MY first time

today 27.09.2011
get my first Passport
the process is easy
RM110.40 included everything
within 1hr can get it
is not a big deal
but now i gt another personal thing to keep liao
n i can leave Malaysia anytime
hohohoho....is FUN!
looking for a passport cover^^
hehehehe....next time can go oversea with frens liao luh!!

yea yea^^
going spore next thurs
hope is a good trip thr~~~
and tis fri might b going Seremban...
will see how...hmmmmh..

21st Birthday

Its been a long long time ^^
hi, bloggie! Im 21 now! =D
wat so special bout 21?
coz for chinese 21 means u r adults and u can hv ur freedom
so, is a big day actually^^ hehehe

so, lets start my story from 22Sept the day b4 my birthday
early morning go for 1hr class den go makan with gemini fer n KC
den go KL wit fer, she wants to buy a present for her hubby
n i wan to buy a shirt as my own present but my bro will sponsor me^^
so, tat's the story, we went Pavilion by Gemini's car
im drivin n my leg almost cramp due to the SUCK CHAIR
is so suffering and finally reach Pavilion
quick shop thr for 1hr30min, grab our stuff den leave Pavilion
and we are LATE! [gemini finish class at 5]
go back my house pack my stuff and fer go back take her stuff den v leave
lalalalala....
[again suck chair ==]
go to Pool centre play pool for awhile, 730 leave n v go makan at mamak
took a pic b4 i turn 21 =x
den gemini send me to Abby's house

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Another hidden secret tat i cant share it here
sorry guys...jz in case..so..haha....i cried but i enjoy ladies night
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opps....another secret again
i won RM15 hahahahaha.....my first time!!
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so, is 23 Sept my birthday
invited 30 people to my birthday party
other than my family,
Ivan, Wan Yin, Anson, Chee Leong, Lina, Clement, Kenny, Lzs, Kok Wai,
Hock Peng, Danny, Boon Kiat, Esmund, Shee Ken, Wan Chin, Paul Lim (n his fren)
Jonathan, Jedrik, Janelle, Crystal, Carrise, Peggy, Azalia, Tjun Jin, Jason, Nicholas
Mayi, William, Jennifer, KC, Abby, Sky!!

Special thanks for those who called: Guna and Der Yang
Special thanks to those bought me present: Wei Shan, Agnes, Pas.Alan, Little angel

SOON will be Kenny, Fer and Janelle's birthday d...GG.com

I really enjoyed and surprise tat actually so many came my birthday party
is more than wat i expected and some surprise from my frens
tis is the best birthday ever
and another thanks to IVAN SEE for helping me whole day long
n i received some VERY SPECIAL PRESENT till i almost cry when i saw it!
i love my friends so so much...
really, thanks a lot...
is a good memory for me!!! i will keep it till my last breath~
love u all

***ps: few days b4 my birthday was always rain at evenin
i pray to God give me a good weather,guess wat,
tat evening the weather is so good n is not rainin!***
PRAISE THE LORD! AMEN!
recently gt a lot of testi to share! haha

Sad because i care

struggling whether i should write it out or not
i think i cant control my emotion anymore
i wish i can cry out so i can feel better
but, the pain in my heart don let me cry
i wish i can shout out my pain
but another side of me telling me
"nvm, even u angry u cant change anything"

actually no one's fault
it suppose to be like tis
is jz im holding a high expectation
i tot it works n i planned
but ends up it doest work
all turned into dust
im so DOWN

i should hv know when i do not receive sms frm him
i stil give myself hundred reasons hoping he come back early
when i get up from my bed n catch my phone
another side of me still telling me
"don worry he on the way bac n u get to see him to9"
when i check fb his msg "im coming back"
i feel so happy n i say "ya!he reli coming back, don worry la^^"
when i read til the end, "Will reach home at 12"
my heart falls from KLCC n i can hear the crash sound in my heart
i reli reli dulan......i don wan talk to him anymore im so angry
i tel myself to9 not going to talk to him n wont choi him tomoro
but actually,i miss him so damn much
n i know is not his fault to come back late
he memang planned to come back late
is jz last nite he tot he maybe can come back earlier
n i expect to see him to9, tat's y im so disappointed
heart still pain....i try not to let him know im sad
coz xiao bai need to b mature, not so childish
i know wat is right wat is wron
so all these emotion jz let it pass
den i will b better
now i jz feel a BIG BIG HAIHZ! n tears finally fall unconsciously
xiaobai b strong! u r not tat weak!

*second post shows im nt happy wit Gemini, i think is my problem*

haihz

小白总是这样
喜欢一个人的时候
就想要拥有他
特别容易吃醋
就连一点点女性朋友也可以吃醋
我知道这样不对
可是还是会很不开心
我不理了
我EMO 我要EMO他
不理他了 啦啦啦

原来男生有了朋友
其他人都是死的
他也一样
小白很天真
以为他不一样
ignore his relationship request aje la..EMO

Miss Gemini

As i always believe:
God always does thing right!
His way is always the best way,
even if to us it seems all wrong.
TRUST! You can be sure that
he will always give you what you need
at the appropriate time.

I think tat's y God send u, Gemini to me at the right time

NEW SEPT

welcome sept, my favorite month
been sometime nvr update my blog
hi bloggie....
i dont even update my diary
wat's wron wit me
busy paktor n left everything out?

oh ya, hv to admit,
im busy dating recently...
but dating the same guy, Gemini!
almost 3mths since v start talking
and others say v r like couple
some of them even PM me say "congratz"
till my best fren yin oso ask "u both tgt liao?"
ya, he always post on my wall
i almost diabetes
is TOO SWEET dear!!! ><

recently Gemini n me like to play calendar notes alarm
n i JUST received 1 from Gemini!
is so sweet....y he can do so much sweet stuff to me?
ytd v played a game
i started and end the game b4 the game launch
lol........
the game is so fun n so sweet
[yes, sweet again==]
omg, going to diabetes


SKIP! ok, my study life is so damn stressed
today 2 presentations n next monday need to submit PSF form n Ethics form next week
monday another BERSIH presentation
GG.COM so damn stress
maybe tat's the reason i always headache recently
every class oso hard to concentrate
stil holiday mood ing

i enjoyed my 1 week raya holiday so much
3d2n church family camp
job briefing day
3 days working at mid valley n met new frens
is so damn fun
[but i hope they can give us the gaji ASAP]

tat's my recent life
n my dear leaving me for 3days....
wat im gonna do in these 3 days?
miss die Gemini?