upside down .. i hate whinnning from him as there is a major problem if he din notice ... n if ppl send him hate mail ... good for him ... ppl are caring abt him ... ppl dare to "communicate" with him .. u noe i won't dare to even open my bad breath mouth to him ...
or sld i say i dun haf bad breath n thus i wont open my mouth ...
sad news ... CD presentation is on this thursday n i haven't thought of anything creative ... well ...
actualli i decided to say if some class idiot wishes to assimiliate with our class he must use some SPCORE ... Have self discpline . dun go seat near raj when he OBVIOUSLY doesnt wish to seat next to u during stats .. Personal integrity .. i dunno lah .. juz apply in any way u deem fit ... Care and concern .. e best way to b caring towards anyone in our class would be not to care at all .. everyone in our class would haf done at least 1 project with you thro'out the semester .. by ur attitude we can c if u haf changed .. by stickin w us .. it's even more irritating ... Openness .. dun tell ppl u wan others to tell u ur flaws when u dun wan to even listen and ask if ppl are happy aft saying it .. u wanted to hear it urself ... Respect .. respect us .. juz leave our class .. e for err ..... JUST GET OUT OF OUR CLASS YOU FILITY ANIMAL .. HEHE ...
anyway, this wasn't donna .. n was juz views from a cute lil ger ... if u noe who ...
Explodreamer blogged at 12:49 PM
hi this is donna cha-ing in .. hehe ...
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i noe but this our means of communication whereby onli u n i can see
Maybe I'm not really angry after all...
Explodreamer blogged at 12:45 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
Just chatted with my classmates on changing the template for our blogs... I think I'm the most pathetic one, cause without any help, I just can't do any nice and BIG changes on my blog... --> This is definitely a hint hint to anyone who would be willingly to help me but spare me the scoldings...
Of course, we didn't stop after that since there was still quite some time left before our next lessons. So, my soon to be army boy, EX gave Donna and I a lateral thinking question which was extremely lame. Here's the question:
A guy stopped his car in front of a hotel and declared himself bankrupt. Why?
Give up? This is the answer: The guy was playing a pathetic game of monopoly. EX was seen sent away in an ambulance (this is not true, obviously. It would have been in the papers if it did happen). Anyways, we went up for our stats tutorial after that. It turns out that the topic was quite easy. Somehow, the lecturer managed to make everything seem CONFUSING...
Then during Gems, I was listening to my radio, lin yin busy messaging god-knows-what and nurul listening to the class (i think she's more likely day-dreaming, but i'm not really sure). Anyways, it was the most boring session ever since the first. Evidence --> people present for class = 80%. Soon this percentage will drop to 50%. Then when there's a 10 min break time, the 3 of us walked out of the class, following lin yin around to watch her search for a lighter for her cigarette. Then when we walked out of school to a nearby bus stop, she met her friends and got a chance to smoke at last... An hour, we went home...
... ... ... Oh my god... T___T I have such a boring life... but no tsunamis, please. Thank you.
Explodreamer blogged at 8:09 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
I got the thumbdrive I wanted today!!! But it's worth around $88... Luckily mum gave me $80 and I had to sepnd $8 this month...Of course, I have to pay her back next month... But still I like the fact of me having a thumb drive.
I sort of survived CD today, cause there wasn't enough time for me and my group to present. I told Mrs Loh about the sad story I had planned for my turn. She said that it is sad, but really is quite meaningless... I got the idea already and thanks to her I got the right inspirations to modify the story so that it becomes much more meaningful... Still I like the original one...
Now, I'm testing out my thumbdrive... Haha... downloading loads of stuff and saving into it... I love my thumbdrive... Of course, I can't tell mum the number of UNDESIREABLE ways I've used my thumbdrive, but luckily...
So I've tried out downloading inuyasha movie trailers, chrono cross movie trailers and even GBA roms using my school com, of course. If I downloaded anything from my home com, I won't have been dead by the time I wanted to even start to play the movies...
2 years left in my poly life, but imagine the loads of stuff I can download and transfer into my home com... If I have extra $$$, I'll definitely upgrade my home com so that it has the most space in the whole wode world!!! Hahahaha!!!
Haiz~ After all, it's just a dream... Time to go home, bye...
Explodreamer blogged at 5:38 PM
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
I used to like kit kat... but I dunno from since when, I got sick of eating chocolates. It started one day when I decided to have a chocolate ice cream at my home's void deck. After taking a few bites of it, I feel like vomitting and I had a headache. I gave the ice cream to my mum... I thought maybe I wasn't feeling well that day and ate another chocolate flavoured food a few days later... I felt the same way as before --> feeling like vomitting and a headache. From then on, I hate chocolates!!! Chocolates began to taste bitter, making my throat feel irritated and all... So I had little chocolate from then on for a long long long time... But I realised that I can take Milo and mars bars.... I wonder why....
I've thought of two things to talk about for CD tomorrow. One is to talk about the war happening in my best friend's home. She used to fight with her sister almost every day, and its not those innocent arguments about who should use the computer. Its those kind when you are the younger sister who drives your sister nuts. Then she'll start to find ways to kill you... That's scary... Another story is adapted from Fruits Basket... The one I mentioned before about the this too kind guy who dies in the end... But somehow I can't find the site where it shows what Momiji really says about the story!!!
Donna's blogging and she's thinking of what to say for CD...haha... It's a surpring to see the wonder-crap girl doesn't know what to say about moral values... Maybe cause she really doesn't have any moral values...
Eng Xiong seems to have not thought about CD yet...
Army boy's panicking for I dunno what reason when he's turn is next week...
And I can probably guess what that CLASS IDIOT is gonna talk about for his turn... Like how to be good friends, why he deserves a lot of friends... I can think of anything else other than that...
Bleh~ thought of someone irritating...
Explodreamer blogged at 11:28 AM
Monday, December 20, 2004
I get to meet my friends again after they finished their gems on Friday. The first thing they say is that " that ClASS IDIOT has NEW FRIENDS!!!" and my reaction was "really?! o.O"
Not that I look down on that idiot...It's just that few types of people (in my knowledge) can really communicate and be good friends with him. I asked for details and I realised that the class idiot said 'hi' to almost everyone he sees --> so its sort of a one-sided thing...Of course, I hope that his relationship with his new friends work out fine. As long as he has new friends to 'disturb and irritate', this means that he won't 'disturb and irritate' our class... He would soon be messaging and calling his new 'victims' and would totally forgot about our class...
Once of thought of that, the first emotion I got is RELIEF. The next thing I feel is a little LONELY... English may not help me explain everything...It feels a little like something that you possess gets taken away, and though you don't use it often, it still feels like it's a part of you. That idiot is NOT a part of me, but the things that happens in school because of him still contributes to my life story... But still, 99% of me feels relief to see that he's not going to torture the class anymore, 0.5% feels a little lonely, and the other 0.5% pities him (for the fact that he got isolated from the class).
I've got a feeling that SOON this whole site is gonna contribute to his STUPID AND IDIOTIC actions if I continue writing about him again... I can't believe that he's got such a (negative) influence on me... I might forget him when I grow old and all, but still for the next 2 years in my ploy life, I think I will remember his BAD and good side of him...
Explodreamer blogged at 2:40 PM
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Ok, one of my predictions came true. It's definitely a nightmare for me now... it's not about school work, not about irritating teachers, not even about being broke...It is the fact that...
That Damn Class Idiot is in my CD group!!!
This is so damn frustrating!!! Look, such a nice person like me of course said yes when he wanted to join my CD group. But soon, I REGRETTED!!! How did he managed to get into my CD group? Well, it starts with this one fine day...
CD lessons starts after the class's 2 hr break. I nearly got lost cause i couldn't find the class (it was hidden with the staff room). Soon, the teacher came (Mrs. Loh). She told the class what we have to expect from the whole module and finally comes the part that most people dreads. GROUPING. After two of my classmates have left the class permanently, there were 17 left in the class. An odd number --> there's a person to be left out. Definitely that CLASS IDIOT. Problem is there must be one group to sacrifice and take him in. A group of kind and sweet and pretty girls decided to include him in their group but he REJECTS. He then picks DONNA'S group --> the group I'm in. Of course, Donna and I objected STRONGLY. But he INSISTS. He is such a (i'll say this in jap since the english vulgarities i know are quite bad...) CHIKUSHOME!!!
Of course, every good teacher would want to help resolve every little misunderstanding her class experiences. So she suggests that everybody in the class be nice and take in the class idiot. Suddenly that ULTIMATE STUPID IDIOTIC guy suggested that he wants the class to clear all the misunderstandings with him immediately. He's definitely not the MATERIAL to be the ULTIMATE EVIL GUY in the class. He has the material to be the MOST IDIOTIC person in the class. In order to let Mrs. Loh believe that he's the good guy, he told many lies. IN FRONT OF THE CLASS. The class' response is so damn obvious to Mrs. Loh that he was LYING. At last, after, a VERY LONG time, he finally agreed with some not so nice facts about himself. After the damn EXHAUSTING confrontation, Mrs. Loh told him to join the cute gals group but he rejected AGAIN. At THAT MOMENT, I REALLY WANT TO BASH HIM UP LIKE HELL. He said he wanted to join DONNA'S GROUP. He told an extremely LAME lie that he wanted to work with Donna so that he can prove to her that he will really change for good. My fav. army boy volunteered to join the cute gals group just so that IDIOT can join our group.
Great... Just great... If there a way, I'll definitely get rid of him...or maybe even KILL HIM...
What am I going to do from now on???
You're asking me what chikushome means? Well, it can mean bastard, asshole and any other vulgarities that you can think of for such a thick-skinned person. Join the HATE YH CLUB!!!
Explodreamer blogged at 6:49 PM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
I'm blogging in school again...But this time I'm sharing the whole lab with my lovely classmates... There's lab lessons for PACC --> more time with the school com!!! Yeah!!! I love and hate my own com at the same time. I love it cause I've saved all my precious mp3s and videos in it but I hate it cause the internet connection speed is so damn slow!!!
There's been a lot of times I wanted to upgrade my com to XP edition, but I didn't managed to do it... One reason is that I can't afford to get one XP edition and another reason is that almost everyone I know has 'poisoned' their com with viruses after they upgraded it... so I better stick to old normal com...
The new term starts, so definitely I get to see more people everyday, other than cheapskate customers who think that they're worth the ultimate services when they themselves are so impolite.... During the holidays, I went out quite often with a sec sch girl friend of mine. She has the same hobbies as me, which is comics and anime. Even though we both like different kinds of comics and anime, but still we often meet up and visit the rental shop at Ginza plaza. That shop is so great!!! They've got kinds of comics, no matter how old or how new the comics are and there are all kinds of genres!!! As for animes, even though there's still quite little amount to rent, but soon there'll be much much more!!! I heard from the boss that they import the anime from Japan straight from a supplier they know!!! My dream for now--> be a comic and anime rental shop owner... Imagine the number of new comics and anime I get first hand!!! Woo hoo!!!
Of course, since the new term starts, I get to see my classmates... I found out that not only I get a christmas card from that class idiot. Three other classmates got it. Obviously, our reaction was around the same when we recieved it...
Me: AHHHHHHHHH!!!! OMG!!! Someone!!! Burned this card away!!! Get it away from me!!! Help me, Charmed Ones!!! --> I was watching Charmed at that time...
Another classmate: ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Oh, I got a card from him... ... --> indifferent.
As for the other two, I don't know what their reations are but definitely it's something like this --> T_T;
Haha... Whatever it is, everything seems quite ok for me... Christams is coming and I'm NOT celebrating it, thanks to that damn NTUC!!! My schedule are all squeezed together so tightly that I don't think I have any time to take a breather... Haiz~
Well, even though I mentioned that a new beginning, it can mean anything... a new NIGHTMARE, a new WHOLE STACK OF WORK, and a new BUNCH OF PROBLEMS...
But hey, isn't that the life of a teenage girl? ^_~
Explodreamer blogged at 12:28 PM
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
A terribly LONG LONG time since I posted something here. Anyways, I'm using a computer in school cause I'm supposed to register for Gems today at 12 pm. And now? It's 12.45!!! They keep on changing the appointment time!!! This is not good cause I don't have the PATIENCE to WAIT!!! I've decided to take music meaning they'll teach about musical instruments, different kinds of music and history about music. Actually wanted to take Chinese idioms. The synopsis says that students will be taught about Chinese history through idioms, but I doubt SP can do it well. So since, there's evidence that learning music could be slightly better (cause there's the band and the choir although they're famous for being lousy), I decided to take Music. Hope I can cope with new stuff running to me once the 2nd semester starts. I'm so old already, so my memory's failing me (when it comes to studies only, of course)
About work, nothing much interesting for a small little (not in size, in status) cashier in a quite big company. There's this dinner and dance today and next tues but my that bloody hell supervisor arranged mine to tues!!! I wanna go on today cause people I like go on today!!! I'm gonna be so lonely next tues... Boo hoo....
And school? Nothing much to expect since the term hasn't started yet... At least I'm glad that biased and one track mind guy isn't going to teach marketing...
Haiz~ Guess I managed to crap all the way to 1pm. Gonna check my appointment time again. If they changed the appointment time again, you can look for this headline in the local papers:
Singapore Polytechnic burned down due to student's unsatisfaction
Nice heading huh?
