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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEON!
Thanks for being there for me. (:
Hello.
Very short post today!
Dedicated to my friend.
Erm.
After school when walking home,
Saw him, his mother and grandma.
They invited me to go celebrate his birthday with him.
OH NO!
I totally forgot!
I didn't get any present for him! >.<
Ok.
Ate at the newly opened Han's at my house there.
Ordered grilled dory fish. (:
Very nice.
Went home after that and right now i'm going to study.
Gambateh all! (:
This is an important year.
Bye bye.

Going crazy at...
16:00

Friday, April 17, 2009

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!
Oh no..
Why am i looking forward to her replies?
I pratically stare at the phone and wait..
Ahs!..
What am i saying?
Never mind. (:
I still love you..
Just kidding! =P
I wish,
I could go back to the time when i could just tell you i love you,
Take you by your hand and embrace you.
That was what i thought.
Now?
Maybe that would too much to think for NOW.
Maybe just to able to go up to you,
Look you straight in the eye and say..
"Hello.
My name is kewei.
What's yours?
Can we be friends?"
Hmm.
My new GF, Tsukasa Nishino, has helped me alot.
She has helped me become stronger.
She is on your cursors,
Protecting my blog. (:
Kawaii des >.<
JK!
She is fictional.
I have no GF. (:
But reading about her has made me strong.

Kimi no waraigoe,

Itsudatte daiji da yo.

Yuuki kureru karasa,

Uso jyanai.

Most important to me,

Is your smile.

As it gives me strength,

It's not a lie.

Going crazy at...
14:43

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Nothing lasts forever.

*Update*
Last friday was all good!
Went out with Shaun in the afternoon.
Tell him city hall MRT was nearer to Funan, he don't want to listen.
It was drizzling slightly when we met.
Ran over to Funan as neither of us brought umbrellas.
Proceeded to Challenger in a jiffy.
Looked around for what seemed to be forever until we finally chanced upon the storage section.
I had a hard time choosing between..
The colours! -.-
I finally bought the black one after 15 minutes.
Then took MRT to orchard.
Rain, rain and rain.
Went to Kino to buy some stuff.
The new strawberry 100% volume finally come out!
Went to eat dinner at some club place with Shaun's family.
He said it wasn't nice to turn down people.
So i went.
I felt out of place! -.-
NOBODY TELL ME MUST WEAR COLLAR SHIRT!
MAKE ME SO PS! >.<
Bowling lane was closed.
Phew.
After dinner they went to play golf.
I watched.
Then they fetched me back to my grandma's house,
Said my fair share of thanks and goodbyes before going back home.
Homed at around 10.40pm?
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Perfect Rainbow:
Weekends were a bore.
Retired to my room after watching ToGetHer on saturday night.
Found a nice picture and started sketching.
Who knew it was so difficult?!
Took me till 12.48am in the morning to complete.
It was lights out after that.
Sunday was ok.
Went for physics tuition as normal.
I felt like a zombie after that but..
I got dragged to Jurong East by my father for..
Lunch at Ashton's.
Black pepper fish is nice.
Then i wanted to find teacher Rebecca to thank her since i was in the vicinity.
Didn't really have the chance till now.
But she was not there or busy.
And..
I was hoping to see someone there but.. Oh well. =P
Finished my homework in the late afternoon and slacked for the rest of the day.

No matter who it is,

With anyone you meet,

There's always a good-bye.

And finally,

That time has come for you and me.

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Yesterday..
Was a great day! =D
School was per usual.
Had PE, chem, maths, elective and then reading.
After school..
I went on a study date with my good friend and English tutee to..
Can't tell you! =P
Joking la.
Also not say go my house or anything hor?
Just go library only..
Made a cake as a belated birthday present for her and celebrated our super belated birthdays together.
She insisted that i put my name. -.-"
LOL. Here it is.
Nice right?
Jk! =P
I love pastry and japanese!
Ok la.
Very short post today.
I doubt i will be posting till after the exams.
Have to go study already,
MYE coming soon.
Work hard everyone!
Gambateh!
Bye Bye!

Somehow i feel that..

My blog is a link between you and me.

Funny isn't it?

Having a link like that between us.

Can we talk?

Please.

Going crazy at...
16:36

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!
Did you fall for my trick?
Did you honestly think thati would go to China?
NO WAY MAN!
Though most of it was made up, =P
There was a fact in there which came from the bottom of my heart.
My heart is really with the person i mentioned.
Is an indirect kiss still counted as the first?
Ok enough.
Lets talk about last friday.
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Last friday Was really eventful.
Had the usual cca day in the morning.
Oh yea.
I was quite dissapointed.
I thought i would at least make it to the interview before even getting ______..
What to do?
Thanks for the kind comments though. =D
I just feel very bu fu qi only.
THEN AFTER SCHOOL WAS FUN FUN FUN!
Me, Yaoren, Wilson and ShuTing headed for vivo after school.
Went to vivo to eat super dog.
Saw Bing Chuan and his gf there!
HAHAHA!
I ordered the usual ripper and chilli pepper fries meal. =)
After we ate,
We took MRT to meet Serlu at Little India.
Then we went to the studio together.
"AHHHH!!! The feedback so noisy!!! Off it off it!!! It's deafening me!!!"
And and "AHHHH!!! The drums very loud!!! I can't take it, hit softer!!! It's killing me!!!"
Haha!
Had to blast on some songs cause the drums were loud.
Everyone siam outside the room while me and serlu jammed.
And i didn't put ear plugs! -.-
They say outside can hear loud and clear.
They were like laughing away outide and we, inside.
Song list:
I'm not okay (I promise)-My Chemical Romance.
All the small things-Blink182.
Face down-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Misery Business (Bits and pieces of it -.-'")-Paramore.
Check yes juilet-We The Kings.
Sorry! >.<>
Too noisy.
In my opinion, which serlu agrees on, was that our best song today was face down.
At the chorus.
Really got that sync.
I think even without the backing track we would have been great.
The fact that i heard nothing cause serlu was hearing the music.
Not me.
I was just hearing drum beats and predicting where he would be.
It's harder than i thought.
I also liked the part where we all sang together.
It was indescribable.
Everyone was like in sync.
We share something in common.
And that is our undying and undeniable passion for music.
We all decided to go to my teacher's studio next.
There got electronic drums.
Can adjust volume.
Really looking forward to it.
The weekends were the bore.
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Monday:
Today school was pretty much the usual.
Our form teacher is taking over our maths teacher.
As she will be out of action for a month i think. -.-
I can't imagine having to see him almost everyday.
Get well soon Mrs Low!
Hmm..
Alife period was just plain digusting.
Had a sexual education talk.
The first few slides were the worst.
It contained XXX. =/
WTH!
Freaking gross.
I mean come on!
It was on the big screen.
I shall not go into the details.
Dam!
Homed straight after school.
145 was really crowded.
When it reached my stop, it was sort of deserted.
Because it was the last stop?
-.-
Check out strawberry 100% people!
But do be warned.
There might be disturbing scenes and alot of mushy stuff inside.
It contains alot of crab.
But take all that away and the story really has a good storyline.
Very touching at times and funny at others.
I THOUGHT..
That the guy would end up with the girl he saw at the rooftop and have been chasing after her ever since but he ended up with his first gf, whom he had proposed to but as a mistake of false identity.
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Tuesday:
First half of the day was a plain bore.
Saw form teacher for 5 periods straight.
Then was elective!
Fun!
Went to NLB.
Disturbed alot of people there.
Then we were supposed to have lessons at 1.30 back in school.
It was already 1.20 and we were still at the NLB..
Hired a cab with Marcus, JiaYang and Kenley.
In the cab laugh non-stop.
They kept telling in the there.
The girls in the cab which was in front of ours took photos of us. -.-
*Sound of cab accelerating*
LOL.
Marcus kept making those weird noises.
I think the driver was pissed. =/
Lucky he didn't throw us off.
Reached school at 1.55 and sorted out some stuff before the beel rang and i headed home.
However..
At the last stop.
My heart almost skipped a beat and dropped out of it's place.
I thought i saw .
But what would she be doing there anyway.
Had i not met my friend,
I think i will pai se myself.
Get wrong person. >.<
She looked so much like her and from the same school some more.
The uniform was unmistakable.
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Today:
Since i have all the time in the world.
I'm gonna acknowledge some people.
Number 1 is Perl.
Erm. How to say.
She was my motivation to study for PSLE?
She always had better grades than me and that drove me more.
She had a great influence on me.
Thats all i can say.
My handwritting, personality, the people i choose to hang out with and how i look at people.
Although..
I crushed on her for 6 years. EH NOW NO MORE LE HOR!
I didn't tell her!
Thinking back,
It stings abit cause i kinda regret but..
She might not have accepted me either. =/
Now i look upon her as a sister.
True sometimes there will be strains in our conversations,
But nontheless. She is a great friend. =D
Number 2 was someone i met in idea academy.
That someone was the wind beneath my wings.
She is the sole reason why i could even score an "A" in my PSLE science.
It was like..
She was trying to tell me that i could do so much better.
Thats what i thought about the influence she had on me..
And she showed me what was true love..
She made my heart race everytime i see her.
It was a weird but nice feeling.
HOWEVER.
I forgot when this happened.
I think either sec 1 or 2.
I think sec 2.
Erm.
I realised i wasn't good at waiting..
We were drifting further apart by the days and months that pass us by.
There was no link between us since i've quit idea academy.
Even if i were to call you.
I would have nothing to say to you.
Cause we are studying in different schools and we can't just talk freely about our friends wnd what happened in our day as i don't know your friends ad you don't know mine.
So..
I decided to stop waiting for you to contact me.
I thought i could pass my days and do without this relationship.
Yup.
I decided to end it.
But something after that made me regret.
I don't know how i got access to your LJ that time.
I think cause there was a star next to your name indicating that there was an update.
I saw that you had a ______.
I got jealous.
And i'm not afraid to hide it.
WTH.
I don't even like you anymore.
Why should i even care who you are going out with..
I did something ridiculous.
And i'm not going to tell you what..
It has something to do with coming back to idea and academy and your school.
Oh well.
I guess whats meant to be a secret shall always stay a secret.
Yup.
Sometimes when my patience wears thin.
Sick and tired of waiting.
I would think of you.
Just that thought would rejunvinate me.
Give me the strength to hang on throughout the rest of the day.
Sadly.
It's my will to live.
Despite all this,
I just wanna let you know.
My feelings for you know..
It wasn't the same as the last.
It doesn't just run skin deep this time.
And.
I am not a player.
I want a handshake badly. =(

Keep me save inside,

Your arms like towers,

Tower over me.

Going crazy at...
13:59