well well, guess what. Miss Gungho here is getting the jitters the day before. No more walking down hallways with books in arm with friends... no more talking nonsense in class.. no more just being passive. Do I really want to get going with work -Definitely yes.. but giving up being carefree? Can I still be carefree in this new life I've got?
Why is the grass always greener on the other side?
I don't want to lose it. I don't want to grow up! NOOOOOO!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Talk
Talk might be cheap... a real cheap way to get that morale boost that you need. Quite cool how a long conversation can be so uplifting (and it wasn't a pep talk). Maybe that's how i think.. to rationalise things out loud and to have a sounding board to work with. makes things clearer and, of course, provide constant reassurance that I'm right. heh.
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Monumental
Right.. so FINALLY, I've got some time to sit down and reflect. First and foremost on my mind is the monumental decision that I really should have seen coming. Even after all said and done, the doubts are still there.. coming back even more strongly, like someone's trying to tell me something or, as I'd like to see it, whoever it is wants to see if I can stick with what I've decided. So.. that's one of life's deciding moments for me. It'll go.
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