Thursday, December 29, 2011

xMas 2011

Belated Merry Christmas everyone!
especially wan yin! =D thanks for wishing on my chat room >>>
so, wat now?
oh ya, Christmas eve!!
went Melaka with group of frens, total 12 of us [plus me and my bf]
so, the story is...early morning go breakfast den head to Melaka
i duno y, v took 4hrs to reach Melaka...=,=lll
because of jam i think

so ngam, most of my frens also celebrating xmas there
even v nvr meet, but i can feel tat im nt alone, u all are around^^
miss my frens~ shee ken, cheetah, seng.... =)
and tis is the 3rd times i go Melaka in tis yr
the first time was 6 of us, time past reli fast
tat was previous sem break
now is my last sem break in degree
miss the time v enjoy with barcadi Apple! =D

so the Melaka trip is basically suck chair most of the time
and v dint get to eat good food
because everything is nt well planned,
v missed a lot of things
n bcoz of BIG DAY
everyone full of people
v hardly gt nice food nice place nice sit
anyhow, we still manage to exchange gifts which is happiest
and had fun with tis group of new friends too

me n abby a bit emo during the trip
but it doest affect the whole trip
everyone was tired but trying to enjoy the trip to the max

25.12.2011
Merry Christmas
where to celebrate? of coz Church, people!^^
even though v r a bit late
but, the message of the day is so meaningful
i jz hope everyone will open their heart to accept christ...
frens around me [my good frens] none of them understand my feeling
they think im too 'over' o v can say 'typical christian'
but, this is wat i believe and this is truth...
i begging everyone around me
open ur heart, pls....Jesus jz standing outside the door waiting and loving u

Happy Birthday Jesus! Emanuel!
=)

tat's all....
Love u my dear Issac Chong Soon Peng~
don jealous and stop thinking too much...
never regret accepted u as my bf....
God bless our relationship....

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

First Time

Today, some shit happen
early morning
went leisuremall gt my shirt + sample for tomoro sampling job
when im coming bac frm leisuremall a car bang me from the back
i was like 'huh? wat happen to the car"
my bro ask "who bang ?"
den im like "oh, the car behind bang us"
get down from the car
is a young man, [approximate age28-30] with spec
he asked me cal my parents
apologize + ask me move my car to side
im so scare he run away
ask my bro take down his car plate number

after move our cars to pandan perdana
my mom came n settle with him nicely
end up, when v ask for Name Card
i saw TARC student ID
i asked "u student?"
he "ya"
me "from TARC"
he "ya"
when i copy IC number
is 9007xx-05-xxxx
OH!same age! ah hah! xD
[paiseh, he looks like 28-30]

things settled, he oni paid RM100
others he will settle another day
when i come back from shopping, mom said RM300 to fix it
TT haihz....shit happen

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i nvr treat myself too good
but, today, i chg
i bought a XXX at RM129!!
OMG!!! my heart very painful + bleeding
luckily i gt my gaji for the PC fair d....
phew~ but still....TT im broke!!!!!

Monday, December 19, 2011

Celebration Month

December is the last month of the year
wat u done tis yr?
wat chg u?
whre hv u been?
wat had u tried?
wat's ur wish for 2011?
hv u achieve wat u wan to achieve?

For me, things chg a lot
i love the changes
and....especially...currently....im accidentally....
accepted......a........boy.....as.....my....bf....==llll
reli don wan to admit it
but, no choice, seems lik 生米已经煮成熟饭
so, ya, im in a relationship now...

weird rite? i oni know him for 1mth
LOL.... nvm, lets see how the story goes...
=)

enjoying the 3rd day of my holiday~
doing ntg at home
wast a good night ytd
but nvm, more happiness coming in this holiday~
Happy Holiday everyone!!
Enjoy to the max because after tis v will concentrate on our final sem + FYP^^

Monday, December 12, 2011

December

9-11 Dec
Working at KLCC for Benefiber
finish sold 15 fibers in 3days
having lunch alone on the first day
had KFC for my lunch
its been 2 yrs nvr go KFC for lunch alone during working break
the last time was in 2009 when im working in sungei wang
time past reli fast
been thinking alot when im eating thr

these few days always gt FREE CALL from Digi
[because everyday i spent RM2 and above, is the package so can get FREE CALL]
just gt my gaji RM364 but now oni RM300 left

December is shopping month
because of yr end sales!!
Cant wait to shop
plan to go shopping tomoro
but make sure today i hv to prepare all the notes for HCI!
Wednesday HCI paper 2pm-4pm
Good Luck people!!! 2 more to go...

*God Bless*

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Examination Period

Monday 05-12 AUCT paper
this paper is awesome
u know wat is awesome?
the lecturer who teaching us are heaven & hell
v gt no tips only mountain of notes
we tried to combine our creativity and luck
choose some 'potential' topic and study
u knw wat? sumtin expected and unexpected came out
wat expected is the topic memang come out
unexpected is i tot will be 10m on tat Q but is 25M
how im going to bullshit it to 2pages.....TT
luckily i managed to finish the 4Qs

Wednesday 07-12 CPW paper
going exam hall very soon....
hopefully the exam paper is not so hard or complicated
and God bless my creativity come on time
basic understanding and format need to memorize...
God Bless and for those who has paper today also...all the best! =)

Monday, December 5, 2011

田鼠先生

拜六傍晚
我的田鼠先生回老家了
丢下我一个人在这里
很勤力的读书
还有想他

这两天他还是花很多时间陪我
所以我没有很寂寞

明天要考试了
根本不明白那科是讲什么的
怎么去考阿?

星期三田鼠先生要回来了
很想念他咧
呵呵呵呵呵

明天考试加油
考完后就可以放假噜~
加油!
GOD BLESS~good luck
Do your best, God will do the rest.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

背影

在他身上 看见了他的背影

我总是会因为一点小事而很在意
被阿比说我‘鸡蛋里挑骨头’
听到有点扎到
不过好像真的

在田鼠身上看到了他的背影
田鼠是个很体贴温柔的人
[只是希望这不是暂时的事]
每个人都是刚认识的时候觉得他很完美
认识久了,什么都是假的
惟有真心的好朋友你不会介意他的脾气
还可以说出真心话

那天跟田鼠还有他的一大班朋友一起出
看到了敬人,eeeeee........还是有一种感觉
呵呵呵呵呵呵
好啦,等下又有一个小孩子要吃醋了

田鼠很可爱咯
讲话声音跟小孩子一样
完全不是我喜欢的类型
可是就是喜欢了他
我好像很容易喜欢人叻!
[我自己也知道]

好了,我(们)的故事下次再继续
WELCOME DECEMBER

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

things could happen

been working at Pavilion for 3 days selling benefiber
tiring but can learn a lot of things
and thanks to tian shu, i gt company for my lunch n dinner
10days ago, things was't like tis...
but now....
everything changed....

someone used to accompany me no longer my fren
someone helped me to release frm the pain but give me another pain
someone i tot will b nobody now become someone important to bring us joy

God, i duno wat to do n whr to go
i leave everything to u n guide me....
i will never leave u God, I love u!

was having so much fun with my best fren n some frens around
get drunk, go eat eat eat eat eat, movie and so on
cant believe next monday is my exam i stil can so relax

today suppose to hv a presentation but lecturer ffk last min
now goin out wit abby to haircut
i hope tis is the real 1....

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Monday 2 presentations,
Friday 2 assignments submission,
Next week 1 presentation and submission
Following week exam~

Weird, i kind of miss 'him'...
God, please lead me and lift my heavy road...
i cant do anything without God..
give me strength n tell me wat to do pls...

Thursday, November 17, 2011

What kind of new life is tat

Peeps, im back^^
been busy submitting Investigation Report and assignments
coming week 2 assignments submission and 3 presentations
wish me good luck guys!
by the way,my life had changed so damn much

Gemini again, sorry, tis time v cant make it anymore
sorry, i give up...thanks for the shoes, i will pay u back once i gt my gaji
need part time so badly...
but now, concentrate on assignments and presentations first!
cheer up bai!
even though some of them r nt around for me
but, bai, u can do it right?^^

jz fixed my own pen-drive bcoz of some virus
i feel so PRO^^
thanks to Google, Google, u know everything! haha

cant wait after exam i wan go vacation
hang out wit my old frens~
kenny!!! love u!! haha
YIN! lets go shopping, is year end sales!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

To GEMINI

this guy always wan a post bout him
now, let me write bout tis guy
2011.11.08
end of the story of Gemini since 30.06.2011

when v just started hang out together
i told him "one day, u gonna say im using u"
he said "no, nvr, i understand and i can feel how u r to me"
ended up ytd "u #&!&#$# using me $*@*%!"

how much u love me, is just a lie
i even told u wan to do to win my heart
i tried so hard to like u more
but everytime u just like to spoil the thing
scold me again n again....
nvr respect my privacy n checked me
u don trust me den don ask me anything la k?


finish the angry part, apologize part
i know u don even wan to read my blog anymore
but wat i wan to say is
Thank u for everything 'again'
n im sorry coz i hv to treat u like tat
coz u r nt worth for me to treat u nice anymore

ytd night after the fight
i reli reli tired n sleep after tat
tis morning wake up
im still keep thinking bout u
im nt sure is tat angry bout u o wat
i guess u feel the same
i prayed to God last night to fix tis thing for me
end up u sent me those @#%*& msg
i jz give up n go slp

u said im childish n nvr listen to ppl
u said i don respect u, say im using u...
im ugly? u can admit ur mistakes n mature enuf to face them?
u wan me to earn back wat i lost?
seriously, i duno how come someone can hv same thinking like me
seriously, i feel the same too ^^
haha...

again, thanks for the past,
u reli was a nice guy,
but, just b urself la...
the one who love u will love u for who u r
not asking u to change tis n tat to b who they wan

take k n good luck
(see u again)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

the ABC

Sometimes, i wonder....y tis group of people can be so funny?

First joke
At the starbuck
Azalia: y i don hv the connection?
Cheetah: coz u don hv 'co-nect'.
LOL!

Second Joke
Cheetah Driving
Cheetah: I cant sit properly la! [sit in front]
Bai: ........y?
Cheetah: If i sit properly i cant see the back mirror and side mirrors!
Azalia:..........YOU CAN ADJUST THE MIRROR LA!

Third joke
After laughing like hell
Azalia: i think i need to do something to u d Cheetah!
Bai: i think u need to do something to ur height, Azalia!
Everyone: LOL!!!!!!!!

Forth joke
Cheetah driving to a big hole
Bai: EH EH EH EH!
*hit the big hole*
Azalia: OMG! wat is tat?!
Bai: Big hole!
Cheetah: NEXT TIME TELL ME EARLIER LA! DONT EH EH EH!
i know u can talk to chicken, but dont use chicken language la!
LOL!!!!

Thursday, October 27, 2011

我要的男人

找一個會在錢包里放你照片的男人
把手機主題設置為你們合照的男人
敢讓你在身上咬下印記的男人
敢在狀態博客寫你的男人
敢讓你知道他一切的男人

睡醒了也不吵醒你
即使他的手臂酸了
逛街時會為你提包包
即使你的包包很花俏
就算在你任性說分手的時候
也不會抛下你
會緊緊擁抱你 不讓你走
敢對你一生負責任
並且好好對你

有這樣的男人嗎?
你…… 找到了嗎?

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我爱的,不需要拥有这一切,
我要的不是一百分的男人
因为我自己也不是一百分阿
我要一个我爱的男人
不管他几笨几傻,
只要可以跟你爱的人在一起
还是幸福的
一个简单的问候也可以很窝心
让我微笑的,是想起我们在一起的时候
让我哭泣的,是想到我们分开的种种原因

我未来的对象
我要信主的,可以教会我东西的,会玩音乐的
最希望那个人是你...
=)



Monday, October 24, 2011

im OUT

recently....im quite happy with my life
past few days, i feel so in love
coz i loved by Gemini and my fren ABBY
on MCN oso, i gt to talk to my best fren YIN
im quite glad bout my life

but right now
IM ANGRY
coz, tomoro 24/10/2011
me n azalia suppose to register TPM gym
i planned 1 month keep fit plan
but azalia called and say she not joining
so i called Cheetah, he says he still at hometown driving and sound so fun there
im dulan n disappointed....no body go gym wit me d
den i called Gemini, tot he can say sumtin to comfort me
but he just say "oh, den i find u after my class"
"..........."
"u bathed d not?!"
"NO!"
y im so dulan? coz im so angry n u sumore talk to me like im ur student o sumtin
im not those reach home straight go bathe TYPE
i will go facebook, do some light exercise, do my own stuff den oni bathe
SORRY IF U STILL DUNO BOUT ME
n sumore sms scold me!!!
GOOD!!!!!!!
i just feel like tat call is wasting my credit to hear sumtin i don lik it
i just hang up the call like tat, if u don like just leave it

wat in my mind is, i wan to go somewhere alone
the reason is...
i rather go somewhere no body know me n i feel lonely
better than if i stay here and i tot i gt frens who loved me but actually don
n still feel lonely around my frens...
how sad is tat.....

finish my emo story....
going to remove my soft mask den go sleep
nitez human!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Sept + Oct

phew...sept is over
so much things happened tis month
i had so much fun with friends around

30 sept - 3 Oct
Negeri Sembilan Raja Alias - Homestay
learn a lot of things there and had fun with my foster family
Mak cik, Pak Cik, Hakim, will nvr 4gt u all!

6 Oct - 7 Oct
JB + Singapore Universal Studio
another trip which really fun!
spent more time with my close friend~ love it!
photos r taken n memory will always keep in my mind

back to reality...
13 Oct
someone so sad today
after my practice straight go to her house and talk
v dint help much
but at least show that we are here with u
u r not alone

14 Oct Church Cell Group Bible Quiz
im the song leader
i din do well
but i tried my best
overcome my fear
and tat will nt b a problem for me next time
[hopefully thr's next time]
hahahaha...my acting reli *PRO*
xD

15 Oct went Beuty Expo
bought a lot of skin care and masks
and help my dai sou n yin bought some eye mask
girls really love shopping
and tat's the reason girls can earn money easily and girl's money also can be earn easily
hahaha....

17 Oct
"i 1 2 4 6 2 9"
who can understand it? hhahaha
is our gathering again
tis is actually part 2
a good beginning of a story
wish they can be together forever ^^
ABBY is POKER QUEEN!

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this morning had a fight with someone i loved
again, he insult my religion again and pissed me off
went to watch descent 1 and descent part 2
feel better after tat
n thanks to Gemini comforted me
i go online and thought wan to start my assignment
den he called, to apologize
in my mind is "sure u wan ask me sumtin bout assignment la"
but he really just called to apologize, im like 'oh, ok!'
but i know some where inside his mind
he is just using me
he duno wat is love
i believe this is wat he thinking
he looking for someone who can understand him
i bet the one who understand him only God!
and God, pls prove tat he is wrong bout the definition of LOVE!
coz God is LOVE!
hallelujah ~

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

MY first time

today 27.09.2011
get my first Passport
the process is easy
RM110.40 included everything
within 1hr can get it
is not a big deal
but now i gt another personal thing to keep liao
n i can leave Malaysia anytime
hohohoho....is FUN!
looking for a passport cover^^
hehehehe....next time can go oversea with frens liao luh!!

yea yea^^
going spore next thurs
hope is a good trip thr~~~
and tis fri might b going Seremban...
will see how...hmmmmh..

21st Birthday

Its been a long long time ^^
hi, bloggie! Im 21 now! =D
wat so special bout 21?
coz for chinese 21 means u r adults and u can hv ur freedom
so, is a big day actually^^ hehehe

so, lets start my story from 22Sept the day b4 my birthday
early morning go for 1hr class den go makan with gemini fer n KC
den go KL wit fer, she wants to buy a present for her hubby
n i wan to buy a shirt as my own present but my bro will sponsor me^^
so, tat's the story, we went Pavilion by Gemini's car
im drivin n my leg almost cramp due to the SUCK CHAIR
is so suffering and finally reach Pavilion
quick shop thr for 1hr30min, grab our stuff den leave Pavilion
and we are LATE! [gemini finish class at 5]
go back my house pack my stuff and fer go back take her stuff den v leave
lalalalala....
[again suck chair ==]
go to Pool centre play pool for awhile, 730 leave n v go makan at mamak
took a pic b4 i turn 21 =x
den gemini send me to Abby's house

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Another hidden secret tat i cant share it here
sorry guys...jz in case..so..haha....i cried but i enjoy ladies night
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opps....another secret again
i won RM15 hahahahaha.....my first time!!
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so, is 23 Sept my birthday
invited 30 people to my birthday party
other than my family,
Ivan, Wan Yin, Anson, Chee Leong, Lina, Clement, Kenny, Lzs, Kok Wai,
Hock Peng, Danny, Boon Kiat, Esmund, Shee Ken, Wan Chin, Paul Lim (n his fren)
Jonathan, Jedrik, Janelle, Crystal, Carrise, Peggy, Azalia, Tjun Jin, Jason, Nicholas
Mayi, William, Jennifer, KC, Abby, Sky!!

Special thanks for those who called: Guna and Der Yang
Special thanks to those bought me present: Wei Shan, Agnes, Pas.Alan, Little angel

SOON will be Kenny, Fer and Janelle's birthday d...GG.com

I really enjoyed and surprise tat actually so many came my birthday party
is more than wat i expected and some surprise from my frens
tis is the best birthday ever
and another thanks to IVAN SEE for helping me whole day long
n i received some VERY SPECIAL PRESENT till i almost cry when i saw it!
i love my friends so so much...
really, thanks a lot...
is a good memory for me!!! i will keep it till my last breath~
love u all

***ps: few days b4 my birthday was always rain at evenin
i pray to God give me a good weather,guess wat,
tat evening the weather is so good n is not rainin!***
PRAISE THE LORD! AMEN!
recently gt a lot of testi to share! haha

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Sad because i care

struggling whether i should write it out or not
i think i cant control my emotion anymore
i wish i can cry out so i can feel better
but, the pain in my heart don let me cry
i wish i can shout out my pain
but another side of me telling me
"nvm, even u angry u cant change anything"

actually no one's fault
it suppose to be like tis
is jz im holding a high expectation
i tot it works n i planned
but ends up it doest work
all turned into dust
im so DOWN

i should hv know when i do not receive sms frm him
i stil give myself hundred reasons hoping he come back early
when i get up from my bed n catch my phone
another side of me still telling me
"don worry he on the way bac n u get to see him to9"
when i check fb his msg "im coming back"
i feel so happy n i say "ya!he reli coming back, don worry la^^"
when i read til the end, "Will reach home at 12"
my heart falls from KLCC n i can hear the crash sound in my heart
i reli reli dulan......i don wan talk to him anymore im so angry
i tel myself to9 not going to talk to him n wont choi him tomoro
but actually,i miss him so damn much
n i know is not his fault to come back late
he memang planned to come back late
is jz last nite he tot he maybe can come back earlier
n i expect to see him to9, tat's y im so disappointed
heart still pain....i try not to let him know im sad
coz xiao bai need to b mature, not so childish
i know wat is right wat is wron
so all these emotion jz let it pass
den i will b better
now i jz feel a BIG BIG HAIHZ! n tears finally fall unconsciously
xiaobai b strong! u r not tat weak!

*second post shows im nt happy wit Gemini, i think is my problem*

Saturday, September 10, 2011

haihz

小白总是这样
喜欢一个人的时候
就想要拥有他
特别容易吃醋
就连一点点女性朋友也可以吃醋
我知道这样不对
可是还是会很不开心
我不理了
我EMO 我要EMO他
不理他了 啦啦啦

原来男生有了朋友
其他人都是死的
他也一样
小白很天真
以为他不一样
ignore his relationship request aje la..EMO

Miss Gemini

As i always believe:
God always does thing right!
His way is always the best way,
even if to us it seems all wrong.
TRUST! You can be sure that
he will always give you what you need
at the appropriate time.

I think tat's y God send u, Gemini to me at the right time

Thursday, September 8, 2011

NEW SEPT

welcome sept, my favorite month
been sometime nvr update my blog
hi bloggie....
i dont even update my diary
wat's wron wit me
busy paktor n left everything out?

oh ya, hv to admit,
im busy dating recently...
but dating the same guy, Gemini!
almost 3mths since v start talking
and others say v r like couple
some of them even PM me say "congratz"
till my best fren yin oso ask "u both tgt liao?"
ya, he always post on my wall
i almost diabetes
is TOO SWEET dear!!! ><

recently Gemini n me like to play calendar notes alarm
n i JUST received 1 from Gemini!
is so sweet....y he can do so much sweet stuff to me?
ytd v played a game
i started and end the game b4 the game launch
lol........
the game is so fun n so sweet
[yes, sweet again==]
omg, going to diabetes


SKIP! ok, my study life is so damn stressed
today 2 presentations n next monday need to submit PSF form n Ethics form next week
monday another BERSIH presentation
GG.COM so damn stress
maybe tat's the reason i always headache recently
every class oso hard to concentrate
stil holiday mood ing

i enjoyed my 1 week raya holiday so much
3d2n church family camp
job briefing day
3 days working at mid valley n met new frens
is so damn fun
[but i hope they can give us the gaji ASAP]

tat's my recent life
n my dear leaving me for 3days....
wat im gonna do in these 3 days?
miss die Gemini?

Monday, August 29, 2011

Gemini

This post is special for u, Gemini!
Im leaving KL for 3days...
cant see my dear liao~
im gonna miss die him!!!
i really wish can hug u longer n not let u go
but i know the longer v stay the harder to say bye bye
having headache for few days liao
but whenever u hug me
i cant feel the pain n i reli like to sleep on ur shoulder
Gemini, even i know is not the right time yet
but still thank God sending u to me at this moment
and thank God for sending a good guy like u to my life
no matter what happen in future
i will nvr 4gt u who given me so much love and care at this time
Thank u for being here with me n for me
*PROMISE* my heart will nvr leave u when i come back frm Melaka!
Nightss~~~~

Monday, August 22, 2011

22/8 week

Finally i gt some rest on saturday
stay home watch WRONG TURN and ALVIN & CHIPMUNKS
sorry for being so late, i know is old movies...lol
after movies, Abby come my house den i bathe v goin STEVEn corner yamcha
fer haru sampai early, den v makan cheese naan n laugh at the funny abby
discussed some ladies things but duno it is stil ON onot...xD
den go fer's house to chill awhile...read comics....
everything is OK! but after drop abby home
shits happen!
stuck in the jam for 10min
and i took 30min to go home
i was so kap liu TT babi, i hate u!
reach home dulan dulan den sleep coz tmr need to wake up early

SUNDAY
sorry yi lou~ 4gt to msg u tim! xD
today usher so need to go early
someone busy with his game these 2 days haihz
after service get ready n off to bukit jalil
is paintball TIME^^
change our clothes makan chicken rice get ready for the fight!
is quite fun! [if u nvr get shoot den is boring]
but only played 30min cost RM52 is too expensiv lah!
after everything go home n rest
movie time again....reli tired...
sumore someone make me angry
keep talking bout his ex ==
haihz......nvm, 4gt it!
tat's all....
conclusion, Paintball is fun and PAUL is nice movie! =)

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After a long break
im back to Blog
this week really a fun week but i spent a lot in this week
hv a discussion for our VDRP assignment n finalize the idea
is a good discussion time^^
sent his cousin Kimmy to LCCT
is my first time go thr, n i feel like wan to travel after tat xD
cant wait for S'gpr in OCT

another day went to his house talked to his mom ==lll
omg, tat's extremely scary! the feeling is lik, u overcome sumtin u reli scare
now feel so relief~! phew~
went sunway buy Cheetah's present n gt idea for his bday present^^

hv a nice date wit Mr.Shwan
went timesquare for movie and Alexis for dinner + Jazz live performance
is reli good if u know how to menikmati music!
u can reli feel it n enjoy it^^
thanks Uncle Shawn !!

went Sepang watch cars and met hitz fm n my fm
get a lot of free stuffs from thm!
=) really fun!

this week i watched Horrible Bosses and Cowboys and Aliens
i don need to pay a cent for these 2 movie!
1 thanks for Mr.Shawn and another 1 thx to hitz fm!!^^ hehehe

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Coll life

is Degree level 3
everyone start busy with their FYP
some met their supervisor
and my supervisor is Ms.Azreen [my ex lecturer]
she is not bad, she cant really teach but she is frenly...
hope she accept my FYP title and soon v all need to submit the PSF d
where is my mood to study?
i think its gone the first time i hv my discussion with my group members

tat wednesday v hv 2hrs break so v decided to discuss our group assignment during the break
but too bad, the discussion is so sucks to me
totally spoiled my mood...
i don feel lik wan group wit these people
i feel like 2 of thm purposely wan fight wit me
after tat, i think im too 'hot temper'
i gt angry easily
i don listen to others
i don understand their feeling
i shouldt b so emotional

tat night, azalia inbox msg me...
oni i know how she felt
i feel so sorry n Azalia, u always my best fren!

therefore, thursday after class
i took Ivan's car go carrefour wit azalia
ok,now, i can feel v r back to the last time
=)

===========================================

recently very BROKE!
controlled my spending d, but the money stil finish so fast
TT someone took my money?
whr is my money....
coming week reli reli cannot spend so much d....
everyday eat biscuit enuf la...
can gam feii oso....
win win situation!
xD

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

18SX

Ivan: u know wat kind of exercise can lose weight n slim?
Bai: Bed exercise?
Ivan: Yalo, [i love u]
Bai: [ter-heard "i got feel]
Ivan: I think im goin to change [my skype.......]
Bai: [ter-heard "I think im goin to change my underwear]

LOL

Bai: someone in ur room? who is tat?
Ivan: my bro
Bai: turn ur webcam i wan see ur brother
Ivan: *finger point to the "private place"* nah, my brother

==llll

*looking the webcam*
Bai: y u sit lik tat?
Ivan: very comfortable ma
Bai: ya== i know
Ivan: y? u tried b4 meh?

WAD DAR FAK

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Ladies day

13/8

very soon, 2011 come to AUG d...
in the past 6mths
so many things happen and change at the second half of tis year
13/8 is ladies day
me, abby n fer decided to go out eat den go fer's house chill
so, v went old town makan b4 v go fer's house
n right after makan v straight go fer's house rest
after eat is damn sleepy
v online awhile den watch ANIMATION
is really really funny....
1- the animation is funny
2- the people r funny [fer n abby]
v laugh like hell n hv a reli fun time wit thm
after the 2nd story, i cant than so i slept on fer's bed
is so nice to sleep + raining
n abby oso slept...
when wake up, fer's mom ask wan eat onot
"OMG! im hungry d tim"
so our chef, FER HARU prepare dinner for us^^
hehehehe...so sweet, she can b a very good wifey!! hahaha
the dinner is nice n awesome!!

today reli reli happy....
reli enjoy wit ladies n i feel so comfortable with these frens...
i miss u guys so much!!!
wish thr's more ladies day to come^^
hehehe

15/8
during 1hr break went JOJO eat banmee
den back to coll for the AUCT class==
reli boring la tis class...
so, my fun day start after the class
v all go pudu yang guang [our old fav place]
3 of us, me yin n fer finally gt to go pudu makan again
2yrs plus 3 of us nvr go out together like tis d
v used to b "S.H.E" always hang out together
today, finally reunion...xD
hahahahaha.....v ordered our fav food thr
the price stil the same, is so cheap compare to other cafe
but the food not nice as last time d...
is't the food chg d o v chg d?

is raining today, so i bought an umbrella
v walked under the rain again...
reli miss those time after school walk under rain with my frens
stil rmb v share umbrella walk under rain laugh n shout under the rain
is reli reli reli fun!!!
i love u all, yin, fer, beh...
after tat v go dyNAmic also a place very nice to shop
is stationary shop [book store] but so much things tat v need can find thr

for secondary students, u should appreciate the time u spend wit ur frens
coz in coll life o when u start working
all these will b the best memories...

tat's all for ladies day....
sekian terima kasih ^^

Monday, August 15, 2011

Pause

Sorry, recently dint update much
everything happened i will write in my note book
i think i will stop updating my blog everyday d...
the purpose i update everyday d END
so, back to normal life a k a new life

spent most of time with Ivan, Fer n abby
i really love the time enjoy wit u all
but, my money spent damn fast...
RM50 for 3days...
wad dar fak!!!

practice pool quite a lot in tis month
but snooker totally GG
whenever i can play better in pool
my snooker accuracy gone
when i start train back my snooker
pool seems harder for me d
==
only can choose 1
just like husband, u cant choose both of thm! haihz...

assignmentsss....i cant wait....><

Saturday, August 13, 2011

10/8 Gathering

Today hv 1 long break so gossip wit fer haru during the break
after the next class
went to cheetah's place rest for awhile
till fer they finish class den v go McD with KC n Ju
thx Ju sharing the McNugget wit me^^ hehehe
after tat meet Azalia den v go Midvalley find restaurant for to9 gathering
but too bad, many of them cannot come
so end up wit 3girls go TGI Friday
n our only guy Mr.David come after tat

*seriously i wan to go la senza*

after dinner v shop around the garden
den go mid valley coz v all wan to go Watson to buy something
bought nano Toner and the Cleansing foam
since sunday start using nano, hope it helps for whitening la...TT

after tat go back by LRT n talk a lot wit fer
im so tired....physically n mentally
cheetah sent me a lot of messages
i duno how to reply
so many things in my mind
i wish i could tell him everything
but, talk to him, oso he wont believe o he wont understand
so no point of telling him
just let it be la....
honestly, i stil care bout him...

Thursday, August 11, 2011

The last time

我们的故事终于要画下句号了

三年前
我们才刚认识
我们第一次去的地方是Timesquare
看了一部Singapore戏
去了McD吃晚餐
坐在Timesquare的椅子聊天
那天你问我“你带假睫毛?”
我说“没有啊,我不会带假睫毛”
那天九点多回家
我不知道对你来说是早还是迟
因为我根本不了解你

我第一年的生日
你前一晚特地搭LRT来找我
就为了送我第一份礼物
那天我驾姐夫的车去收礼物
礼物花了很多心思
是手表[因为你只到手表的意义很大,代表一表人才]
里面有很多纸飞机,写满了你要说的话
还有我喜欢的香水味
你都喷在我喜欢叫你带在身边的手帕上
真的很感动

可是自从我们第一次的分手
你就不一样了
两年里面
你越来越自私
想的都是你自己
你觉得我对你好是应该的

这次我们真的分手了
你却把我们分手的原因都赖在我身上
我无话可说
只希望有一天你的思想成熟时
你会知道我是真心爱你的
这次的分手,跟以前的不一样了
虽然我很不舍,可是我们没办法在一起了

还记得,你离开这里的那天
我放工后我们一起去funok吃东西
点了我们最爱的哈密瓜西米露
那天我知道有点不对劲了
可是我没说出口
你离开前,亲了我一下
我到现在没办法忘记那个吻
看你离开的背影
直到看不见你为此
我到现在没有忘记
最后一次跟你两个人看戏
在leisuremall transformer
最后一次牵着收看戏吧
那次过后,已经是不一样的感觉了




还有一年的时间
我们要做在班上做好同学,好朋友,可以吗?
因为,我还是很习惯有你在我身边
很舒服很自然的感觉

你的事,等我放下你了
再让我知道,可以吗?
不然我怕我会放不下你
你,要坚强!
下次再写你名字的时候
应该只是朋友的身份而已吧?
彭祈达,就让我最后一次真心的对你说
“我爱你,好爱你”

-THE END-

Written by: Xiao Bai Tan 11/08/2011

9/8 rise of the planet of the apes

Today is my off day
but i stil go to coll... y?
coz i need to take care of someone's care, so he can save RM3
[for the parking]
so while he having class
i drive his class send anson they all go car park
den i go mcD wit wan yin =)
so, after lunch, go back coll fetch Ivan den v go leisuremall for movie
movie : rise of the planet of the apes
[Ivan act in tat movie!!]
b4 movie v hv 30min
Ivan wan to eat Sakae so v go Sakae makan
but the RM1.90 Salmon sushi change to RM3.99 thicker salmon ==
haihz..i don reli like it la!!

den go movie, the movie is not bad
funny n touching^^
[the first movie v watch together is Penguin now monkeys]
after movie, i don feel like lepak at leisuremall
so v go PGRM mamak yamcha
[y PGRM is bcoz duno whr to go, tat's the nearest mamak i can think of]
so v hv a "serious talk" again.... ^^
get to know each other better
after mamak someone LC said today he can play pool very well
go v go pandan indah play pool again
[n i say, frm tomoro onwards, v need to save money d]
so, the first 2 games at pool centre i actually won,
but den he won another 2 games...LOL

after pool, he stil don wan to go back
so ask him come my house
help me finish my 'dinner'
but Ivan not feeling well, something wron wit his stomach
go back, he headache n not feeling well
so, tat's all for the day
sekian terima kasih ^^

Monday, August 8, 2011

8/8 Good Day

today is ladies day^^
ladies talk~ haha

lunch at alisan
go POOL in 30min free time
after AUCT class is ladies talk time

recently so emotional
little thing can make me sooooo dulan
pls, don try to test my patient when im serious on sumtin
especially when i tried hard to speak english for u
so u can understand wat im thinkin
if my english is so hard to understand, den i giv up learning d!
tat's all! bye!

7/8 Church

Today Ivan come to church
Happy : to see u and glad tat u bac to church
i reli reli enjoy
even is in the english service
but stil enjoy the praise and worship

after tat go bac home make up later go Sungeiwang
so around 2 sumtin go fetch ah fer
bcoz the babi still sleeping so v go mamak eat n drink while wait for her
is rainin afternoon
so v sampai sungeiwang straight shop luh
finally ah fer bought her shoes....

den v go ah fer house chill for awhile
open Hamsap web...hahahhaa
den, go makan dinner dgn mak n sis ah fer
the food is awesome weii!! hehehehehe

after tat Abby come my house v talk a lot
til 11 sumtin....
reli tired but happy to share everything in our heart
she is the first fren who willing to share everything to me
i mean EVERYTHING!
feel so good but emo
duno y.....jz...emo lo....
the whole night im emo
thx for Ivan pray wit me...
den back to sleep
reli a good night....
zzzzzz......tired........

6/8 Yamcha Day

wake up feel headache d...
i think i dint sleep well last nite
lan hah lan hah til 4 go find fer haru yamcha
ladies talk for 2hr at dolphin + my lunch [dinner]
get to know each other better
aftre tat go home shower n go Yeah Show
really a good show!!!
but i reli headache n need sleep

recently every night i skype til mid night
every night sleep when i extremely tired...
i think is not good for health...
i do enjoy the life like tis
but, sometime some whr in my mind
i do miss the old time...

Friday, August 5, 2011

5/8 Coll day

today class should be 1130-1230
but bcoz of the FYP briefing
v need to go coll at 1030
hmmm....early morning take LRT to coll
i think been long long time i din take LRT bus to coll
i mean, normally my fren wil fetch me frm LRT
so, when i gt into bus
a foreigner sitting next to me n he talk to me
go into Aud3, im a bit late thank God yin they r in the same briefing
after the briefing v go for the VIDRP class
tot wil discuss the assignment, which is quite fun
after the class [Mr.raj going to get marry]
twin sister hv lunch with wan yin anson n fer
no money, so Yin say her wil pay for me!
wakakakakkaaka....

the job tat can earn RM2000 no more d
TT
haihz....
but...v shouldt put money at the priority...
maybe thr's reason y the job is unavailable...
just put my faith in God

after lunch go back take a nap
den prepare for cell group
today is the second time b the song leader
thank God again, everyone enjoy!^^
today cg at my house, feel so tak biasa...==
after cg some stil stay at my house til 12am
v talk a lot n gt to know David better
after they all ciao
skype wit Ivan til 2am den both of us go slp
[quite early today]

tat's all peple!

Thursday, August 4, 2011

4/8 Thursday

today skip class again....
stil til 11 sumtin my bro called me wake me up
gt job for me, 2weeks can earn thousand!
sound interesting but work from evenin to midnight...

after breakfast start my research for FYP draft proposal
den half way cannot think back to sleep
like a pig rite?
wake up at 430 sum1 called me
n he is coming my house
so, shit lo! do light exercise den bathe
raining evening
went Sri Ptl Old Town makan
spicy food oways make ppl feel hungry fast...

after dinner work on my FYP proposal n thx for Ivan's help
den v go Air Port to fetch Azalia
miss u so much!!!! >< wish can hug u longer! hehehe...
the first thing she say bout Ivan is "leng zai"
wth ==lllll ok la, my first impression oso say "leng zai"
nvm, soon u know he is not, coz he talk a lot !!! xD wakakakaka

*****
today cheetah msg me,
officially break up?
y i cant feel anything?
the main problem is he duno wat's the problem...
at night he msg me again regarding the FYP proposal..
sumtime reli bo song coz his english is so hard to understand
*****

recently always skype til late night
but just now i drink Milk Tea so i know i will sleep late
so,
Welcome back, Ms.Nurul Azalia
BYE, Cheetah
HI, xiao bai^^

FYP draft proposal finish 80%
continue tomoro morning la....
=)
-The End-

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

3/8 1st Class

Today first day of my lvl3 [officially]
reach coll quite early and thx Ivan purposely walk here to accompany me
the class is boring and i cant understand wat the lecturer talking
i miss Azalia so much
class without Azalia is not a class! i need talk!!
grr~ after class wait 2hr for the next class alone
writing blog, chatting with frens, wan to do FYP proposal
but.....duno where to start...TT
end up i skip class n hvt start my FYP proposal at all!! ><

went to car4 eat XI-Men-Ding
the food is AWESOME! thumbs up!!
den go JJ Ivan wan to buy cereal [gam feii? LOL..see how long u can last]
back home sleep like a pig
nightmare...dream tat i lost everything important to me now
n my FYP proposal submission is tmr n i hvt start...TT
stress dou~~~

wake up exercise bathe den dinner
from dinner time around 8 to 3am
been skype wit Ivan n Kenny!! ==lll
recently i sleep right after i click the button "shut down" of my laptop
and then i oso "shut down" d....
i nvr jz slp like tat b4
last time, at least take me 5min to think back wat happen n think bout wat im gonna do the next time
i think i should slp early next time...><

the end of the day...
God Bless....

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

2/8 Grace Poh's birthday

Today really very very enjoy
im gonna miss u guys very very much
especially u, Ivan! =)
today hang out with Fer Haru, KC, Abby and Mr.Ivan!
first, v go apiit kao tim the FYP title
den go Klang for BKT!!!!
Kimmy [his cousin oso joined us for lunch]
after lunch dabao [YO YO ICE]
is reli nice to eat when the weather is f*cking hot!!!
after lunch v go Ivan's house
to kacau his dogs and to kacau his room
found a lot of things in his room
wakakakkaa....[love letter?! LOL]
n v played xbox at his house
Abby a bit noob but Drum is much more fun than guitar!
after KC leave, his mom come into the room
TT so scary!!!
den after his dinner v go eat TinGai Porridge~
is so NICEY!!!!!! ><

den go POOL and dessert "HoneyMoon"
feel like wan to order everything at "HoneyMoon"
1pm-4pm 20%discount^^ i wan i wan i wan!!!!
i love mango dessert so much TT
and the durian - not bad!!! ^^
chocolate TongYuen - YUMMY~~~
after dessert go mamak eat IndoMeeGoreng!
OMG! F*cking awesome!!!
but after tat go home do 20min exercise TT
and drink green tea, hope can wash the 'oil' ler~
sorry my body, once in awhile, i wan to do sumtin i wan to do without consideration!

otw Ivan send us back,
i wish the time can stop
i scare it will be the last time
i don wan to leave i wan to stay
i don wan my old life
i wan a new life
i wan changes
i miss the past but i love present
jz wish ntg is goin to chg......
*************
Im sorry, i dont mean to hurt u at mamak
sometime, i know i can say sumtin tat can make u happy
but i jz don wan to giv u hope
try not to hurt u, hope u can b strong
************

*muacks~ night*

[Kenny Yong]
Kenny~ i wan talk to u^^ hehehehe....
lets go dessert n i tell u story!!
but i money-less d

Monday, August 1, 2011

1/8 first day

Today is the first day of the mth
1 mth pass reli fast....
so much thing can change in 1 mth time

in tis 1 mth,
i become closer with Lou Caii
i fren bac wit someone i wish to fren bac for long time, Fer Haru
i gt someone's company, Ivan
and i duno y, but i feel sumtin wron between me n Kenny
i spent a lot in 1mth time
i gained weight in this 1 mth
my first time kam feii in tis mth

today, is 1st Aug,
the end of Aug gonna b a big day...
no one knows wat will happen....
may God Bless....

Today hang out wit lou cai n fer,
todya is EATING day! lou caii eat yee mee, KFC, Sup, go fer house eat sumore
reli scary...i controlled very well,
tat's y my empty stomach feel so empty...
but im not gonna eat
feel so tired....
after watching "OH SIM" at fer's house
feel so lazy to move

i wan talk to kenny but couldt call him...
hmmm....=(
tat's all for today...
sekian terima kasih

Sunday, July 31, 2011

31/7 29th Anniversary

today is my church 29th anniversary! ^^
thanks Ivan and Kenny who coming to my church
to support my presentation and celebrate my church's anniversary!
today gt an angmoh pastor preaching, he is so powerful!

after church go wangsa walk 6 of us makan FRIDAY
total RM231!!! omg, is expensive!!!!
after tat go collect the galaxy s2 for baba
RM2050 + cover and sticker RM15
*baba, the RM15 hvt pay me back o!TT*

den Ivan come my house with abby to kao tim baba's new phone
den 3 of us go pasar malam
eat chaotaufu, the whole body gt the smell d...TT
someone cannot go out, so 3 of us continue go mamak yamcha...
but oni me n abby talk [ladies talk]
n pity Ivan sit thr do ntg....

Today reli enjoy coz 'fully utilize' my time
n i enjoy the time wit u all!
thanks my church members who text-ed me and support me
Glory to the Lord! Amen!
I Love Jesus to the MAX!!!!

Saturday, July 30, 2011

30/7 Saturday

is saturday morning
wat to do today?
feel so lazy and stomached...
do some light exercise den bathe and wait for frens to brin me go lunch
so many things i wan to eat....
i wan pizza with extra cheese at the side
i wan maggie goreng and cheese naan
i wan Klang BKT dry 1!
grrr...starving!!!
now Mr.See is going ah fai's house den go fetch abby...

hope today is a nice day...
lunch is my lovely CHEESY LAVA @pizza hut!!
yummy~~~ but so farking FAT man!!! sob sob

after tat 8pm go church for the rehearsal...
is so tiring....sweat a lot....
go back do exercise bathe den sleep....
reli tired d...=)

Friday, July 29, 2011

29/7 everything SHORT

wake up early again
tis time is for coll pool n snooker club meeting
but is a very bad luck afternoon
reach lrt station i guess lrt is coming
but the que is very very long
but no lrt card, hv to Q
so, when i buying the ticket, the lrt reached and go ==
therefore, im late! 10min late! >< ish! hate u la LRT!

terima kasih kpd Anson Sia for fetching me from LRT station to coll
and the meeting only around 40min den v need to ciao d...
conclusion is, first mth need to pay RM50 fees
hmmmm...ok den, next destination IOI

ioi - shilin chicken rice
oleh kerana v reach thr at 2, the movie is 215,
so v use the 15min to makan! ==
n reli reli FULL!

ioi - captain america
tis movie is....lame....==
but learn sumtin frm watching movie too...
understand how the movie production work...
so, tat's all
after tat go home and online as usual...

*This is my attitude*
xD

Thursday, July 28, 2011

28/7 Orientation Day

Today go coll at 930am for the FYP briefing
so gan jeong, is Final Year d.....TT
whole day keep eat n snooker n eat n pool n eat n pool ==

Location 1: Rabbit - around 20 of us go hv lunch after FYP briefing
Location 2: Ajimal, coz i wan drink teh tarik -,- headache!
Location 3: Free Drinks snooker centre
Location 4: Kuchai Lama find lou caii
Location 5: Secret Recipe tea time
Location 6: Pool @ All Cue Snooker 5 of us
Location 7: Dinner @ tou tou mee shop
Location 8: Sam [ah fai]'s house
Location 9: Pool @ All Cue Snooker 7 of us
den go back

ok, i tot today only orientation / FYP briefing
end up hang out til 1115pm only reach home
tired....reli tired...

*I think fer addicted to pool! hohoho*

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

27/7 Yamcha Day

Today paktor with someone v 'broke up' for 2yrs xD
today's activities is yamcha, talk, eat, talk, drink, talk.... ==

Afternoon fer fb 5 me so v go paktor
Location 1: Quan Cafe - lunch and talk
Location 2: fetch my bro home and fer come my house watch 暗战
Location 3: Pasar Malam dabao Asam Laksa
Location 4: My house eat laksa
Location 5: Fetch Lou Caii go yamcha
Location 6: Hong Leong Bank ah fer withdraw money
Location 7: Black & White cafe lou caii wan eat
Location 8: send fer and lou cai back home

den i go back...
-END-

ladies night! reli fun! >,<

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

26/7 Sunway Day

hmmmmmm...wake up at 9am
jz to try online bcoz last nite "no internet access"
so, update my blog, call ppl, den goin to get ready
Kenny is so tired n stil on the bed when i called him!! hahahaha
y everyone so tired?

missed a train so late for 15min! ==
so Ivan fetch me n lou cai from lrt station and go Sunway together
decided to hv lunch before Lou cai's interview
so our lunch will be Bar B Q Plaza
[OMG! so nice!but so expensive!]
money-less d....
den v go find the company tat lou cai going to interview
while lou cai interview v go play snooker!
some pics taken but r blur
after lou caii interview v play 1 more game den ciao d
coz kenny need to meet his fren at 5pm!
so he send me n lou cai home

back home, do some workout eat and bathe
dinner try not to eat much bcoz the lunch is too heavy
but at night damn hungry
keep thinking bout BKT and cheese cake
all the foods in my mind!!! GRR~~~
my stomach so empty!!!!
sleep at 3am after another 'serious talk'
wakakakkaka....

Monday, July 25, 2011

25/7 Back to Coll

wake up early pack my things gonna leave my house for 1 whole day
930 take LRT to BJ station [sorry to Anson for waiting me 10min]
den go coll pay fees RM8910!!! OMG!!!!!
den, go take new pic for my student ID^^
[which i don really wan to chg but since everyone chg-ing den i also chg]
after pic, go take my Transcript!! OMG!! my CGPA....-,-
haihz.... speechless to my lvl1 result!!!

after gao dim, v go Yinhoo but only 20% available! ==llll
second time d, stil no stock, v all give up d!
den, go Puchong makan
[y so far? coz need to find Kenny and later easier to send wan yin home lo]
IOI - "my rice" eat fish n chips
[if u ever ask, r u on diet? yes, im stil on diet TT]
after eat, no movie to watch so v jz walking around...
DAISO, PADINI, Brands Outlet, Popular
after all walking, v go eat Tutti Frutti again ==lll
is a frooooozen yogurt, so is it ice cream??
hmmmm.....

after makan go kenny's house chill for awhile
Anson send yin go back at 4sumtin
den 5 sumtin v all go fetch Cheeleong and Abby headed Kuchai Lama Food court
Asam laksa, hmmm...nt reli nice, i like my psr mlm's asam laksa ^^
after makan v go to the Challenger
but, 45min earlier....
so v jz play at the empty court...till anson reach, 9pm
Oh yeah! badminton time^^
hehehehehe....quite enjoy, but play till 11pm n reach home 12am
reli tired, den cannot online....GRRR!!!!

Thanks Anson sending me home! Ribuan Terima Kasih!!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

a letter from someone

As i promised, i will write u a letter everyday for a very long long time. So to start my letter which i will write for you, i will firstly say that i am truly grateful of what you have done or how you have treated me throughout the entire time ever since we met. I wish i can tell you how i feel but i cant. Maybe not now. Maybe at the right time.

I will respect you. I will respect you even if you decide to leave me. The promise i will make to you is that i will never leave you and you will always be someone to me. The only fear i have is to see you get hurt again. I still remember when you were posting emo statuses on your wall and i wanted nothing more than to talk to you and to comfort you. I guess i just didnt have that much of confidence at that time. But now, looking at where we are, i can tell you honestly that i have actually cared about you even before we started talking.

Maybe its something about you that caught my attention. Maybe its that pretty face i see when you smile. Maybe thats why i hate seeing you being sad; it doesnt make you look pretty anymore. If its okay, i would like to keep you as pretty as always and pretty for you you are inside. I dont care of what you are on the outside. You may complain that you have gained weight or have gotten fatter, i do not care because deep down in me, i know that you are a person who is brave. Someone who can stand up for what she believes in for herself.

Therefore, my promise to you: i will still be there for you when you need me. I understand what do you mean of "you are not sure what will happen when college reopens" but i just hope you know what you are doing and i dont want to see you get used. I just hope everything will be the same as before. But then again, if ever you and him patch things up together, it would be fair to let me know. This way, at least i will know my limits from then on. It will be hurting me to know but at least it is better that i know rather than not knowing bout it. I will never lie to you, and i hope you will never lie too.

My days without you can be compared to a day without a sunshine. My days with you seems to make the world a better place. Seems to feel like im in another world. Somewhere which makes me feel belonging to.

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I will not ask you anything that will make you feel uncomfortable again. It would be better if i were to be just patient. Being yourself is very much imporant. This i agree. Who wants to pretend? What good does pretending bring us? I will just end up falling in love with someone i barely know. Someone that i thought is who that person is.

You have your rights to reply me or not. But it will lighten up my heart just seeing a reply from "Xiao Bai". As i end this letter, i have a few request from you. In case you did not manage to catch the point of this "letter", i will list it up in point form :)

1. Be yourself
2. Dont be afraid of telling me the truth

I will end my letter here as i will be patiently waiting for your reply.

How did we end up being like this?
Was it mere luck?
Or was it just fate?

I miss you so much and i wish i was there by your side now because i would probably give you one BIG hug!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ,

ps:ihopeyoureplyinenglish:)

24/7 Church

wake up early morning prepare for Church
930 leave my house but i reach home at 5pm!
TT sob sob.....know y?
coz after service need to stay back for last practice
next Sunday will b my church anniversary!
perform singing and dancing....
and today v go to the main hall rehearsal...
is reli reli gan jeong but i know we can do it
because God with us.=)

today morning Cereal, Lunch a bit chicken rice and a sandwich
but.......my weight maintain 50KG!!!!
WAD DAR FAK!!!!
so disappointed....
Dinner i give up, i eat rice [a bit] fish, taufu, vege, prawns, chicken
and supper Durian!!!
[wat to do, is to celebrate my dad's birthday dinner]
shit man!!!! how im gonna lose my weight!!!!
give up d nah!!!!
wuuwuuuuu.....TT i wan BKT when my weight reach 47kg back...

all day leave to God and now on the Skype...
tat's all for today.....

Saturday, July 23, 2011

22/7 ok, i guess i jz missed another day...

Today is the day to start losing my weight...
GOOD LUCK BAI!!!
is 50 now...
45, i miss u~~~
today evening go Jogging wit lou caii again at Taman Tun Razak
today v jog more than the first time,
but im stil tired so she jog extra 1 round
after dat go her house
she bathe den i go bac bathe and wait for Mr.Ivan
he bring us go JJ buy our "DIET" meal
den go makan vege wit lou caii coz she hungry
after makan she go back and i go POOL with him
and also Mr.Ah Xiang
den when i playing lou caii call me, said she sien pulak == swt
y don wan follow us play pool....
today Sifu scold me for not paying attention
which i reli reli concentrate d...TT
i duno wat happen to me...
x on form la......
haihz....
back home at 1am....
nitez ppl!!!
cereal is my supper~

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the 23/7 Happy Birthday to my lovely DAD!!!
Performance for parent's day...
noon jz stay at home rest as much as i can
den 3pm start preparing myself
coz i need to hide my XXL pimple
630pm the event start, wait for my turn for the presentation
645 to 650 is our show time
i think everything is quite smooth
so,Thank God and glad tat on tat day gt ppl accepted Jesus Christ!
Hallelujah!!! tat's all for 23/7!!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

21/7 Back to KL

is reli reli FUN tat night!!!!
but, wasted my RM150!! TT
coz vomited....
[atleast i know whr to vomit and i will clean myself after vomit]

morning wake up, first thing come into my mind is
BATHE
i need bathe coz im stil wearing the shirt i been wore for the whole day + sweat!!!
ish***
after bathe, everyone up den start prepare...
me n yin go buy Maggie cup coz my stomach is so empty
need to eat sumtin so easier for me to vomit
[but at the end no more vomiting]

after tomyam maggie cup [which is not nice]
v go makan sarapan
ordered YEEMEE + EGG also not so nice
but i quite like the soup and the sotong from Abby!!
after makan, go back pack the things check out and leave Melaka

Bye Melaka!!!!

back to KL, v go JOJO banmee eat sumore
OK, i know i eat alot
but wat to do, i know if go back, i sure hungry after tat
so after makan is just nice to sleep
den, go sleep luh!!!!
thx Ivan for sending us back...

wake up at 6sumtin,
dinner time, eat again
and 12 go sleep
lol....tat's all for today....

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

20/7 BYE

Hi! people! Good Morning!
wake up early and prepare for the Melaka 2D1N trip with 6 friends!
God Bless us and wish it is an Awesome trip!

*duno y, kind of moody these 2 days*
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Morning wake up at 830am
start pack my things for 2D1N and leave my house at 1020am
11am sampai LRT station gt into Kenny's car with wan yin n anson
chit chat for awhile and wait for Abby [the next train]
and keep calling our tourguide Mayi!
after Abby sampai den v go May Bank to take money for this trip RM200 "Hi"

received a msg from Mayi saying "Not Going" v r so disappointed and expected
so, lets start our journey, the 6 of us!

on the way go was Ivan, Me and Abby 1 car
and another car is Kenny Wan Yin and Anson
but since Abby not comfortable so she chg to Kenny's car
at the Hentian

so, sampai, cari Hotel check in and makan chicken ball rice...
den continue our journey with 1 car, go to the town
while cari makan, v gai gai at the Jonker Street
till the next station "cendol + laksa"
is reli reli reli HOT out thr
everyone is melting and Ivan is boring
coz the "translator" is busy talking and no one talk to him
he said kind of left out at that time

to make tis trip more fun
i suggested to go POOL ^^
[actually i reli miss that place]
hope everyone enjoy thr!
and Wan Yin learned to play POOL^^ hehehehe
i reli enjoy when playing POOL
is reli reli nice !!!
[OMG, i miss the time over thr]

after tat look for our dinner
Ivan bring us to sum whr "portugis"
and tis is our seafood dinner!! YUMMY!!!
so full!!!!

After makan, girls go back hotel bathe
and Ivan Anson go buy alcohol
but stupid JJ alcohol section closed at 9pm
shit!!!! so no choice, v planned to go Melaka's club
[eventhough me n wan yin reli don feel like goin that place]
at the end, we all hv fun at the club thr
[not reli for Ivan, Wan Yin and Anson]
Kenny and Abby r so DRUNK! =D
reli long long time nvr dance n gt drunk lik tis...

skipped the emo part
tat's all for the first day~
^^

♠Farm♠ From God