so Ive been obsessing with my new headphones.
andd i came across the cd confessions by usher. and I feel like that album explains so much.
youve got "Yeah" which takes me back to partys at lexis house, and everyone would dance when that song came on. "Throwback" we've all been in situations like this, we dont realize what we have til its gone and then we miss it incredibly. I wish more people realized this before its too late. I wish I didnt allow ppl to use me and then throw me away. we all need to be thankful. then of course theres "Confessions" and that song doesnt need any explanation. BUT if more people were honest and forthright life would be so much easier. half the time people dont know where other people are coming from so they assume things. ASSUMPTIONS. they can kill everything. ugh. how are you suppose to know something if people dont tell you? ugh again. (as you can see this is a troublesome thought for me). "Burn" which we sang and sang and sang like it really meant something. and now we get every bit of it. crossroads. ugh. they suck. stay or go. realittyyy. I keep talking about reality WELL YEA it sucks, but alot of ppl jsut expect things to change/get beeter--but you have to take things for what they are. stop trippen and handle your business. "Caught Up"-he was cute, he was smart, he seemed so perfect soo shit we didnt care about the other dynamics. and some how its always the challenge that intrigues us. "TRUTH HURTS" bold simply because this explains like my whole life. in my earlier post i addressed the answering the phone or not answering the phone...the thing is though, even if we choose to ignore whats going on- the truth will ALWAYS be there. and the denial. the deception. the guilt. it pains u. but during the last few days of the year ive been looking at life differently and the reality of relationships and situations. sucks. ugh. "Simple Things" if anything this is what I always say. I say its about family, its about love--lifes too short. What Ilove most is the simplicity of true happiness. people spend alot of time/energy trying to gain things they think will make them happy and totally miss the things right in front of them that really neeed the true patience and maturity. spending time with ppl like my great grandparents have really helped shape that inside me. "Bad Girl" --enough said.
i LOVE this CD. buy it, get it, listennn to it.
