Sunday, August 26, 2007
Why do I have to be so NICE to people?
I still get the bad stuff thrown at me!
F***ING PISSED with all these nonsense.
ITS F***ING F***ED UP!
HAPPY
21ST
BIRTHDAY
BIG SIS!
Friday, August 24, 2007
Post Exam blues. Exams are all over but I haven't gotten into the party mood yet. Maybe cos I'm always in it so it doesn't really make much of a difference -.- HAHA! I finished my paper at 10.30am, way way ahead of all the others, as in March and Dan. They finish at 4 and 6 and late late in the afternoon. So I'm more or less activityless until 6-7 at night. Ruz is working till 6 and Daus has paper on Monday so he can't 'play' yet. I thought of going swimming but the weather doesn't look so good =(
AH! I just don't know what else to blog about. There just nothing much...
Friday, August 17, 2007
This is the 100th post!
So, I shall mark down every single thing that made an impact in my life. Or at least try to remember them. HAHA!
First of all, for having a Mom that imposes a curfew and letting me break it -.- HAHA! How many Moms actually gives you a curfew and 'let' u come home after that? Hurgh? I did try to stick to it most of the time but... yeah... =/ Not forgetting the cooking. The lovely X'mas, CNY, or just any other special occasions dishes that she whips up and still have time to clean up the whole darn house! I think my mom hasn't age in the past decade. HAHA! Must be the 'lesser' scolding. Now my younger sis has taken over. HAHA!
For having a Dad that gives endlessly. Especially $$$! HAHA! I wish every Dad in the world was like my Dad. Whenever I needed some extra cash, and its usually a last resort, I would go up to him and asked if I could have some money. He would then reply to me, how much I wanted. Sure I could always say $50 but I never really did needed that much cash. Buying breakfast, lunch and dinner back for us hungry kids. I wish I would be as giving as my Dad. Not forgetting the many car rides. Being ferried around was always a luxury I took for granted. Therefore, I'm gonna start ferrying MYSELF around soon =)
The Big sister of mine! Damn, shes one clever nerd! Plus the looks too. I think its rather unfair. Why does she get the brains and the looks???! One thing I never did DARE to do, even until now was to ill-treat her. Sometimes she just gets on my nerves, which seemed soooo long ago. I can't remember when I was pissed with her. Maybe because we both know not to piss each other off. HAHA! I'd probably get jealous of her in the near future for being some successful doctor or surgeon while I'm still... erm... Yeah. I'm not even 'there' yet...
The little one. Not so little now. Catching up with my Big sis and Mom. If I'm not wrong, think shes already caught up. Always a little girl in my eyes. The little baby sister that cried and cried and cried somemore when she was young. All she ever did was cry. HAHA! Now, she does less of it... Only I'm allowed to make her cry. Any of you assholes out there thinking about it, you'd better think twice, especially all you boys! Theres still a load of aunties to answer to. HAHA!
My aunts and uncles. Well, I must say, I DO have favorites. HAHA! Everyone that knows me well probably knows which aunt I like the most. I think she spoils me too much sometimes. Yes, its aunt Mel. Shes always buying me stuff. I love using them too cos shes just so darn hip. HAHA! She got me all my Crumpler bags. Not all really but 2 of them, the other she just paid first. HAHA! Plus tons of clothes. Not forgetting the scolding I get from her whenever I get too 'difficult' for my Mom to handle. I hate it when my Mom calls her up and complains about me. Then I'll get a call from her and get scolded or lectured or BOTH. The rest of my aunts probably have their own favorites too. So, I guess its fair. The uncles are all really funny. They make those family gatherings fun to go to. I look at them, and see that its actually not that bad to be at some boring family gathering. Apart from the food. HAHA! I'm too young to mix with them and too old to mix with my kid cousins so I'm practically in the middle. Still, they help me get by =)
My friends!!! I think the list is too long! The BRUDAS as well. If I left anyone out, I'm sorry. In random order... Daniel, Razi, March, Firdaus, Ian, Vincent, Shalih, Naish, Elrick, Rudy, Devan, Farhan, Prom, Jiayuan, Alvin, Alfred, Goh, KY, Soccer kids, Gym dudes, Working people, Primary school mates(which I have lost contact with). Thanks guys for everything. Especially the laughs.
Now, the ladies... Don't get this wrong, its in RANDOM order again... Roslyn, Hannah, Dina, Jessica, Qim, Xinyin, Carrie, Caihua, Yenli, Peiying, Rachel, Weihua, Manuela, Danker, Nicole, Amanda. I think theres more but I just can't really remember.
Maybe because there wasn't anything SIGNIFICANT. HA! I'm not kidding!
The teachers, coaches, lecturers, mentors, supervisors, bosses, managers. Ms Alsagoff, Ms Quek, Mr Brian Koh, Ms Yeo Dai Kee, Mr Tan Kok Lum, Mr Wong, Ms Victor, Mr Ho K C, Mr Albert Tan, Mr Tan K S, Mr Lye, Mr Lee, Mdm Tong, Elvis, Dickson, Vijay, K C, Robin, Nicole, Dahlan, Subha, Uncle Peng, Vincent, and Eureka.
I'm thankful for everything. Even in the not-so-good state that I'm in now. Still pulling through but can be better. HA! I hope we can continue to live like a family and better our relationship with each other. I hope my friends will stay friends and become better friends plus making new friends. To all the teachers, mentors... Thanks for 'moulding' me to what I am now. Theres still a lot of work left to be done but your helped me a lot. Without your, I'd probably still have not started. I wouldn't even be at the beginning. HAHA!
Happiness found its way to the things and people in my life that mattered to me. I hope happiness doesn't lose its way =)
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
March, this post is for you =)
Start a topic - There are no limits. From the weather to sleeping. Even if you know what shes doing. Emphasize! From there, respond from her response.
Make her feel that you wanna know more - This follows up from most of her responses. You'd probably wanna know more too so that shouldn't be much of a problem unless you really don't care.
Don't let her feel awkward - I think one of the best examples is conversation. That 'awkward' silence that occurs in some conversations. I personally feel that if a guy/girl can make the other party not feel so shy/stand on ceremony(bu hao yi shi) when treating them to a meal or something, it'd be really great. I got to experienced it but only from one person =) Its a girl! DUH!
Treating her like a lady - Open the door for her. Stand up if you are sitting down when she meets you. Smile. Hold her when the 'need' arises. Like crossing the road or moving her away from an oncoming object or preventing her from stepping in some weird substance on the floor. Whats with people spilling things??? Remember your manners. Don't call her fat! Compliment her. Try to notice every tiny detail. Hair, nails, earrings, necklaces, clothes. Even if she starts whining that she looks horrible. You'd probably think she looks perfect in your eyes so you'd probably not see any 'flaw' in her. HAHA!
Feelings - Think about what she might do in a situation. If shes IN a situation, be sensitive and understanding. Even if shes in the wrong, whether its to you or to someone else. Its probably easier if its to someone else -.- Girls are emotional. Don't be a chauvinists either. You don't always have to make it seem you are the bigger man, or rather, ARE the man. Some girls would love to put all the blame on others. Wouldn't blame them. We guys do it too. Its a matter of give and take.
This is what I can do to help you. I hope it helps. HAHA! Maybe some girls would disagree with what I say. Then, that way your can tell me on how to make a guy the perfect boyfriend or husband. HAHA!
To the ladies and gentlemen out there =)
Saturday, August 11, 2007
3 nights ago, something strange happened. When I woke up(3 days ago), I found my scissors beside me on my bed. Why would I have a pair of scissors on my bed??? Razi said that those spirits are afraid of pointed/sharp objects. Still, I didn't know why I had the pair of scissors with me... Now, I still don't.
My conclusion is that I was probably having a bad dream about spirits and I subconciously took the scissors and placed it on my bed just in case. Still, why a scissors? I don't remember doing so, neither do I remember using my scissors the night before.
Well, I'm still spooked. Anyone has an explaination???
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Another day passed... Went to town to play pool after soooo long. I think its been 2-3 months. For me, thats long. Hung out till 11and got home by 11.30. Such a good boy!
I DID know! More or less you would be there. Ha =)
Monday, August 06, 2007
I don't ever wanna make the same F***ING mistake again
I would say I have learnt a lot from the experience
but at a BIG cost.
I almost lost my Family
my Friends and worse of all
that special someone
Somehow, I think I'm going down that path again
I most definitely don't want to
I just feel that I can't this time round
I don't want to lose EVERYTHING again
Its TOO painful
Such a waste of time too
I realised everyone said I changed
but I changed back already =)
I just really hope that it ends well
As sweet as a fairy tale
with a happily ever after ending
Wa, damn childish la -.-
HAHAHAHHAHA!!!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
I slept at 7am the night before. I don't know how come. I just didn't feel tired or sleepy. I attempted to try and sleep around 3am, which was already quite late but couldn't. I was rolling around on my bed. I closed my eyes, tried to fall asleep, but just couldn't. When I opened my eyes and looked at the time, only 5mins had passed -.-
At least I had a someone to sms or talk to, but it was only till 5. I was just as surprised that someone would still be up at that time especially her! HAHA! I woke at 12pm the next day, which is today. Surprisingly, I felt well rested. I lazed about and watch a bit of TV before heading to the gym with Daus and March. I can't remember if I had anything to eat. Thats weird too... Hmmm...
I sprained my wrist(AGAIN) from the previous gym session. Its the left one AGAIN and its probably the same problem =( Well, I stubbornly went ahead to workout and probably made it worse. I did manage to break through on some exercises, and thats when my wrist is injured. Imagine if it wasn't. Well, the funny thing is, those exercises that I had a break through didn't really require much use of the wrist -.- HAHA!
We headed down to Pastamania for dinner. It was ALWAYS Firdaus first preference when it came to where to have dinner, especially after gym sessions. HAHA! This time, it wasn't. He somehow seemed reluctant to have dinner at Pastamania. March and I was ok with it. I think my mom cooked pasta for dinner -.- Yes, what a waste...
After that, it was Dai Dee time at Coffee Bean. Oh, and a weird phenomenon occured. I sms Roslyn before March and Firdaus came. They went to get a drink at NTUC and I went to sit down first to reserve a place at coffee bean. Halfway through the game, or one of the games, she replied. From then on, whenever I received a msg from her, I would win the round and March and Firdaus will be left with a ton of cards. HAHA! Then, when she didn't msg back, Firdaus and I were end up 'challenging' each other but March still ends up the winner -.- No wonder March didn't want Roslyn to reply me back =(
So now I'm back home being a good boy and not going out till so late, unlike the past few days. Well, actually I came back around 11pm-12am so its not that bad. I wish I could go out with you tomorrow =( I guess theres always another time...