jermie

i cant believe it! i haf an idiot for a sis. she made me so pissed . you could say.. tht i lost it. i was yelling at her and you knw wad she said, "nw i am feeling happy ." i mean like.. wad the HECK! argh! she has no sense of logic. i wished sometimes i dun care for her maybe i care too much? maybe i shld stop? maybe i shld jus ignore her? maybe.... if i pretend she doesnt exist, maybe things would be better?

Nothing to report for today... jus the thot of blogging in school is terrible.. so ya.. just a note. .. nth new.. I HATE SCHOOL!

SUNDAY! the day i like tht is until the next day, when i need to go back and face the horrors of school. but why i like sundays besides it being a day of rest? i get to go to church! and see my frens, learn more impt lessons abt GOD and of course who can forget the babies in church.. haha bt tis sunday was slightly different. nt tht the routine changed much. i just realise hw life can be funny at times. i was feeling happy and sad at the same time. HAPPY! tht my sis has finally matured and realise tht sometimes u need to give up certain things in life so that you can get a move on. SAD! or rather DISAPPOINTED! becos i heard so many sad things abt a CLOSE FRIEND in church. i dun wanna believe everythg pple tell me until i have seen and heard them for myself. i jus felt so DISAPPOINTED! and surely wad ppl say cant be all that wrong if they all see and experience it for themselves? i wonder if its true tt ppl change all the time even if i was drawn to this person...