Plain Torture!Arr... Suffering from toothache, "gum-ache" and headache since who-knows-when. Been popping painkillers like popping sweets. I really cant bear with the pain any longer... But I simply dread going to the dentist.... Cant get any good sleep as I'm either woken by the horrible nightmare where I hear those tools or by the pain. Will go for a visit after my exams maybe... Haiz. I cant stand it any longer.... Ouch, ouch, ouch....
I'm flicker-minder. I cant make uo my mind!! Should I stayed on to this job or should I go back to my engineering line?? Mr Lim had been helpful. He recommended me to a particular company. Should I go for it? I've lost my confidence.... I cant make it in engineering line. I've been run-down by my parents who firmly believes that I cant make it.... I've yet to reply Mr Lim and the company. I'm still thinking....
Should I stay on to this job? Where others give me a "huh" look upon knowing where I worked. A job where has nothing in relation to what I had learnt for the past 3 years, or even what I'm learning now... Yes, it's a low paying job where I picked up everything from scratch... It's a job where I have to do OT without pay....
Or, should I move back to engineering line?? When I've totally lost my confidence in that area? Where pay is higher but stress level is also much higher? Where the location is much inaccessible???
I cant make up my mind.... HELP!!!
