Truth or lies; Which is best?
Maybe ignorance is bliss afterall.
Monday, August 22, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
The Past
There is a good thing about keeping a blog. It shows the person you were in the past, the thoughts you had and all those resolutions made. It shows all the good and bad moments and all those feelings that might have been long forgotten. Reading mine was pleasuring as it brings back many memories of the ‘past me’. It was those genuine and vital moments that make me who I am today.
To the ‘past me’, I see the ‘present me’ in the midst of fulfilling a promise made. A promise to show you have grown and matured. You are capable in taking over the responsibilities after all. The time is finally here to prove.
To the ‘past me’, I see the ‘present me’ in the midst of fulfilling a promise made. A promise to show you have grown and matured. You are capable in taking over the responsibilities after all. The time is finally here to prove.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
About your rights
I realise how hard it is to accommodate each other habits and moods. But because I believe that no one is perfect and how others may find certain things about me to be bothersome as well, I make an effort to give and take. If everyone has to flare even for a slightest thing, life will be filled with too many arguments and conflicts, and eventually too tiring for oneself.
I tried to believe and live sturdily with this value but it has been the erratic mood and unreasonable behaviour from others that makes me question if I’ve been fair to myself─ why do they always express their feelings liberally without thinking about the feeling of others, when I always have to keep quiet and suffer alone. It makes me realise that no one bother what they did that upset you, rather what you did that irritates them. I need to be selfish and insensitive because no one cares about me more than myself.
I tried to believe and live sturdily with this value but it has been the erratic mood and unreasonable behaviour from others that makes me question if I’ve been fair to myself─ why do they always express their feelings liberally without thinking about the feeling of others, when I always have to keep quiet and suffer alone. It makes me realise that no one bother what they did that upset you, rather what you did that irritates them. I need to be selfish and insensitive because no one cares about me more than myself.
Friday, May 28, 2010
說了再見
我假裝不重要 卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見 才發現再也見不到
你的笑 你的好 腦海裡 一直在繞
我的手 忘不了 你手的溫度
心碎了一地 撿不回從前的心跳 傷心過去我無力逃跑
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
As emotions overwlemed me,there was no one to turn to and no one to talk to, all i could do was to cry helplessly. I have never been this terrfied. If you are here, you would have understand.
說了再見 才發現再也見不到
你的笑 你的好 腦海裡 一直在繞
我的手 忘不了 你手的溫度
心碎了一地 撿不回從前的心跳 傷心過去我無力逃跑
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
As emotions overwlemed me,there was no one to turn to and no one to talk to, all i could do was to cry helplessly. I have never been this terrfied. If you are here, you would have understand.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
the 1st anniversary
As everyone moves on with life, you seem to be fading away with time. Sometimes I wonder what will be left 10 years, 20 years or even 30 years down the road─ which of those memories will remain. Will I be able to remember your smile? Will I be able to recognise your back view? Will I be able to distinguish your voice? Will I be able remember your looks? It worries me to realise how everyone forgets and is gradually removing you from their conversation. Is this a sign that I’m losing you? I’ve never struggle for any memories like how I do now.
You must be thinking how gulliable your sister is but I do wonder how it's like leaving when everyone is still here. Is it terrifying and lonely? Will I get to see you when my turn comes? I hope so because I really do miss you alot.
You must be thinking how gulliable your sister is but I do wonder how it's like leaving when everyone is still here. Is it terrifying and lonely? Will I get to see you when my turn comes? I hope so because I really do miss you alot.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Who comes and Who goes?
It has been ages since I last blogged. The changing nature of life has been too rapid for me to keep in pace, likewise to update. At times, I can't help feeling ironic for the suspense of what's happening next- who comes and who leaves? The unpredictable life shows no warning and at any moment things just happened and turned the story upside. Friends becoming foes, how many times have you seen such scenarios? But then again, things do not ignite without sparks.
I asked myself what causes the aftermath; when I started being nosy, when you started lying or when we started losing trust? Have we both been a bitch then? I reckon I was. A relationship accepts no 3rd party, needless to say having friends buzzing into the conflicts. I have no rights to be involved neither blurting things out. You have your rights not to share and who are we to determine to know then. But what upset me the most was you lying straight on our face. If we asked, you'll tell- Is that what you really did? Have you always been honest? Have you been hiding even when we are already clearly aware of? No one knows the answer better than you do. I'm not asking for your trust, and I doubt the likelihood after the whole incident, instead I hope for your understanding that I wasn't neither backstabbing nor judging. If you received everything in quoted words, you would be familiar with these words; "personal opinion", "I'm not sure" and "check with her". Perhaps it has been the lack of mutual trust to understand the person we truly are.
I wonder how much of our friendship is left and if it's ever possible to be back like before. I guess only time tells.
I asked myself what causes the aftermath; when I started being nosy, when you started lying or when we started losing trust? Have we both been a bitch then? I reckon I was. A relationship accepts no 3rd party, needless to say having friends buzzing into the conflicts. I have no rights to be involved neither blurting things out. You have your rights not to share and who are we to determine to know then. But what upset me the most was you lying straight on our face. If we asked, you'll tell- Is that what you really did? Have you always been honest? Have you been hiding even when we are already clearly aware of? No one knows the answer better than you do. I'm not asking for your trust, and I doubt the likelihood after the whole incident, instead I hope for your understanding that I wasn't neither backstabbing nor judging. If you received everything in quoted words, you would be familiar with these words; "personal opinion", "I'm not sure" and "check with her". Perhaps it has been the lack of mutual trust to understand the person we truly are.
I wonder how much of our friendship is left and if it's ever possible to be back like before. I guess only time tells.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Start of Semester Break
26th Oct 08
A day out in the city with chris, aaron, jen and, of course, eileen.
A day out in the city with chris, aaron, jen and, of course, eileen.
Thanks aaron for driving us around. We have so much fun.
After for so long, we finally headed to Cyber Cafe for K, and suprisingly, it is way much cheaper as compared to Spore. Each of us spend $18 for 3 hours of K, including a dish and a drink.
Cheap Cheap Cheap!
We then drove pass Brisbane River to realise that Brisbane Feast is still going on. Headed down to have a check and thats when the dusty weather returned.
We then drove pass Brisbane River to realise that Brisbane Feast is still going on. Headed down to have a check and thats when the dusty weather returned.
Ended our day at The THreeMonkey Cafe before heading back. I love the ambience. Its so cozy!!!
Not forgetting the deserts!!! Fattening I know, but who cares.
Its impossible to say no to deserts =X
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