Wednesday, October 26, 2005
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sigh... ban lai dou shuo hao le ma... yi qi qu... den laz min dun wana go liao... i even thot of so mani wae to convince mi mum to let mi go... guess dey are of no use nw le... sad... =/
went to bugis todae... learnt one thing 2dae... guys are SLOW SHOPPERS... duno make mi n xinyun wait for how long le lor... ard 1/2 hr? den tt robin worse... 1 HR lo... den end up dey went amk... =.=
first tym he asked mi out... ask mi whether wana go e ou de yang concert ma... of coz i wana go! budden duno can a nt... so thot of alot of waes to convince mi mum... hu noes when we gt hm he suddenly sae dun wana go liao... so disappointing! sigh... i of coz dun wana go liao la...
still asked mi y i sound so sad... still nid 2 ask ma... sigh... duno wad to do abt him... alwaes sae until lyk im v scary n unapproachable... makes mi v sad to know dis u noe ma?!?! y carn we b e bez of frenz lyk we used to b? haiix... sumtyms we seems so.... so... far apart... dun even noe wad u r thinkin... alwaes changin ur mind de... sigh...
o' levels coming liao... still nt well prepared... =/ muz pia lyk siao liao... instead of thinking abt all dese things... hope that things will realli turn out well for us after e o's... look forward to e dae when e o's end... =)
xi wang tt he will nv find dis blog... nw even chek how noe abt here le... i duno wad others will think if dey ever found out dis blog... seems kinda desperate m i? sigh... duno wad's wib mi lately oso... mood swings tt cme n go... sigh... exma blues? hahahx... hu m i kidding?! sigh...
feel so sian nw... sooo tired after walking in bugis juz nw... yet i carn slp... mind is full of thots... shont b thinking of anithing else other den studies nw... mm! muz start to pia 2ml le...
wad a long blog 2dae... feel so accomplished =)
fo0d f0r Th0uGhT~
whEn wiLL U uNdErStAnD mE? hOpE E aNs WIll Nt B *NeVeR*
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Saturday, October 15, 2005
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sigh... graduate liao... so sad... suddenly miss phs so much... well, guess is the peepx tt i miss so much... enjoyed dose years in phs... so much fun... 4e is the bez clz ani1 can haf! sigh... dun wana change clz... wana remain dis forever... sad...
23 more daes to o's le... n here i m... i must b siao liao rite... sigh... everydae oso must study... nxt wk still hab to go for ea everydae...gt difference meh? still the same ma... rather stay at hm n stay budden carn concentrate... might as well go sch...
he told mi sum strange tings juz nw... sae wad nw is nt the tym to love sum1 too much...muz concentrate on studies nw or he jue jiao wib mi... sound soooo strage... izzit tt he finally found here? sigh... i wouldnt noe, would i... but guess i dunno better rite... if i noe liao i wun dare to blog here...
dun understand y u wana find dis blog so much... i still dun dare to noe hw u would feel if u eva find dis place... so afraid tt u wouldn't wana tok to mi anymre, lyk wad ah gong had said... hui ma? i dun wana noe...
sigh... nt optimistic abt our future... will thr even b a future for us?!? will it even last long since we r wallkin different paths... dun wana think abt it... juz wana let fate decide on our destiny...
**f0oD f0R Th0UgHt**
will thr eva b an ending for us? hope that all dese are juz useless worries that i haf...
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