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Have I ever mentioned that the Foos Rock?

Best of you


I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone?s got their chains to break
Holding you
Were you born to resist?
Or be abused?
Is someone getting the best of you?
Or are you gone and on to someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I'll break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse
Is someone getting the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
Your trust?
You must confess
Is someone getting the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
It's real, the pain you feel
The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken heart
Your trust? You must confess
Is someone getting the best of you?
I've got a another confession, my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
somewhere new
Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in-I refuse
Is someone getting the best of you?

The Beach

sleeping on the beach has got to be one of the most peaceful experiences.

easy living.

how in the world do they know these things?

Your Birthdate: January 22

While sometimes employing unorthodox approaches, you are capable of handling large scale undertakings. You assume great responsibility and work long and hard toward completion. Often, especially in the early part of life, there is rigidity or stubbornness, and a tendency to repress feelings. Idealistic, you work for the greater good with a good deal of inner strength and charisma. An extremely capable organizer, but likely to paint with broad strokes rather than detail. You are very aware and intuitive. You are subject to a good deal of nervous tension.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Somebody to love

Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord - somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

(He works hard)

Everyday - I try and I try and I try -
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord
Somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I'm ok, I'm alright
Ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

-hehe

Queen Rocks.

Dubai desert dreams

I love the way life puts you through the worst thing then lead you into the time of your life.

and now i know i am in love with what i do.

I'm happy.

Sleepless

Second night... :) hasn't happened in a long while, sleeplessness. Is it excitement? That I might have finally been rested?

Its restlessness I think. Wanting.. needing to do something. But I havent yet figured out what it is. Don't think its hit so hard in a while.. hehe.. do I do something about it? Am I about to allow the lil'uns some free reign to lead me into something whose consequences have not be cerebrally explored and carefully analysed through a detailed cost-benefit analaysis?

Trash revisited

"You know we'll end up in bed."

"No we won't."

"Try to stop yourself."

- Ellen and Spurs

Thank goodness its over!

Well not completely.. but at least I can eat properly again. And my gratitude to all of you who induldged this sympathy whore... i really announced it didn't i? haha.. but i decided enough was enough so i'm not gonna carry on whining here. its over and thats most important..

next ... not worrying.. more puzzling.. are the dreams.. i guess i have an idea of what might have triggered them.. but its not really related... or is it? is my subconscious trying to tell me something? do i not want to listen? should i? argh.

'Promise me you'll try to like it.. really. Promise?'

The elements are working against my wkend

They are.