Wednesday, February 10, 2021

Steve and Peggy

 After 13. 

Favourite number. 

So much poetry in this scene. 

https://youtu.be/hg2jTvopLI4


Always the first.

Looking through. 

In a dark room.

Separated by a mere sheet of glass. 

So near, and yet so far. 

But always within. 

Grateful just to have been able to see again, and hear you speak.

The conversations back in the day. 

I promise my set of shelves a vase of a single lily.

What a story, Steve and Peggy.







Sunday, May 22, 2016

Naval Base Primary Football Fiesta

Naval Base Primary Football Fiesta. Boys playing together for the first time (mostly). A slow start, but consistency in the quality of performances meant that in the end, the boys surprised even themselves with a runners - up finish in the League, averaging a healthy ratio of one goal a game too.

Apply yourself to the best of your ability, and you just might surprise even yourself.

I'm glad that the boys had this lesson as a takeaway from today.

2touch 5v5 fiesta

2Touch 5v5 Fiesta, with the U9 team. Credit to the boys for a strong finish after a sluggish start, with a recovery belying their tender age.

In the end, the boys did rue their performance in the second game, especially considering that team went on to win the competition (against our first opponents).

But in looking at the bigger picture, what was more important for me was that the players realised that they could play at a good level of football, and more importantly, that they could only reach such levels by playing to the best of their capabilities.

Such a mindset will definitely put them in good stead for anything they endeavour in the future.

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Reflections - last of the twentysomethings

This time last year, I was part of a team of a grand total of two people preparing the entire spectrum of publicity materials for the League Cup Final, which had been postponed from its original kickoff date due to haze. Fast forward twelve months, and I now find myself in a vastly different environment.

I suppose if anything, my existence has taught me that a lot can change in the space of twelve seconds, let alone twelve months. I am grateful for the many experiences I have lived through, and know full well by now that life is a journey comprising many journeys within, not unlike capillaries which lead to the main river, and then the sea.

I suppose, very much like explorers in olden days, we chart our journeys and navigate them in the best way as we can, and see where the waves take us.

A big Thank You to everyone who has helped and guided me in my journey thus far. It has been one heck of a journey thus far, and long may it continue.

Sunday, September 08, 2013

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"Baby, you are my gift from Allah. Masya'Allah what a wonderful gift. To be grateful to Allah for granting me this gift, I must cherish this gift with great care. 

I just want you to know that insyaAllah, I will take the best care of you and our offsprings till my last breath bcos I am grateful for this gift. I am sorry that sometimes I make you upset. 

I love you so much that sometimes I just want to hold on you tight and not let you go. Changes are never easy for anyone but I want you to know that I am also trying my hardest. 😔"

Monday, September 02, 2013

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"I'm sorry, sweetheart. I know it must have been tough on you too. I want you to know that I'm here. I'll stand by you through all your struggles. We are in this together right? I love you, baby. I'll come around. For you, I will insyaAllah.

We are always better together. Always have and always will.

I love you too very much, sayang. I've been blessed with such a wonderful fiancé and future husband insyaAllah and I want you to know that I appreciate what you have done and what you plan to do to protect us from harm."

Thursday, August 29, 2013

One Day

One day, I will leave my job. 

I won't do any job.

I won't work with anybody. 

Maybe I should just work alone, without people, away from people.

I will maybe learn to bake, and operate a little bakery. 

I have always loved the smell of baking bread, pastries, confectionery and cookies. 

Maybe I should start looking for classes. 

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Telepathic Pasta

"I believe our connection is strong and deep that no distance is ever going to break our bond, insyaAllah. It's all in the mind. 

A person can create distance in his mind even though the other person is next to him. Well, for us I choose to believe that it is just a temporary, physical distance. 

Emotionally and spiritually we are so close that my mind and body can read you like how you can read mine. 

Citing the coffee bean incident for instance, you were meters away from me but there was a voice inside of me that told me order the pasta. 

That in itself shows that physically, there may be a distance but emotionally we are connected. But of course, spending time us a much needed activity for any couple but when we do, we do it wisely now. 

I have so much to say sayang heeee when dalam hati awak mesti "since when my baby haven't got anything to say" ❤ anyway baby, I feel like the time couldn't be more perfect for us - few months before our wedding to help us settle down. 

Of course, it is not the ideal situation but when we believe in Allah's plans, we believe that this is the best for us. It keeps us closer together more than anything else. InsyaAllah."

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My dearest baby, 

I would like to have you know that what you did for me today was nothing short of amazing. I am so touched by your sweet surprise, my heart just falls for you all over again like it did the first time, I only fell harder this time. I am so happy, I could cry. Finally tears of joy after what seemed like a never ending nightmare for me the past few weeks. I want you to know that I love you very much and I appreciate what you've done for us this far. I pray that Allah protect our love and family from harm.

Love,

Your baby.

How can I not feel blessed? Alhamdulillah. :)