Regret

"you didn't do anything wrong"

yes, i didn't....Or did i?

Sometimes, when u think doing nothing can help the situation....but actually....your inaction leads things to move south...what if i could have done something??? ):

Over the last two days....i feel, upon reflection, that i've let my friend down.
I have not done anything to sour our relationship...but i have not met up with my dearest friend for 2 days....yeah...that may seem like a short time. This time, was a time when my friend could have use all my support and love.

Grr...only now do i see....

inaction in itself is an action ):


regrets abound
the heart unraveled
the sinking feeling
the pain unsaid

Oh Lord...help me
help me to help
help me to love
Give me the strength and the willpower
to support.

LORD YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE WITH ME
When the trouble comes
I trust in You
For i know You will lead me through
And i know You are faithful
till the end


Lord You are always here with me
There is no changing God in Thee
You are the same yesterday
and today and forevermore
Here on your promises i stand
You hold my future in Your hand
My solid rock
Almighty God
I worship you


And when the storms are drawing near
When i'm with You i dont have to fear
You're my shepherd on whom i can depend


Through the day
Through the night
I know You're always be by my side






Help me oh God(:

A day to remember

A sullen face in the crowd
No one knows(:

A watery eye,
alone in the darkness
a pained view...

the bustling of life, moving on
you're at a standstill

Gazing upon the bright lights,
i see people.

Moving

Eating

Viewing

The pace of life...
dulled at the moment
looking and biding its time

i turn away
i walk away, there's nothing left to say.

Thank you Lord, for a friend so dear((:

christmas

bittersweet

the realization

Moving on, one takes time.
Wondering....
continuously hurt time and time again?

fact or fiction
all the rigmarole equals to null?

A stranded thought,
a passing shower,
a year has past
a time to reflect...

Thank you for your honesty

for through it,

you showed me courage and mettle,

you showed how much it our friendship means to you

i should be happy

i really should

yet emptiness and that feeling of pained emotions swirls on

indescribable
i wonder....wonder why
i ponder....Alone
I think...yet find no answer.
Where is the solace?

The love of someone
so special to me
A cherished loved one
i will continue showering my love on you
in hope that acceptance will come ever so soon

Psalm 139:23, 24
Search me, O God, and know my heart; try me and know my anxious
thoughts; and see if there be any hurtful way in me, and lead me in
the everlasting way

Let me see beyond all things, so that i may see your will O lord my God

Merry Christmas!(:

Apprehensive

As i step forth

facing the oncoming waves

i wonder truely what lies before me

The words uttered by just one

have lead my soul astray

i trudge on,
i life's earnest battle

God give me strength to do your will

God shower me with love, so i can forgive

God shower me with grace, so i may always remember to share you love

blackhole

10:47 pm , December 10th

Have you ever felt lost

a void within

Just when u think nothing can go wrong

something indescribable happens

Everytime it comes

you tell yourself that you've less hurt

you're becoming numb

yet the scars testify

to a truth so real

to a pain, indescribably intense

to a weight, so heavy,

yet none other than myself can overcome

alone i am not

with dear friends around me

with God watching over me

funny isn't it?

the ppl you love and care about

can actually inflict the most hurt on you

friends...friends...why?

A passing shower

another face in the crowd

i walk alone

is it a phase of life?

only God keeps me going...... pensive