Friday, August 31, 2007 / 9:25 PM
Happy TCHER dae!
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/ 9:10 PM
I wanted to say something a few days ago and here it goes. Well, its about Shar. I know, I know. Don't talk about people behind their backs. But I'm fairly itching to say somethings. That day before my last paper, I met her in the bus. So I had to sit next to her. Dah jumpa, nak buat macam maner? Then we talked about mundane subjects. Then, out of the blue she talked about her "activities" as usual...But this time, it was more explicit. Cos' she had two days alone with her sis at home as her parents were away at JB or somesuch. She invited her ex - Shazarul over...her sis invited somebody too. She got drunk. Alone at home. Ex is there. You know lah. She even showed me the pics of the love bites on his body. OMG. I thought those were lipstick marks. uggh. If she had a video, I guess she would show me. I think my ears grew so much fuzz after that that I could grow my own built-in ear muffs. She even mentioned "hot sex". *shudder* I wonder why she bothers telling me. I admit I'm a closet perv. I couldn't help not be tiltillated by what she did. But I'm disgusted as well. How could she do this? Well, technically she can...but I mean...morals. hello? She changes boyfriends as fast as she changes underwear. Nvm. I'm beginning to gossip. But really.
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/ 12:39 AM
Sakura. Sakura. Eating at. Sakura. haha. My family and I went out to eat at Downtown East Sakura as a treat from my father to celebrate my mum's birthday.   Vicious. Yummm... Sushi. Ooops...forgot to take a pic of the "Japan Hour" shot.   My sis is the one taking the pic. I don't want her to be left out...so... So here she is. Ta dah!We saw a whole group of secondary guys celebrating with their teachers. They all "serbu" the table. And there were more than 10 of them, I think most likely 20. Woah, I think by the time they finish, there would be no more food. Well, as for me I didn't eat much which was a waste since it was a buffet. But I did try to eat a variety of things in small portions. I didn't realise when I grew a small stomach. Well, cheers. P.S. >> There was this stupid fussy cutomer at of of the shops nearby. An item was on sale and she wanted to buy a lot for her friends. She asked for a discount, mind you the price was already way cheap. But the shopkeeeper gave. Another thing was another bag. $58. She give 30% off. customer haggle and shopkeeper relented to 50%. She still dare say no, $35. Then she make excuses like "I bring you business you know. This shop nobody go inside and buy. If I never come, don't have business.", "This is not real leather." or some shit like that. Makes my blood boil. |
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007 / 1:56 PM
I was going to post something, and then the calling of the rain became just too irresistable to ignore. So now I'm going to snuggle under my covers reading my romance novel. mmmm
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Saturday, August 25, 2007 / 11:30 AM
Some one should hit me over the head with a stick. You know why. I don't need to reiterate it every post. Anyways... I so wanna finish reading Light My Fire. And I have another few books coming up that I really wanna read. I reserved Tongue in Chic already and it should be arriving soon. Speaking of which, there are new S.L. Viehl Stardoc series books available in the library that I didn't know about. And it is one of my favourite series! I'm disgusted with myself! *_* lols. The book-a-holic has been deprived for so long and is now "punishing" herself for it. Well, I'm looking forward to my punishment after I get these hellish exams over with. And, oh yeah, I forgot to mention about how the PIPC exam went. It went okay actually. Except for that bloody fuggin' idiot Jack. You know, I really think the name Jack suits him to a T. Jack who broke his crown fetching a pail of water. And I pushed him. hahaha. The same Jack who admitted (openly!) that he copied from me for the CSAS test. I half-expected him to copy from me and admit it again. I was fully prepared to codger him over the head were he to do that. Luckily he didn't. If not...Fuck you.
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Sunday, August 19, 2007 / 5:27 PM
 This is the one I'm buying from sgcafe HK apparel spree. Cold LTs do not a happy learner make. Can you believe I bought this for $5? And it has pockets!!! I look okay in it but my boobs are squashed to as flat as an ironing board. Really, do Chinese girls have that flat boobs? No offense but This Fashion was catered to Chinese girls. And this for $3? Really. What a bargain. But there were some that I really liked but couldn't have or cannot wear. sigh.Clothes. Clothes. Clothes. That's all I think about. Well, other than that, I guess I'll also have to say... Guys. Money. Looks. Life. God. TV. (not in order, of course) In retrospect, I think I am a vain person. Materialistic and shallow. I'm thinking of altering my black shirt. I'm thinking of buying this long hooded cardigan. I'm thinking of growing my hair longer. I'm not studying. hah. Gotcha! Or, should I say. Gotme! Anyways, I was tagged by both Sya and Zuu so here it is : 10 weird facts about me. 1. I have this bolster which I sleep with every night. It's like my comfort teddy bear. My companion thru' the night. I love to hug it. *huggles* 2. I have this habit since I was a kid. I love to "gentel-gentel" string. Well, to be truthful it's a knot on a string and then I would like worry it until it can tear. Really. For the cloth string, I can just tear the knot off by worrying it. Don't ask me why I do it. I just do. 3. I think about designing clothes all the time. You probably know this but hey, maybe you don't. 4. I am very superstitious. And scared of ghosts. And the dark. Especially the dark. I can't sleep in total darkness. Unless I have my bolster. But still... 5. I'm not as tough as you think I am. I might look like a no-nonsense tough girl. But actually, I'm a wimp. A wuss. Cast the stones. You know you wanna. 6. Contrary to popular belief, I actually think about guys quite alot. Or maybe about a certain guy that I like. Now, you know my secret. I'm just better at hiding who I like. Nobody has ever pried who I like from me. 7. I'm a vain pot. I actually care alot what people think of me. 8. I will get obsessed over a movie/drama/anime or the characters especially if there are pairings. Romance. I'm an absolute sucker, hook, line and sinker. 9. I am such a mean person in my head. I always compare myself to others. It's like a foul-mouthed conscience. And it's annoying. 10. I have super itchy hands. I can't see pimples, scabs or whatnot. I will scratch and rub until it's not there. Well, it can't be not there, so obviously, it got worse. I can't even see these on other people. Really, so stay away from me. |
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Friday, August 17, 2007 / 2:38 PM
 sigh. Howl's Moving Castle was very...well, moving to say the least. I loved it. I love Hayao Miyazaki's films. Especially Spirited Away, and of course, this one. The characters are oddly similar in these two film but that didn't make it any less wonderful. Well, I'm a sucker for romance. So sue me. I you wanna know, I watched it just now in the school library. ahhh...love conquers all...Now before I get carried away, I guess I better get back to blogging. (psst...I'll put more pics up later...) Yesterday, wore the "emo" outfit to school. The same one that I wore for the outing with Shikin and Yaojie. haha. Got a lot of funny reactions. Mostly that the tie pin was stylish and cool (I love it too...) and that I looked super emo. heheh. Wess, I think admired the outfit, being the closet emo that he is. Anyways...gotta go...Next up is OC lecture...sigh.
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007 / 9:25 PM
"Men are not worried about things, but by their ideas on things. When we meet difficulties, become anxious or troubled, let us not blame otheres, but rather ourselves, that is: our ideas about things." - Epictetus Boy, is that true. Well, what can I say. I'm not happy with myself. I'm not happy with the idea that I'm not happy with myself. What a dilemma. Drama-worthy? haha. Anyways, raging teenage hormones are best not to be possesed by a person such as me. Look at what I've become. Get my point? (Well, actually you haven't seen anything yet...You should hear -) Well, back to the point. Went to eat Arnold's today. Again. Third time this past few months and second time in 2 weeks. uggh. No offense, but I really can't take any more fried chicken, at least, not for a while. Went to eat with Nad, Lin, Zuu and AlexZz (Don't ask me why he came...He was the one who wanted to invite us.). As usual, like that time we ate at Arnold's before the NDP Flag Thingy, I came super early. And by super, I mean almost 1 hour. hahaha. I wandered aimlessly (which is hard to do at 9 in the morning, when no shops are open...). We went to the Arnold's at Pasir Ris. Met AlexZz there. We all studied a bit and played truth or dare as while waiting for the shop to open. Dunno who gho and tell us it opened at 10:30 when it opended at 11:30...*_*Anywyas, after eating, rushed back to school. END OF STORY. Frankly, I kinda don't give a damn about my blog nowadays. Cos' I'm starting to hate my life. But I should be thankful that I'm even alive. That God has given me a chance to taste the wonders of life. Hopefully, my mindset will change. Amin.
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Saturday, August 11, 2007 / 11:26 PM
    Today went on an outing with Shikin and Yaojie (YJ...I put ur name oredi...happy?) . Went to see Atsuki, the former Sumairu, now located at Suntec City. I admit I love some of the clothes there. But alas, no money. As usual. I absolutely LOVE the outfits in the Gothic Lolita mook. Vol. 24, by the way. All of them are love. <33 After that, we went to Cineleisure to eat BK and maybe see the Cosplay Matsuri. But by that time, it ended cos' we spent most of our time at Atsuki. Oh and I couldn't resist wearing the VK black shirt, red tie and clip...Shikin and Yaojie were wearing GL so naturally I had to wear something like it... I had to keep averting my eyes as YJ and Shikin displayed their affection for each other in public. It's sweet and all, but I feel like I'm an intruder. *alarm alarm* But they were cute anyhows...lols.
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Thursday, August 09, 2007 / 10:47 PM
I'm freaking tired and I must be out of my mind. Just came back from the NDP Largest Singapore Flag "Thingy." I'm tired, sticky, (not to mention stinky) and feeling like I should be shot. Since I'm lazy to write now, I'm just gonna note down some notes for me to continue blogging tomorrow. Queues suck. People are inconsiderate litterbugs. (When has any litterbug been considerate? *Excuse me, can I throw my stuff on your property indiscriminately?* Yeah, right.) It was packed like hell. It was like delinquent youth gathering. I hate mat reps or minahs. Well, whatever. More later when I don't feel like shit. And oh yeah, I took a huge detour by going to Tampines and taking 969 instead of straight to Sembawang. I didn't want to go home alone in a crowded train. Moreover, I am still traumatised by the fainting incident, coincidentally that was also after NDP rehearsal. I don't think I'm going to faint but the paranoia and the irrational fear chokes me. I breathe easier when I'm not so alone.
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007 / 9:49 PM
For HAP lab we had to do something very disgusting. With urine. Kinda yucks right? But that didn't really bother me much. Everybody was like curious and digusted at the same time. But mostly, people were like "EWW!" But we all soon got over it. The part I hated was the drinking 0.9% saline solution (saltwater). 4 cups some more. Well, I...cheated a little. I drank 2 only. I wanted to gag, man. But that was no excuse. Frankly, I was such a wuss and for that I'm ashamed. What more can I say? They all drank the required amount of cups. And I didn't. Moving on... Then had OC lab later. I swear I think I'm going to fail OC Lab. Everything I do is wrong. I give up. I feel sorry for my poor lab partner, Jennifer. We couldn't even finish all the experiments. I was too demanding and slow. And unsure. I kept asking Nadiah about this or that. Always. I gotta get over this.
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Sunday, August 05, 2007 / 10:45 AM
 This was the white shoe (not anymore, obviously). Enchanting shade of blue-green. Wasn't quite sure that the colour would make it, cos' I kinda just guessed how much dye to put and what colour. But yeah... The motif. I ransacked through ALOT of stuff...lace...ribbons...scraps of material...buttons...then decided on this. Proposed arrangement. But kinda looks too "pengantin" for me. Behind maybe? Another proposed arrangement. Finished sewing this, (yes, sewing...) onto one shoe. I decided nah, to do it on two is overkill.So...  TA DAH!!! |
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Friday, August 03, 2007 / 9:44 PM
I am so screwed for this semester. I really need to pull up my socks. High. Way high. Body stocking maybe? Well, anyways, got my $5 Double Rhomb shoe at last. I've wanted to buy that shoe for so long. NO, it's not a designer shoe or whadever. It's a plain mary-jane that I wanted to use for shoe customising since it was so cheap. And I am a skater. As in cheapskater. Lame, I know. *_*. I was too anxious so as of now, it's painted already. I didn't know what shade to paint, or even if I wanted to paint. No photos yet...(Will upload in a few days.) And... I'm feeling the emptiness.
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