If You come into my heart

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I would run I would fly

if you come into my heart

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Saturday, August 20, 2005 / 5:06 PM

Today, I went to visit Iffa at the hospital with Shu Min, Shikin, Melissa, Chang Yu and Wei Ren. We were supposed to meet Mdm Hartini there earlier but we went there much, much earlier. Almost two hours earlier...So we went to McDonald's for hotcakes. Mmmmm...We each pitched in to buy her a present downstairs at the gift shop. I also gave her a stuffed toy snake. (It was totally harmless, honest!)

It was pretty noisy in the ward after we came in. Iffa was quite energetic. Well, pretty energetic for someone who had just recoverd from an operation the day before considering....Wei Ren even made a short get well "film" for her on his handphone....A "Wei Ren's production films"....lolz....but so sweet..

Friday, August 19, 2005 / 9:45 PM

Listening to OAG now...in a pensive mood. Well, no mood actually because today just sucks. Plain f*&king sucks...(sorry, i now very crazy as you can see from my bad grammar:p)...I am acting so crazy I don't know what to do with myself. One minute, I laugh. Another, I cry. And in between, I'm so embarassed of my actions that I'd rather die...hehehe...must be my teenage hormones running amok... I've noticed a certain trend. Is it me or is everyone a couple? Either that or they are paired with someone. Must be the lurrve bug.

I didn't think of myself as one who yearns for the acceptance of others, but I've found out otherwise. The worst thing is, I act like I don't care but I do...It's hard for me to say this but it's true...(what's up with me and rhymes?...)I feel inferior, inadequate. I also feel jealous, angry and sad. I guess to feel is human.

Sunday, August 07, 2005 / 2:23 PM

Hahaha...Just took a personality disorder test today...Found out that I'm schizotypal and para noid, among other things...Like I didn't know that I'm obsessive compulsive and avoidant. But some of the other things I didn't know. Honestly, I don't agree with being antisocial and dependant because the syptoms of it are a bit sketchy for me. But now you know I'm a psycho case...lolz

Anyways, it seems that I still have to go to competitions. I have been called out of retirement. Hardyharhar. Can't an old, retired first aider get some peace around here? Sheesh. And it's my 'O' levels next year. Doen't it mean anything to know that I have to study? Or am I just to be used as a tool to give "glory" to the school at the expense of my well-being? My other NC and NA members have also expressed their thoughts on this. Why are they doing this to us? My mother has already voiced her opinion my re-joining the comp. team...Hmph!

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