jermie

Something just keeps BUGGING me. i knw i shld stop thinking abt that nite. but its realli almost breathtaking.... and so surreal... been spending alot of time at someone's place.. mum's been annnoyin abt it. but it (ambiguous... haha wads it refering to? spending alot of time at someone's place or my mum being annoying abt it? haha...) wont last... at least i hope not.... s i g h i miss him... do i tell him? wonder if he will discover/stumble upon my blog?

are u back already? it feels like forevr. haha sometimes i wished that i have never met u.. den maybe life would be better and boring. sigh. i wonder whether if i turn away and forget u. will my life be so empty as it is nw? will it be a mistake that i will regret all my life? why i asked if u were happy cos i am willing to just leave and forget u if u are happy... wads the point of making life more complicated den it already is... but that nite was just so surreal and so beautiful... u promise that things would remain the same and that nothing would change btwn us... u sure? u sure u can make me a promise and keep it? cos if u say u can den, i will hold u to ur word and if u break it... it will be the end of evrything we had... cheers to promises and tears...

to wenn... hahah.. i knw u arre so curious... i'll let u knw when the time is rite.. rite now just keep being curious.. haha :D and to min, i will tell u soon.. maybe i will write den it wont be so bad.. haha realli a very long story... haha to juli, thks for listening.. sometimes i tink i talk too much. oh well i a gld i cld get it off me.. to evryone else... hahah :D

the three of us went out for a long awaited gathering... the twig, the ediot and the jerm... haha :D well lunch was great. we talked and caught up with each other. i realise that i miss them alot. i guess sometimes going to sch isnt a bad thing aft all... aft lunch went for a walk... paid a visit to the art house... its been a while since we went there. the last time i went there was wif twig for an urbanwire assignment which she din do in the end. somting abt mooncakes and good chinese tea.. the art house is this funky place where you get to see the latest arty farty things for free.. evryting evn the entrance is free... so we had a good time... spend quite abit of time there... our next stop was to the esplanade for actually onli one reason... HAgaaaan Daz ice cream which the ediot owed like forevr already.. hahah went there.. we ordered a choc fondue , with lotsa fruits and ice cream. and.. something called tiramisu del light or something. haha ok the main thing was the choc fondue...

haha.. i am in a good mood! going for Lord of the dance tonite. looking forward to it and the company's not too bad as well. but am gonna be super broke after tis. which reminds me i still nd to pay for my tix. hope he forgets... nah i shall nt be mean. haha :D anyway... there's a new fren that i am really having lotsa fun getting to knw beta. yesyes.. its a him. who? i shant say yet. i jus wanna be frens first. can imagine my confidants calling me a LIAR! haha oh well... so wads new huh?