Christmas Eve...
Today is Christmas eve, yet I'm still here, at home... Well, I dont mind though, because I dont really like to squeeze inside the crowd for countdown party. Preferred the silence night where I can relax, listen to christmas songs... Finally I got my wish, I got a christmas tree in my home!!! Though it's a very very small one, it's only about the size of a 1.5 litre coke bottle.... But, it's the first christmas tree that I had in my home in my whole 18 years... Very happy though it's a pity that I cant decorate it. But come to think about it, it's too small to be decorated anyway. But next time, when I really have a place call home, I'll have a christmas tree and I'll decorate it even if I'm really busy... Must have a taste of festive seasons....

I am in a terrible mood now. Arrrrrrrrrrrrr....... Filled with anger!!! Dont know why but I lose my temper at him, Just couldnt control it. I know that I did not show him any respect but he did not deserve it. In my opinion, respect is ought to be earned, not just because you are my grandfather...

A Bad Scare...
I almost, ALMOST had a shortage of $131.65 just now... The customer says that she had left her husband's link card in the car and I hold her bills and atm card to wait for her with her mother.

When she's back, she just give me the link card and leave with the things leaving her mother to wait for the link card. And guess what? She claimed that her daughter had paid for the bills!!! Oh my!! I was stunted for a while. But I checked my carbon copy and it did not have a record. (Anyway, if she had paid, i wont be able to hold her bills in the first place...) Told her but she did not believe me... She even shouted at me... Hence i asked Feng Jiao auntie to check for me and the woman still didnt believe... No choice, have to ask Iris out and luckily she solved the problem for me...

Conclusion: The mother thought that her daughter had paid and the daughter thought that her mother had paid. Who's know whether it's true or not... The aunties all say that they are trying to cheat me, but my dad beg to differ.... Anyway, it's over...

Harmony
Family Harmony.... What I always wanted in my family.... They always quarrel every other day.... Of every small little things, mostly of money.. Like I said before, is money that important??? Haiz... Wonder when will this stop?? When my grandfather starts, he'll never stop.... He'll start scolding from his sons to daughters, to grandchildrens to outsiders... And he really say dreadful things... All just because of money... That's why I never want to owe others money... It's always a sensitive issue...

A day filled with emotions...

Yesterday morning I went to the hairdresser with Qi, she rebonded her hair again while I cut my hair till shoulder-length. Kind of regret now, not used to this hair length. The ends are all curled up giving it an untidy look. No matter how i combed, it still look so untidy. Forget it, it'll still grow anyway, just that my hair takes a long time to grow... Usually I'll get a refreshed and 'lighter' feeling everytime after I've cut my hair, but strange though, I dont get this kind of feelings this time round.

Went to J8 to meet WL and JH around 11.30am and we managed to get a birthday present for Pat. It's a cute bear in pure white fur coat; I really like the bear a lot... Luckily, we ask a past-groceries retail assistance of THPZ branch to pass to Pat, otherwise, I wont bear to give to Pat the present. Got a black sweater at Bossini, it's a bit big for me, should take a smaller size, but never mind... Happy that I got a black sweater since the last one, which was run over by a damned stupid BMW car after it landed in a puddle of rain.

Went to JH house after that to watch Finding Nemo. Nice show even though it was the second time I watched this show. I like this kind of gathering where we can sit and watch shows and eat snacks. Feels like family, a kind of warmth and comfort which I dont experience in my home, it seems that we live in our own world at times. Though JH live in a family full of sarcasm, but you can see that they are close.

After the show, I went to Somerset, saw many familar faces there most of them my secondary schoolmates... Saw YY and LY at the Cineleisure, Siew Ling, Christabel, Wei Ping and .... (Dont know her name). Actually I only went there to meet up with Qi and Ming as I dont like to go to Orchard areas. I really miss them so much!!! Gladys managed to join us after her meeting. We chatted a lot, mostly on our secondary school days. So many unforgettable memories, both good and bad, come to think about it, there's no bad memories only unforgettable ones... Couldnt bear to leave but Mi haven't pack her things yet and she's leaving tomorrow morning. I dont even know when she's coming back... We used to send her off, but we dont have this kind of feelings as we always know she's coming back in a few months time. After I got into poly, I realised the importance of friendship, so far in my module group, there's no such thing as friendship, only level of usefullness... We only use one another...

It's only in those primary and secondary years when I learnt what is called friendship...
Those simple, pure, unbroken friendship...

Feel so sad now, Mi is going back to Myanmar tomorrow, in fact in 10 hours time.... I'll really miss her... Not going to send her off because I'll be like a water tap at the airport. Cant help but my tears keep falling down now... cant control them.

My living room now smells of paint, because my dad just painted the living room this afternoon. I think that it looks more of cream colour instead of pinklish white or should I say white??? I'm sure I'm not colour-blind, maybe it's due to the lights.

Meet JH, WL and Robin in the afternoon after I've helped my dad to move and cover the furnitures with newspapers. Went bowling with them... Happy that I had a slight improvement since last time I played.... *smiles* Didnt eat too many 'eggs' this time round... Looking forward for another game...