yea i went to take photo at studio for my graduation...thnx to yan..for lending me her gown...wakakaka...there are some photos i haven scan yet..but these two will be frame once it is done....satu frame besar and another frame kecik...

Syukur pada Illahi...

i feel sad as in like i dunno why dis i suffered thingy lately...i dunno y i kena something bad which mkn my own soul...adakah nie perbuatan org? i feel different not like last time...very happy,cheerful and havoc...now i feel different....and by using spiritual to destroy me...why ?

Knapa aku sering teraniaya...aku tk paham...as in y...i feel sad lately..and the thing is i have to fight back...Ya allah,ku mohon kepadamu utk memberiku kekuatan dan perlindungan...plz...i really nid help ar seriusly...to the readers out there,maybe dun believe it...but it is true...i cant force u to believe it or not...im just scared dat anyone will just use my pix and go to the bomoh n dukun do all the nonsense stuff...i feel horrible....haiz...

Anyway,i still thinking abt my career...i dunno where to choose to...my elder bro suggest me to go for steward for SQ...but my dream since secondary sch is to be a bank manager...i dunno why...i like being in managerial job...i have experienced being a marketing manager...it is tough...but then again,it is how u manage and overcome...my elder sis,works in a bank...she is an officer...but if she were to go another bank,the rank will be like assistant manager..and she works all the way up...i dun think i wanna be a teacher like my elder brother...bringing all the hwk at home and marking...also dealing wif 30+ students wif different behaviour and attitude...and he's now HOD of IT...i just realised dat my siblings are all have gd post..except for me..the closing ceremony which they say..coz seriusly..ppl will always remember the 1st and the last...in any sense...like history..who won the 1st world cup...and who won the recent world cup..ppl wont ask who won the 1998 world cup or whatsover...i still remember how my parents and our family struggle to bring us up...coz we are not rich person...and my parents often get quarrel..my mum getting bitten...when i was small...i still remember dat day...but my siblings including myself..didnt do anything stupid like taking drugs...jadi anak merempat sana sini...tk betul...haiz...

k lah tml im going to to workfor ns...btw,i was transfered from multimedia team camera crew into web designer...same department but different branch...there were pros n cons abt dis...coz i dun get much off compared to last time...and there are reasons why i want to transfer there...at 1st,the officer offered me but then i reject..coz im still considering...and he wants the answer by dat day...then,happen to be dat my colleague likes to gossip and talk things behind their back..and turn out that they dont really like me...coz i like to ask qn...but if u dont know,of course u will ask qn rather than u just act smart and do something which u think u noe but then it turns out worst....it is not easy to learn mac from wad i learn windows so far...it is kinda new..and i dun use it often...k la i gtg now...nitez...