Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Work sucks! As in not the working itself or the things I do at work. Cos we mostly just slack around and listen to gossip. The work load ain't much at all. Its the timing and getting sent back early that sucks. They are 'firing' us part timers. This is how they are doing so, or at least what we think they are doing.
They start sending us off earlier and give us lesser working days, making us think that its not worth staying on cos working days are so little and even on working days itself, we're sent off earlier, which means less cash. So they're trying to make us quit instead of firing us cos they know we are good and hope that we're sensible enough to do the right thing so that it won't look bad for them. ASSHOLES!
Gonna catch Ocean's 13 tomorrow. We didn't get to catch it that day. No suitable slots. Schedules really tight. I have an appointment down at Outram at 1.30pm which will probably end at 2.30pm and the movie is at 2.50 at AMK. Hopefully I'll be able to rush down in time for the show. Speaking about shows, I went to catch Fantastic 4 with Roslyn at AMK hub today. We walked around and laughed at the many weird 'structures' they have over there. The theatre sucked, not the show but the screening. Once a while, the screen would just go blank. It happened about 8 times or more. The audience were getting frustrated. Towards the end of the movie, they were 'OEIng' away.
So anyway, I came back and slept till 10plus. Its a good thing we have the recording box. Just that I have to pre-program it. Well, I'm gonna chat awhile more before I head to bed. QIMMMMM! Don't be a SOMBONG little girl!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Its FUNNY how the people we love the most can hurt us so much. Its even FUNNIER that the ones I LOVED the most can do such things. You F***ing BITCH! And to those 'few' who knew, you are no better! I'm not affected by it, just really DISAPPOINTED.
On a lighter note, SENTOSA tomorrow! Woo! We're just going there to chill. No soccer or volleyball. Just relax. =)
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Its the hols again! 2 weeks. Well, only 1, cos I'll have to be studying during the other. I went swimming today. The weather was kind enough to let us tan at 2. We were supposed to meet at 1.30 but it was drizzling a lil at 12plus. Thats all I know cos I woke up at 12.
We swam/tanned till 4.30 and went to get something to eat over at J8. Went home at 6plus and slept till 12. I kept getting up in the middle of my sleep. I know one reason was to adjust the fan speed. At one point of time, I just felt really cold and another, really hot. It was really uncomfortable. So I got up at 1 and went to watch some tv. There weren't much shows to watch. So here I am blogging. A lil bit of chatting on MSN. Surprisingly, there ARE people still online at this time of the day.
I had a few interesting dreams about my past relationships during my sleep just now. Think it was about 3 dreams. Here goes...
Dream 1
I thought about how it was like in one of my past relationships. I had fun. Lots of it. Being loved and loving. It was a nice feeling, DUH! HAHA! It was at her place that I remember most of the times when we were together. Well, it wasn't unpleasant at first till I thought about the reality of NOW. Yeah, so I'm out of your life. I woke up, literally. Turned off the fan cos it was too cold.
Dream 2
It was at the beach. The wind was blowing and I was shivering my ass off cos my clothes were wet and so were hers. I still tried to hug her even though it put me in a really uncomfortable position, PHYSICALLY. I guess it wasn't the physical hug that made it warm. So anyway, the reality again put the sting in the poison. I guess its always better without me around. You can do what you want now. You can always get a 'warm' hug from anyone. Switched on the fan cos it was getting hot.
Dream 3
It was the shortest period of time that I ever knew a girl before I made the next step. I myself was surprised at how fast we progressed. Until now, I'm still thinking whether I did the right thing of NOT doing anything. Its like a girl is expecting the guy to make a move, maybe like kiss her or something but he just doesn't so she initiates it instead. Well, I 'think' theres still a chance. I still got up though but didn't adjust the fan speed. I just looked around at my messy room and smiled.
So, I hope to catch Ocean's 13 later. All the movies are coming out now. It would be nice if I could catch all of them with different people. I don't expect all my friends to share the same interest as me for movies. It would be good though. Theres Transformers, Fantastic 4, Harry and a few others left. People, keep yourself free! HA!
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Unfortunate for me. I have fallen ill. Its a rather bad sore throat. It hurts when I get up from bed. Worse still, I'm losing weight cos I'm not eating as much. Its coming to the end of term 1. 1 more day till holidays but it doesn't seem much of a difference to me cos I'll probably be working during the hols and I still gotta get up early. HAHA!
Heading down to Dan' s house later with the guys and a few others. Hope to have a good time there. Its a over-night thing. One of the last few gatherings we'll ever have. Its gonna get lesser and lesser, us meeting up as one whole group.
Dan, gimme hope! HAHA! I told your my predicament. Kinda sucks but I have to go through it. Neither here nor there.
The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I'll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won't care
We're high above the ground
We're nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
We're nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me 'cause I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?
I'm wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care
Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again
Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Friday, June 01, 2007
Went clubbing on Wednesday night. Rather weird for us to go clubbing. We aren't really the clubbing type, but we just went anyway. We planned to go MOS initially but SOMEONE suggested Zouk. So we just went along with it and it was a BIG mistake. We went down to Zouk and the queue was FREAKING long. Duh! What do you expect on a night before a public holiday. We gave up queueing at Zouk and headed down to MOS. We met our colleagues from Ritz at Zouk and made our way down to MOS together. The cab ride actually took 10mins only but we all were too patient to get out halfway along the main road. It only costs $5plus I think. Thanks WH! We'll pay you when we see you =)
Its a good thing we had friends queueing at MOS already. So we just joined up. Lucky asses! Thanks Agnes for queueing =) It wasn't ladies night as well cos the next day was a public holiday. The poor girls that went in Zouk paid and stayed for maybe 30mins or so... Total rip off! MOS was much more fun.
We practically followed the girls around. Each of them hooked up together. Only Dan and I remained 'single'. HAHA! Thank you so much WH for all your effort. Its damn frustrating, for both you and me. That butterfly is damn ELUSIVE! We all had fun in the end. Tired but fun-ed.
We headed down to the Bak Kut Teh store for a drink and some food but they were closing and stuff so we got our snacks from the 7eleven across the road. The stupid auntie kept hurrying us off cos she said she wanted to keep the table. Damn annoying. On our way there, there was a coffeeshop that was callen off by police. There was lots of blood all over the floor. Probably a fight broke out among some losers who got too drunk.
Got home smelling of smoke and a lil sleepy. We were supposed to Dota the next day, 11am but only at 2plus did I get a call/sms from one of the guys -.- So we started at 4pm instead and the first one to reach was the only one who didn't go clubbing the night before. March had to go to the temple for prayers. Vesak day...
We were really unlucky when we got to the hilltop. Initially, only 2 pits were in use. It rained earlier and we had to wipe the area cos it was wet. Duh! Halfway through our FIRST game when Ruz arrived, another group came and they were speaking Cantonese! They didn't even tell us to move from there and they just continued talking among themselves in their stupid Cantonese. So we 'automatically' packed up our stuff. It was damn annoying and they kept staring at us while we were packing up. So we cleaned up to tables for nothing -.-
We went to Daus's block to play as there was a PP there. I brought an extra multi plug cos I thought there were SUPPOSED to be 6 people playing but only 4 played. Vincent joined us below Daus's block and Daniel came later with FOOD around 8plus. I was damn tired so I let Dan play while I slept and drooled. HAHA! Ruz went off earlier as he had to study for his test today. We played till 9plus and headed to Coffee Bean for a drink. Saw Qim there. She was flying off to KL today. After so long, she was finally smiling =) It was freezing in there. I was wearing my running singlet so I was the most 'frozen' among them. Left at about 11plus and made our way home. Was damn tired but wasn't sleepy. Chatted on MSN awhile then went to bed at 12plus.
SO here I am blogging early in the morning. Lesson at 10.10am but I woke up earlier. I don't know what for anyway. I should be sleeping and resting. GRRR! Gym later... Please make today an interesting day for me =)