I've been feeling that i have no sense of belonging in this World/ Earth, somehow i just feel that I shouldn't exist in this world, I feel that i dont belong to this world/ Earth... I dont know why and how and since when i begin to have this kind of feelings maybe recently or maybe long ago and i just didnt voice it out...

3 days to the performance at Telok Blangah!!!!

I'm performing on 2nd August which is THIS SATURDAY!!! And i thought that next sat then 2nd August....Haix...Thans to Kb for letting me know that it's this coming Sat and also making me so nervous....Upon knowing that it's this coming Saturday, I was so nervous dont know why I'm nervous also....Maybe because we didnt not practice enough and it's still not well-organised...
So this sat report 1oam at Simei Studio to do the last rehearsal and touch up....
5 days to 2nd August!!!! Performing this Saturday at Telok Blangah
*exact place and time will be confirmed*

Anybody interested to help out at F1 (Formula 1) race? People who are interested pls go for the interview either today or tmr..

Friday--
Went for 2 hours of badminton before heading off to Simei dance studio...Had really great fun during badminton, had lots of laughter there enjoyed myself very much but then were also "injured" by Kenneth...Hit me so hard that it went red immediatly and still can hit me two times...Luckly that day only went for two hours of badminton if not i sure will get lots of green patch if i stay for the whole training...
At 2pm travelled to Simei dance studio with one of my dance mates (dont know her name)...Reached there at 3 plus, the leaders and the other dacncers from other place were practicing their bollywood dance...The choreography of the dance was done by a indian guy, the dance steps were so funny and interesting...If you were to see it, i bet you sure laughed it out loud...There they were practicing for their bollywood, i have nothing to do so sat there looking at them for long hours...Boring...haix...Waited until 5 plus then our turn to rehearses the "Caught Up' dance (only once), then again nothing to do sat there alone staring into blank spaces...
I hate it, really hate it sitting there isolated in a corner...Furthermore my "Caught Up"dance mates, everybody were malays!!! So they speak in their own language and i dont understand what the hell they talking about!!!
From that point of time i really hate malays...I was like PLEASE STOP SPEAKING IN MALAY!!!! DAMN THEM LA!!! I dont know whether they will see this post but i just wanna say it out cos i dont want keep it in my heart....And their planning of the events, the management, everything really sucks...Everything were not organised...This is the first time i met this kind of lousy management....
For the next rehearsal i hope it will be better...By the way, will be performing on 2nd of August at Telok Blangah...They said that this is a major event so we have to put in our best...
The Teacher-in-charge also said that we will be paid for the performances being put up...Depends on the event, what kind of shows and the involvement we made...

Everybody have been thinking that i didnt go school was because of my dance practice...Now I'm going to let you guys know that the reason why i didnt go school was not because of my dance practice, it's the other reason....Why you guys assumed that my dance practice was the reason for not going school???
And Sky you are so Kpo..keep asking and asking...Everybody have been asking me the reason for not going school so now i shall tell you ok...I didnt go school because i was out for sun-tan....I've tell you the reason so now please stop asking me the reason....

Gonna have poor attendance this week or maybe this whole month or should i say for the next 2-3 months...This week i'm busy with something, so busy that i didnt even attend school or only went for a few lessons only....
Monday, didnt attend school....
Tuesday, attend school but last 2 hours before school ends i leave the school...
Wednesday, hmmm....the day which i'm free....Able to attend whole school hours...
Thursday,i only attend last two hours lesson before school ends...
Friday, able to attend whole school hours cos friday school starts at 8am and end at 12pm which is the shortest school hour in the week whereas monday to thursday school end at 5pm...
Unable to attend school and misses so many lessons, i'm sure that i'm unable to catch up with the rest (classmates)...So have to work double hard...Gambatte!!

Going for "Caught Up" dance practice at Simei today...Hope that i didnt forget the moves and show the best of me....

Change blog template for the fourth time...

Sun--

Went to 93.3 jie tou bao chang hui, emcees on tat day were ding zhi yong, jia fa, ai wei then one more Dj i forgot her name...There's Energy, Milk, Liu li yang, Lin you jia, Lin yu zhong, JJ.....A nice show put up....

Photos taken :

Jia Fa & Ai Wei

Ding Zhi YOng & the other 93.3 DJ forgot her name ..

Energy

Milk and Energy performing on the SAME stage!!!

Liu Li Yang

Lin You Jia & Liu Li Yang sang Tiamo

Lin Yu Zhong

JJ

End of the Show, every performancers up on stage to celebrate 93.3 25th anniversary...

Kampai!!!

Group photos

Mon--

Busy Day for me....Didnt go Sch....Sorry to my friends who called me so many times and i didnt picked up......

Tues--

Received Siti's messages about the dance practice for "Caught Up"...There will be "Caught up" practice at Simei....Have to reach Simei dance studio at 4pm but were encouraged to reached there at about 3pm and practice ourselves....Haix...School ends at 12pm so there's enought time for my to travel there....dont know what you talking about, what Bollywood dancers and Hip Hop dancers and Pa...Cant understand what excatly you're talking about...The other messages that you send to explain to me i also dont understand until the last message that you send me then i understand...So it'll be "caught up" dancers have to be at Simei Studio by 4pm but are encouraged to be there by 3pm....So friday i cant go for my badminton practice cos have to go for my dance practice, if i were to rush back to school it'll already be late night...Sorry Amy cant go for badminton practice with you but never mind you still have Imran, Kenneth Seah and that kk....When i'm not there with you for the practice you have to help me "bash" that person who i didnt get to "bash" last week....You should know who that person I'm referring to....

Today---

Sorry today i'm a bit not right up in my mind...My minds and Brains not functioning properly...That's why i so hyper today....