Updates
Last night, my sister text me, My grandmom passed away from her battle of lung cancer. At that moment, what went thru my mind was incredible. Actually, before I came back here, my feeling told me that I will not be able to see her again before this semester end. I am not sad, because I know she is no longer feeling the pain of that cancer and she will be reborn in other better place. But, I will certainly miss her. There's just this strange feeling whenever I thought about her.
Today, there were 2 birthday celebration. My friends Gabrielle, Jessica and David. It was such a pleasure to be there and to celebrate with them. It was nice to meet new people and to see how happy they are. But, I can feel that what I feel is totally different from usual.
I don't have the chance to fly back and see her for the last time. But, she passed away peacefully and that is what matter to me. She will stay in my heart forever.
We ran at
2:44 AM
clueless of what this should be
I think writing about my mundane life is kinda tacky now. Maybe not so if I shared something at face value without over-elaboration.
I am not a free man now since I come to NUS. But I still find time to go out with friend. Last friday, I went to the Arab Street. It's my first time there. My friends are basically hooked up with shee-sah there (kind of smoking mild tobacco). I am anti-smoking, so dun even think I am puffing (OK, I tried puffing twice - but it's not special). I love my lungs. Thanks!
Saturday was OK. I went to Orchard. So happening. Many PGPians are heading to clubs for halo ween party. What cute dresses they had, I wished I had my camera with me.
All this while, I have been addicted to listening Britney's new album. Yes, I got the whole album leak from *ehem. BUT I am going to buy her album, that's for sure. Other than that, I listened to Carrie Underwood's album. It's kinda expected from her. In fact, I think her first album is better. NVM that. I am listening to Matchbox 20 too! they are always good.
I love this pic:
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1:00 AM
Sorry for the absence
Hey!
I know I have not put up anything since my last post. I have been very very busy with my CCA but I am thoroughly enjoying it because I have great people working with me.
Anyway, I want to share something. Some of my friends are obviously shocked that I don't believe in God anymore. Well, I guess I have explored many many religions, including Christianity, Taoism and a bit of Islamic teachings and of course Buddhism. I have finally decided that Buddhism will suit me best after years of searching for what the indisputable truths are. I feel comfortable with Buddhism through experience and through what I see daily. Frankly, I am rather disturbed when I found myself thinking there's an external locus of control over anyone's life. My mom is clearly upset when I told her I don't believe in creationism anymore or determined fates. As long as your religion makes the best of you, I am happy for you. So, please be happy for me.
I enjoyed Indonesian movie screening yesterday. This movie called "Berbagi suami" or "sharing of husband." It is an internationally-acclaimed movie and it won an award in Hawaii Film Festival. I missed the first movie which won some award for the Berlin Film Festival. I want to watch more Indonesian movies now. I think they have quality. Not academy award movie, but on the right path.
Well, that's all for my blog now. take care!
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10:24 PM
Summer Holiday Pictures (China)
We ran at
11:14 PM
Singapore soon
I am flying off to Singapore in a few weeks time. Seems like it is only yesterday when I made the post about the end of my freeloader status. I am going to miss home. But I am already missing my friends there.
Yesterday my sis was arguing with her friend. It was first interesting. Then her friend is so emotional. I said better stop yah. Don't mix friendship with religion.
I am waiting feverishly for the final book of Harry Potter. I hope happy ending. "Harry Potter must not die"---Just like what Dobby the house-elf said.
School is starting soon, feeling sick? I don't
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7:32 PM
Confused
Should I say yes? Should I not?
A few years down the road and I will have different things in my mind. What will I be doing then? What will I want to do then? There's plenty of other chances I could take.
I am confused. I just need to make a decision.
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1:35 AM
rehab
They tried to make her go to rehab, She said 'no, no, no'
Yes, She's been black but when She comes back you'll know, know, know
She ain't got no time, her daddy thinks She's fine
He tries to make her go to rehab, but she won't 'go, go, go'
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12:35 AM
