What the..... Never visit the Ch**g Clinic at AMK. That stupid old doctor acted as if I owed him thousand of dollars!! Oh well, even if it's true, it's my company who owe you, not me!!! How can you treat a patient like that??? $%@#^$& doctor!!! Somemore no medicine for my fever and running nose. Only some pills for my sorethroat and a cough syrup? But how he knows I'm having a fever when he didnt even check??? Oh well, oh well....

Graduated!!!
3 years down the road and I'm now offically graduated.... Struggling and surviving through these years, I can say, I've grown up. At least I've became much independent, much stronger. Being in an environment when competition is high, trained me to be much displined, much hardworking or in another word, a nerd.... Haha... I studied real hard but it isnt enough, at least not enough for a COM. I know that there's no point in complaining and nagging over this. But when I learnt that one of the COM holder's GPA was 3.85 and mine was 3.78, I simply cant help but feel the pinch.... It really really hurts a lot.... It's so close, yet so far.... With 3ADs, 22As, 8Bs and 3Cs, my grades are the poorest between my friends. Zhai Yuan got the Gold Medalist, Si Chi got the Silver Medalist, Jian Feng got the most outstanding academic performance and Wan Lyn is just so close to become the Gold medalist, topping her studies with 25ADs... How can I fight with them??? Sigh...

Chatted when some of the lecturers... When I told them the company that I'm working now, they gave me that "huh" look. Haha... Oh well.... Guess they dont understand why I dont further my studies or continue working in Motorola or at least, stay in the engineering field. Haha... Luckily they didnt ask me, or I really dont know how to answer them... It seems like a big joke to tell them that it was due to my anxiousness to get a job that I simply just grab any job that is available and now it's due to my stubborness that I'm holding onto the job....

Belfred and Jiahui, thanks for the flowers and Belfred thank you for attending my graduation when I thought that nobody will and also, to be the photographer. For the both of you, rest assured I'll be there when it's your turn. Just let be know in advance so that I can apply for leave. => I'll be honoured to be the photographer for the day. But I have to state clearly beforehand: MY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS IS HORRIBLE...

Stubborn or Stupid?
Wondering if I'm stubborn or just simply stupid... Stayed on despite all those that had happened. "You want me to leave, I'll just stay!! I'll prove you wrong!!" That's what made me stayed on... Sound stupid right?? Lyn and Feng been asking me to quit this low-paying stupid job and to join them. They are both in an engineering field, with lots of challenges and of course, high-paying, good career advancement ahead. Whereas, currently, I'm sticking on to this job just because I wish to prove people wrong. I'm just too stupid...

Oh well, I scolded my superior last friday... Haha... Felt so good man!! Who cares if you are the manager or not, when I'm mad, I AM MAD! I'll scold even if you are the emperor... Too much of a character?? Maybe... But I'm just like a volcano. I cant even control myself when I erupted. Anyway, it's all over... I'm not in the wrong anyway. If he wish to take it to heart, so be it... La la la.....

Life is real unfair... Especially for me. Perhaps I take things too serious or too hard. Or I'm just stuck in this self-pity thingy. I often wonder how come things are going so smoothly for others yet it's totally different for me??? Same company, same salary, same job scope, yet they are coping so well and at times they seems so free, free to chat on the phone for hours. Yet, look at me, I'm always on the rush. My "In-tray" is piling, my "To-do list" is getting longer. I have to take care of so many things so many areas... Perhaps I'm a slow-worker; I'm too slow to keep up? Yes, I admit, I do have my free time. Yet, on those free days, I fret... Because it means a storm is coming up... I'll get ready by updating the list and forms etc... Sigh.... Perhaps I'm just a worrier...