jermie

MERRY CHRISTMAS My fave time of the year! too bad there's still school to attend... damn! but nth gg to stop me frm enjoying it all the way! MERRY CHRISTMAS

hmm.. interesting. i told someone else abt someone.. haha. vague but i understand can already.. haha.. we seem to connect in some weird way but its cool. cos i fiNally haf someone to tok to and can jus say anythign i want. i feel like i haf been carrying a burden for a while.. cos i cant tell many ppl and they jus cant seem to understand why... i tried but i wished i din oh.. and also.. its almost like a trade off.. i feeL like if he can relate to me abt his personal life then maybe i can relate to him somethg abt my personal life as well.. and somehow it jus seems ok to let him. i dun usually jus tell my secrets to pple. they are ppl tht i can talk and trust wid. i find it out the hard way. so pple out there if u knw a secret of mine.. then you shld be honoured cos i chose u to be my bearer. and also T H A N K Y O U for being my fren and putting up wid all my crap... i am always and will be on the search for good frens and pple tt i can treasure and cherish evry moment wid. one ...

school starts the same wk as Youth Conference, my church camp. how disheartening! imagine, u spend the whole yr waiting for this one time when after listening to the msgs get encouraged and lifted up. and alas sch has to start the same wk as it. so irritating! sometimes i wonder why do i hate school so much. jus why? it seems like such a horrible place to be in esp during the holidays. theres even a xmas tree in school. for the first time, i would think. can u believe it? a XMAS tree in sch? who has sch during xmas? ME!!! thats who... sigh. it gets more and more depressing evry passing day. oh and something else, it doesnt help tht the lecturers are mean too. they complain to us tht tis sch term has so many holidays like xmas, hari raya and CNY and so they must give us all our wrk before we go for them. otherwise, they would die marking theM. so tis sem would probably be rush rush and more rush. even the lecturers say so. and sadly, or shld it be happily, tis is my last sem...