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Tuesday, September 07, 2010

Forever

I don't like the way this is progressing.

I don't like the way I'm falling for you.

I don't like how fast I'm falling for you.

I don't like the fact that it's all wrong.

I don't like the fact that it's messed up.

I hate the fact that it's not supposed to be like this.

And I simply hate the fact that we can't be together.

THE DATE ABOVE IS WRONG, OUGHT TO BE 13TH OF SEPTEMBER 2010.

Hi,

So I haven't been blogging recently. Or since like a few months back. But I don't think anyone even reads this blog, and besides, I'm having my big Os this year. Not much time for all this. Plus i have other commitments such as my band practices, guitar practices, dance practices.

Isn't the new iPod touch and nano 4 just jaw dropping-ly great? I'm gonna ditch my current iPod and get an iPod touch 4. But that has to wait, i promised myself to get a nikon DSLR first, which kind of concerns my future.

Comex is in town. Since my computer is dead, I've decided to make use of this great opportunity to buy a laptop. I've been eyeing that MacBook pro for ages now and that dream never came so close to realisation, at least till now. Okay, i actually bought the macbook pro already and i'm using it to blog right now.

Okay, that aside. School life is a drag. Can't wait for the Os to finish. I'm going to find a job with Haz, who wants to buy a synth. IT fairs are also most welcomed.

With the second reason being, there's no more Ms Lee, though I still talk to her, I want to see her almost flawless face. I miss her a lot, when I mean a lot, I really mean a lot.

She is undoubtedly, the prettiest, most friendly, and kind teacher I have ever met from NIE.

Been watching All Time Low's straight to DVD concert dvd and it was great. The live performances were near perfect, comparable to Avenged's Live in the LBC and Bullet's Live @ Brixton. Jasey Rae, the song, simply knocked me out. I gotta learn it.

Oh okay, so she came a few weeks back to our school for training. At first I thought she looked a little bit like yoona in run devil run. But after interacting with her, I realised that she has her own thing, I don't know how to describe, but she's one of a kind. But before I interacted with her, I did something, which I don't think she'll forget anytime soon, I wrote her a "love letter."

Yea, I have no idea why i did that, but I have no regrets. It was during the night of the national day, I couldn't sleep due to the regretful feeling, so I got up to do a letter. The next day in school, I showed it to haz and jiayang, they both shook their head and said it was too cheesy, too cliche, but I went ahead to give it anyway. Guess what, she replied. I thought she would be like, "what in the world?.. Is this student out of his mind?.." but she did ask Laura who am I.

And that was the begining. As I got to know her more. She became more appealing. Found out that we had similar interests, taste for food, and brands. We could talk about anything under the sun, it was like we have known each other for forever and I would like to ask her a million questions about life. But sadly, there was no time. Why is it always like that.

I've always loved strawberries and cream confectionery, and she makes me love it even more. Gosh!

Here's a song which really describes my feelings, I really have no other idea how to express my feelings.

Tiger Lily by Matchbook Romance,

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. (any worse)
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
'cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse

Here's the second song being Forever by Girls Generation taken from their second album "oh"

영원히 너와 꿈꾸고 싶다

기분 좋은 바람을 따라 눈이 부신 저 하늘 아래
아름다운 노래와 좋은 향기로 가득한 너와 걷는 길
기억하니 처음 만났던 어색하고 낯선 시간들
서툴고 어렸던 날 그저 말없이 지켜준 네게 고마워

지쳐있던 가슴이 다시 숨쉬고
가난해진 마음이 빛을 찾았어
영원토록 이렇게 너의 손잡고 같이 걷고 싶어
우리 둘 만의 세상에 사랑하는 내 사람과 함께

짧지 않은 그 시간 동안 잊지 못할 많은 기억들
웃음과 눈물 속에 언제나 날 믿어준 건 바로 너였어

아무도 우릴 방해하지는 않아
시간에 쫓겨야 할 이유도 없어
(우리 가끔씩은) 때론 멀리 있어도
(같은 마음으로) 같은 마음 하나로 같은 꿈을 꿀 수 있다면

아주 오랜 시간이 흘러 지나서 (아주 오래 지나서)
너와 나의 모습이 조금 달라도 (조금 달라도)
영원토록 이렇게 너와 둘이서 꿈을 꾸고 싶어
나의 소원이 되어준 나의 믿음이 되어준 너와

아주 오랜 시간이 흘러 지나서 (오랜 시간이 흘러서)
너와 나의 모습이 조금 달라도 (조금은 다를지라도)
영원토록 이렇게 너와 둘이서 꿈을 꾸고 싶어
나의 기적이 되어준 나의 꿈을 함께 해준 너와

오랜 세월이 흘러도 영원히 너와 꿈꾸고 싶어

I want to dream forever with you

Following the happy breeze, beneath that bright sky that blinds me

Beautiful melodies and fresh air fills this road that I’m walking with you
Do you remember? Those awkward and unfamiliar times when we firsth met
I’m thankful to you for silently taking care of me when I was hesitant and young

My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us

Those unforgettable memories during that long time
Throughout the laughter and the tears, the one who always believed in me was you

My exhausted heart beats once again
My weak heart has found light again
I want to hold your hand and walk like this forever
Together with the person I love in a world just for the two of us

No one will bother us
There’s not even a reason to waste any time
(Sometimes) We could be far from each other
(With the same heart) The same heart as one, dreaming the same dream

Even if a very long time passes (A long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (A bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who fulfilled my wishes, the one who became my faith, with you

Even if a very long time passes (A long time passes)
Even if you and I become a bit different (A bit different)
I want to dream forever with you like this
The one who became my miracle, the one who dreamed with me, with you

Even a long time passes, I want to dream forever with you

Today:

Okay, so today i met Adeline Chong for lunch today. Met her at 2pm at the Holland Village market. I thought we were gonna eat market stuff but the market's closed for washing on mondays. Apparently, that slipped my mind. But whatever, went to eat Crystal Jade. Ordered some weird pork chop noodles and 5 pieces of xiao long baos. Finished my food then we slacked there for a bit and went to cold rock to slack, AGAIN. Went cold storage to buy sweets. Then i wanted to see her house. So went there to slack and use facebook a bit. She was so scared of the game "Hotel 626." Is it that scary? I mean, i played it during sec 1 or something, and i didn't even think it was scary. I remember playing it over at Lu's house. Damn, those were the times. Wish i could rewind the tape, and go back to those times. But i have to be forward looking. I have work hard to achieve grades for my future. Tomorrow's the SS paper, all the best to all who's taking it and to all those taking the big Os this year. I probably will not be blogging anytime in the near future.

I would like to thank my clique (Serlu, Joe, Chu Chun, Ashley, Huai le, Cantona and the rest), my class (4E4) and my loved ones (family, buddies and other friends) for always being there for me and giving me support. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I LOVE Y'ALL.

Sincerely,
Ke Wei

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Sunday, May 30, 2010

Yoonderella is so adorkable!

Yoona,

I will fight for you, until the last fight.

I will live for you, until my heart stops beating.

I will wait for you, until my last breath.

I will walk to the ends of this world, just to meet you.

Yoona, I love you 1314.

Happy Birthday Yoona! ♥

I love you!

Tomorrow is the mother tongue o level examinations.

All the best to all who's taking the paper!

Hope we don't have to retake another time.

The standards will be higher.

School's being SUPER hectic these days.

Hardly even have the time to sit down, read a boo, listern to music and unwind.

It's pretty much homework, homework and more homework.

And gosh was the chinese intensive thing boring.

It's th same thing over and over again for 2 weeks.

It's reading/corrections,

Then recess,

Then paper 1,

Then recess and lastly paper 2.

But the days fly by very fast.

Anyway, I'm blogging today to wish YoonA a happy 21st (Korean) & 20th (International) birthday.

And by the way,

The song Sowoneul Marhaebwa (Genie) is 100% pure awesomeness.

Anyway, i have carefully mapped out my future after the o levels all the way to uuniversity.

However i still want to keep it a secret for now.

I don't think it should be revealed at this point in time.

But,

It would be great if you could give me your support.

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1st June 2010

TAEYEON IS IN SINGAPORE!

TAEYEON TAEYEON TAEYEON!

TAEYEON IS:

Taeyeon has left SG with a heavy heart in the evening.

Here's to wishing her a safe trip back.

And i want to apologize on behalf of all the sones in SG for the ridiculous actions that they did to hurt her.

SORRY TAENGOO!

PLEASE FORGIVE US!

I hope you will be magnanimous and tell the other 8 girls that SG is a nice place to be in.

Please do not be angry with us and do come to SG for a concert and meetup session.

From sources:

Taeyeon is fine. And she is happy with her stay in Singapore. Magnanimous Taengoo! :D

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Yoon-A Fighting!

YOONA! PLEASE MARRY ME! :D

This post is dedicated to Im Yoon Ah (AKA Im YoonA) from SNSD/Girl's Generation.

First of all. I would like to say a few words before going into my Yoona frenzy. Haha. (:

SEC 4 LIFE IS CRAZY! Homework now comes in piles and everything's going at tremendous speed. =/

Anyway, for art, I'm going to do some experimenting and have a sidetrack.

Sort of like a side thing.

It's based on my friends and the grayscale concept.

Not all the pictures are going to be black and white or in grayscale though.

Have done a few and are going to release them up here.

Huaile and Cantona's are coming up soon! (:

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NOW FOR YOONA!

Introducing my newest addiction, SNSD'S YOONA!

Saw the Gee video at the IT fair a few weeks back.

It just so happened to be Yoona's part and from the moment i saw her, i knew she would be my favourite and the one i will like and follow till the end! (:

So.

YOONA For The Win! :D

So yea,

YAY FOR YOONA!

Since Haz is such a huge fan of SNSD.

I asked him who Yoona was, I didn't know who was who in the beginning.

He told me that her name was Yoona.

After that, the Yoona frenzy pretty much started for me.

Haha. (:

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List of people who likes SNSD:

Me-Yoona

HuaiLe-Sooyoung

Cantona-Jessica/Yuri

Helmi-Taeyeon

Hazhairi-Sunny

Ashley-Yuri

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Some other pictures of Yoona:

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For the album, she's in the middle!

I would recommend this album, Genie, to anyone who loves SNSD!

*Warning: Not for childish people as it contains some sexy legs, costumes and dance moves! (:*
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And also!

Please support our girls by buying their repackaged second album: Run Devil Run!

Yoona's on the cover again btw! (:

YAY!

Labels: WILL YOU MARRY ME, YOONA.

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Friday, February 12, 2010

The Adventure.

As i stared, i counted.

CHAN LIJOO.

IS WANTED.

NEVER TAG MY BLOG.

LOL.

To High buddy: Haha. Yo! Congrats yea! So i guess i'll see you in SP then. Haha. Our photography trip next week! (: I cut mohawk eh, my hair might get pawned before we meet. Don't laugh at me.

First up, would like to thank Mr Darren Chong for the h2o.

Then Ade, Joe and the rest who have helped me keep homework when i was absent from school.

Last week has been a super eventful week for me.

I've only been absent for a week and i missed out so much.

I found out that (Y) is the victory sign. Sorry if i'm noob.

But i'm not really concerned about these stuff.

Then about some newly formed relationships and some breakups.

I shall not name any.

In school,

I had to catch up with lessons.

I missed out alot.

Apparently,

The class was almost done with organic chem.

Then came the huge pile of homework.

Then here are the more interesting days of the week.

Tuesday:

-Something happened.-

Went to school as usual in the morning.

Lessons all passed in a quick blur.

After school waited together with Jared for Lu to finish his stuff.

When Lu finally came out,

We walked to bm interchange and took 139 and headed for the studio.

-That something happened in the bus.-

Reached the studio,

Jammed,

Took alot of photos

And crapped around.

After that went to the nearby shop and ate Korean food.

Friday:

Had CCA today.

Spent it in the library doing homework with the other sec 4 bb people.

After school,

Had a last event for the senior NE ambassadors.

Man. I'm actually quite sad about it.

This last event is about helping out at the teacher's amazing race.

The teachers are so funny.

It was a change to see the teachers behave unrestrained and be themselves.

I was stationed at the Indian temple.

Stood there for almost 2 hours.

At one point in time,

4 groups of teachers came up to me and i panicked.

Finished giving out the clues and headed back to china town.

Took HUGE group photos with the other NE ambasssadors and teachers.

Went home after.

Exhausted.

Today:

Just a quick update today.

Yesterday,

Was planning on MSN convo with a few friends on what to do this coming tuesday! (:

Today is the chinese new year celebration.

2 days, my school appeared on the newspaper because this parent was unhappy that her child got "expelled" cause of her child's few strands of loose hair.

Alright.

Enough of that.

Back to today.

Had CCA friday as usual.

Headed to library after fall out.

Basketball girl and some guys were also there.

Saw, Ade, Jiaxi, Nelly, Lingyi and some others.

Did some maths homework and eventually lost concentration.

After school, headed to NCC room to find ah bangs.

LOL.

Found ashley, lu, chun and we went to cut hair first.

Huaile joining us later.

Watched the person cut for ashely halfway then my turn.

I made a HUGE mistake by saying i want to shave off.

I should have said i wanted to shave a little.

Now i like no hair at the side and back.

Then behind overlap xiao.

Like mohawk.

I very scared go back to school.

Later attire check i die. =/

Later get EXPELLED.

Tomorrow's CNY eve and reunion dinner.

I have to do art and take lots of photos.

Jia lat, CNY already also don't let me rest.

Very long never update photos already.

Here are some photos i took when the awesome 3 went jamming the other day.

I don't mean we are called awesome three though.

Labels: PHOTOGRAPHY IS PYROGRAPHY

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Friday, January 29, 2010

Poisoned hosts, poisoned victims.

The look in your eyes makes me crazy.

This 2 videos are VERY funny.
MUST WATCH! (:
Tom Delonge's Guitar Fails!
Hey, Where did my bass go?

SORRY! I was looking forward to jamming with you all this week, but i couldn't.
Next week then, refreshments on me yea? I got the whole tracklist churned out and the changes too. (:
This just sucks, being quarantined at home is absolutely boring.
Especially when you have nothing to do.
Spent some time catching up with certain topics at home but for some i just can't make head from tail.
Been feeling very hot yet very cold at times. Contradicting huh.
A person with a fever of 39 or something like that shivering in hot wind that just happened to blow. -.-
And the worst!
Having to bath in icy cold water. =/
The medicine weren't all that bad.
Although i am allergic to one of it. Which i stupidly ATE. -.-
I didn't get any side effects nor symptoms which both doctors i visited described.
I've also noticed that i can't eat ANY fever medicine.
SHUCKS.
I'll be DEAD meat if my fever ought to hit 40.
I think need to rush go hospital.
Reminds me of me when i was younger.
Got sent to KK hospital cause i was having a high fever.
Had swollen eyes and temperature to match the sun's. (Haha, i'm exaggerating.)
Got the drip thing and icy cold torturous treatment from the nurses.

SHIT.
Just when i thought i was all well and ready to go.
I awoke with a feeling of unpleasantness in the gut.
Rushed to the toilet to puke. But nothing came out.
I guess it was just excess air that couldn't come out from other places. (HAHA. You know, below.)
It's funny, but it wasn't a comfortable feeling okay! -.-
My mum said i look like a walking zombie.
Like not alive nor dead.
Lips turned ashen and face gone all pale from trying to "puke".
Those people who puke out what they eat must have A LOT of stamina huh.
My body felt light after "puking" 2 times. (I didn't try to purge, dammit, mine is due to air, AIR.)

To you:
Hey. I don't know what will happen to me two days down the road.
I can't be sure. Neither can the doctors.
They said everything was going to be alright. (How? Magic uh?)
Just that during this period of time, it's gonna be torturous.
But i choose to trust the doctors.
Trust that they trust that I can make it through. Haha.
But they gave me two options.
One is getting better.
Two is to just die.
What kind of choice is that, it isn't even a choice. -.-
Wait.
I hope what i'm gonna say next doesn't affect anything between us. (For the worse. But if coming clean can help us communicate better, it would be fine.)
It's just that i've been holding it in for so Long.
I think i need an Outlet to Vent or i will burst. (Please, forgive me.)
So yea, if you happen to read this..
I want you to know that you arE the girl i'm talking about in my message the other day.
You know, it just didn't feel right when i'm with others.
Although i don't really express it much, (I'm actually a really shy boy, despite all the loud music i'm into. HAHA.) I really dO mean it when i say i mean it.
Don't ask me why, caUse i can't explain.
I don't know who you're currently occupied with but i'm so so very jealous of that person.
If anything should happen.
Meaning:
My fever heats up, I have no medicine to bring it down.
It kills my brain cells and i forget who i am, who you are, who my family are, what's my age, and yea, you get it.
You decide what to do with this "journal".
Username and password are the same as last time my msn's.
Thanks! Although i don't think i will die that easily. -.-
WISH ME LUCK! (:
And decode, I've already marked out the starting and ending points. All the small things shall be in between.
Look real close. If you know what i mean. Hint "I know where to put my capital letters and where not too, and i love bolding them." (It's not a code really but.. Haha.)

Labels: COME CLOSE

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Thursday, January 21, 2010

Reminiscence.

This awkward silence makes me crazy.

18th Jan:
Oh man. I have so much undone homework. And it's all due today. What a bummer. There's Chinese and physics before recess and maths after.

Went to school, mugged for most of the homework. No time to do Chinese so I just copied lydia's, I hope I don't get her into trouble. =/ and dammit. Forget to pass her her stuff again. After that came english, had reading today. It wad about cultural stuff. Had a reflection worksheet after. Next up was physics, learned about the pitch and stuff. Is it me, or is physics getting more understandable? Haha. After physics was recess.

Stayed in class to mug for the sets worksheet. After that was art, mostly just slacking around and conferencing with mrs desouza. Maths passed quite quickly, then came the art thing.

Ms nic came back! She cut short her hair! Mrs desouza gave out the timeline and schdule. Then we had conferencing (again) with ms nic. She's in charge of mix media and photography I think. She suggested that I should start with my band. So LU, my o level resuts depend on you already! Lets go jamming soon and get me some pictures man! And some other people whom I've requested! Don't worry, if I get b4 and above, I'll treat you all to something nice! (:

20th Jan:
I thought that I would have had to attend mission hardwork. But I escaped it. I think ms kaur is giving us a chance?

Hmm. Okay. So today is the shortest day in the whole week (yay!) haha. (: Started off with reading. What a waste of time. Couldn't even read our own reading materials. Couldn't read modern drummer! ): at the last 15 minutes or so then they let us read our own stuff.

After reading was elective. Planned out what to do and when to hand in stuff on the calender and pasted it outside. That was pretty much everything for the 1.5 hours lessons. So constructive! -.- haha.

The rest of the classes passed in a blur. They came according in this order. English, social studies, chemistry. By the end of chem, was feeling really tired already. ._.

I shall not blog where or what I did after I left school. (:

21st Jan:
Today is the day you renew your contract and get 1000 free msgs. It is also..
It has almost been a year since we went our seperately ways. (why do i still remember?) But the wound still feels fresh. Still feels like it's gapping open and the blood flowing all over.
Okay, crap I'm just exaggerating too much. Haha. -.-
The pain's still there (definently, duh, even my blur mum also knows that) but there's no blood and gapping wounds. It can't be taken literally. Haha. I'm weird aren't I? I'm like contradicting myself! Haha.

Alright, enough about that for the moment. Today was fine. Really. Didn't break down. (well at least) haha.

Had English first thing in the morning. Got full marks for the vocab test! Best thing? I didn't really prepare for it. Haha. After that was mother tongue. Blah blah blah. Did xi zhi and lesson ended. Next was chem, was so worned out by it I almost felt sick.

Recess finally came at 11. Was feeling dead by then. Didn't eat much due to the fatigue. After recess was physics. Halfway through the lesson. I started having extended blinks, but nevertheless made it through. Then cam chemistry, AGAIN? felt dead dead dead by the time that was over. Got maths homework just before lunch.

Revised for geog test during lunch and went for geog after that. Blah blah blah. Haha. Then came pe. Joked away the whole lesson on the chair exercises with nelly, Dorothy and kantha. Haha.

After that went for dinner with super big group. I think got 10 people. Me, Lu, Jared, yewfei, chongjie, jenhow, Ashley, huaile, Marcus and yaoren. Sat with Lu and Jared and talked our way through dinner about blink stuff. It really perked me up, talking with people who has similar interests and aspirations. After dinner, took 198 with Jared back, switched to mrt at commonwealth at went to boon lay.

Spent the evening at home taking in th atmosphere and feel of the ocassion. To other people, this might be just another day. Reminisced about what went wrong today of last year and all "the way too much" amount of events that happened that day. It was so eventful. But not in a good way. It's not that I don't want to move on, it's just that I've yet to find out how, to find that courage to face reality.

Your vows of silence fall all over.

Labels: A BLAST OF THE PAST

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Friday, January 15, 2010

Alarming news!

Inside out.

Recently, my life really sucks. Haha. No activity. =/
Formula of my current life: school, eat, study, tuition, eat, homework, sleep. Haha.

Today, I heard from friend that when your heart feels emotional pain, it really feels physical pain too. Shucks, I have actually felt it so many times without realizing. Is that the reason why some people are dying earlier now? Haha. Is their heart really bleeding when they say a dagger was stabbed right through their chest? Hahah.

I also noticed that as we all grow up. Our definition of stuff change. Some for better, some for the worse. Haha.

Like for example, a merry go round, used to be just a happy thing you play with at the playground. However, now I noticed that unhappy thoughts can carousel in your mind too. Haunting you non-stop. Sort of like a broken recorder replaying the same nightmares again and again.

Then there's another example, the revolving doors. When I used to be younger, I remember my mum would bring me to these and i'll hve so much fun playing with them. It doesn't seem all that fun now. When I see these nowadays, I always feel a little tinge of sadness. (this part I think I watch a little too much drama, hahah, when after the couple breaks up then the girl stands at the revolving door and has flashbacks of her happy past.)

Labels: MY PAIN YOUR THRILL

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

To you (yea you, who else is there? Haha), I saw your tagboard.

READ THE PREVIOUS POST FIRST.

The title says it all. WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU THINKING?! Haha. How can you uncertain that you will get 12 points! -.- you are so clever! (much more clever than me that is) You should be aiming for 10. Besides, I saw the JAE further education book thing. (The one for JCs, polys and ite-s) The kind of courses you want are 11 points on average. So you'd better get 10! You this kind of 11, 12 points is for me to get! Even I am aiming for around 11 points. Cause I want to get into the business or mass com and media courses.

My advice to you: no harm aiming a bit higher (9, 10?) then see your results an slowly adjust your standard, whether you think you can get higher or you must try harder. Cause in the end. You will always get a point or so lower than what you expected.

And I just realized, we've known each other for quite long already! Like almost 7 years already. Haha. So long right?! I feel so old already! HAHA. (:<

All these 7 years, let's just say there was this flame (i really think it's single sided now, but I don't care, cos there's no offense in liking somebody, I won't get executed right?) which has existed, oh wait, that's not the right word. It's no such a mere existance. It's living. It was always there, just that it burned low at a certain period of time and sometimes it burns high. But right now it's stable.

Anyway, that aside. I'M GOING TO SENTOSA LATER! HOPE THAT I DONT DROWN OR SOMETHING! LATER YOU CAN'T SEE ME ALREADY! ): HAHA! :D I'LL SEE YOU AROUND SOMETIME. TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF, DON'T BE A TROUBLE MAGNET LIKE HEFFA LUMP! (OPPS! BELLA I MEAN. THEY CHANGED BELLA SWAN TO HEFFA LUMP IN NEW MOAN!) HAHA.

I got the sentosa photos already!
Most unglam or we were half naked.
So i'm not gonna post those.
But it's on FB, you can go there and see if you want.
I had no choice, I wasn't the one who uploaded.