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Friday, March 28, 2008

This is the last day..


hari ni last kat company ni..tak sampai 1 thn pun aku keje sini..:( thanks to everyone....:) i'm appreciate u guys alot..:)i miss u guys!!wish me luck!! and hope we still keep in touch!!

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Remember me this way


~Speechless when i saw him...suddenly he came tanpa dijemput....malu?tiada ler...cuma rasa mcm biasa jerk...mcm 1st time i met him...nothing...i just keep waiting for my....~ikutkan rasa sakit dah lama sejak tu hari...apa rasa bile kita percaya kat dia sepenuhnya dia boleh cakap"dia susah nak percaya pd masa akan dtg"tapi mcm aku cepat sejuk...dan cepat baik...
Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Hmm……….. this way
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more apart of time,
you're everywhere
I'll always cares
And I'll be right behind your shoulder
watching youI'll be standing
by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

Monday, March 17, 2008

you hurt me so easily...



i'm sitting here..and crying.....:(..
i'm so sad....awak telah melukan hati saya dengan begitu mudah..
salah kah saya menjaga hati awak?salah kah saya mendiam kan diri..?
saya dah menjadi tak faham..
awak hanya melihat luaran saya dan awak menghukum saya begitu...
awak tau tak dalam hati saya..di sudut hati.. saya..i'm asking you...?awak tahu perasaan saya?
awak tau tak bertapa sakit hati saya...awak tahu tak bagaimana saya menjaga perasaan awak?
awak tak perasaan semua tu....?sebab awak dah hlg rasa percaya pada saya,dan juga kasih pada saya..sebab itu awak tidak memahami saya seperti dahulu ...
"kite idup nie kenapa x berani jujur dgn diri sendiri.letak mask supaya nak penuhkan kehendak orang lain.makin lama makin tebal la topeng yg kite letak.kite act supaya orang senang dgn kite,sedar x sedar kite dh lupe pd diri kite sendiri malah sebenarnyer kite dh x respect diri sendiri and paling teruk kite ibarat tk sayang pd diri sendiri bile takut dgn realiti dan tak yakin pd diri.kenapa cuba menipu dunia dgn berlaku tidak adil pd diri sendiri?"

Saturday, March 15, 2008

lalalala..bored....


i'm here..all alone..thinking of somethin'...i'm bored actually...huhuhu..owhh,i miss him so much!! i'm listening to this song.."Cinta dalam hati by ungu"

...Tetaplah Menjadi Bintang diLangit...
Tetaplah menjadi bintang dilangit...
simple words..

membawa maksud tersirat dengan pelbagai andaian..


hmmm..entah kenapa malam ni terase sunyi..hmm..am i alone?

nope..definitely not..coz i know Allah is always there..never stop to believe..coz there always has hope..with god will..


Bintang di langit

Kerlip engkau di sanaMemberi cahayanya

di setiap insan

Malam yang dingin

Kuharap engkau datang

Memberi kerinduan di sela mimpi-mimpinya
Melangkah sendiri di tengah gelap malam

Hanya untuk mencuri jatuh sinaran

Tak terasa sang waktu

Melewati hidupnyaTanda pagi menjelang

Mengganti malam
Oh bintang tetaplah... pastikan cahayanya

Sinari langkahku setiap saatBintang pun tersenyum... dengarkan pintaku

Berikan kecupan di sudut tidurnya

We belong together..




We started off as friends,And then we started going out.now we are engaged and I love you so much.You are my life and my soul and I want you to know it....

Friday, March 14, 2008

i'm not feeling well

i have no mood at dis time..hurm semalam I was sick..and today i'm working...:)bcoz ive responsibility to finish all the lesson before i'm leaving..:) i hate myself these past few, I'm in the dumps. ..no idea...benci!benci!
i miss my fiance...dia pergi pulau perhentian..for a few days ..:(( and also i miss my malaikat cintaku...huhuhuh he have been flying far away from me..so sad...
I had stolen dis picture from along myspace..sorry yaa..dah kahwin pun kan...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

bulan


1130am . writing blog . office .listening to fazli zainal - harapan.mp3

Today,
Just like any other employee, I have my routine in my daily life. Wake up on 7.30 AM, take a bath, and watching tv..yurp i can see you "thaya" on 8tv!!glad to see u la thaya!unxpected...:P 3 tahun kan tada jumpaa!!
guys,
nothing to share laa...There are lot things should i think carefully about my future. kadang-kadang, i stop and think dulu, do I choose the right path? But when i am thinking aku masih muda maa. There are lot of oppurtinities in the front of me, and i am prepare myself for the best...help i'm confused rite now....somebody plz ketuk kepala aku ney skit beb..:P

today i'll talk bout bulan...moon..:)
bukan bintang saja menyinar , bulan pun menyinar juga kan......................
bintang berkelip-kelip dengan cahaya...tpi bulan menyinar semuaaa alam semester kan...

to be continue..

Oh my god.i hate dis feeling..suddenly i felt so sad...what happen to you huh yuliana?plzz jauhkan that kind of feeling......dont be a stupid laaa ayooo sedar la sikit yuliana........

"i dont know why....i'm hurt........lately aku bertukar menjadi seorang yang sensitif,aku betul-betul terasa hati"

why huh?semua orang tidak boleh nak faham perasaan saya yerk?kenapa ek?"adakah saya ni terlalu baik bagi semua orang?



Wednesday, March 12, 2008

my decision...

11am.office.doing sej and writing a blog.listen to Letto -sebelum cahaya.mp3

Here me!!!
*Bored * sangap * same to yesterday *
At least i'm trying my best to squeeze my own brain on writing for this blog...
apo nak diceritakan yek??
oh yaa 1st congratulation to along aka along_skill sudah pun berkahwin...hurm..now kamu pun sudah menjadi suami orang....jadilah suami yang baik kepada isteri kamu..hurm..
2nd fifi..dah dapat bby boy!!congratulation to jj and fyfy...
3rd..bout my decision yaa...aku penin laa...i have my own reason on doing my decision and i know this might make people questioning what is going on with me kan?
kamu tahu tidak? I have big important dream to make it become reality. I wanna be successful..
but i mush have confident to myself first..itulah masalah aku yang aku sendiri alami..

to be continue...


425pm.office.eat double cheese burger and writing a blog.listen to ungu- cinta dalam hati.mp3

I have just came back from subang...finally dapat juga makan double cheese burger..:) keseorangan....suddenly.i felt that ....wut happen to u huh yuliana?may be kata-kata orang itu eh....eyyy emo emo ni nape...??hurt....ehhh aku tak mcm ni beb...tiba2 when he mention that name...aku rasa mcm x kene plak diri aku ney.....asal huh?menjadi sensitif plak aku ney kan?oh tdakkkkkkkkk!!!bb i need u...............................

today i'm so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..happyyyyyyyyyy sgt2...excited gile ni..coz aku jumpa kawan lama aku balik...semua dalam friendster..thank you friendster..

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

what’s the big plan?

sowie ya!perasaan ku dibawah ni..

currently,i'm not has the 'mood' to update my blog coz aku malas...but that doesn’t mean that I won’t shares all...

"buatla apa yg hati kita nak buat, biar nmpk bodoh bg org lain tp yg pasti hati kita puas supaya x menyesal kemudian hari. kalo menyesal pun kita dh blaja dr kesilapan sebab kitapercaya dgn kesilapan akan buat kita lebih matang dan berhati2 dlm hidup. kalo x jatuh terduduk kita x kan sedar sendirinya"

(lagipun sape yang nak baca:P)



WHATS THE BIG PLAN?


(sakit perut la plak,macam2 la nko yulie)

1 thn lg counting to get married..(mrs kay)i just realized... cepatnye masa berlalu kan..but i dont get anything...maybe rezeki belum tiba kan..talking bout rezeki..orang cakap,orang cakap la..lagi nak kahwin..rezeki kita bertambah....need to be patient laaa...hurm..i hope so..~amin~

Bb,u're so kind to me...but somehow..i felt that u're not deserve someone like me...B...i know that i won't leave u coz u light up my life but plz..i'm so worry that if one day u will loosing me becoz of my attitude..hope it won't happen la kan dear....u know wut..i'm really love u la dear..u understand me alots of thing...i tak dapat bayangkan if i lose u....

Saya jahat saya jahat!!:P tapi u still sayang i kan...:P because saya seorang yang jujur dalam perhubungan(kekadang aku ni lurus bendul juga)tak pandai cover.:))jujur barula boleh setia..betul tidak?x pyh nk nk sorok2 coz lambat laun dia mesti tau gak apa kite buat kt belakang.. tp kdg2 bile lama2 simpan bende jdk lg teruk. so ape salahnya bgtau je bende betul awl2. kalo nk mrh pun time tu gak settle. at least try la k...dun delay to tell the truth...coz sometimes the longer u keep the more pain u will suffered.

my bf know me toooooooooot...hahahaha masakk oii...

ey to my..one day...if u run away..i'll just stay because the 'track' is not meant for me..:(i believe that if we're destined to meet )..then u'll just stay..and not run away...(aku merepek sudah..sebab makan kerepek)

Nak balik...nak balik..sakit kepala sakit perut....

kepalaku..sakit sekali..

separuh mati me kat sini..migrain nye pasal :( nak nangis pun ada....
wut to do huh?rasa mcm nak cabut kepala ni then kuarkan semua benda2 semak dalam kepala ni..
pengsan aku mcm ni............
nasib hp gue tak masuk dalam jamban..huhuhu if not...:)) pepaham sendiri ler kan..
hari ni tatau nak wat aper..seperti biasa...kerja la kan...sangap sey!!!


help ! help !

currently me dgr lagu ungu cinta dalam hati..best!!Malatoooppppp!!!
2 lagu tgh hot dalam hati gue.....

thanks kepada sesapa yang sudi membaca blog ni..inilah luahan hati YULIANA MOHD TAHA

Monday, March 10, 2008

Sebelum cahaya

ku teringat hati
yang bertabur mimpi
kemana kau pergi cinta
perjalanan sunyi
engkau tempuh sendiri
kuatkanlah hati cinta

ingatkan engkau kepada
embun pagi bersahaja
yang menemanimu
sebelum cahaya
ingatkan engkau kepada
angin yang berhembus mesra
yang kan membelaimu cinta
kekuatan hati yang berpegang janji

genggamlah tanganku
cintaku tak akan pergi meninggalkanmu sendiri
temani hatimu cinta

ingatkan engkau kepada
embun pagi bersahaja
yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
ingatkan engkau kepada
angin yang berhembus mesra
yang kan membelaimu cinta

ku teringat hati
yang bertabur mimpi
kemana kau pergi cinta
perjalanan sunyi
engkau tempuh sendiri
kuatkanlah hati cinta
ingatkan engkau kepada

embun pagi bersahaja
yang menemanimu sebelum cahaya
ingatkan engkau kepada
angin yang berhembus mesra
yang kan membelaimu cinta

Thursday, March 6, 2008

hijau itu menarik..??








Sebab hari ini saya pakai baju kurung berwarna hijau.....
sebab itu saya cakap hijau itu menarik...lihat saja la gambar itu....
and i wish i have this.............

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

sudah tukar menjadi dark..?

Lama sudah tak tulih kat blog kan..?

banyak benda nak dicerita..tapi mcm malas nak tulih...coz bz ngan keje..:)

ey..i fall in luv again with him...:)

ohayoooo...cari nahas ler aku kan...??

gasak..:)) pple dont get me wrong yaaa...u know what..??i've a reason...
eyy..u want to be a bad person??

i dun want u 2 changed urself..i just want u to be my...

i need u...i dont care if u said me "gilo ko apo"huhuh but i know wut i'm doing...

PLZ LISTEN HERE!! honestly....im so glad 2 have u in my life.....
"Cause I think about you every single day And it kills me everytime I hear your name ,I love you but I feel so far away,I'm asking you, just let me know ..Could you ever love me that way?"