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Thursday, May 31, 2007
masih hidup ke budak nie ? dgr2 mcm da tkde je....nama kt blakang tu mcm lawa eh ? skolah mana dekni....muka da la gelap...
who's dis ? or who's die ? i dun noe that person...shld i noe dat guy ??last sunday...gerek gi shopping wif my bro...biase ar...1st2 tgk blade of glory...dua2 plak hansem...mcm twin...but sorry lah the younger one which is me always better and the best in da family..hur hur...den buy baju jln raya...and also some business outfit....very smart cek noh...hansem kalahkan anak datuk tan sri msia smua...but my blue shades patah bila kuar...baru jln je da patah...sedih eh ? barang buatan murah nk buat mcm mana....smua aku gi smlm shopping ditaja oleh my family...haha...adeq dier je model...i bought a pair of latest brown shoes...and shirt...@ Domanchi vivoCity...mcm viva la rasa....bukan viva la republica...hur hur...den went to look for handbeg coz my sis bdae is coming...also window shopping to buy for my father a pair of shirts....hehe...so now dua org je kt rumah nie....the jejaka je...satu tk lama lagi...satu nie lagi lama ler...lagi2 yg asri tu...masih nk blajar lagi...dgr2 nk buat bisness...hehe...pastu we watch midnite show ar....Zoodiac..now i understand y 4th july is impt....dier mcm national treasure gitu...very expensive seh...fuh...glamour n wanted abes....susah2x....
aik ? is he reborn ? is he back? will he be there ? is he bad ? i dun think he is good lah in silat...shoo shoo stay still sudah...keja sports car ke...kejar masa hadapan ke ? kejar motor sport ke? da tua2 pun masih nk masuk comp lagi...ish2...dahsyat...kesian eh budak kt atas tu ?nk kata kesian sgt pun tk bape kesian uh....
I saw 1 lamboghrini kt vivo...the pix will be up...that is a want...soon it will a need to me...wakakaka...and i make sure i will able to drive it....
To be honest my Dear Selatran,it is up to u whether u want to make dis sch proud or not...it is up to u whether u want to win or lose...it is up to u whether u want to make it happen or u want to believe it will happen...it is up to u to show them who u are make of...it is up to u again to show are u ready or not ? it is up to u whether u want to be overall champ or not for IVP....it is up to u again whether u want to be crown as champ or not ?it is up to u whether u guys wanna fight as a team or not..it is up to u whether u think u are confident or too confident or unsure of ? it is up to u again whether u want to be good or bad ? i leave it to u guys....adioz...salam terakhir...Pendekar Muda Republic...Asri...As for me,i want to reach for the stars...which i can reach and do my best to get there..i want to be the champ...i want to make my sch proud...i want to show who am i...i want to show what my coach n my team that i have learnt so far...i want to make my sch overall champion...i want to be the best and beat the best...and the best of the best is...im ready...so Prepare For GLORY!!! so who's wif me ??!.coz...this is the war where ppl will always remember....This is where we hold them...this is how we fight...Remember these days...it will be yours for all time. we will do what we are train to do.What we are break to do.What we are born to do.no witnesses no mercy & no fear.Remember everyone has their own strength and weaknesses
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:21 PM
K elo guys....on the 2nd jun,i will be fighthing...hehe...@ 7pm...hope u guys pray for me k...i just want to see who is at my back to support n who don't....
The art of Pencak silat
"Game of barbarian,Played like Gentleman"
The art of Pencak silat
"Game of barbarian,Played like Gentleman"
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
11:36 AM
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
1 thing for sure....i would to like to promise...Hero doesnt fall...Hero do no die...They are just either gone or lost...thats all....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:50 PM
CANCER - Does It In The Water.Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Especially with your mom. Not a Fighter, But willKnock your lights out. 2 years of badluck if you do not repost.
cehdehwah....attractive seh aku...great kisser... not a fighter ?? alamak...leh percaya ke nie...lolx...
cehdehwah....attractive seh aku...great kisser... not a fighter ?? alamak...leh percaya ke nie...lolx...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
4:13 PM
2nd june will be hari merdeka aku....woohooo...looking forward for IVP.....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:08 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007
Kadangkala aku tk mengerti erti kehidupan
Jom kiter renungkan
ada lima perkara yg perlu ttg kehidupan
air,makanan,magnet,matahari dan udara
apa pula ttg cinta ?
Apa pula ttg bintang dan bulan ?
kadangkala
aku tk mengerti ttg apa itu cinta ?
Ada ustaz mengatakan
Cinta hanyalah utk Allah
Syg kepada kekasih Allah
Suka pada isteri
adakah ia benar ?
Ada yg tk memahami cinta
sering pergi dtg berjumpa dgnku
memberi masalah mereka
dan ingin mendapatkan pendapat
atau buah fikiran
atau solusi bagi masalah2 mereka
Dan hanyalah mereka berjaya
dan memberi giliran padaku
Dr.Love
Tapi diriku sendiri tk tau apa erti cinta...
Salam Sayang dari saya
Asri....
Jom kiter renungkan
ada lima perkara yg perlu ttg kehidupan
air,makanan,magnet,matahari dan udara
apa pula ttg cinta ?
Apa pula ttg bintang dan bulan ?
kadangkala
aku tk mengerti ttg apa itu cinta ?
Ada ustaz mengatakan
Cinta hanyalah utk Allah
Syg kepada kekasih Allah
Suka pada isteri
adakah ia benar ?
Ada yg tk memahami cinta
sering pergi dtg berjumpa dgnku
memberi masalah mereka
dan ingin mendapatkan pendapat
atau buah fikiran
atau solusi bagi masalah2 mereka
Dan hanyalah mereka berjaya
dan memberi giliran padaku
Dr.Love
Tapi diriku sendiri tk tau apa erti cinta...
Salam Sayang dari saya
Asri....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
3:20 PM
so yeah...1 century post has passed
my favourite quote all-time
"I may look old,but actually I'm young..maybe I'm not a good-looking guy so yea.."
my favourite quote all-time
"I may look old,but actually I'm young..maybe I'm not a good-looking guy so yea.."
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:58 PM
last sat perang mental...
dis sat perang nama....
pastu perang jiwa....
pastu perang hati...
last2 perang sampai mati...
woohooo leh buat rap ar gini....
dis sat perang nama....
pastu perang jiwa....
pastu perang hati...
last2 perang sampai mati...
woohooo leh buat rap ar gini....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:54 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Basically,im tired dats all....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
3:01 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
One night a guy & a girl were driving
home from the movies.The boy sensed.
there was something wrong because of
the painful silence they shared
between them that night. The girl then
asked the boy to pull over because she
wanted to talk. She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was
time to move on. A silent tear slid
down his cheek as he slowly reached
into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived.Remembering the note, she pulled itout & read it."Without your love, I would die."
Touching tk ?
home from the movies.The boy sensed.
there was something wrong because of
the painful silence they shared
between them that night. The girl then
asked the boy to pull over because she
wanted to talk. She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was
time to move on. A silent tear slid
down his cheek as he slowly reached
into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived.Remembering the note, she pulled itout & read it."Without your love, I would die."
Touching tk ?
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
7:39 PM
Jika Lelaki Melayu terakhir jumpa seorang Wanita Melayu terakhir,
tutup lah alkisah....
tutup lah alkisah....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
4:35 PM
Im born Selatran...and will spark as a Selatran...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
11:39 AM
Kadangkala aku tak mengerti
Apa yg terjadi yg silam ataupun baru ini
Apa erti nye skolah
Jom kiter renungkan
Ada ia tmpt kiter blajar
Ataupun tmpt penuh ngn manusia yg zalim
Walaupun apa skalipun
Aku seorang manusia biasa
Yg hanya ingin menuntut ilmu dan pulang sahaja....
Apa yg terjadi yg silam ataupun baru ini
Apa erti nye skolah
Jom kiter renungkan
Ada ia tmpt kiter blajar
Ataupun tmpt penuh ngn manusia yg zalim
Walaupun apa skalipun
Aku seorang manusia biasa
Yg hanya ingin menuntut ilmu dan pulang sahaja....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:58 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
The one that i can rely on.....We sworn to be the BEST...and Prove to Other Who We Are Make Of...We are lions....and there's not pat between a lion and a Man From Troy
Out of all mankind in the school...I respect him the most....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
4:00 PM
Whenever I see this pix,i always cry...there is a lot of tears,sweat,headache,efforts,pain,sufferings we gone tru to get 1 DREAM and 1 AMBITION...To Prove the others that we are strong,not weak,we can STAND and FIGHT...and PROVE THEM WRONG...Only God knows the 4 of us feel....I feel honoured that i am able to wear SCH's Blazer DURING my final YR...and sadly to say that is the last time...be4 this,it is my POLY FORUM 2005.... WE COME,WE FIGHT,WE CONQUER...and the rest just shake leg waiting to get glory...waiting us to get blame...wanting us to fall....I still remember we come there as HUMBLE...we skip the BENGKEL....we got NO INSTRUCTOR and NO TEACHERS...WE DONT TRAIN...but look...that pix...We shaken the Bahas STAGE @ NUS....so wad ppl says hack care ar...ONCE PROVEN,THEY ASHAMED....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:50 PM
I want to say n ask something ar...If u guys hate me,say it...simple...n i want to ask also...is tagging kedi ? if tag is kedi....den mengumpat blakang org tu apa ? dun be typical ar...lau tk leh kena tegur bila buat salah...sampai bila pun ko tk kan tau yg ko buat salah....i Care abt myself...my reputation n my pride...n DUN U EVER THINK OF TARNISH IT OFF...i will make sure u guys get hell...some of them tld me to take it easy...gila sia...org da kutuk ko,ko take it easy ?? sometimes ppl tends to forget what good deed we have done for them...they just jealous and wanting famous ppl to FALL FLAT..Pendengki....k i got to know that My fellow fwens HATES ME...so stand up n say it up ar...i treat u like a gentleman if u DARE To Say IT..da bagus ar aku tk jumpa ko FACE TO FACE...da BAGUS TU TKDE PAPE TERJADI KT KO...maybe i shld think to stop my sports also ar eh....for wad....buang current je...lau org tk respect the seniors...all the efforts goes to the drain for wad...IF u guys want FUN...go FUN FAIR or Circus and ENTERTAIN urself there...you want us to understand u but u urself cannot understand us....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:09 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Heyo wassup.....yeah im back...dis friday it's weighin' time babe....lolx...macam seronok gitu eh...padahal dlm hati Tuhan je lah yg tau...yeah IVP is in few days time...hai...im feelin' the heat...oh ya 1st of all i would to say sorry to budak2 bahas if i'm unable to come to your show on 1st june and sorry if i've disappointed in u guys and tkmu pk yg bukan2 k.....dun worry...i miss u all k....coz my competition is on 2nd june..im worried not enuf rest...hope u guys understand ya...ok...i out of sudden...realise dat...there are lots....lots...n lots... of ppl dat admire me...dat admire me secretly....ada yg da sampai desperate....mampos...dat got crush on me...sampai yg ada sanggup mati abt me...oh my goodness...mak org pun suka lah...apa mentang2 aku nie single...nk recommend kt anak dier ar tu...apa ke apa ntah...aku takut je parents aku nie matchmake...paling tk berkenan...plz eh...apa cinta kena ikut dgr ckp org pe...tkpelah since im single...let the score goes on...heh...since i haven found the Right One yet...apa macam leh ramai tersangkut kt aku nie...leh sesak n semput seh...lemas....i got nothing interesting sia...
Oh ya...im glad dat dis yr comp dat im single..so lets see whether i can prove that i am better or not without any relationship..tu sbb aku tk nk sape2 dtg turun aku nye comp...jadi tk ya pening2 kepala otak aku nie.....haha...bagusla jadi aku tk ya worry2 psl apa2 ke sape2 ke...lau aku injure ke mampos ke tkde org nk risau2 kan3x...wakakaka...so i will do my best and fight all out..No fear..1st you fight with your hand....2nd you fight with your heart....Selatran....Get Prepared...Prepared of What ???Prepare for glory.....
Lastly before i go...I msn our coach Fir...be4 u go into NS,i ask him this...wad it takes to be a champion and how to go about to get it ?he replied and says...."there wont be success if tere is no dream, ambition, effort and sacrifices.Success will only awaits at the finishing line"
Oh ya...im glad dat dis yr comp dat im single..so lets see whether i can prove that i am better or not without any relationship..tu sbb aku tk nk sape2 dtg turun aku nye comp...jadi tk ya pening2 kepala otak aku nie.....haha...bagusla jadi aku tk ya worry2 psl apa2 ke sape2 ke...lau aku injure ke mampos ke tkde org nk risau2 kan3x...wakakaka...so i will do my best and fight all out..No fear..1st you fight with your hand....2nd you fight with your heart....Selatran....Get Prepared...Prepared of What ???Prepare for glory.....
Lastly before i go...I msn our coach Fir...be4 u go into NS,i ask him this...wad it takes to be a champion and how to go about to get it ?he replied and says...."there wont be success if tere is no dream, ambition, effort and sacrifices.Success will only awaits at the finishing line"
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:23 PM
datz the biggest mistake uve made...only time could heal this wound..months,years, never will..i dunnoe
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:27 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
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Everybody loves a hero. People line up for them, cheer them, scream their names. And years later, they'll tell how they stood in the rain for hours just to get a glimpse of the one who taught them how to hold on a second longer. I believe there's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. Even in our dreams..
Love should never be a secret. If you keep something as complicated as love stored up inside, it could make you sick.
Quotes from spiderman 2
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Sometimes,things that u want,u cant get it coz of the mistakes u've done be4
Everybody loves a hero. People line up for them, cheer them, scream their names. And years later, they'll tell how they stood in the rain for hours just to get a glimpse of the one who taught them how to hold on a second longer. I believe there's a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. Even in our dreams..
Love should never be a secret. If you keep something as complicated as love stored up inside, it could make you sick.
Quotes from spiderman 2
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Sometimes,things that u want,u cant get it coz of the mistakes u've done be4
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:34 PM
Early in the afternoon,i went to KFC bedok..as usual...my parents tk masak...n there is no woman in da house...haiz..so i bought 3 zinger wif cheese,1 small pepsi and upsize the large whipped potato...coz im using student nye meal ar...den dier terkasi cheese fries extra...but total 12 dollars aje...lolx...rezeki Allah maha luas...aku bersyukur...sampai penat mkn...oh ya i got fever now...n sorethroat...now worse getting cough..soon semput...tk lama lagi gol ar nie...den on my way back home...a lady from Maybank stop me and she tell me dat abt the investment stuff n some insurance thingy...so she says would u be ok if u were to spare me for 5mins...? i answered ya sure shld be no prob..skali dier ajak masuk ofis plak...den bebual2...there is a scheme offered by Prudential insurance which i noe be4 jgk...Coz my 1st life insurance UOB which i investment and the money freeze for 10 yrs...dat time was 50k..den aku kluar 20k just to help my bro and my dad to buy the house because asalnye duit nie dari ayahku sendiri...10k investment kt my company which im gonna take it out...and another 10k aku use for work purpose...and the remaining i kept and left it stay for my future...den back to Maybank nie...dier ckp every mth saving like $70 per mth...which is the minimum but for the 1st 2 yrs...jgn kacau or withdraw for any of it...but 3rd yr u can take out maximum $500 anytime..i was like ok...gd idea mana tau aku tgh short of cash ke...apa ke...since yg 1st insurance the money is frozen...by right i can sue the lady who ask me to sign the UOB life insurance coz im not yet 18...but nvm...so dis new insurance thingy if i didnt touch at all i will get 30k...i was like better by that time i will be 45 and can go for haji...spend holidays wif my family n wife ke...lau ada...beli kereta sports ke be4 aku mati...haha...and if any condition i die or injure be in IVP ke luar ke apa skalipun ar.....my family got 10k for sure...and every mth cash for them....it is like Spiderman 2 the story...haiz...i just hope i get out of school quick n go NS finish it fast...and I hope plz dun delay my dream...
Btw,Chelsea won the FA Cup and the New Wembley Stadium...woohooo...den i tease my abg ipar who is a Man U fan...tunggu ar dulu sampai Chelsea angkat cup...dier ckp tk nk lah...ko sendiri bila Man U menang Premiership ko tk nk tgk...den kacau2 je ar...eh lagi 3 min nie Man u masih leh sempat score ar..lolx... I realise something which i learn and hear and it is true and correct...Ppl will remember the 1ST and the last laugh sweet ending....This reminds me only in quarter last yr comp but not semis...i fought with a broken nose...bleeding inside of it...i rose up and still fight...even after the match,it still bleeds and i was in pain...and nobody cares...no doubt it is my mistake...i admit it...and the last wasnt a laugh sweet ending...I pray and i hope this is my chance to prove who I am...Probably the last time...
Btw,Chelsea won the FA Cup and the New Wembley Stadium...woohooo...den i tease my abg ipar who is a Man U fan...tunggu ar dulu sampai Chelsea angkat cup...dier ckp tk nk lah...ko sendiri bila Man U menang Premiership ko tk nk tgk...den kacau2 je ar...eh lagi 3 min nie Man u masih leh sempat score ar..lolx... I realise something which i learn and hear and it is true and correct...Ppl will remember the 1ST and the last laugh sweet ending....This reminds me only in quarter last yr comp but not semis...i fought with a broken nose...bleeding inside of it...i rose up and still fight...even after the match,it still bleeds and i was in pain...and nobody cares...no doubt it is my mistake...i admit it...and the last wasnt a laugh sweet ending...I pray and i hope this is my chance to prove who I am...Probably the last time...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:44 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Linkin Park-Hands held High
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Turn my mic up louder
I got to say somethin.
Light weight step it aside,
when we comin
Feel it in your chest,
the syllables get pumpin.
People on the street
they panic and start running
Words on loose leaf,
sheet complete coming.
I jump on my mind,
I summon the rhyme of dumping.
Feeling the blind,
I promise to let the sun in.
Sick of the dark ways,
we march to the drumming.
Jump when they tell us
they want to see jumping.
Fuck that, I want to
see some fist pumping
Risk something.
Take backwards yours
Say something that you know
they might attack you for
cause I'm sick of being treated
like I have before.
Like a stupid standing for
what I'm standing for.
Like this war is really just
a different brand of war.
Like a dozen catered rich
and an abandoned poor.
Like they understand you
in the back of the jet,
When you can't put gas in your tank.
These fuckers are laughing their way
to the bank and cashing their check
asking you to have compassion
and to have some respect.
For a leader so nervous
in unobvious ways
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
in the living room laughing
like what did he say?
Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen
In my living room watching,
But I am not laughing.
'Cause when it gets tense,
I know what might happen
The world is cold,
The bold men take action.
Have to react,
To getting blown into fractions.
10 years old is something to see,
Another kid my age drugged under a G,
Taking about and found later under a tree
I wonder if he thought the next one could be me.
Do you see?
The soldiers that are out today.
That brush the dust with bulletproof vests away.
It's ironic.
At times like this you pray,
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.
There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads,
inside your markets,your shops, your coves,
My dad, he's got a lot of fear I know
but enough pride inside to let that show.
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine.
In the back he hand wrote a quote inside
when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.
Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry
like what did he say?
Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen.
With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.(x4)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Turn my mic up louder
I got to say somethin.
Light weight step it aside,
when we comin
Feel it in your chest,
the syllables get pumpin.
People on the street
they panic and start running
Words on loose leaf,
sheet complete coming.
I jump on my mind,
I summon the rhyme of dumping.
Feeling the blind,
I promise to let the sun in.
Sick of the dark ways,
we march to the drumming.
Jump when they tell us
they want to see jumping.
Fuck that, I want to
see some fist pumping
Risk something.
Take backwards yours
Say something that you know
they might attack you for
cause I'm sick of being treated
like I have before.
Like a stupid standing for
what I'm standing for.
Like this war is really just
a different brand of war.
Like a dozen catered rich
and an abandoned poor.
Like they understand you
in the back of the jet,
When you can't put gas in your tank.
These fuckers are laughing their way
to the bank and cashing their check
asking you to have compassion
and to have some respect.
For a leader so nervous
in unobvious ways
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
in the living room laughing
like what did he say?
Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen
In my living room watching,
But I am not laughing.
'Cause when it gets tense,
I know what might happen
The world is cold,
The bold men take action.
Have to react,
To getting blown into fractions.
10 years old is something to see,
Another kid my age drugged under a G,
Taking about and found later under a tree
I wonder if he thought the next one could be me.
Do you see?
The soldiers that are out today.
That brush the dust with bulletproof vests away.
It's ironic.
At times like this you pray,
But a bomb blew the mosque up yesterday.
There's bombs in the buses, bikes, roads,
inside your markets,your shops, your coves,
My dad, he's got a lot of fear I know
but enough pride inside to let that show.
My brother had a book he would hold with pride
A little red cover with a broken spine.
In the back he hand wrote a quote inside
when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die.
Meanwhile, the leader just talks away
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
both scared and angry
like what did he say?
Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen.
With Hands Held High
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.(x4)
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
11:33 AM
Linkin Park-no more sorrow
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
are you lost/ in your lies
do you tell yourself i dont realize
your campaign's a disguise
replaced freedom with fear/ you trade money for lives
im aware of what you've done
no/no more sorrow
ive paid for your mistakes
your time is borrowed
your time has come to be replaced
i see pain i see need
i see liars and thieves abuse power with greed
i had hope/ i believed
but im beginning to think that ive been deceived
you will pay for what youve done
thieves and hypocrites
no no more sorrow
ive paid for your mistakes
your time is borrowed
your time has come to be replaced
you time has come to be erased
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
are you lost/ in your lies
do you tell yourself i dont realize
your campaign's a disguise
replaced freedom with fear/ you trade money for lives
im aware of what you've done
no/no more sorrow
ive paid for your mistakes
your time is borrowed
your time has come to be replaced
i see pain i see need
i see liars and thieves abuse power with greed
i had hope/ i believed
but im beginning to think that ive been deceived
you will pay for what youve done
thieves and hypocrites
no no more sorrow
ive paid for your mistakes
your time is borrowed
your time has come to be replaced
you time has come to be erased
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
11:11 AM
heya...aku rase kan...dis ivp...baik kawan skolah..baik kawan luar...kawan bahas ke sape2 yg aku kenal dan tk kenal...tkmu dtg to watch me fight k...i guess it is better for me to focus if that situation...I hope u guys understand ya...There is always a reason behind what i say and take action...and sometimes you dont need to know it why such things happen...as long as u listen to me...im glad...if not,it ur choice...but dun regret...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:41 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you, I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won't be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you, I'll hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit's bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And that's how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:32 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
heyo ppl out there...wassup yea ?i m so happy today coz lately been toning and going to gym at Ulu Pandan CC ngn bike wif my brother in law...hehe...and i can do 105kg squatting...woohooo....smua kt sana terhenti jap tgk im doing...but tgk je ar tml kan..cramp2 smua kuar...after gym,went to accompany my brother in law watching spiderman 3...awesome...humble...respect...Even Heroes Cry in Tears for His love...simply said that movie got someting got to do in my life recently..ada kaitan jgk...yg lama ataupun yg baru2 ini...Green goblin pun ada sacrifices dier for his fwen and his own love...haiz...kesian eh...mcm aku jgk...Spiderman himself got 2 side of him...good and evil.. reminds me of the past...If you treat me nice,i give u Perfect...If u are evil and treat me like as if i have no pride,i give u hell...No offence huh i m just stating in General.. Lately, i have meet up a few fwens...kawan lama...smua tegur alamak asri...bdn ko tegap eh? muscular man ar..i was like huh tkde lah..aku kena naik weight psl silat...naik weight ke naik mass ?hehe...the other fwens smua da gemuk2...da ada matair je abes trg smua gone...haha...da bz ngn hal2 masing2...and a few said im a bit taller ? taller ?lolx... ok now,i got sorethroat...haha...diseases are in the air...someone call me...den ada tegur i sound like sexy...ada tegur cute..i was like ello i got sorethroat lah...i think right now in sch i try not to speak so much...hehehe....next will be fever...lau teruk asthma...mati ar gini nk masuk comp sakit...haha...overtrain i guess ? or izzit not enuf rest ? kla doakan aku k moga cepat sembuh...take care...jgn lupa for my comp skali...muhahahaha
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
7:10 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
aku pelik ar...everytime i sleep...always dream yg mengarut2 or merepek2...lately asek dream mati kt dlm ring silat je...like wad the hell...apa nye alamat ntah tu...i wont make it happen ar..mungkin ia hanya permainan tdo je...and yes...im tired of eating...lol...makan2 demi naik weight...penat ok!slalu mkn sorg ar...take away lagi..burger king lah kfc lah...waduh...den gi trg...den telan lagi burger...duit pun cantik je jatuh..tkpe...bank ada byk...nie tgh duit gaji masuk...wooohooo...k lah chalo...nk tdo ar...penat sia silat trg...injured cramp sana sini...waduh...tc
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:02 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
After looking dramatic awesome match from Man U against West ham,it gives me a sudden thought
Even though u are underdog or new,
it doesnt mean u cant win against the champ
Even if u are the champ,
doesnt mean u cant lose
The most impt is...who has the last laugh and sweet ending...I hope last yr ivp quarter of last happy sweet ending will happen again...and it will a long last one...
Even though u are underdog or new,
it doesnt mean u cant win against the champ
Even if u are the champ,
doesnt mean u cant lose
The most impt is...who has the last laugh and sweet ending...I hope last yr ivp quarter of last happy sweet ending will happen again...and it will a long last one...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:30 AM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
My dad n mum always go visit at the muslim cemetery and visit jgk kt Masijd Pusara Aman..Imam kt sana tld my dad also...that every week,there are 50-60 babies masyarakat melayu gugurkan bayi and buang anak di sana...laahaulawalakuwatabillahillaliazim...astaga...apa da jadi nie....mungkin manusia yg tgl di bumi nie ialah org2 zalim sahaja...mungkin berbagai bencana berlaku akibat kesilapan kiter jgk...di USA terjadi hutan terbakar...di china masih mengalami banjir lagi...due to global climate change...hmm...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:29 AM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
I dun feel good...Im sick...Im tired...I feel pressured...but no matter what...i fear no one...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:25 PM
Friday, May 11, 2007
ada sesuatu yang aku simpan
..engkau hanya perlu menyebutnya
dan pasti ia akan menjadi milikmu..
ada sesuatu yang telah lama aku simpankan
sesuatu yang engkau tanyakan
dan sesuatu itu adalah milikku..
..engkau hanya perlu menyebutnya
dan pasti ia akan menjadi milikmu..
ada sesuatu yang telah lama aku simpankan
sesuatu yang engkau tanyakan
dan sesuatu itu adalah milikku..
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
11:41 PM
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Some motivating quotes from 300
This is where we hold them...this is how we fight...this is how we die
Remember these days...it will be yours for all time
we will do what we are train to do
What we are break to do
What we are born to do
no witnesses
no mercy
Hope for More than glory
Such mad hope
And there he is
Against anxious endless war
Against all odds
We can win
Spartans never retreat
Spartans never surrender
No retreat
No surrender
That is spartans law
and by spartan law
we will stand and fight
And die
A new age has begun
An age of freedom
and all we noe that 300 spartans give their last breathe to defend it
his helmet is heavy
but never his vision
We must see far...
This is where we hold them...this is how we fight...this is how we die
Remember these days...it will be yours for all time
we will do what we are train to do
What we are break to do
What we are born to do
no witnesses
no mercy
Hope for More than glory
Such mad hope
And there he is
Against anxious endless war
Against all odds
We can win
Spartans never retreat
Spartans never surrender
No retreat
No surrender
That is spartans law
and by spartan law
we will stand and fight
And die
A new age has begun
An age of freedom
and all we noe that 300 spartans give their last breathe to defend it
his helmet is heavy
but never his vision
We must see far...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
1:48 PM
Sunday, May 6, 2007
this is my most recent pix, do i look handsome?
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
7:58 PM
unique man, man of many talents. not many people are like him. and also a rare person to find..
that is wad ppl think abt me...
is it true ?
I dont think so...
To me,everyone has their own talents
that is wad ppl think abt me...
is it true ?
I dont think so...
To me,everyone has their own talents
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:32 AM
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Seen dis "mad" lady beside me?lolx...k lah dis person here was the founder of MCG...Be4 the sch starts,i noe her tru camp...I ask her "nie skolah ada melayu nye club? sape dier nye president ar ? u noe wad she reply ? i still remember dis sia...ada club...den she smile...yg president dier yg tgh bebual nie ar..i was like yek eleh ko ?at first i did not believe ar...turn out it is true...bila gi meeting je dier yg president...i was like mangkuk tul...lolx...padahal kt camp lain team tau...den i got to know she is the same madrasah sch wif me time like tadika gitu...wad da heck ?but we always quarrel n argue...sometimes bende yg remeh pun nk argue...apa tk dekni tk nk kalah...but bagus ar slalu kacau dier pendek qatik..hehe pasal org nye rendah dari aku...there is once i argue abt mcg lah...abt silat mcm2 ar...but den i just listen n think back...ok justified...i think dats where i become gd debator and thinker ?lolx...she also give me advise which is good and also jarang org pkirkan ttg itu... so that was the last pix taken during nk dekat ivp...lolx..apa saje ntah...da kalah debate je nk cekau muka aku...nie pix baru abes silat trg...den she came after her work...still remember us...btw,there was once i tld her i want to quit mcg n all in it...she tld me dun...dier shikin liana khai n sape lagi ar yg aku terlupa nama to list kan...oh ya aini pun ckp jgn...den she tld me,MCG still nid me...i wondering y...i think now i noe y....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:46 PM
Friday, May 4, 2007
Kadangkala Manusia silap
Tk semestinya seseorg tu pendiam
Disangka sombong.....
Sangkaan buruk?
Mengumpat ?
Apakah alasannya?
Tk semestinya seseorg tu pendiam
Disangka sombong.....
Sangkaan buruk?
Mengumpat ?
Apakah alasannya?
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
8:51 PM
Quote From Ric Flair
To be the best,u gotta beat the best
To be the best,u gotta beat the best
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:59 AM
I had a gd sparring fight session just now with my captain Fir...I proud of it....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:37 AM
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Miracle and unexpected things are two different issues
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
11:34 AM
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Guys,u guys tell me which date u guys can meet up then msg me ya...take care
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:54 PM
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
Para pembahas-pembahas 2006 batch yg dihormati,rindu lah kt korg...
Apa kata kiter meet tgk wayang citer Spiderman 3 kt VIVO City ke Plaza Sing ar...orchard pun boleh
Amaciam guys ?hang out ar once in a while...
But i want the see everyone k...
Before aku fight for IVP...
yelah mana tau tk dpt jumpa korg lagi lah kan3x...
Sila msg saya or tag saya di blog ini ye..Msn pun boleh
Apa kata kiter meet tgk wayang citer Spiderman 3 kt VIVO City ke Plaza Sing ar...orchard pun boleh
Amaciam guys ?hang out ar once in a while...
But i want the see everyone k...
Before aku fight for IVP...
yelah mana tau tk dpt jumpa korg lagi lah kan3x...
Sila msg saya or tag saya di blog ini ye..Msn pun boleh
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
11:15 PM
aku yg sepi di sini
dibalut daun keresahan
ada rindu tersimpn
mencekam sgnap prasaan
sesekali hti terusik
memori lalu mencuit kalbu
hnya senyuman pnwr duka
bila jiwa merintih hiba
pun begitu
sekeping hati ini
tiba2 mnjdi luluh
memendam rahsia
memeram luka
yg lama
ada bnci
tp rindu mngatasi
ada kecewa
tp syg tetap teguh di jiwa
ada dndam yg mmbara
tp kasih mngatasi segala
lalu...apa mahumu?
dan apa mahuku?
biar rindu ini kutanggung
sendirian
mskipun tpksa aku simpan
dan hilgkn kuncinya
agr tiada siapa mmpu membukanya
dan bertanya
"rindu siapakh ini yg tidak diketahui
siapa empunyanya"
dibalut daun keresahan
ada rindu tersimpn
mencekam sgnap prasaan
sesekali hti terusik
memori lalu mencuit kalbu
hnya senyuman pnwr duka
bila jiwa merintih hiba
pun begitu
sekeping hati ini
tiba2 mnjdi luluh
memendam rahsia
memeram luka
yg lama
ada bnci
tp rindu mngatasi
ada kecewa
tp syg tetap teguh di jiwa
ada dndam yg mmbara
tp kasih mngatasi segala
lalu...apa mahumu?
dan apa mahuku?
biar rindu ini kutanggung
sendirian
mskipun tpksa aku simpan
dan hilgkn kuncinya
agr tiada siapa mmpu membukanya
dan bertanya
"rindu siapakh ini yg tidak diketahui
siapa empunyanya"
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:02 AM
Di luar ruang dan masa
apakah tahap realiti itu?
Dapatkah aku memujaMu
(wahai Tuhanku !)
ketika kefanakan dan kebingungan
melanda diri?
Ku lalui setiap tahap kejadianku
untuk kembali ke asalku
sehingga sampai ketika belum
dapat disebut dalam hadhiratMu, lalu
dapatkah aku memujaMu
(wahai Tuhan ku!)
sebagaimana Engkau memuji DiriMu sendiri?
Di luar ruang dan masa
yang tiada simpangsiur topologinya
di alam yang tak dapat disebut keberadaannya
aku mentauhidkanMu
dengan kekudusan yang selayaknya
dalam cinta-kasih-rinduku
yang tiada taranya!
apakah tahap realiti itu?
Dapatkah aku memujaMu
(wahai Tuhanku !)
ketika kefanakan dan kebingungan
melanda diri?
Ku lalui setiap tahap kejadianku
untuk kembali ke asalku
sehingga sampai ketika belum
dapat disebut dalam hadhiratMu, lalu
dapatkah aku memujaMu
(wahai Tuhan ku!)
sebagaimana Engkau memuji DiriMu sendiri?
Di luar ruang dan masa
yang tiada simpangsiur topologinya
di alam yang tak dapat disebut keberadaannya
aku mentauhidkanMu
dengan kekudusan yang selayaknya
dalam cinta-kasih-rinduku
yang tiada taranya!
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
1:57 AM
