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Friday, March 30, 2007
Seen this guy ? he is back on track....
Tuhanku plz let us play regu for dis 2007 IVP... Reguz boyz
Taken on when ar...around august ??
Oh man i cant believe i have to fight against them for placing..hmm...tk sampai hati sia nk fight ngn korg...The best man wins demi Selatra
From past till now
Budak kecik
Pembahas
Was into kompang ig too...Phew..active btul aku nie....
Im here...spot me...dikir barat... hmm mana plak aku letak gambar when im into tarian eh...oppz sekali je... pastu quit...haha...last but not least...pendekar muda republic... Da mcm Most Valuable Person In MCG sia...wakakakakakak
Till working man
Marketing manager on the way to Business Manager...hmmm bila agaknye tu?
And Phuturizing.....
Wads next ??? still planning....tc
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:35 PM
Jauh Hati
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
5:40 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
One word for the solution I learn to solve this complicating world is Retribution
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
8:42 PM
yes i won.
if u dun like the person, talk it out.
face it like a man.
u dun have to tell other ppl behind their back and stab at the back.
how much can u hide? how far can u run? how long can u go to be this way?
backstabber.
if u dun like the person, talk it out.
face it like a man.
u dun have to tell other ppl behind their back and stab at the back.
how much can u hide? how far can u run? how long can u go to be this way?
backstabber.
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:26 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Heyo….guess wad ? I went to katong shopping centre and took a bus from my hse…I asked the bus driver how much? He look at me and think a few seconds and replied 90cts…Then I just pay lah 90 cts den I started thinking how come 90 cts sia coz there are like more than 10 bus stops to Katong…I just wearing a new Quiksliver pasar mlm brand..not a original one but it is nice..blue and white color…a normal shirt and jeans wif a original pair of Billabong slippers..kinda slack outfit so ya just photocopy a book only and went home…I think I still do have a “Baby face” look…ahakz…90 cts sia..The bus driver think im still a secondary students…hehe…ntah lah eh…
U noe wad? I really miz a lot of fwens…I miz those kind like bonding as a family…but actually we are just fwens…The only thing that I didn’t manage to get my goals in Rp is I unable to promote RPMCG to the Suria which is through Bahas…but somehow others sch noes abt us…like JCs,MI and a few madrasah… and another goal that I failed is to bring back a Gold medal for Selatra…haiz…I failed in these two arenas…Now if I were to compete silat again.. It looks weird coz DIDI tld me to play kelas G(75-80kg) with him to play for IVP…gosh….im in kelas E man…now lots of ppl have placed their class…some of them initially kelas H now play kelas F my old kelas which I won bronze…haiz…at that point of them,I could not be at least 70kg to play kelas F…haiz..but I just scrap through to win a bronze…Only these two I failed…and I think sampai sini sahaja perjuangan aku in dis club…I tried my best…it didn’t turn out wad I want but hopefully the next batch can help my dream lives on…U noe wad ?now my weight is 71kg sia..gosh...abes ar makin semangat lah badan aku nie...
Now I just need to focus on my own…a lot of things to be settle soon…tc amigo….
U noe wad? I really miz a lot of fwens…I miz those kind like bonding as a family…but actually we are just fwens…The only thing that I didn’t manage to get my goals in Rp is I unable to promote RPMCG to the Suria which is through Bahas…but somehow others sch noes abt us…like JCs,MI and a few madrasah… and another goal that I failed is to bring back a Gold medal for Selatra…haiz…I failed in these two arenas…Now if I were to compete silat again.. It looks weird coz DIDI tld me to play kelas G(75-80kg) with him to play for IVP…gosh….im in kelas E man…now lots of ppl have placed their class…some of them initially kelas H now play kelas F my old kelas which I won bronze…haiz…at that point of them,I could not be at least 70kg to play kelas F…haiz..but I just scrap through to win a bronze…Only these two I failed…and I think sampai sini sahaja perjuangan aku in dis club…I tried my best…it didn’t turn out wad I want but hopefully the next batch can help my dream lives on…U noe wad ?now my weight is 71kg sia..gosh...abes ar makin semangat lah badan aku nie...
Now I just need to focus on my own…a lot of things to be settle soon…tc amigo….
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
8:06 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
Woohoo...my $10,000 dollars pay cheque is coming up...hmm wad should do wif dis money ?
Clubbing ?nah...
Bina masjid kt indonesia 1k only...hmmm?
Kumpul duit for future use ?
Studies ?
Go arab for business trip ?
Umrah ?
Investment ?
buy house ?
Car?
Get a license first lah
hmmmm
ahakz....i will decide...
Clubbing ?nah...
Bina masjid kt indonesia 1k only...hmmm?
Kumpul duit for future use ?
Studies ?
Go arab for business trip ?
Umrah ?
Investment ?
buy house ?
Car?
Get a license first lah
hmmmm
ahakz....i will decide...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
7:05 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
To people who want to destroy me,
i dun mind if u want to destroy me, but dun touch my frens.
my frens are my frens.. they are nt ur feelings..So watever feelings you have, use them on me. not on my friends.
u have made them ur slaves... and turn their backs on me.
Because of these people, friendships will be lost and broken.
and some frens ada niat nk tlg me..good but end up tlg matikan my semangat instead of helping me get back to my original self.
Thanks ah eh..
now i noe who my true frens r.
i dun mind if u want to destroy me, but dun touch my frens.
my frens are my frens.. they are nt ur feelings..So watever feelings you have, use them on me. not on my friends.
u have made them ur slaves... and turn their backs on me.
Because of these people, friendships will be lost and broken.
and some frens ada niat nk tlg me..good but end up tlg matikan my semangat instead of helping me get back to my original self.
Thanks ah eh..
now i noe who my true frens r.
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:00 PM
The word is disappointed. thats just the word that i can say out how i feel.
Whats the use of hiding? in the end, it will cause so much pain and hurt. Why wait for so long to tell? Nabi teaches us all that we should be honest even though the truth maybe hurting. at least its clear and clean cut. "Benarkan diri anda, walaupun kebenaran itu pahit. lebih baik trus terang." Hiding all the time, it will only prolong the amount of pain and its not wrong to say the truth no matter what. at least it will not ruin a friendship or smth.. kenepe kene 2gu?pasal ni hiding2 ah, aku dah di tipu oleh pompan2. ape yg aku buat semua tak di hargai. im not appreciated at all. what do you think i am? a toy? haha,Suke mainkan perasan aku?tkpe.., its not to be considered.. NO, feelings tk penting nye.. tk penting. pls ah.. thats just ur own thinking ah. cuz u scared kene mrh kan? tu sbb ckp lmbt2 kan.. the hopes that you gave me, misled me and all. ape ni? asal ni? dulu, bukan main mesra, tapi skrg berubah dgn pantas skali..i am LAUGHING MY ASS OFF... and thats true... its so funny. tsk tsk. the small matter was made into a big thing because of who? siapa yg heboh2 kan ni? perkara kecik buat besar2, ingatkan ni pasar ke pe nk buat kecoh2?
now this big incident has made me realise one thing: true friends. I get that you two are trying to help. but its ok, i will heal but it will take time. just leave me alone and i will be ok. any further help wouldnt help because the situation wont change, it will still be the same. in fact, by metioning it again, it will make me even more worst. I get ur intentions but when i say its ok, then just leave me alone. True friends,i see only one or two stand out of the crowd. Hearing the story from her, everyone will think i am the bad guy. tkpela eh, aku sorg je org JAHAT, korg semua baik ah. korg pon terikut2 kene psycho. please ah, ape salah aku ni sampai kwn2 aku pon rasa aku sperti ape yg die ckp. pls ah eh.. Sila, makan lah kata2 die. silakan, jemput makan eh.. Kalau tak tau the whole story, baik diam2 sudah.. tkyah nk buang current..serious.. tk yah nk buang current. klakar seh. even eh, the one whom i called my blood brother do this to me. wah, thats disappointing seh. just disappointing. after all that i have done for you ah, this is what i get? this is the treatment i get from everyone?Still can ask me what's wrong with me some more? how long have you known me man.. you should know the answer ah.. and i just want to say thanks ah eh.. thanks.
Harap die tau ape kesilapan die dan semoga die blajar dari kesilapan tu. its not good to hurt people, bad things will happen.
im laughing alot at the stupidity and how ridiculous it is... its just too much? haha.. right back at your face. this is too much ah..who is the too much one now?
*too much has been seen, it has to be written..*
Whats the use of hiding? in the end, it will cause so much pain and hurt. Why wait for so long to tell? Nabi teaches us all that we should be honest even though the truth maybe hurting. at least its clear and clean cut. "Benarkan diri anda, walaupun kebenaran itu pahit. lebih baik trus terang." Hiding all the time, it will only prolong the amount of pain and its not wrong to say the truth no matter what. at least it will not ruin a friendship or smth.. kenepe kene 2gu?pasal ni hiding2 ah, aku dah di tipu oleh pompan2. ape yg aku buat semua tak di hargai. im not appreciated at all. what do you think i am? a toy? haha,Suke mainkan perasan aku?tkpe.., its not to be considered.. NO, feelings tk penting nye.. tk penting. pls ah.. thats just ur own thinking ah. cuz u scared kene mrh kan? tu sbb ckp lmbt2 kan.. the hopes that you gave me, misled me and all. ape ni? asal ni? dulu, bukan main mesra, tapi skrg berubah dgn pantas skali..i am LAUGHING MY ASS OFF... and thats true... its so funny. tsk tsk. the small matter was made into a big thing because of who? siapa yg heboh2 kan ni? perkara kecik buat besar2, ingatkan ni pasar ke pe nk buat kecoh2?
now this big incident has made me realise one thing: true friends. I get that you two are trying to help. but its ok, i will heal but it will take time. just leave me alone and i will be ok. any further help wouldnt help because the situation wont change, it will still be the same. in fact, by metioning it again, it will make me even more worst. I get ur intentions but when i say its ok, then just leave me alone. True friends,i see only one or two stand out of the crowd. Hearing the story from her, everyone will think i am the bad guy. tkpela eh, aku sorg je org JAHAT, korg semua baik ah. korg pon terikut2 kene psycho. please ah, ape salah aku ni sampai kwn2 aku pon rasa aku sperti ape yg die ckp. pls ah eh.. Sila, makan lah kata2 die. silakan, jemput makan eh.. Kalau tak tau the whole story, baik diam2 sudah.. tkyah nk buang current..serious.. tk yah nk buang current. klakar seh. even eh, the one whom i called my blood brother do this to me. wah, thats disappointing seh. just disappointing. after all that i have done for you ah, this is what i get? this is the treatment i get from everyone?Still can ask me what's wrong with me some more? how long have you known me man.. you should know the answer ah.. and i just want to say thanks ah eh.. thanks.
Harap die tau ape kesilapan die dan semoga die blajar dari kesilapan tu. its not good to hurt people, bad things will happen.
im laughing alot at the stupidity and how ridiculous it is... its just too much? haha.. right back at your face. this is too much ah..who is the too much one now?
*too much has been seen, it has to be written..*
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:02 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007
YES THIS IS TRUE N PROVEN.
i AGREE...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
10:02 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Dewi Cinta-Merah
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Kau bisa membuat aku
Jatuh cinta kepadamu
Hanya dengan senyumanmu...
Kau bisa mengoda aku
Dengan lirikan matamu
Engkau persis dewi cinta
Mengapa hatiku sering begini
Tiap kali memandangmu
Hati ku berkocak laju
Apakah ini namanya
Cinta pandangan pertama
Kau bawaku dalam syurga
Bila bersama mu
Gadis yg ku dambar kini di depan mata
Kau telah penuhi segala ciri-ciri
Izinkan diriku mendekati hatimu
tulusnya hati ini terhadapmu
Tak mungkin ku akan temui lagi
gadis seperti dirimu
kerana kau istimewa
kau satu dalam berjuta
yg menyinari hidupku
selama ini ku cari
kau dewi cinta
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Kau bisa membuat aku
Jatuh cinta kepadamu
Hanya dengan senyumanmu...
Kau bisa mengoda aku
Dengan lirikan matamu
Engkau persis dewi cinta
Mengapa hatiku sering begini
Tiap kali memandangmu
Hati ku berkocak laju
Apakah ini namanya
Cinta pandangan pertama
Kau bawaku dalam syurga
Bila bersama mu
Gadis yg ku dambar kini di depan mata
Kau telah penuhi segala ciri-ciri
Izinkan diriku mendekati hatimu
tulusnya hati ini terhadapmu
Tak mungkin ku akan temui lagi
gadis seperti dirimu
kerana kau istimewa
kau satu dalam berjuta
yg menyinari hidupku
selama ini ku cari
kau dewi cinta
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LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:40 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
heyo band of brothers of mine... just to tell u some history of me...a short one...to be honest wif u...i dunno wads the real intention i am born on dis Earth....If Hercules are born for the WAR OF TROY...den wads is the real reason for me to be Here...when im born...my mum is 38 n my dad is 42...a very huge different age gap for me...n doctors tld dat a women at a late age is not wise to give birth....coz THE CHILD WILL be DISABLED...coz Woman is mostly weak at that age...will not have an Egg after 40 yrs old...and i was thinking why my parents KIlls me instead at that point of time...I even asked my mum y ?...abeh tk kan nk buang ko tepi jln kan..da rezeki..hmm....on my FIRST day on Earth,an ambulance just arrive my hse and when my mum laid down the bed in the ambulance,im already see the world...i didnt manage to see a Doctor that time...My mum tld me it is so easy to give birth to me but was very difficult on im in her tummy...as i will always kicked hard in her tummy...got one time my mum was in pain due to my kicked kt tummy...hehe suka main bola suka silat apa tk suka tendang seh... But somehow i think I AM DISABLED ar...i Shld BE...but i dunno why MOUNT Elizabeth hospital help me not to...but still I have disabilities ar...In my love and feeling...sometimes my mind wont work well...so yup i have my own disabilities in me...thats the reason for me to live on this Earth...haiz..just syukur to HIS Gift...but i still dont understand why im here
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
8:24 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
Guess wad dudes,after watching 300…It reminds me of Troy most actors warriors are the same person except For Brad Pitt….So I bought this vcd Troy…skrg da susah nk carik lagi…luckily I found one…and I watch…I feel sad that in this movies teaches me a lot….a mixture of feelings: Power, Courage, Love and Sacrifice…Ppl goes to war coz of they want Power…they want to control…they want more land to conquer as Many as they could…but coz of Power cost a lot damage to be done…This story also tells me that Love is more powerful than Power…Girls made the situation more complicated in the movie. Like archilies, the woman who cared for him eventually had an impact on him because he fell in love with her despite his stubbornness and strong ability to fight. This just proves that no matter how strong you are, there are bound to be a small weakness in the person. Even they themselves cant make PEACE through it…Ppl Makes Mistake…No doubt…But sadly Small mistakes can cause Big trouble…To be a warrior in ANY sense it is not as Easy as u may think…It takes lots of prides, courage, dignity and strength…To me im not a warrior…coz I dun have all this…also Sacrifice plays the Biggest also… I am the useless person on this Earth…I create havoc…I create trouble…I make other ppl Sad for NO reason…
Many of my silat club team in sch chat wif me and saying they need me back ??Dk guys also wants me back….Im not good in these Malay cultural thingy…I m just a normal person right now…Wadeva I have learnt I will treasure and keep for myself…Wadeva glory I make is just PURELY luck…I have no skills and stuffs…To me Selatra are all Pendekars Pewira and Srikandis…Im not your Pendekar MuDa Selatra anymore…U guys shld be proud of urself who still strive for medals for sch to make the school proud
If u guys want to be OVERALL champ,prove the results…Dtg training on time…Get Ready…Be discipline…JGN BUAT PUAK2 dlm Selatra…Be As One…kalau korg mcm gini…I bet u 100% u guys are in Deep shit memalukan nama selatra…JGN Sangka skolah lain pun Slack as KITE…I warn u guys…lau nk mcm gini go ahead..u guys yg SUFFER…u guys jgk yg INJURED…not me….last yr 16 medals being TAKEN by Rp and mostly are from Seniors…which is 8 TIMES than the yr be4…so I LEAVE it to U guys..whether u guys nk achieve ke tk…adakah NUS IVP kali nie RP akan bertambah MAJU dan KUAT…or makin lembik dan lemau ? it depends on u…not me…not pendekar muda lagi…coz im not in it…I have to sacrifice right now…yes it is RuDe somehow I leave u guys..but to think abt it…I nid to focus more on myself Rite now…But when I am still Selatra…u guys dun even bother to listen to THE COACHES…dtg training nk tk nk…dtg 10 mins trg nak ABES pun baru sampai…baik jgn DTG…Personal relationship lah apa lah…KEJE LAh…to be honest with U…FIR AND ME sanggup TAU tk keje DEMI selatra walaupun kiter hidup susah…KITA have the SAME mindset and SPIRIT to bring glory to RP…and I always did the dirty stuffs...behind the curtains story stuffs smua...sygnye tk sampai Overall champ…and now FIR are still wif you…u shld thank him a lot…even DIDI also…still train u guys tau…walaupun They are No LONGER a RP students…still have the burning spirit to help u guys…kiter leh tlg but lau diri sendiri tk nk tlg themselves den HoW ??bila Abes cik mail trg je smua cabut gi toilet Mandi…equipments biarkan…mcm ADA MAID nk gi angkatkan after korg nye training…MATtress TK nk siapkan SIANG2…den tell me ar how ? I almost give up selatra ar…which I think I did now…
A good fwen of mine told me dis for me “telah berfirman allah Swt, bahawa setiap yang menyedihkan akan diberi kegembiraan” and “a warrior lost a thousand battle before he wins all “ and he tld me not to give up in Selatra n life…some others tld me till when ko nk jadi mcm gini ??gd question but I have no answer… hey.. juz bcuz of what happen, dun let the whole world collapse on you juz like that.. pendekar mcm gini ke? no worries.. am juz surprised ya reacting this way Bro.. ya juz not you
and another one he tld me is this…
“gals will not know what they have till u lose it”
Many of my silat club team in sch chat wif me and saying they need me back ??Dk guys also wants me back….Im not good in these Malay cultural thingy…I m just a normal person right now…Wadeva I have learnt I will treasure and keep for myself…Wadeva glory I make is just PURELY luck…I have no skills and stuffs…To me Selatra are all Pendekars Pewira and Srikandis…Im not your Pendekar MuDa Selatra anymore…U guys shld be proud of urself who still strive for medals for sch to make the school proud
If u guys want to be OVERALL champ,prove the results…Dtg training on time…Get Ready…Be discipline…JGN BUAT PUAK2 dlm Selatra…Be As One…kalau korg mcm gini…I bet u 100% u guys are in Deep shit memalukan nama selatra…JGN Sangka skolah lain pun Slack as KITE…I warn u guys…lau nk mcm gini go ahead..u guys yg SUFFER…u guys jgk yg INJURED…not me….last yr 16 medals being TAKEN by Rp and mostly are from Seniors…which is 8 TIMES than the yr be4…so I LEAVE it to U guys..whether u guys nk achieve ke tk…adakah NUS IVP kali nie RP akan bertambah MAJU dan KUAT…or makin lembik dan lemau ? it depends on u…not me…not pendekar muda lagi…coz im not in it…I have to sacrifice right now…yes it is RuDe somehow I leave u guys..but to think abt it…I nid to focus more on myself Rite now…But when I am still Selatra…u guys dun even bother to listen to THE COACHES…dtg training nk tk nk…dtg 10 mins trg nak ABES pun baru sampai…baik jgn DTG…Personal relationship lah apa lah…KEJE LAh…to be honest with U…FIR AND ME sanggup TAU tk keje DEMI selatra walaupun kiter hidup susah…KITA have the SAME mindset and SPIRIT to bring glory to RP…and I always did the dirty stuffs...behind the curtains story stuffs smua...sygnye tk sampai Overall champ…and now FIR are still wif you…u shld thank him a lot…even DIDI also…still train u guys tau…walaupun They are No LONGER a RP students…still have the burning spirit to help u guys…kiter leh tlg but lau diri sendiri tk nk tlg themselves den HoW ??bila Abes cik mail trg je smua cabut gi toilet Mandi…equipments biarkan…mcm ADA MAID nk gi angkatkan after korg nye training…MATtress TK nk siapkan SIANG2…den tell me ar how ? I almost give up selatra ar…which I think I did now…
A good fwen of mine told me dis for me “telah berfirman allah Swt, bahawa setiap yang menyedihkan akan diberi kegembiraan” and “a warrior lost a thousand battle before he wins all “ and he tld me not to give up in Selatra n life…some others tld me till when ko nk jadi mcm gini ??gd question but I have no answer… hey.. juz bcuz of what happen, dun let the whole world collapse on you juz like that.. pendekar mcm gini ke? no worries.. am juz surprised ya reacting this way Bro.. ya juz not you
and another one he tld me is this…
“gals will not know what they have till u lose it”
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:51 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
hey yo baby...how u guys doing ?hope u all doing great...u noe wad? yesterday i bumped into a train and out of nowhere someone tegur my name..."Asri" i was looking for a while at this person and figure it out who is he ? Then i silent for a while and i shake hand with him....den i ask him ko nie sape ar ? Then he replied..."aku lah shahrizal" den i was like omg he is my old fwen and he is 1 yr younger den me...lol..her elder sister was in my class to in my primary sch...the 2nd best class in my primary sch...and when im in secondary sch i was also in the 2nd best class..lolx...cuma rp je tk....coz poly terlalu byk class...u noe wad...his change makin tembam...his actual features are still there...and he is tall..den catch up some things ar coz i noe her sister was in MI school and den went to US for her degree...den i ask him "ko skrg buat apa?"aku tgh nk tgu NS r aku pun baru balik dari US blajar...i was like OMG ppl are moving...and why the hell im still stuck in dis complicated country full of mats n minahs...hehe..no offence....den he ask me ko mcm mana tgh buat apa? i tld him straightforward coz im dat sort of person so im telling him i left with 4 mths den aku trus masuk ns jgk....school syg sgt kt aku tu sbb tk nk kasi aku graduate siang2..." den i tld him ar aku kena repeat 1 more module je actually da leh graduate...so ya....cut it short..den he ask me "ko masih agi eh minat chelsea?" den i say yup...coz he was in da same primary sch bus as me till we both finish sch..hehe...da besar2 pun pun kai school bus...ahakz....apa nk buat...keluarga tercinta syg nah kt aku...hehe...risau number 1...den dier tld me dis ar..."eh muka ko masih mcm dulu eh? tk berubah...mcm primary2 sch look pun masih ada...ahakz.." den i tld him "biase lah baby face look cuma makin gelap je kata natural Athlete tu sbb makin gelap je..."...dlm hati padahal2...coz he noes ar im in sch team for soccer for 2 yrs and also sepak takraw...hehe...my malay club in sch pun nama naik coz of some competition i took...den we laugh ar remember the past kt primary sch smua...den exchange number n stuff...
today,as usual dari rumah gi jogging sampai east coast..this time rd me ngn my abg ipar increase the speed and intensity...alamak sampai rumah tk jejak kul 7 sia...start kul 5.30....n guess wad...slalu i cant sleep until 4am...den today i wake up nearly 3pm..gosh...nk kata manusia da mcm ba alip ba ye....nk kata tk mcm ba alip ba ye...fit leh lari smua...lolx...den sampai je bawah blok..i tegur my abg ipar ar..."abg fendy sal ar my leg mcm2 muscles smua da kuar..den he also show off his leg muscles ar...da mcm model abg2 fit plak while waiting the lift to open...wakakaka...but shiok ar lari den endurance perseverance smua really testing me...den tgk org buat pit budak lawa2 lek2 kt tepi...buat keje bodoh free show smua...hehe...lantak korg ar...janji da tua tk dpt penyakit sua....den my abg ipar tld me dis...org yg slalu gi jogging tk mudah nmpk tua...true enuf...anothre quote he says to me...lau kiter ckp pun jadi perbualan org...lau kiter tk ckp pun jadi perbualan org... Well i could say it is true also...mulut org tk kan kiter nk kunci..biar lah...
tc adioz
today,as usual dari rumah gi jogging sampai east coast..this time rd me ngn my abg ipar increase the speed and intensity...alamak sampai rumah tk jejak kul 7 sia...start kul 5.30....n guess wad...slalu i cant sleep until 4am...den today i wake up nearly 3pm..gosh...nk kata manusia da mcm ba alip ba ye....nk kata tk mcm ba alip ba ye...fit leh lari smua...lolx...den sampai je bawah blok..i tegur my abg ipar ar..."abg fendy sal ar my leg mcm2 muscles smua da kuar..den he also show off his leg muscles ar...da mcm model abg2 fit plak while waiting the lift to open...wakakaka...but shiok ar lari den endurance perseverance smua really testing me...den tgk org buat pit budak lawa2 lek2 kt tepi...buat keje bodoh free show smua...hehe...lantak korg ar...janji da tua tk dpt penyakit sua....den my abg ipar tld me dis...org yg slalu gi jogging tk mudah nmpk tua...true enuf...anothre quote he says to me...lau kiter ckp pun jadi perbualan org...lau kiter tk ckp pun jadi perbualan org... Well i could say it is true also...mulut org tk kan kiter nk kunci..biar lah...
tc adioz
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
7:18 PM
hey yo...i can sense that my spirits are coming back to me...I feel alive for a short while coz one of my finest blood bro in my company is helping me out...I tld him to work with me...not under company...i dun wish to tell u guys y coz some incidents happen...Furthermore,im still schooling so he can help me out...I appreciate ur help man..seriusly,at first although i noe u as a fwen in Poly Forum 2005...simply u the best fwen i met...when im down,he is there to help...and when we succeed,we achieve together...same goes to Fir...he is there but i dun want him to feel sad for me...n even every single soul out there plz dun feel sorry or sad for me...seriously i dun beg for ur pity towards me...
Yesterday i decided to return my library book at bugis...so i took a train n guess wad...i saw my last ex wearing a spaghetti strap n jeans...i dun mind wadeva piece of shit she wearing but im shocked that she got a tattoo on her right arm...gosh...i think she saw me but she kinda hide n run away...well u better be because i am mad at ya...simply said,she cheated my money lah...i dun think she gonna pay me back...biar lah...seriusly i hate liars....if u nid my help,i dun mind to help but dun ever lie...if u say u want to pinjam make sure u return it back...if tk nk return den dun say pinjam ar..just say i nid this2...kan bagus tk ya hide2... tk permainkan perasaan org...come on slalunye dis thing happen in gals...sorry gals no offence im just stating it...
once i got extra business acct,im going to give my fwens n form a team...once a team is being made,i push it to the biggest,fiercest team that no other company would ever see...i think i would just tap another global market hopefully with Allah's permission,i am able to do that...My spirits are back...so does me...hopefully,my bad recent things that happen to me...i wont be sad...although it hurts but i already expect these things to happen...Wad i nid now God is my strength and die-hard mentality...
btw i miz silat BAHAS so much...woohoo..bahas is always in me sia..so does silat..i think i can make wonders again dis yr...ivp or BAHAS 4PM ...but i have to sacrifice...haiz so sian man...just 4 mths and dats it..im done...i feel sad that i have to do this..i had no choice...it is like ppl had no choice to leave me there alone and die...the same mentality....i have done so much in my CCA clubs..i think it is good to give others the chance...also in a way,i want to hide myself too from not lettting ppl to know me coz im sick of wad incidents had happen to me recently...that makes me feel unappreciated...
Yesterday i decided to return my library book at bugis...so i took a train n guess wad...i saw my last ex wearing a spaghetti strap n jeans...i dun mind wadeva piece of shit she wearing but im shocked that she got a tattoo on her right arm...gosh...i think she saw me but she kinda hide n run away...well u better be because i am mad at ya...simply said,she cheated my money lah...i dun think she gonna pay me back...biar lah...seriusly i hate liars....if u nid my help,i dun mind to help but dun ever lie...if u say u want to pinjam make sure u return it back...if tk nk return den dun say pinjam ar..just say i nid this2...kan bagus tk ya hide2... tk permainkan perasaan org...come on slalunye dis thing happen in gals...sorry gals no offence im just stating it...
once i got extra business acct,im going to give my fwens n form a team...once a team is being made,i push it to the biggest,fiercest team that no other company would ever see...i think i would just tap another global market hopefully with Allah's permission,i am able to do that...My spirits are back...so does me...hopefully,my bad recent things that happen to me...i wont be sad...although it hurts but i already expect these things to happen...Wad i nid now God is my strength and die-hard mentality...
btw i miz silat BAHAS so much...woohoo..bahas is always in me sia..so does silat..i think i can make wonders again dis yr...ivp or BAHAS 4PM ...but i have to sacrifice...haiz so sian man...just 4 mths and dats it..im done...i feel sad that i have to do this..i had no choice...it is like ppl had no choice to leave me there alone and die...the same mentality....i have done so much in my CCA clubs..i think it is good to give others the chance...also in a way,i want to hide myself too from not lettting ppl to know me coz im sick of wad incidents had happen to me recently...that makes me feel unappreciated...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
3:55 AM
Friday, March 16, 2007
I just watch 300..it is damn good show...I respect Spartanz...I respect the king...even though the King make a Weird decision...it is meant to be good...thats reflects me...sometimes ppl might not like me coz of wad decision i make coz of wad action i take...but actually deep down those action n words it is meant to be good..Lately ive been dumped...tc enjoy ur day...adioz
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:04 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
First of all,i would to thank all who making me like dis...Thank God for the things u gave to me including Pain...Thank for those who makes me feel uneasy,miserable and suffer...
Berbuat baik berpada-pada,buat jahat jgn skali...i try to break dis rule and I FAILED...y on earth kiter kena buat baik berpada2...y? salah ke kiter bebuat baik selalu ?ada kah ia dosa ?ada kah ia menyakiti hati org lain ? i feel sad ar...due to dis add more my pain...tkpelah what i can say all the best and hope they can get their Mr Right or Miss Right...after so much knowing lots of gals,its all the da same thing...nothing much different...even a unique one can hurts you apa ntah lagi org biase...now,i just focus on myself,parents n career...I promise to Allah aku tk kan kenali wanita lagi and tk nk ada hubungan ngn kaum Hawa...tk cukup ar kena racun mereka and also aku da give up n mls...lau terbukak balik,terbukak lah hati aku nie...
I always like walking in the rain...coz no one noes I am actually crying...no one can see my sincere tears...but dis time rd im not shocked..and the pain da mcm lali ngn aku...da biase it is common already in my whole life...Im glad ar Tuhan make me dis way and the pains smua...i am thinking wads the next pain i will get from HIM...
A blood fwen of mine told me dis...Pain is temporary...Pride is forever...i got no comment...it is just that im sad depressed alot...senang ckp ar the feeling is like there is no use for me to stay on living in this world...
Wadeva it is i want to prove to them who am i,i want to make them regret for wadeva actions they make so far...by proving the success in me...bukan niat utk berdendam...cuma niat utk membangkitkan diriku ini that im not worthless....
Berbuat baik berpada-pada,buat jahat jgn skali...i try to break dis rule and I FAILED...y on earth kiter kena buat baik berpada2...y? salah ke kiter bebuat baik selalu ?ada kah ia dosa ?ada kah ia menyakiti hati org lain ? i feel sad ar...due to dis add more my pain...tkpelah what i can say all the best and hope they can get their Mr Right or Miss Right...after so much knowing lots of gals,its all the da same thing...nothing much different...even a unique one can hurts you apa ntah lagi org biase...now,i just focus on myself,parents n career...I promise to Allah aku tk kan kenali wanita lagi and tk nk ada hubungan ngn kaum Hawa...tk cukup ar kena racun mereka and also aku da give up n mls...lau terbukak balik,terbukak lah hati aku nie...
I always like walking in the rain...coz no one noes I am actually crying...no one can see my sincere tears...but dis time rd im not shocked..and the pain da mcm lali ngn aku...da biase it is common already in my whole life...Im glad ar Tuhan make me dis way and the pains smua...i am thinking wads the next pain i will get from HIM...
A blood fwen of mine told me dis...Pain is temporary...Pride is forever...i got no comment...it is just that im sad depressed alot...senang ckp ar the feeling is like there is no use for me to stay on living in this world...
Wadeva it is i want to prove to them who am i,i want to make them regret for wadeva actions they make so far...by proving the success in me...bukan niat utk berdendam...cuma niat utk membangkitkan diriku ini that im not worthless....
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
7:18 PM
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Biarkan Ia pergi-Slam
Sejarah yg dulu
tak mungkin berulang kembali
Bukan maksudku membiar dirimu
Dalam penantian cinta tanpa nokhtanya
Dulu pernah kau bertanya
Bagaimana kesudahannya
Biarpun terluka melafas kata-kata
Namun ku terpaksa
Biarkan ia pergi
Jangan di kesalkan
Tuhan lebih bererti
Apa yang disuratkan
Lupa saja diriku
Seperti biase kau lakukan dahulu
Walau segunung rindu
Terbuku dihatimu
Tak mungkin kembali
Cinta yg telah pergi
Lupakan saja diriku
seperti biasa yg kau lakukan dahulu
Mungkin bukan dsini hatimu
Yg cuba tuk menyatakan
Kekurangan karna ku sudari
Terlalu mudahnya kau lupa
Pada janji-janji
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Biarkan Ia pergi-Slam
Sejarah yg dulu
tak mungkin berulang kembali
Bukan maksudku membiar dirimu
Dalam penantian cinta tanpa nokhtanya
Dulu pernah kau bertanya
Bagaimana kesudahannya
Biarpun terluka melafas kata-kata
Namun ku terpaksa
Biarkan ia pergi
Jangan di kesalkan
Tuhan lebih bererti
Apa yang disuratkan
Lupa saja diriku
Seperti biase kau lakukan dahulu
Walau segunung rindu
Terbuku dihatimu
Tak mungkin kembali
Cinta yg telah pergi
Lupakan saja diriku
seperti biasa yg kau lakukan dahulu
Mungkin bukan dsini hatimu
Yg cuba tuk menyatakan
Kekurangan karna ku sudari
Terlalu mudahnya kau lupa
Pada janji-janji
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LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
3:59 PM
**********Kurnia*************
Terlukis hakikat insani
dari tinta lautan jiwa
Satu penzahiran rasa jelas dimata
Satu lakonan di pentas dunia
Lukisan yang tidak berbingkai
Dan bahasa yg tak ternilai
Kita renangi bersama lautan nikmat
Sampai ke pulau segala keramat
Pabila kiter pulang
dendangkan lagu kasih sayang
Hilangkan keraguan
Terangkan kegelapan
Apa yang ada dilangit dan bumi
Adalah satu curahan cinta kita
Tak terperi
Aku hanya menumpang kasih melihat keindahan
Menjamah ke bahagian
Dan berterima kasih atas kurnia
Yang tk terhingga
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Terlukis hakikat insani
dari tinta lautan jiwa
Satu penzahiran rasa jelas dimata
Satu lakonan di pentas dunia
Lukisan yang tidak berbingkai
Dan bahasa yg tak ternilai
Kita renangi bersama lautan nikmat
Sampai ke pulau segala keramat
Pabila kiter pulang
dendangkan lagu kasih sayang
Hilangkan keraguan
Terangkan kegelapan
Apa yang ada dilangit dan bumi
Adalah satu curahan cinta kita
Tak terperi
Aku hanya menumpang kasih melihat keindahan
Menjamah ke bahagian
Dan berterima kasih atas kurnia
Yang tk terhingga
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LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:37 PM
heyo fwens of me.....haiz...i dunno where to start...im feeling sad and thankful at last i manage to found the answer of why i feel uneasy lately sampai tk leh tdo and so on..but i wont tell u the answer here...just to intro u guys abt me...I hate gals alot...im anti-gal person...to me gals are like pest...dats was be4...till the age of 16 i got to know the 1st woman...whom happen to be my 1st ex...she is 24 that time...i was 16..she is a policewoman,has a car too...family all ok...out of sudden my own bro coz us to break up...we didnt manage to go on date...didnt manage to see her...always plan to me but end up she is bz wif her duty and when she is free im bz wif my o levels..now im going to 20...after dis 4 yrs.. i noe thousands of woman/gals....i dunno why my heart suddenly open up to know gals whom i not used to...u can ask those who noes me in my pri sch...my sec sch fwen...they tld me asri is a quiet most decent alim guy...coz of 1 thing that make me dun want to noe woman is...kerana wanita,manusia dilahirkan di dunia bukan di syurga lagi...and 2ndly wanita ada racun to me...I find it in a way it is true...if i love that gal so much...even to the extent i help her,i showered her care and concern to her...but she doesnt care abt me...doesnt give the same love as how i give to her...it hurts me alot...seriously speaking i almost give up in LOVE...the word MISS i couldnt believe anymore...i feel sad...
Sometimes i got to admit im a lil bit possessive but why im feelin dis way is because i care abt u alot...even to the extent although we are have no relation at all i quit my own enjoying life like sheesha...i had been sheesha long time ago...happen to be A gal tld me....i wont mention her name...tld me to stop...im shocked and ask back why...i mean i dun sheesha always...not like smoking...and the best part she replies me is" I m concern..but if u did sheesha it means u nvr care 4 me...coz u nvr care 4 urself"
Seriouly i swear to God...im touched and speechless....Back to my possessive story...i just want the best in U...i dun want u to be like me stay back if u fail another module...i dun want to get bad influence...i just want u to be the best...dats all...maybe u hate me for now...but actually i got niat yg baik...i noe u can manage ur time well...i noe it is ur interest...i noe it is a Seni...not doubt..i got to agree but plz...if u fall sick,how ?if u are tired,how ?u can focus in ur studies ?If i can listen to u,y cant u? lau u sakit means u dun care 4 urself...like wad u tld me...i dun mind u dance and go ahead wif ur interest but plz take care of urself...true my fwen tld me apa salahnye dier dance?yup mmg tk salah...but it is good if the one that u like entertain for ppl?
I put an example if happen to be u like dis gal kt Club...and she is a hostess in dat club...will u feel happy ?secure ?comfortable? where she is layan all wad the guys want and she can just say dat she is working...mmg easy money...dats wad my last ex tld me too...but plz ar...dlm dunia nie nk carik rezeki mana2 ada...biar lah carik yg halal...jgn pandang rendah atau hina org keje sapu sampah itu sedangkan dier pandang mulia di sisi Tuhan...To me,dance is for small kids...coz they are young and nice...but for teenager?woman ? to me tk kena n tk elok...i just feel upset..yup mmg it is a hobby...den u just go ahead wif it..i dun mind at all..it is just dat i feel sad...I feel sad in the way that she changed totally...it is not her whom i noe be4..whom i like be4...even to the extent she is like keeping away/a distant from me...i dun mind u doing that..it is my bad and i feel terribly sad but plz u shld not hide urself...if u hide how on earth am i suppose to know??plz dun add pain in my heart...Jus tell me the truth...im not mad at ya...i like ppl who is saying the truth...One word the situation i m now is sad...dats all...hope she understand me more...and i dun mind if she doesnt want me anymore in her life...who am i to her and who am i to force her to do which she dun like....i cant stop her..haiz...dats for now adioz take care...
Sometimes i got to admit im a lil bit possessive but why im feelin dis way is because i care abt u alot...even to the extent although we are have no relation at all i quit my own enjoying life like sheesha...i had been sheesha long time ago...happen to be A gal tld me....i wont mention her name...tld me to stop...im shocked and ask back why...i mean i dun sheesha always...not like smoking...and the best part she replies me is" I m concern..but if u did sheesha it means u nvr care 4 me...coz u nvr care 4 urself"
Seriouly i swear to God...im touched and speechless....Back to my possessive story...i just want the best in U...i dun want u to be like me stay back if u fail another module...i dun want to get bad influence...i just want u to be the best...dats all...maybe u hate me for now...but actually i got niat yg baik...i noe u can manage ur time well...i noe it is ur interest...i noe it is a Seni...not doubt..i got to agree but plz...if u fall sick,how ?if u are tired,how ?u can focus in ur studies ?If i can listen to u,y cant u? lau u sakit means u dun care 4 urself...like wad u tld me...i dun mind u dance and go ahead wif ur interest but plz take care of urself...true my fwen tld me apa salahnye dier dance?yup mmg tk salah...but it is good if the one that u like entertain for ppl?
I put an example if happen to be u like dis gal kt Club...and she is a hostess in dat club...will u feel happy ?secure ?comfortable? where she is layan all wad the guys want and she can just say dat she is working...mmg easy money...dats wad my last ex tld me too...but plz ar...dlm dunia nie nk carik rezeki mana2 ada...biar lah carik yg halal...jgn pandang rendah atau hina org keje sapu sampah itu sedangkan dier pandang mulia di sisi Tuhan...To me,dance is for small kids...coz they are young and nice...but for teenager?woman ? to me tk kena n tk elok...i just feel upset..yup mmg it is a hobby...den u just go ahead wif it..i dun mind at all..it is just dat i feel sad...I feel sad in the way that she changed totally...it is not her whom i noe be4..whom i like be4...even to the extent she is like keeping away/a distant from me...i dun mind u doing that..it is my bad and i feel terribly sad but plz u shld not hide urself...if u hide how on earth am i suppose to know??plz dun add pain in my heart...Jus tell me the truth...im not mad at ya...i like ppl who is saying the truth...One word the situation i m now is sad...dats all...hope she understand me more...and i dun mind if she doesnt want me anymore in her life...who am i to her and who am i to force her to do which she dun like....i cant stop her..haiz...dats for now adioz take care...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
1:47 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Credits lirik From Merah-My fren's band
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Pernahkah engkau rasakan hidup sendirian
tanpa sesiap yg peduli
begitulah diriku,hidup tanpa kasih
tak mengenali asal usul ku
Sekian lama aku begini
membesar tanpa kasih sayangmu...ooh..ooh
Milik siapakah aku,tolonglah akui
terimahlah diriku kembali
mungkin kerana diriku serba tak sempurna
menyebabkan kau membuang aku
Sekian lama aku begini
membesar tanpa kasih sayangmu
Apakah salahku,apakah dosa-dosaku
Mengapa engkau membuang aku dari kecil dulu
Dimana kah kamu,igini sekali ku temu
Tuhan tunjukanlah sebenarnya siapakah aku...
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Pernahkah engkau rasakan hidup sendirian
tanpa sesiap yg peduli
begitulah diriku,hidup tanpa kasih
tak mengenali asal usul ku
Sekian lama aku begini
membesar tanpa kasih sayangmu...ooh..ooh
Milik siapakah aku,tolonglah akui
terimahlah diriku kembali
mungkin kerana diriku serba tak sempurna
menyebabkan kau membuang aku
Sekian lama aku begini
membesar tanpa kasih sayangmu
Apakah salahku,apakah dosa-dosaku
Mengapa engkau membuang aku dari kecil dulu
Dimana kah kamu,igini sekali ku temu
Tuhan tunjukanlah sebenarnya siapakah aku...
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LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
8:07 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i meet my old secondary fwen n we lepak as usual after work...n i just got home...den we get in touch and basically we share abt life,sch n others...i analyze that all my old fwens...90% percent are daring,da buat mcm2...which is not nice to say it here...and hanyut...but den skrg dorg da ok ar...da insaf pun ada...which is good...i think of all my fwens...im the most decent baik person and fwen to them ar....i dun say i didnt make any sin or bad...i do... dun get me Wrong..but tk sampai to the extent like most teenagers do now...so cut it short..my fwens ask me ko skrg tkde matair kepe ? i silent for a while n say no...den i ask them back ko mcm mana ?da de matair ? dorg pun ckp tak...baru break...now dorg is aiming for the WANITA MELAYU TERAKHIR....which is like TOTALLY ALMOST EXTINCT i got to agree with them.i would say ar...skrg melayu wanita kebykan dilabel apa ?minah ? ada muka vintage? muka heritage?kepala dua muka ? bermcm2 muka da dorg pun da jumpa...al kisah...pendek kan citer...i dun say there is no wanita melayu baik..There is.but lau ikutkan percentage bape?Also,tk semestinye wanita tk baik tu tkde ehsan mulia dlm diri nya...tentu ADA...dan sama juga lau wanita baik tu tk kan tkde keburukan dlm dirinya...cuma wanita nie senang terpengaruh...tu sbb Hawa adalah mangsa Iblis..dan hingga kini Iblis menguasai kelemahan manusia utk menyesatkan manusia KERANA IBLIS tetap BERDENDAM ngn kita smua...Kerana Manusia lah membuat Iblis diHALAU,DISERET,DIPANDANG Hina DAN diBuang dari SYURGA....dan lelaki plak suka terDgr kata2 wanita...apa nk buat da Lumrah manusia
Rasul pernah lihat di neraka ramai wanita dari lelaki....
However,im wondering also...nape di masjid di kelas2 agama ramai pelajar ada wanita berbanding ngn lelaki...nie kenyataan yg benar...
Tetapi wanita pun satu suka nah gossip,mengumpat...Antara mengumpat ngn Berzina...tanye lah ustaz mana2 lah...dosa mana yg paling besar dan dibenci....
Pertama ustaz tu akan berkata...dua2 adalah dosa besar dan lau boleh elakkan
tanye sekali agi...
Ustaz tu akan menjawab jawapan yg sama
Tanye buat kali ketiga..
Dia akan pasti berjawab Mengumpat dosanya lebih berat dari Berzina malah lebih besar...dan bagus lau dielakkan...
ingin tahu kenapa ??
Terbuang ckp misal kata lah...lau manusia berzina,dier hanya buat dosa ngn Tuhan dan ia tetap dosa besar tetapi Allah maha Pengampun .
Abeh kalau kiter buat dosa ngn manusia mcm mana fwen ? mengumpat buat cerita yg bukan2? dosa satu mmg ada..dosa kepada manusia da kira 2 kali tau.. Jika seseorg tu(A)mengumpat si (B),segala dosa nya yg ada dlm si (B) akan diberi kepada si (A) kerana dier mengumpat (B) dan segala pahala yg ada si (A) akan diberi kepada (B)...
Dari sini pasti adil...kerana Allah maha Adil...kalah org yg diumpat tu tk maafkan si pengumpat...slamat je lah si pengumpat tu...
I read this book...Allah cipta manusia ada sbb2nya...Allah membuat neraka Hanya utk Menakut manusia...lau kiter renungi semula...lau Allah cipta manusia tk kan dier nk campak kiter kt dlm neraka....logic tk ? seolah2 dier buang current dan usahanya utk mencipta manusia...Apa yg betul2 UNIK ttg manusia ialah akal fikiran iaitu minda.
Ciri2 wanita melayu sebenarnya simple...tk complicated...mcm agama ISLAM...Islam is simple but ppl make it complicated...Islam tk menyusahkan org...malah org yg menyusahkan dirinya sendiri..
1.KeSOPANaN...ramai wanita da byk kurang ajar jgk
2.Lemah-lembut apabila melayani manusia
3.baik.
4Cantik. lau skrg istilah vogue?
5Manis.
6. Menawan
7.Ayu berseri
8.PEMALU....ramai wanita skrg jgn ckp ar sendiri je tau...
9.If possible memakai tudung menutup aurat...lau melayu tu org Islam
Jgn terkejut iye...ada melayu tk islam....dan tk semestinye org tk kai tudung tu bukan Muslim...so ya for those who dunno me yet...jgn lah buruk sangka...tkde niat nk sakit atau lukakan MANA2 Pihak...for those who noes me,they understand well.Itu sbb ramai sangka kan aku jahat n MCM2 rumours ar i heard so far...lagi2 di Poly nie...haiz im the kind of person that sape buat jahat or carik psl...i'll make sure i give back apa jahat dier buat kat aku 10 times more than that...my old buddies noe me well...jus that dun ever test me ar...and jgn lah sangka buruk terhadap manusia...thats not the right way...if the person is nice to me,i will be 10 times nicer back to the person...
I was thinking maybe i found the wanita melayu terakhir...or maybe most of the criteria...but im not that confident whether i will get her or not...lau jodoh tk kan lari ke mana...so ya...
Rasul pernah lihat di neraka ramai wanita dari lelaki....
However,im wondering also...nape di masjid di kelas2 agama ramai pelajar ada wanita berbanding ngn lelaki...nie kenyataan yg benar...
Tetapi wanita pun satu suka nah gossip,mengumpat...Antara mengumpat ngn Berzina...tanye lah ustaz mana2 lah...dosa mana yg paling besar dan dibenci....
Pertama ustaz tu akan berkata...dua2 adalah dosa besar dan lau boleh elakkan
tanye sekali agi...
Ustaz tu akan menjawab jawapan yg sama
Tanye buat kali ketiga..
Dia akan pasti berjawab Mengumpat dosanya lebih berat dari Berzina malah lebih besar...dan bagus lau dielakkan...
ingin tahu kenapa ??
Terbuang ckp misal kata lah...lau manusia berzina,dier hanya buat dosa ngn Tuhan dan ia tetap dosa besar tetapi Allah maha Pengampun .
Abeh kalau kiter buat dosa ngn manusia mcm mana fwen ? mengumpat buat cerita yg bukan2? dosa satu mmg ada..dosa kepada manusia da kira 2 kali tau.. Jika seseorg tu(A)mengumpat si (B),segala dosa nya yg ada dlm si (B) akan diberi kepada si (A) kerana dier mengumpat (B) dan segala pahala yg ada si (A) akan diberi kepada (B)...
Dari sini pasti adil...kerana Allah maha Adil...kalah org yg diumpat tu tk maafkan si pengumpat...slamat je lah si pengumpat tu...
I read this book...Allah cipta manusia ada sbb2nya...Allah membuat neraka Hanya utk Menakut manusia...lau kiter renungi semula...lau Allah cipta manusia tk kan dier nk campak kiter kt dlm neraka....logic tk ? seolah2 dier buang current dan usahanya utk mencipta manusia...Apa yg betul2 UNIK ttg manusia ialah akal fikiran iaitu minda.
Ciri2 wanita melayu sebenarnya simple...tk complicated...mcm agama ISLAM...Islam is simple but ppl make it complicated...Islam tk menyusahkan org...malah org yg menyusahkan dirinya sendiri..
1.KeSOPANaN...ramai wanita da byk kurang ajar jgk
2.Lemah-lembut apabila melayani manusia
3.baik.
4Cantik. lau skrg istilah vogue?
5Manis.
6. Menawan
7.Ayu berseri
8.PEMALU....ramai wanita skrg jgn ckp ar sendiri je tau...
9.If possible memakai tudung menutup aurat...lau melayu tu org Islam
Jgn terkejut iye...ada melayu tk islam....dan tk semestinye org tk kai tudung tu bukan Muslim...so ya for those who dunno me yet...jgn lah buruk sangka...tkde niat nk sakit atau lukakan MANA2 Pihak...for those who noes me,they understand well.Itu sbb ramai sangka kan aku jahat n MCM2 rumours ar i heard so far...lagi2 di Poly nie...haiz im the kind of person that sape buat jahat or carik psl...i'll make sure i give back apa jahat dier buat kat aku 10 times more than that...my old buddies noe me well...jus that dun ever test me ar...and jgn lah sangka buruk terhadap manusia...thats not the right way...if the person is nice to me,i will be 10 times nicer back to the person...
I was thinking maybe i found the wanita melayu terakhir...or maybe most of the criteria...but im not that confident whether i will get her or not...lau jodoh tk kan lari ke mana...so ya...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:08 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
well elo peepz....today nothing much happen to me...went for a jog wif my brother-in-law from my hse till east coast...hafway he tell me to go first den wait me at mac...it took me 30 min for me to reach there...it is like 7km i would say??im not sure but it is quite a few distance ...while he sprinting in da end...at first he said he pancet...lol...veteran person wad do ya expect man...respect...I keep in touch wif my fwen in bahas...org nie popular ar in sg...smua dier pandai in seni...u name it she can do everything...can dance,can act,can dikir barat,can sing,can be a model..haha kt bahas camp tu pun kes darurat i would say ar...n ya not to mention she can debate n pantun...mcm2 ar...serba boleh tul...kalahkan aku sia...maybe silat n sports je menang...ahakz...den chat2 as usual..talking abt sch and stuffs and she gives me a good quote i would say..."setiap dugaan tu membawa kita kepada iman yg lebih tebal" den came to my attention abt wad have happen to me recently..so yup...that's about all...take care peepz
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
2:29 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Against all odds...im not putting any high hopes on anyone or anything...prove me wrong and im going to show you guys that im proving u guys wrong if there is....adioz
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
1:01 PM
hey yo...i dunno wads actually im feeling right now...probably i feel lost...so yup...nothing much to update just went to shop books to get myself prepared for my own future career.Probably u might be wondering y i feel lost...heh...wad else lah...abt gals also...nah i wont tell much in depth into this...it is just that when im single,there is no one that disturb my life...but when i aiming someone or into r/s,there are like a few disturbance here and there...you may also experience this at times...but hell wadeva it is,it depends on the individu and desire on the person and how much does the person wants it.If you have strong mentality n not easily give up,then this will not be an issue.So now,it depends on me...but i will put this aside...i will be more priortize on myself now...studies career first...sometimes yup i got to agree I feel lonely at times..but i got to get use to this...so ya...btw this lirik i find it wad's has been happening right now and it is true...sorry i offended some of u gals out there..seriusly tkde niat nk lukakan hati korg aight...but sometimes each line has a very deep meaning and it happen in our society now.Im jus wondering thats all...take care aight...anything keep in touch kt tag ke email anything that can reach me lah alright...
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Dan menyerah segala pada seseorang jejaka
Pernah kah terlintas di kalbu
Nama sebenar nya ‘ada udang di sebalik batu’
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Terlepas lah peluang pertama
Untuk kasih mesra
Apa yang engkau tertunggu tunggu
Mengapa terburu buru
Chorus
Sayang yang sudah tu sudah
Nangis tidak berlagu lagi
Sayang yg sudah tu sudah
Bunga tiada bermadu lagi
Kini kau sudah dewasa
Jangan terlalu lama memimirkan apa yang sudah
Terjadi dalam dunia cinta
Yang patah pasti tumbuh yg hilang pasti berganti
Prechorus
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Harap ini jadi suatu pelajaran bagi mu
Berhati hati bila kau bercinta
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Dulu kau pernah bercinta
Dan menyerah segala pada seseorang jejaka
Pernah kah terlintas di kalbu
Nama sebenar nya ‘ada udang di sebalik batu’
Prechorus
Terlepas lah peluang pertama
Untuk kasih mesra
Apa yang engkau tertunggu tunggu
Mengapa terburu buru
Chorus
Sayang yang sudah tu sudah
Nangis tidak berlagu lagi
Sayang yg sudah tu sudah
Bunga tiada bermadu lagi
Kini kau sudah dewasa
Jangan terlalu lama memimirkan apa yang sudah
Terjadi dalam dunia cinta
Yang patah pasti tumbuh yg hilang pasti berganti
Prechorus
Chorus
Bridge
Harap ini jadi suatu pelajaran bagi mu
Berhati hati bila kau bercinta
Chorus
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
1:36 AM
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Im feel smtg weird and learn something lately...I feel like im leaving the previous world and living into a new world...A new world where im alone and nobody exists...not even ur close frens...not a single soul...that's show how miserable i am.Friends who only close with you when you are kind enough...when u are good enough...they will care and be ur blood when you are good and can get along with them...but once im fall down no ones gonna helps...they will jus say they will help...but wad can they do initially ? the answer is nothing...they can jus see down n watch...im not here ask for u guys to pity on me...no nope...im just letting out and i learn something...in life so does business...u got to learn alone...survive alone...die alone...sometimes u haf to learn ur loved ones for this sake...jus to pursue ur dream...I find some sch sux btw...jus becoz im good in dis particular club...they hold me back and im stuck cant go elsewhere...dats sch really sux...doesnt help me at all..What i have learn so far...it is good u live on ur own...be independent n dun depend on others...if u fall and suffer alone,no one noes...if u succeed,u are alone too.it is better dat way...and also i dun believe fate and dugaan or cobaan hidup...this is absolute rubbish and excuse...if a person cross the road y must he need to check left and right if there is any vehicles so that he cross...if he believe in dugaan den y must he look left and right..jus cross lah..tu kan takdir(fate) dugaan lau nk ajal maut smua...in Islam rukun iman one of it is Percaya kepd Qadak(good) dan qadar(bad) je...tkde pun tulis percaya kpd dugaan??? yes my Iman tergugat previously...i feel like the world im living is turning upside down...but hell...i move on alone...i suffer alone...I got to noe for a beautiful fwen who gives me a beautiful quote in Quran i guess...Allah memberi seseorg tu Dugaan setimpal dgn KEMAMPUANnya...to me im the one who cant resist any challenges...to me,I can do it...it is just that y the hell i got dis shit....dats all
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
9:49 PM
Sunday, March 4, 2007
hmm i shld be let it out my actual feelings right now or at all...so ya No one noes...i believe one thing that in life dun trust anybody not even ur family,God or fwens...coz they cant help u...so trust urself and help urself and dats wad im going to do till i die...
btw i got something funny ar teka-tepi yg patut diberi penampar~LOL
1) Lubang ape yang rasanyehangat,nikmat dan nyaman?
>>>> Answer: LU BANGun pagi2, tarik selimutpas tu tido balik.
>>>> 2) Minyak ape yang disukai oleh lelaki?
>>>> Answer: MINYAKsikan pertandinganbolasepak Liga-M
3) Kuih ape yang bungkusnya di dalam,isinya di luar?
>>>> Answer: Kuih salah bikin.>>>>
4) Binatang ape power Karate?
>>>> Answer: Kuda belang.cube kira brapeblack belt dia ade.
5) Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
>>>> Answer: Yang menemukan dompet kulittersebut tolong pulangkan kepada saye.
6) Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10org pun tak leh nak tolak?
>>>> Answer: nPintu yang adetulis 'TARIK'>>>>
7) Saya ade 3 kepala,4 tangan dan 5kaki...siapakah saya?
>>>> Answer: Pembohong...>>>>
8) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati'?
>>>> Answer: Usus>>>>
9) Binatang ape yang seluruh anggotatubuhnya kat kepala?
>>>> Answer: Kutu rambut>>>>
10) Nenek sape jalannya meloncat-loncat?
>>>> Answer: Neneknye si katak>>>>
11) Knape lelaki jarang kene penyakitanjing gila?
>>>>Answer: Sbb lelaki ni kan 'buaya'>>>>
12)Ape beza sekretari baik ngansekretari kurang baik?
>>>> Answer:- Sekretaribaik..................'Selamat pagi tuan'>>> - Sekretari kurang baik...........'Dahpagi ni tuan'>>>>
13) Ape persamaan Michael Jordan nganMichael Jackson?>>>>
Answer: Dua-dua tak kenal korang...hehe>>>>
14) Tukang ape yang kalau dipanggil,die menjenguk ke atas?
>>>> Answer: Tukang gali kubur>>>>
15) Nak mencari sikit punye susah,bile dah dapat buang, ape bendanya?
>>>> Answer: Tahi hidung>>>>
16) Ape persamaan kain jemuran ngan telefon?>>>>
Answer: Dua-dua kalau dah 'kringgg'bole diangkat...>>>>
17) Knape pokok kelapa kat depan rumah harus ditebang?
>>>> Answer: Mestilah kene tebang, sape nakcabut pokok kelapa ...gile ape...>>>>
18) Gajah terbang dengan ape?
>>>> Answer: Dengan susah payah......>
btw i got something funny ar teka-tepi yg patut diberi penampar~LOL
1) Lubang ape yang rasanyehangat,nikmat dan nyaman?
>>>> Answer: LU BANGun pagi2, tarik selimutpas tu tido balik.
>>>> 2) Minyak ape yang disukai oleh lelaki?
>>>> Answer: MINYAKsikan pertandinganbolasepak Liga-M
3) Kuih ape yang bungkusnya di dalam,isinya di luar?
>>>> Answer: Kuih salah bikin.>>>>
4) Binatang ape power Karate?
>>>> Answer: Kuda belang.cube kira brapeblack belt dia ade.
5) Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
>>>> Answer: Yang menemukan dompet kulittersebut tolong pulangkan kepada saye.
6) Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10org pun tak leh nak tolak?
>>>> Answer: nPintu yang adetulis 'TARIK'>>>>
7) Saya ade 3 kepala,4 tangan dan 5kaki...siapakah saya?
>>>> Answer: Pembohong...>>>>
8) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati'?
>>>> Answer: Usus>>>>
9) Binatang ape yang seluruh anggotatubuhnya kat kepala?
>>>> Answer: Kutu rambut>>>>
10) Nenek sape jalannya meloncat-loncat?
>>>> Answer: Neneknye si katak>>>>
11) Knape lelaki jarang kene penyakitanjing gila?
>>>>Answer: Sbb lelaki ni kan 'buaya'>>>>
12)Ape beza sekretari baik ngansekretari kurang baik?
>>>> Answer:- Sekretaribaik..................'Selamat pagi tuan'>>> - Sekretari kurang baik...........'Dahpagi ni tuan'>>>>
13) Ape persamaan Michael Jordan nganMichael Jackson?>>>>
Answer: Dua-dua tak kenal korang...hehe>>>>
14) Tukang ape yang kalau dipanggil,die menjenguk ke atas?
>>>> Answer: Tukang gali kubur>>>>
15) Nak mencari sikit punye susah,bile dah dapat buang, ape bendanya?
>>>> Answer: Tahi hidung>>>>
16) Ape persamaan kain jemuran ngan telefon?>>>>
Answer: Dua-dua kalau dah 'kringgg'bole diangkat...>>>>
17) Knape pokok kelapa kat depan rumah harus ditebang?
>>>> Answer: Mestilah kene tebang, sape nakcabut pokok kelapa ...gile ape...>>>>
18) Gajah terbang dengan ape?
>>>> Answer: Dengan susah payah......>
LIVING.out.of.REALITY;
12:36 AM
