today i had quite a wonderful time in class because my marketing changed team and my new team maates include ivan which i had nv worked with him before since first day of class. Well the other things happened as usual lunch with my usual frens. Haha all my money was raided by the girl i like should i feel happy or sad?? anyway i kept on chasing after her to get my money back. nearly chased after her the whole of lvl 6 until she returned me my money. after class i waited for her because 1 of our frens left class early so it is jus me and her rather then the usual go home group. on the journey to the mrt station we talked and laughed and the pace was considerably quick compared with the previous times whereby we were alone walking together. during that time we were like wanting the journey to continue and nv ending.


hmm... i am very negative after all the things that had happened. i am trying to forget everything so that i can be less painful. i guess you are right once its done things will never going to be the same again. i am totally shattered. i am starting to hate poly life...


it has been a terrible day for me. i don't know what to do. i know that for sure you will give your bf another chance after all you had already given him so many. i am feeling terrible but i cannot bear to tell you how i really feel. i really don't know what to do, i know how the outcome will be and yet i still want to know. i really wish and hope that a chance will be given to me. in the past i thought that chance is for me to grab not given, now i realised that i was wrong. i need to be given one in order to grab it. for the past few days i know that you are feeling down and angry. all i can do is be your listening ear and someone whom you can talk to. i really don't know what to do man. my feelings are a lot deeper than i type here but i cannot bring myself to get it all in this blog because i seriously feeling very terrible and i cannot do anything about it....


Yesterday was the last day of school. The feeling is quite saddening as the semester has ended and it will be a new class when the next semester starts. Well, I'm sure my friends should know why I'm feeling this way if they read my blog.
Yesterday, I went out with my friends from the class to kbox at jurong safra straight after the ut ended. Before we went to safra we had lunch at jurong point, we couldn't decide on what to eat. The funny thing is that my Eugene decided that we should have KFC and he had already prepared the coupon for it already, when we reached the KFC outlet a few of my friends and I just keep on continue walking towards mos burger as it was just right beside KFC, it was the first time though all zhao fan Eugene. After that we went kbox and all the fun and high things starts to happen. We sang from around 2.30pm all the way till 11pm, hardcore isn't it. I guess i am kinda crazy though, i drank 2 cups of shirley temple and a vodka coke. On the journey home it was quite tiring considering the distance from boon lay to admiralty, i was lucky to be able to get on the last train if not it will be good game. This marks the end.....

I guess this is it my feelings remain unspoken. If you know what i am talking about


today is the first time that i really see you shed tears, it pains my heart. I wanted to embrace you in my arms but i couldn't something is stopping me. The feeling is like having a wall just in between us. It is this feeling i'm having which is stopping me from doing things that i should do. i guess i'm just a blockhead, i just do not know how to react in this kind of situations.


i seriously don't how to cheer you up in this kind of situation other than be your listening ear and someone whom u can trust. i'm happy in the way that i will have a chance to make my confession but sad in the way that you are feeling low. i want to see you smile. Your smile will bring all my worries away.


haiz... my crush on someone did not turn up the way i want it. Anyway i have already decided to let go unless i see that there is still chance. I am back to where i am.. hopefully, i will keep reminding myself to let go. Haiz... If only we met each other earlier, I would embrace you and tell you suki des. In my mind you are always the most wonderful girl i have met. Pardon me if i nv make my confession because i do not want anyone of us to feel awkward everytime we see each other.

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