Current Status...
Been busy rushing my reports... Tonnes of things to do and redo since my laptop was reformatted. Well, it is still giving me problems nowadays and I do have that urge to smash it at times. An important lesson learnt:
ALWAYS BACK UP YOUR FILES! Luckily I'm able to stay back in the office and use Patrick's computer after office hours. Glad that he trust me that I will not mess up his things. But with common test coming up, projects, assignments and those reports, I could hardly breathe... Perhaps I'm getting too stressed up? Maybe...(my stess-eating habits are back) But no way that I'm going to give that supervisor of mine a chance to say that my reports are craps; like what he did to the others. Hmmm... If he really said that, perhaps I'll breakdown in front of him. Haha... I'm still scared of him; I simply cant speak properly in front of him and that give him chances to "shoot", "arrow", lecture/scold and humiliate me.
Struggling to cope with the increasing working load and of course, the scoldings... But....
I'm still alive! *Grins. Anyway, I learnt to tolerate all those humiliation, scoldings and also to speak up for myself when needed(except when facing him).
Went for a short breakaway on Saturday for a K session. Though it was a last minute thingy, I'm glad that I'm able to join them after some "incidents" back at home. Had a lot of fun and I really need that. Feel that my life is getting dull and boring with simply going for work in the morning and straight back home at late evening/night.
Enough of crapping here, it's time for some quality sleep before facing those challenges again...