Monday, January 24, 2011

Chinese New Year 2011

it's one week plus until chinese new year, i should be damn excited for it but it's quite the opposite. i don't really want cny to come, cause i feel so not prepared for it. it's totally breaking my past cny traditions, like i haven gone shopping yet, i'm not going back to my kampung at sitiawan. BUT i don't really care, i actually don't really wanna go buy new clothes now, cause i feel like i'm forced to do it just because it's chinese new year. but some part of me wanted to go back to kampung, and the other part wanna stay. it depends which angle are your looking at this situation from, financially wise, it's definitely better to go back to kampung cause got more angpau! but study wise, it's better to stay here to do my 'holiday homework' and kinda study for my exam when my school re-opens cause i know i wont be studying when i go back to kampung. most probably will be playing cards with my cousins. so pro and cons, it's a tough choice, but in the end i'm staying here at KL for cny. i hope it's gonna be an exciting one.. 

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Will

*dap dap the mic* testing testing.. *cough* thank you for staying tuned, we're now back with more life stories to come! enjoy.

the word 'will'. okay, not 'will' a person's name or that you 'will' do something or the 'will' that you inherit something after people like pass away or something *touch wood*

that day while messaging with a friend of mine, she had exams coming up and all.. and i told her 'where there's a will, there's a way' (something like that, i'm making it sounds better here :P ). i realised that everything in life comes back to this one word - will. i believe that there's nothing that we cant do, but it's just if we're willing to do it or not. i've been experiencing this throughout my years of studying, especially during pmr and spm. when i was in lower secondary, i never really did well for my geography or k.h. but before pmr, i can tell you that i really studies my ass off.. the geography text book for all 3 years, i read it like from start to end. and i did quite well for pmr. and spm also, i can honestly tell you that i sucked in my history, during form 5 i'm always on the verge of failing, but end up before spm, i studies quite some time with friends, and i got an A- for spm.

BUT it's not always that way, i have targets in a lot of other stuff, but my will isn't strong enough to complete them or succeed it them. like you tell yourself that exam is coming, you wanna study but end up you get distracted by the computer, i'm sure most of you do that too. if you think back, having a strong will in life can seriously make you accomplish so many things, so the bottom line : where there's a will, there's a way.

 p/s : i should start listening to my own advices..

stay tuned for the next one.. *turns off the mic*