Thursday, July 05, 2012
Last blogged @ 1:46:00 PM

Happy 4th of July! K not that I celebrate or anything but just nak join in with the hype uh. Alright, so my sister is in Chicago now for her 3 weeks exchange programme. Shiok or what?!? Total motivation for me to study hard in Uni so that I can also go on their student exchange programme. Yes! I'm aiming for Berkeley. Since I can't qualify to go there to do my Ba, jadi exchange student pun jadi lah.

Been finding bank loans and also study loan for my undergraduate education. Anyone willing to sponsor? I'm aiming for the Mendaki Tertiary Tuition Financial Study (TTFS) Scheme. Yes, as much as I'm kinda pissed with them for being soo calculative about their help to the Malay Muslim Society, I really want them to help me pay my tuition fees for my undergraduate study. Another one would be the Central Provident Fund (CPF) scheme. This one not so bad la, gonna use my dad's CPF and when I start working, I will have to pay back the money that I've used from his account. So I don't owe any organisations anything if I use that scheme. Still thinking which to use or just apply for all? Yes, be kiasu and just apply for all la.

Soo many admin stuff to do before school starts. This also includes the amount of money that I have to fork out just to settle administrative matters. Well, I guess I shouldn't be too calculative or anything since this little amount "invested" will go along way in the end. Yes, My Alma Mater, NUS! =D

Anyway the other day I met Musfirah for ice cream. We were sad cause  it was book in day. LOL! yeah right, not like we have our boyfriends booking in or anything. But well, it was just for the fun of it -.- We went to Holland Village *act atas, and also we wanna find ang moh boyfriend* . I really love that place alot. When school starts, I think I'll be spending most of my time there since it's along the way home =) Find me there if you want =D

Alright that's all for now. Gotta get back to doing my Scheme of Work for all the classes that I'm teaching now before I leave -.- Nampak sah exploiting me. K I shall not complain. I'm being paid for just sitting here ;)

Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Last blogged @ 4:28:00 PM

Before this becomes abandoned for a year, I guess I should update. With twitter, tumblr and facebook, it is really getting harder for me to take the time to really do a proper blog update. Everything that's happened/happening in my life can be found on twitter and also Instagram. Maybe I will use this space to write about the pressing issues that's happening in the world right now. 

Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:54:00 AM

Friday, July 08, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:42:00 AM

Ever fallen in love someone so hard, a person that you shouldn't have fallen for? You felt like they were the right one, they flirted with and led you on far weeks, months and maybe even year. You log on to facebook just to see if they're online because it's the only person you want to talk to. When talking to them, they make you feel like the happiest person ever. Even though they are chatting up a dozen others at the same time. And you know all you have to do is to move on, but you can't. They begin to hurt you, but you have to come all this way you just don't want to let go.

All you think about is that day when they will realise you are the one, but deep inside you know it will most likely never happen. Gotten played so hard, fallen in love when you knew it was a wrong from he start. You get jealous of everyone who talks to them to, and everyone is a threat. You hear something and you don't want to hear about them, and even though all the facts come together and it seems to be so true, you still don't believe it. Because this person is that important to you. Ha it's called being played, it happens, it's shit. Can't stop what makes you happy, even though it's what making you hurt.

Everyone's been reprimanding me for being such a fool. But what can I do? I'm a fool for you. Until you really show me that you are able to do well without my company, I won't leave. I might not be there 24/7 for you but at least I can still love you. In secret.

Monday, May 16, 2011
Last blogged @ 9:21:00 PM

Block test 2 coming up next week. I must say that 2011 has been moving faster than expected. Many things had happened the past few weeks. The event that happened approximately 2 weeks ago was really really painful but i must say that i'm coping well (i guess) although sometimes i'm still haunted by memories of the past. At times i wonder if i really wanna salvage it but if i'm the only one working on it, it won't work. So i'll guess i just have to hope for the best and just carry on with life.

Physical geog paper is next tuesday. It's really a fast paced year i must say. We're already moving towards term 3 And before i know it, i'll be leaving sajc already! Like finally! Lol! Okay i make it sound as if sajc is a bad place. Well it's not you just need to get used to the system.

My goal for this bt is to pass GP and also to get a B for math! It's not impossible i just have to work hard! Overall rankpoints to be 70! Study mode during june hols! I really want it badly!! Yes!! I'll leave a mark, a legacy after overstaying in sajc. I'll just have to earn it!

Ohhh!!! I got my driving license already!! Cool or what?? Hahaha

Monday, March 28, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:47:00 AM

EXAMS OVER and yes, unfortunately, my slack weekend is also over =( Back to FULL mode again this week! D= Really can't wait for June vacation!

Monday, March 21, 2011
Last blogged @ 9:40:00 AM

Today marks the start of the continuation of BT. I kinda feel prepared for it, but at the same time, I'm still scared for it.. Especially for math =(( Ahhhhh!! I'm soo dead!