Gemini

This post is special for u, Gemini!
Im leaving KL for 3days...
cant see my dear liao~
im gonna miss die him!!!
i really wish can hug u longer n not let u go
but i know the longer v stay the harder to say bye bye
having headache for few days liao
but whenever u hug me
i cant feel the pain n i reli like to sleep on ur shoulder
Gemini, even i know is not the right time yet
but still thank God sending u to me at this moment
and thank God for sending a good guy like u to my life
no matter what happen in future
i will nvr 4gt u who given me so much love and care at this time
Thank u for being here with me n for me
*PROMISE* my heart will nvr leave u when i come back frm Melaka!
Nightss~~~~

22/8 week

Finally i gt some rest on saturday
stay home watch WRONG TURN and ALVIN & CHIPMUNKS
sorry for being so late, i know is old movies...lol
after movies, Abby come my house den i bathe v goin STEVEn corner yamcha
fer haru sampai early, den v makan cheese naan n laugh at the funny abby
discussed some ladies things but duno it is stil ON onot...xD
den go fer's house to chill awhile...read comics....
everything is OK! but after drop abby home
shits happen!
stuck in the jam for 10min
and i took 30min to go home
i was so kap liu TT babi, i hate u!
reach home dulan dulan den sleep coz tmr need to wake up early

SUNDAY
sorry yi lou~ 4gt to msg u tim! xD
today usher so need to go early
someone busy with his game these 2 days haihz
after service get ready n off to bukit jalil
is paintball TIME^^
change our clothes makan chicken rice get ready for the fight!
is quite fun! [if u nvr get shoot den is boring]
but only played 30min cost RM52 is too expensiv lah!
after everything go home n rest
movie time again....reli tired...
sumore someone make me angry
keep talking bout his ex ==
haihz......nvm, 4gt it!
tat's all....
conclusion, Paintball is fun and PAUL is nice movie! =)

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After a long break
im back to Blog
this week really a fun week but i spent a lot in this week
hv a discussion for our VDRP assignment n finalize the idea
is a good discussion time^^
sent his cousin Kimmy to LCCT
is my first time go thr, n i feel like wan to travel after tat xD
cant wait for S'gpr in OCT

another day went to his house talked to his mom ==lll
omg, tat's extremely scary! the feeling is lik, u overcome sumtin u reli scare
now feel so relief~! phew~
went sunway buy Cheetah's present n gt idea for his bday present^^

hv a nice date wit Mr.Shwan
went timesquare for movie and Alexis for dinner + Jazz live performance
is reli good if u know how to menikmati music!
u can reli feel it n enjoy it^^
thanks Uncle Shawn !!

went Sepang watch cars and met hitz fm n my fm
get a lot of free stuffs from thm!
=) really fun!

this week i watched Horrible Bosses and Cowboys and Aliens
i don need to pay a cent for these 2 movie!
1 thanks for Mr.Shawn and another 1 thx to hitz fm!!^^ hehehe

Coll life

is Degree level 3
everyone start busy with their FYP
some met their supervisor
and my supervisor is Ms.Azreen [my ex lecturer]
she is not bad, she cant really teach but she is frenly...
hope she accept my FYP title and soon v all need to submit the PSF d
where is my mood to study?
i think its gone the first time i hv my discussion with my group members

tat wednesday v hv 2hrs break so v decided to discuss our group assignment during the break
but too bad, the discussion is so sucks to me
totally spoiled my mood...
i don feel lik wan group wit these people
i feel like 2 of thm purposely wan fight wit me
after tat, i think im too 'hot temper'
i gt angry easily
i don listen to others
i don understand their feeling
i shouldt b so emotional

tat night, azalia inbox msg me...
oni i know how she felt
i feel so sorry n Azalia, u always my best fren!

therefore, thursday after class
i took Ivan's car go carrefour wit azalia
ok,now, i can feel v r back to the last time
=)

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recently very BROKE!
controlled my spending d, but the money stil finish so fast
TT someone took my money?
whr is my money....
coming week reli reli cannot spend so much d....
everyday eat biscuit enuf la...
can gam feii oso....
win win situation!
xD

18SX

Ivan: u know wat kind of exercise can lose weight n slim?
Bai: Bed exercise?
Ivan: Yalo, [i love u]
Bai: [ter-heard "i got feel]
Ivan: I think im goin to change [my skype.......]
Bai: [ter-heard "I think im goin to change my underwear]

LOL

Bai: someone in ur room? who is tat?
Ivan: my bro
Bai: turn ur webcam i wan see ur brother
Ivan: *finger point to the "private place"* nah, my brother

==llll

*looking the webcam*
Bai: y u sit lik tat?
Ivan: very comfortable ma
Bai: ya== i know
Ivan: y? u tried b4 meh?

WAD DAR FAK

Ladies day

13/8

very soon, 2011 come to AUG d...
in the past 6mths
so many things happen and change at the second half of tis year
13/8 is ladies day
me, abby n fer decided to go out eat den go fer's house chill
so, v went old town makan b4 v go fer's house
n right after makan v straight go fer's house rest
after eat is damn sleepy
v online awhile den watch ANIMATION
is really really funny....
1- the animation is funny
2- the people r funny [fer n abby]
v laugh like hell n hv a reli fun time wit thm
after the 2nd story, i cant than so i slept on fer's bed
is so nice to sleep + raining
n abby oso slept...
when wake up, fer's mom ask wan eat onot
"OMG! im hungry d tim"
so our chef, FER HARU prepare dinner for us^^
hehehehe...so sweet, she can b a very good wifey!! hahaha
the dinner is nice n awesome!!

today reli reli happy....
reli enjoy wit ladies n i feel so comfortable with these frens...
i miss u guys so much!!!
wish thr's more ladies day to come^^
hehehe

15/8
during 1hr break went JOJO eat banmee
den back to coll for the AUCT class==
reli boring la tis class...
so, my fun day start after the class
v all go pudu yang guang [our old fav place]
3 of us, me yin n fer finally gt to go pudu makan again
2yrs plus 3 of us nvr go out together like tis d
v used to b "S.H.E" always hang out together
today, finally reunion...xD
hahahahaha.....v ordered our fav food thr
the price stil the same, is so cheap compare to other cafe
but the food not nice as last time d...
is't the food chg d o v chg d?

is raining today, so i bought an umbrella
v walked under the rain again...
reli miss those time after school walk under rain with my frens
stil rmb v share umbrella walk under rain laugh n shout under the rain
is reli reli reli fun!!!
i love u all, yin, fer, beh...
after tat v go dyNAmic also a place very nice to shop
is stationary shop [book store] but so much things tat v need can find thr

for secondary students, u should appreciate the time u spend wit ur frens
coz in coll life o when u start working
all these will b the best memories...

tat's all for ladies day....
sekian terima kasih ^^

Pause

Sorry, recently dint update much
everything happened i will write in my note book
i think i will stop updating my blog everyday d...
the purpose i update everyday d END
so, back to normal life a k a new life

spent most of time with Ivan, Fer n abby
i really love the time enjoy wit u all
but, my money spent damn fast...
RM50 for 3days...
wad dar fak!!!

practice pool quite a lot in tis month
but snooker totally GG
whenever i can play better in pool
my snooker accuracy gone
when i start train back my snooker
pool seems harder for me d
==
only can choose 1
just like husband, u cant choose both of thm! haihz...

assignmentsss....i cant wait....><

10/8 Gathering

Today hv 1 long break so gossip wit fer haru during the break
after the next class
went to cheetah's place rest for awhile
till fer they finish class den v go McD with KC n Ju
thx Ju sharing the McNugget wit me^^ hehehe
after tat meet Azalia den v go Midvalley find restaurant for to9 gathering
but too bad, many of them cannot come
so end up wit 3girls go TGI Friday
n our only guy Mr.David come after tat

*seriously i wan to go la senza*

after dinner v shop around the garden
den go mid valley coz v all wan to go Watson to buy something
bought nano Toner and the Cleansing foam
since sunday start using nano, hope it helps for whitening la...TT

after tat go back by LRT n talk a lot wit fer
im so tired....physically n mentally
cheetah sent me a lot of messages
i duno how to reply
so many things in my mind
i wish i could tell him everything
but, talk to him, oso he wont believe o he wont understand
so no point of telling him
just let it be la....
honestly, i stil care bout him...

The last time

我们的故事终于要画下句号了

三年前
我们才刚认识
我们第一次去的地方是Timesquare
看了一部Singapore戏
去了McD吃晚餐
坐在Timesquare的椅子聊天
那天你问我“你带假睫毛？”
我说“没有啊，我不会带假睫毛”
那天九点多回家
我不知道对你来说是早还是迟
因为我根本不了解你

我第一年的生日
你前一晚特地搭LRT来找我
就为了送我第一份礼物
那天我驾姐夫的车去收礼物
礼物花了很多心思
是手表[因为你只到手表的意义很大，代表一表人才]
里面有很多纸飞机，写满了你要说的话
还有我喜欢的香水味
你都喷在我喜欢叫你带在身边的手帕上
真的很感动

可是自从我们第一次的分手
你就不一样了
两年里面
你越来越自私
想的都是你自己
你觉得我对你好是应该的

这次我们真的分手了
你却把我们分手的原因都赖在我身上
我无话可说
只希望有一天你的思想成熟时
你会知道我是真心爱你的
这次的分手，跟以前的不一样了
虽然我很不舍，可是我们没办法在一起了

还记得，你离开这里的那天
我放工后我们一起去funok吃东西
点了我们最爱的哈密瓜西米露
那天我知道有点不对劲了
可是我没说出口
你离开前，亲了我一下
我到现在没办法忘记那个吻
看你离开的背影
直到看不见你为此
我到现在没有忘记
最后一次跟你两个人看戏
在leisuremall transformer
最后一次牵着收看戏吧
那次过后，已经是不一样的感觉了




还有一年的时间
我们要做在班上做好同学，好朋友，可以吗？
因为，我还是很习惯有你在我身边
很舒服很自然的感觉

你的事，等我放下你了
再让我知道，可以吗？
不然我怕我会放不下你
你，要坚强！
下次再写你名字的时候
应该只是朋友的身份而已吧？
彭祈达，就让我最后一次真心的对你说
“我爱你，好爱你”

-THE END-

Written by: Xiao Bai Tan 11/08/2011

9/8 rise of the planet of the apes

Today is my off day
but i stil go to coll... y?
coz i need to take care of someone's care, so he can save RM3
[for the parking]
so while he having class
i drive his class send anson they all go car park
den i go mcD wit wan yin =)
so, after lunch, go back coll fetch Ivan den v go leisuremall for movie
movie : rise of the planet of the apes
[Ivan act in tat movie!!]
b4 movie v hv 30min
Ivan wan to eat Sakae so v go Sakae makan
but the RM1.90 Salmon sushi change to RM3.99 thicker salmon ==
haihz..i don reli like it la!!

den go movie, the movie is not bad
funny n touching^^
[the first movie v watch together is Penguin now monkeys]
after movie, i don feel like lepak at leisuremall
so v go PGRM mamak yamcha
[y PGRM is bcoz duno whr to go, tat's the nearest mamak i can think of]
so v hv a "serious talk" again.... ^^
get to know each other better
after mamak someone LC said today he can play pool very well
go v go pandan indah play pool again
[n i say, frm tomoro onwards, v need to save money d]
so, the first 2 games at pool centre i actually won,
but den he won another 2 games...LOL

after pool, he stil don wan to go back
so ask him come my house
help me finish my 'dinner'
but Ivan not feeling well, something wron wit his stomach
go back, he headache n not feeling well
so, tat's all for the day
sekian terima kasih ^^

8/8 Good Day

today is ladies day^^
ladies talk~ haha

lunch at alisan
go POOL in 30min free time
after AUCT class is ladies talk time

recently so emotional
little thing can make me sooooo dulan
pls, don try to test my patient when im serious on sumtin
especially when i tried hard to speak english for u
so u can understand wat im thinkin
if my english is so hard to understand, den i giv up learning d!
tat's all! bye!

7/8 Church

Today Ivan come to church
Happy : to see u and glad tat u bac to church
i reli reli enjoy
even is in the english service
but stil enjoy the praise and worship

after tat go bac home make up later go Sungeiwang
so around 2 sumtin go fetch ah fer
bcoz the babi still sleeping so v go mamak eat n drink while wait for her
is rainin afternoon
so v sampai sungeiwang straight shop luh
finally ah fer bought her shoes....

den v go ah fer house chill for awhile
open Hamsap web...hahahhaa
den, go makan dinner dgn mak n sis ah fer
the food is awesome weii!! hehehehehe

after tat Abby come my house v talk a lot
til 11 sumtin....
reli tired but happy to share everything in our heart
she is the first fren who willing to share everything to me
i mean EVERYTHING!
feel so good but emo
duno y.....jz...emo lo....
the whole night im emo
thx for Ivan pray wit me...
den back to sleep
reli a good night....
zzzzzz......tired........

6/8 Yamcha Day

wake up feel headache d...
i think i dint sleep well last nite
lan hah lan hah til 4 go find fer haru yamcha
ladies talk for 2hr at dolphin + my lunch [dinner]
get to know each other better
aftre tat go home shower n go Yeah Show
really a good show!!!
but i reli headache n need sleep

recently every night i skype til mid night
every night sleep when i extremely tired...
i think is not good for health...
i do enjoy the life like tis
but, sometime some whr in my mind
i do miss the old time...

5/8 Coll day

today class should be 1130-1230
but bcoz of the FYP briefing
v need to go coll at 1030
hmmm....early morning take LRT to coll
i think been long long time i din take LRT bus to coll
i mean, normally my fren wil fetch me frm LRT
so, when i gt into bus
a foreigner sitting next to me n he talk to me
go into Aud3, im a bit late thank God yin they r in the same briefing
after the briefing v go for the VIDRP class
tot wil discuss the assignment, which is quite fun
after the class [Mr.raj going to get marry]
twin sister hv lunch with wan yin anson n fer
no money, so Yin say her wil pay for me!
wakakakakkaaka....

the job tat can earn RM2000 no more d
TT
haihz....
but...v shouldt put money at the priority...
maybe thr's reason y the job is unavailable...
just put my faith in God

after lunch go back take a nap
den prepare for cell group
today is the second time b the song leader
thank God again, everyone enjoy!^^
today cg at my house, feel so tak biasa...==
after cg some stil stay at my house til 12am
v talk a lot n gt to know David better
after they all ciao
skype wit Ivan til 2am den both of us go slp
[quite early today]

tat's all peple!

4/8 Thursday

today skip class again....
stil til 11 sumtin my bro called me wake me up
gt job for me, 2weeks can earn thousand!
sound interesting but work from evenin to midnight...

after breakfast start my research for FYP draft proposal
den half way cannot think back to sleep
like a pig rite?
wake up at 430 sum1 called me
n he is coming my house
so, shit lo! do light exercise den bathe
raining evening
went Sri Ptl Old Town makan
spicy food oways make ppl feel hungry fast...

after dinner work on my FYP proposal n thx for Ivan's help
den v go Air Port to fetch Azalia
miss u so much!!!! >< wish can hug u longer! hehehe...
the first thing she say bout Ivan is "leng zai"
wth ==lllll ok la, my first impression oso say "leng zai"
nvm, soon u know he is not, coz he talk a lot !!! xD wakakakaka

*****
today cheetah msg me,
officially break up?
y i cant feel anything?
the main problem is he duno wat's the problem...
at night he msg me again regarding the FYP proposal..
sumtime reli bo song coz his english is so hard to understand
*****

recently always skype til late night
but just now i drink Milk Tea so i know i will sleep late
so,
Welcome back, Ms.Nurul Azalia
BYE, Cheetah
HI, xiao bai^^

FYP draft proposal finish 80%
continue tomoro morning la....
=)
-The End-

3/8 1st Class

Today first day of my lvl3 [officially]
reach coll quite early and thx Ivan purposely walk here to accompany me
the class is boring and i cant understand wat the lecturer talking
i miss Azalia so much
class without Azalia is not a class! i need talk!!
grr~ after class wait 2hr for the next class alone
writing blog, chatting with frens, wan to do FYP proposal
but.....duno where to start...TT
end up i skip class n hvt start my FYP proposal at all!! ><

went to car4 eat XI-Men-Ding
the food is AWESOME! thumbs up!!
den go JJ Ivan wan to buy cereal [gam feii? LOL..see how long u can last]
back home sleep like a pig
nightmare...dream tat i lost everything important to me now
n my FYP proposal submission is tmr n i hvt start...TT
stress dou~~~

wake up exercise bathe den dinner
from dinner time around 8 to 3am
been skype wit Ivan n Kenny!! ==lll
recently i sleep right after i click the button "shut down" of my laptop
and then i oso "shut down" d....
i nvr jz slp like tat b4
last time, at least take me 5min to think back wat happen n think bout wat im gonna do the next time
i think i should slp early next time...><

the end of the day...
God Bless....

2/8 Grace Poh's birthday

Today really very very enjoy
im gonna miss u guys very very much
especially u, Ivan! =)
today hang out with Fer Haru, KC, Abby and Mr.Ivan!
first, v go apiit kao tim the FYP title
den go Klang for BKT!!!!
Kimmy [his cousin oso joined us for lunch]
after lunch dabao [YO YO ICE]
is reli nice to eat when the weather is f*cking hot!!!
after lunch v go Ivan's house
to kacau his dogs and to kacau his room
found a lot of things in his room
wakakakkaa....[love letter?! LOL]
n v played xbox at his house
Abby a bit noob but Drum is much more fun than guitar!
after KC leave, his mom come into the room
TT so scary!!!
den after his dinner v go eat TinGai Porridge~
is so NICEY!!!!!! ><

den go POOL and dessert "HoneyMoon"
feel like wan to order everything at "HoneyMoon"
1pm-4pm 20%discount^^ i wan i wan i wan!!!!
i love mango dessert so much TT
and the durian - not bad!!! ^^
chocolate TongYuen - YUMMY~~~
after dessert go mamak eat IndoMeeGoreng!
OMG! F*cking awesome!!!
but after tat go home do 20min exercise TT
and drink green tea, hope can wash the 'oil' ler~
sorry my body, once in awhile, i wan to do sumtin i wan to do without consideration!

otw Ivan send us back,
i wish the time can stop
i scare it will be the last time
i don wan to leave i wan to stay
i don wan my old life
i wan a new life
i wan changes
i miss the past but i love present
jz wish ntg is goin to chg......
*************
Im sorry, i dont mean to hurt u at mamak
sometime, i know i can say sumtin tat can make u happy
but i jz don wan to giv u hope
try not to hurt u, hope u can b strong
************

*muacks~ night*

[Kenny Yong]
Kenny~ i wan talk to u^^ hehehehe....
lets go dessert n i tell u story!!
but i money-less d

1/8 first day

Today is the first day of the mth
1 mth pass reli fast....
so much thing can change in 1 mth time

in tis 1 mth,
i become closer with Lou Caii
i fren bac wit someone i wish to fren bac for long time, Fer Haru
i gt someone's company, Ivan
and i duno y, but i feel sumtin wron between me n Kenny
i spent a lot in 1mth time
i gained weight in this 1 mth
my first time kam feii in tis mth

today, is 1st Aug,
the end of Aug gonna b a big day...
no one knows wat will happen....
may God Bless....

Today hang out wit lou cai n fer,
todya is EATING day! lou caii eat yee mee, KFC, Sup, go fer house eat sumore
reli scary...i controlled very well,
tat's y my empty stomach feel so empty...
but im not gonna eat
feel so tired....
after watching "OH SIM" at fer's house
feel so lazy to move

i wan talk to kenny but couldt call him...
hmmm....=(
tat's all for today...
sekian terima kasih