Sunday, January 30, 2011

Happy Chinese New Year

2011 oledi 30days
soon wil b Feb d~ TT time past reli fast
Degree level 2 sem 2 started 1week
come bac to holiday mood again

Thanks to Abang Chee Leong passing me the Vampire Diaries season 2
sooooo sooo nice.....n i love Damon so much~

my babe go bac hometown tis evening
hmmmm....gona mis him very much...
1 week is jz a veyr short period
xiao bai must guai guai don create problems a~~
i think i need more drama to spend more time on it
so i wont think so much n wont disturb my babe having family time there^^

okok, no more yok ma yok ma thingy
=)
guys, happy blessed chinese new year this year

30-01-2011 been raining for whole day

Thursday, January 20, 2011

an EMO post on my 2011

Hey, babe~
is still 20/01/2011
these three days im not reli happy
since he decided to go Penang,
none of these night im happy
at first, i hope he dont go, don leave me here
but i know i cant b so selfish,
he should hv his freedom to go hv fun wit his fren
[FINE! just don care bout his financial, since he decided, tat's his problem, don care]
secondly, i hope he wil b bac at thurs night,
atleast i can c him b4 12am
i know im childish, im too naif...
=) wat to do....tis is ME

but wat he wan from me?
b big jie jie, b mature, understand his feeling
watever happen to me, settle it myself,
not feeling well jz go rest, he cant cure me
sad don let him know, he duno how to make me happy
angry don find him, he can make u much much much more angrier...
how funny is tis guy?

people don blame him
he is GOOD, very GOOD
he wan me to b independence
is for my own good
i know i know....i know it very very well
but sorry, my tears need to fall to make me strong as u wan me to be

im nt posting here to say how bad is my life
my life is GOOD
i go skating wit frens, i go sushi wit frens,
i met old frens, i watch movies wit family,
i can talk to my family members everyday
my family all healthy
my frens all care bout me
im pretty enuf to make new frens
i appreciate tat
=) seriously

i jz wan to express my feeling here
n for people who care o concern bout me
they will know how i am recently
buddies, thanks for ur concern
=)
i know u r reading,
but i know "he" is not....

..........
i reli duno wat to say
am i reli so hot temper?
o u reli too over?
i hv no idea
LET IT BE....

1 day, it will pay bac....to u n me....

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

2011 Happy New Year

Hi my bloggie
=)
quite sometime dint update d~
Hello!! Welcome 2011
What's my new target for 2011?
hmmmm...i planned to read the whole bible in 3yrs plan
so, tis year, i will read the book of
mat, mk, lk, jn, acts, rom, cor1, cor2, gal,
eph, phil, col, thes1, thes2, 1tim, 2tim, tit,
phlm, heb, jas, 1pet, 2pet, 1jn, 2jn, 3jn, and rev
WOW~
quite a lot huh!!!
God Bless me so i can do it!!!
so far, i started 10days, nt bad~
finish the bible doest mean u can go to heaven
but tis is wat u need to do as a christian
am i rite?^^

hmmmm....next will be
my dream
nt the "future", is wat i dream about last night
quite nice but a bit scary as well
it started with a rainbow
im walking wit 1 of my fren [i cant rmb]
after coll, den v saw a big big big clear rainbow rite in front of us
we are so shocked! when i count on the colors is 8 [y is nt 7?]
each color is quite thick, n some of the circle (or ball) on every roll
the color of the circle is different wit the roll of the rainbow
quite hard to explain, but i can rmb deeply in my mind
when i tel ppl, it is moving down [i mean missing due to the angle probl]
i cant rmb wat exactly happen, but someone told me
" when tis happen, tat mean the end of the world is near "

the word "end of the world" recently has become 1 of the topic we always discuss, especially my bro always dream bout it
im nt scare of die, but i do worry bout wat God will judge me
everything i did, God will judge
Whether im a "white sheep" or a "brown sheep"
errrr...scare TT
i believe i still hv the time to be a "white sheep"
God help me pls~~ TT

anyway, im hugnry now
waiting for my babe coming den v go makan makan
OHYA! im so addicted to SNOOKER^^

to be continue

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