Eric's 4th Diary

Now is 5pm, i can off now but i still want to write a blog for myself today. This morning i came in to the office very early to do my quotation, i can earn a lot from this deal so i only came in office so early. If not i won't so stupid come in to office so early, this noon i'm so free until chat with showroom staff. Ladyboss was not here, i'm so freedom. Today mood was quite good, later i'll meet my girlfriend at yew tee mrt. I think i have to stop already, if not i'll work don't know what time.

Eric's 3rd Diary

Finally i know the answer already, ending up this story. I have to start to find job and once i get the offer i'll stop working here, i can't stand it anymore. If i stay here i also will be the same in future for few years time, so maybe this is a chance to find a suitable job that i'm interested. I might think this 2 years is just for me to know how's the place of singapore, but now i'm totally different. I have 2 years experience, i'm not afraid start from the beginning again. From this decision i have made just to know how many kind of people in this world, and how's the people treat you. I didn't regret at all cause this experience teach me not to trust anybody accept yourself, i have gain a experience. Every day , every year and anytime, I'm still learning. Today, I don't know why i didn't sad at all as i already know my salary has not be increased, maybe because i know the asnwer in my heart earlier day. I'm ready to accept it, just for my good sake i need to look for other job. I know i can't work here anymore, with an empty promises that make me no meaning to carry on this job. I already pack all the thing to my house, anytime i'll stop working in this company. I hope don't have 2nd me and end up same situation with me.

Eric's 2nd Diary

So relaxing day for yesterday, sleep until noon and go out with friends. Yesterday is Singapore national day,so went out to see the crowd. A lot people went to City Hall (Esplanade) celebrate Singapore birhtday, for me we went there for a while only because it's too hard for us to go in there. Then we decided to meet our cousin sister at Chinatown eat frog porridge, it's taste but not compare to Ipoh restaurant..Hahaha, Ipoh supporter. I'm quite happy yesterday cause i can go out without stress, no need to work. After came back to room, i feel so boring and moody. Feel so regret i didn't change the job, i still at here suffer of the unsatisfy salary. I don't know what decision they have make, i feel very tired and boring of this company. I can't do anything but just wait until this coming salary see whether have any changes or not, but i have bad feeling my salary is still the same. I'm ready to find another job and won't make myself so hard to live on. I have 2 years plus experience, i don't think i can't get a better salary job. Last night talk with ah koo advice him to look for better salary actually was telling myself i need to absolve from this company and look for better prospect company. I tell him all about my plan but i just feel all the hope was gone, everytime i plan something there must have some blocking in the end. I hope to get some rest for about half a month or a month to get me fresh, I really don't know what to do next. I feel myself lost, infront of me just a blank black wall. Don't know whether i should move back or forward, turn left or right..Still have question sign on my head.??Who can give me some advice??

Eric's 1st Diary

This is the 1st time i write a diary in a blog, i hope i'll write a diary everyday so i can review back my past history when i want to. As this is the 1st diary, i'll write down what i have past from the previous blog. Last month i have intention to change job, so i have send resume to few company. EPIC APPLE, CREATIVE and another one is my friend's company..i have a offer from EPIC and the salary is more than what i work here, the benefit even more. They confirm me as a sales executive and $1300 pay, the next day i told my ladyboss that i want to resign. My ladyboss then ask me to stay and ask me the expected salary that i want, finally we deal that my pay will raise to $1500. Until now i can't imagine she cheat me to stay, empty promise for what she tell me. I'm so dissapointed, i really regret the decision that i made. I really stupid that i still trust this kind of boss and company, but i'll see this 18 august. If my bank figure is still the same, i think i'll know what to do.

Today is just after the day of me and my gf anniversary, nothing special yesterday. Actually i plan want to give her a suprise by give her half a dozen of rose and her favourite fruit cake but i can't do it because i no money left, my bank just left $188. I don't know how to survive this month, i hope she can understand me. But i'll promise myself no matter how i also will gv her half a dozen of roses on her birthday, i think she'll sure very happy. This morning i wake up a bit late but i arrive on time and even have time to "pang sai" at company..haha, I don't have much things to do, so just help to asnwer the call when i feel in the mood. This noon ah koo called me out to see fire cracker tonight cause tomorrow is the Singapore National Day, I think the event is not today. As i'm writing blog now, i can feel ladyboss is watching me.Haahaha...I still can act typing the today's schedule, hello~! mangkuk ayun, i'm the good actor man~! Tonight is the last day i sleep with my gf, tomorrow she'll going to motivation camp for few days. Really so worry her, don't know she can independent herself at those camp or not??? -end of diary 1-