jermie

isnt it sad? that my semester is already screwed even before it has started. amazingly, i got almost all the classes i want but nt the days.. and i was planning to do great things wid my time if onli i had gotten the timetable and classes i want... i was hoping for a shot at a very slack final sem.. looks like my wish will not be granted. these are the dream classes i wanted.... PHOTOJOURN>>> DOCPRO>>> and SCRIPT>>> well considering i got the last 2 it wasnt tt bad.but i wanted them to fit nicely into my wk so tt i mite haf a shot at a very very long wkend. and NOT like this. i was planning for a three day wk wid thurs and fri free.. but now looks like i will be having a five day wk... and sch on fri starts at 3 n ends at 5.. talk abt bad timing. so since i cant get photojourn.. i had no choice but to take TVJOURN>>> and lets jus put it tis way.. there wont much choices left on NPAL... sigh ... tis sucks.. why cant my last sem be a beautiful ...

im working tmr. its been a while of jus slacking and doing nth this few days. thks Juz.. realli sure wad u did but nonetheless at least i have somethg to do and some more money to earn. wonder hows tis kim person like? hope she's nice. man alive if she turns out to be another sharifa person.. tink i will jus scream! nt tt it helps much but at least i wouldnt be guilty of murder. as the days go by, i realise hw close i am getting to the start of school. yeeks! and becos sch starting in DEC.. i wouldnt be able to go for youth conference.. tho i knw ppl who are gg to skip sch so tt they can go. hw naughty... then again, it is my last sem.. maybe i can also afford to be naughty. haha so far, tis hols has been an interesting one. busy as well. wonder how i will make it to the rehearsals for xmas concert when sch starts. mite haf to end up skipping sch. darn i hope not. wont be able to live it thru man. and plus tis is my final and last semester..cant afford to screw it up. hopeful...

see the blogggy.. so nice ah.. haha. my sis help me change the template.. shld be learning how to do it myself but nah toooo lazy.. HTML can wait. interestingly, i seem to haf lose my interest in jotting things down in my journal.. i jus discovered a new way of doin tht. blog la.. i used to not like bloggin cos its so nt personal and evryone can read wad u are writing. i guess i am one of those pple who treasure their personal space alot. i need my own space too. freedom is how i define it. jus feel like rambling on and on today. today seems to be a nice day to ramble. din do much rambling today. was bz packing the house. huge mess the place is in now. wonder where we gonna slp tonite? bt for nw.. me jus wan some time to ramble. so lalala ramble ramble. haha hungry .. stomach growling...

who wants to be frens? i haf enuff frens to last me a lifetime.. do i realli need another one? well.. maybe the more the merrier .. but its been a while tt i have been serious abt someone.. so serious tht i allow him to get away with so many tings. and to touch me in places tht make me feel so good. my heart la.. c'mon wad were u guys thinking? but to touch me there, i will need to open it up. and nw i am hurt again. tht stupid ting has been broKen so many times, i always wonder how come its still functioning? amazing. or otherwise i am a fool... well.. sigh. and i tot tis time would be different.. lets jus be frens he says.. and tts way the cookie crumbles. i like cookies. sigh. questions questions.. i dun realli need them. so if u guys wanna ask abt wads gg on.. DONT! at least not for nw. cos i probbly wont say much either..

FReeodddooom is so sweet. at last i dun haf to wrk anymore. well tis is great news but me now down with the flu... theres also somethg else tts eating me inside. i feel as if i am dying inside. sigh. went to sentosa the other day. it was fun.. the sun was good. the company was great and i was exhuasted at the end of the day. juli .. told u we needed to tok and we did. and we agreed on somethg.. will tell u when i see ya. but tts the prob u see, somehw i agreed to somethg onli becos it was rite the thing to do. confused and vexed i said hmmm. but inside i wanted to scream and cry.. cry which i did when i went to slp the same nite, i was so upset tht it jus turned out and happened tis way. i tot tis time there would be a happy ending but maybe tings jus wasnt meant to be. abt the crying bit, i told myself i wouldnt unless its somethg impt but in the end, the tears jus came.. i guess it was impt aft all ... sigh. i am just so sunk now.. i want to get away frm reality . i jus...