30/6 Im so Drunk!

Etsuka Bloggie~ how r u?^^

Im good!!!

Last night lou chai lou dui Sky and ah John 5 of us

pigi Dolphin Minum

from 1015 to 0115 total 4Buckets

[but lou dui don wan drink, dint drink much]

Sky late so first thing when he reach

drink 1 bottle!!! xD hehehehehe

actually when he reach im oledi wing wing deii d....

lou dui oso very RED d....hohohoho

when lou dui not so OK, ah John send her back

left another 2bottles thr, so 3 of us play cards

after finished Sky send me home and both of EX with him...lol

reached home fb awhile......lay on my bed

and i can feel the beer and wing wing wing wing wing~

*First time without ur care, i think i can handle and take k myself

Pang Qi Ta I Love You!

...

sooo many things i wan to express and shout out loud!

but i couldt....

facebook used to be a media i love to share my feeling out

but since i don wan him to know...

[actually i hope he worry bout me y i dint online o sumtin]

now, BLOG is my only home....

"If i think u still love me, den im too naive"

i reli like this sentence,

im too naive

or for my brother, can define as 'stupid'

yes, i was! i am!

what to do? we cant change who to love rite?

just let the time past....

when i feel lonely always tell myself

'hey, he din break up wit me, i do hv a bf, come on, cheer up!'

when im nt feeling lonely, im wit my frens

'come on, he don loves u anymore, enjoy wit frens, hang out, chill, catch up, meet guys, y u stop for someone who don care u, don love u, o don even wan to communicate wit u at all?!'

tat's the story.

nite ppl....wedding dinner tomoro....

NOT OK

recently not so ok with him...

he treat me really cold...

only treat me good the day before exam...

wtv i wan he gives....

wherever i wan to go, he send...

but now~

after 5 papers 1 more last....

he oledi treat me like shit

xiao bai a xiao bai

don cry la....

tis morning he promise to wake me up...

but i wake up myself...

when i ask him,

he say wan let me sleep more, about to wake me d

.........

wth......of coz im a bit angry

but he talk back loud at me

really really wth

i don wan make the situation worst

so i contrl my anger nt to angry

but he shout at me back

soo funny rite?

he should b the one say sorry....

but im the one who kena scold...

HAHAHAHAHHA

y i cant get a better bf?

y?

i wish i don love him at all....

i swear, if a better guy appear in front of my eyes

I SWEAR I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO HIM!
never!!!!!

be with him is my nightmare.....

he wasted all my love to him......

treat me like DIAMOND b4 exam o assignment,

after exam treat me like a piece of SHIT!

anyone can help me pls????